Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1121: In the mirror

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;I don’t fully understand what the sights appearing in the sky and the sights appearing under my feet mean, but when I observe the deep ocean mirrored abyss under my feet, I can realize The anomaly that makes people feel scared from the bottom of my heart is the most direct manifestation of the "virus" so far. &bp;&bp; Its existence is similar to the appearance of "Jiang", it is almost the same strong, irresistible evil, this is not a fixed evil, but just the concept of "evil"-I have more than once I have guessed that this is actually something that constantly changes according to the recipient’s intelligence. If the recipient is a normal person, then this "evil" will manifest itself in a way that violates a person’s common sense, emotions, and views, but If it is different things, different people, and audiences with different common sense, emotions and concepts, it will still be changed, and the audience will always feel "evil" and "fear".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; only from this manifestation, the "Saya virus" is also a similar thing, or it is a simplified version of this "evil".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Saya virus" does not make people turn into zombies. Before the disease reaches the final stage, the infected organisms-usually based on "humans"-will continue to remain " The biological structure of humans. It only changes the susceptibility of human beings in contact with and cognition of foreign objects. Based on the five senses of hearing, smell, taste, touch, feeling, etc., the overall perception is distorted, so that the beautiful becomes ugly, the ugly remains ugly, and the good smells become unpleasant, and the unpleasant or unpleasant. Smell, let the delicious become disgusting, disgusting or disgusting, in a person’s inherent concept and feeling system, any beauty that represents "acceptable" and "hopeful" will become "completely unacceptable" in this distortion "In the form of ", a person's inherent cognition and concept may be different. But this is meaningless to "distortion" itself, because the result of such distortion is completely conceptually opposite.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; People infected with Saya virus will not feel any goodness because of this distortion. All the original goodness is reorganized with the most "ugly and nauseous" concept in one's own feelings. In the second stage, you will lose the ability to communicate with others. Because of the distortion of sensibility, you can't express your feelings normally. Just like the deaf, even if the vocal cords are intact, it is difficult to talk. Patients will gradually fail to understand other people's words, and their own words will not be understood by others, and even any conditions conducive to communication will become "unbearable".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;When the beauty of listening and dialogue is completely distorted, people are isolated and become human beings as social creatures. At this time, it will completely lose its sociality and become a "heterogeneous".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Unable to communicate. I can't tell, what I have seen and heard is nothing but evil, nausea and ugliness. As a result, the patients become anxious and full of aggressiveness before they finally die. It is infinitely close to death from the soul. Living in a world where you don't feel good at all is a terrible thing. If perceptual distortions can be adjusted with rationality, then the Saya virus is the final stage. All rationality will cease to exist, because its effects are adjusted by "concepts". If rationally, there is a difference between "acceptable" and "unacceptable"-this is all intellectual intelligent creatures , The necessary rational characteristics-then, in the final stage of Saya virus infection, all rational "acceptable" will also be transformed into an "unacceptable" form.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;A stone, the reason why it exists as a "stone" in our cognition, is because human beings use their inherent cognition to comprehensively and meticulously carry out such a thing. This description is based on human perception and rational observation. This observation standard is always limited by the biological and physiological characteristics of human beings. However, if there is such a kind of "mystery" that modifies this standard, then all existence will become a manifestation of opposition to individual cognition after passing this modified observation standard, and will continue to follow the individual cognition. Development and change are also changing at the same time.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;The result is naturally catastrophic, even if the observed nature of existence has not changed, only the way it manifests is changed-but how can human beings Dadi believes that he can observe the essence of these things without being constrained by his own biological and physiological characteristics? Just like, when the body smells an unpleasant smell, tastes the taste of nausea, and sees ugly things, then how do you ignore these unpleasant smells, nausea and ugliness, and completely accept such things in essence? When you can only see things that go against the physiology at all times and lose social communication, how can you resolve the negative emotions in your heart?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Only in the mystery, those sages who are fully enlightened can have this kind of ignoring the superficial manifestations, and focusing on the essence of things, from the final essence of the form, to know the whole world, and then to it. In other words, there is no longer any "disgust" and "like", because the saint is no longer limited to his own biological and physiological characteristics, as well as the opposition between sensibility and rationality. For it, conceptually, there is no "can The distinction between "acceptance" and "unacceptable" is achieved so as to treat everything as equality.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;From the perspective of modern science, the "sage" is all the time. Whether it is observing oneself or foreign objects, one can only see the "original" and only " "Energy string", even more essential than "energy string", does not produce any likes or dislikes for its operation.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; In a narrow way, "original" and "energy", for human beings, are a kind of embodiment based on the concept of likes and dislikes no longer have. If a person can observe and treat all things in the way of "original and energy revolving" all the time, then the Saya virus should be ineffective against it.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; However, almost no one can do such a thing. Human beings are narrow-minded, limited by their own biological and physiological characteristics, and can't get rid of the division of "acceptable" and "unacceptable". Therefore, for humans, the Saya virus is terrible.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; At this time, the manifestation of the "virus" I have observed, and the manifestation of the "jiang" I have felt in the past, are more high-end than the "Saya virus", contrary to common sense and concept The existence of cognition, sensibility and rationality, when I just touch this existence, is limited by my own narrowness. In the end it boils down to the concept of "evil" that I can understand.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Yes, evil is the most extreme and opposite concept in my cognition. It is constantly changing. According to my own common sense, concept, cognitive style, perceptual and rational changes, I am always in opposition and full of oppressive aspects. Because, even if there is any trace of "acceptable", any point of "feeling to be conquered", it is no longer part of this kind of "evil" concept. From this perspective, I actually accepted "Jiang", undoubtedly because of the contradiction that made me unable to understand, but irresistible.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I watched the existence in the abyss. The body and soul are trembling, not just me, but the wizards of the doomsday truth sect and the body beings are like frogs stared at by snakes, and all movement is dead. Their performance has made me feel more than once, is this thing really what they want to call out? Isn't it out of their expectations, or. They didn't know from the beginning. When I complete this magic circle, such an existence will appear?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But when I think of my own situation, I unconsciously shaken again. Perhaps the doomsday truth teaching is just like me. The coexistence between me and Jiang is so contradictory. And the relationship between the doomsday truth sect and the evil and terrifying existence in the abyss may also be such a contradiction. They are also afraid and disgusted, rejecting that thing rationally and physically, but irresistibly. Accept it, whatever it is, and move in its direction.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; If there must be a certain consciousness, which plays a key role in it, I think it may be "faith". Only true "faith" can make people endure everything until death. This "belief" may not be correct, but it must be selfish. It is an extremely strong motivation just for oneself.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;I never look at Doomsday Shinrikyo. Every mystery expert thinks Doomsday Shinrikyo is the most difficult and terrifying opponent, precisely because they are cults. , But has such a "belief"-the end is bound to come, so does the truth, and in this process, simultaneously manifested. Precisely because they are faithful and not joking, they can endure everything, driven by this "faith", to do anything that violates human common sense and ideas, and even make themselves no longer human.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Only "faith" overrides everything. If there is something that can degenerate and perish a self-righteous "belief", it can only prove that this is not a true "belief." Only when a person believes in the same thing and truth until death does not repent, and is willing to give everything for it, and accept anything that is unacceptable, then can he be called "faith"-this concept, and "evil" The same end is full of distortions, and perhaps because of this, it can remain unshakable in the face of "evil".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Perhaps, the doomsday truth sect and my love for "Jiang" are no longer what it was in the beginning, but have become a kind of "faith". Only in this way can we have an unfettered consciousness in front of this unknowingly distant existence of evil, even if the body and soul are frozen with fear, we can try to observe, think and recognize.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;What exactly did the Doomsday Shinrikyo do? Only in this ceremony, such a manifestation of the closest "virus" appeared? It is even more representative of the "virus" than any final weapon other than the "Final Weapon 999". For what purpose did this thing manifest itself at this moment? No, it’s really a stupid question. The Doomsday Truth Sect does everything for the "Doomsday Truth" from beginning to end. The existence in the abyss is the embodiment of the "Doomsday Truth" that is the closest to the "doomsday illusion". ? From this perspective alone, in fact, I should have long ago understood that everything the Doomsday Truth Sect does will eventually become such a result-they will open a "door" and let the "virus" be in the most direct way. , Manifested in this world, so as to achieve the most essential "end of the world" in this world.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I even think of it, perhaps, this is the final truth of the "Heaven Gate Project" that started with Mar Jones's house. This "Heaven Gate Project", with multiple disguise, after countless reincarnations, finally presented it to me in a way that is closer to the essence of this world than in any era, at any time and place.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; further. This ritual is just a warm-up for the final "Heaven Gate Project" by the Doomsday Truth Sect. Before, all the "Heaven Gate Projects" that appeared in the "Doomsday Fantasy Realm" were just foreshadowing.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Yes, I'm pretty sure. Just because the evil and terrifying existence in the abyss is such a heavy thing, it will definitely not be easily summoned by this ritual. There is no complete reason for this idea. It's just that the past conditions are verifying the authenticity of this idea-it is the "protagonist" and the highlight of the final scene. It is absolutely impossible to make an early debut-it may be too dramatic in this description, but reality is often more "dramatic" than people think it is "cruel". People think it's "dramatic", but because they can't accept this reality.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It is very easy for me to accept this "drama". Even as a matter of course. Because "Jiang" is in my body. Nothing is more dramatic. Any illusion produced by "Jiang" is also reflected in "dramatic". The singing, chanting, and poetic content seemed to correspond vaguely to all my experiences. Let me involuntarily think about it, and observe the world I walk in through the evidence from the association—whether it is the doomsday fantasy or the reality of the hospital.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;My own existence, what I see. What he thinks about and understands is so dramatic that it can no longer be dramatic. Then, what is the point of taking “drama” as “truth”?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"This is a tragedy of'humanity', the Conqueror Flying Insect is the leading actor in the play." I couldn't help but repeat the hallucinations I had once appeared, as if answering " "Jiang" Yu Mingming sighed.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;In this tragedy of "Doomsday", "Virus" and "Jiang" are the leading actors. They exist all the time, but only in the final scene in the most accurate way. The protagonist who appeared on the stage-with this view as the core, and observing everything I encountered in reverse, I seem to be able to understand the things that were once incomprehensible.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Moreover, it is precisely because at this time that everything seems to be clearer than in the past, so I am more sure of the success of my plan. I am more convinced than ever that my plan is already at a "probability" level, not inferior to the plans customized by Gao Chuan, Shise and Dorothy in the past.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Because my plan is tailored based on one of the protagonists of this drama. At this moment when the other protagonist "virus" has gradually emerged from behind the scenes, for the first time, I watched the manifestation of "virus" that was more essential than the "final weapon" and confirmed that this is the opposite of "Jiang". Waiting for the presence, what else can stop me and "Jiang" from walking in front of it to complete the final scene?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;No, the last scene of this drama must be like this: "Jiang" and "Virus" as the protagonists, stand on their final stage, the most dramatic Way to complete an unexpected ending.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I pressed my mouth hard to stop the strong nausea.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Ha, haha..." I heard my own laughter, and heard myself: "I have seen the ending."

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"appeared, appeared—" Zhenjiang yelled in my arms, she danced like a crazy bear child, "Achuan, I see, I see Here it is!"

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; When Mae hugged me hard, my left eye twitched violently, pain and fear, making every cell of my body groan. It is different from the existence in the abyss, the kind of terrorist oppression from the outside in. The pain and fear caused by "Jiang" are from the inside out. It is closer to my soul than any external oppression. As a result, in the pain and fear of such incomparable closeness and almost no barriers, the fear and evil brought about by the existence in the abyss seem to have become less oppressive.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mae laughed and shouted in my ear, clapping his palms, like cheering for the wonderful part of the drama, in this space that has become deadly silent due to an abnormal change , The sound she made became the only one. She is so obtrusive, so conspicuous, so conspicuous, even the terrifying and evil existence in the abyss cannot take away her brilliance.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; There was a trance in front of my eyes, Mae's body wrapped around my back, I couldn't see her face, I only heard her blurred but it was full of charm, and at the same time it was incomparable Evil voice: "Look, it's so beautiful--" he said softly.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Is Zhenjiang's existence in the abyss? Is that beautiful to her? However, in my opinion, it is definitely not such a thing.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;The same world, the same things and changes, what Mae sees, and what I see, are completely different things—so, compared to me, she It is the real mental patient.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The existence in the abyss, the dancing river, attracts all the attention. Therefore, when the change occurs, almost no one can respond. This is true for me, and the same is true for the Doomsday Truth and the elementary beings that led to all this. When he came back to his senses, the scene in the sky had been shattered. Although this scene becomes so insignificant when the abyss at the foot appears, it is also an abnormal existence, because it is a scene of a "normal world". I think that should be the scene of the repeater trap world, not the real outside scene of the doomsday illusion, because the "normal" of the doom illusion has long since disappeared due to the invasion of the "Nazis".

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Only the repeater trap world maintains such a refreshing daily landscape-the wild, the forest, the city, the streets and the bustling people. These things seem to be reflected in a cracked mirror. The place originally seemed to be melted, but it was still intact, but when no one noticed, something hit it hard. This "crack" is like telling us: this ruling area will be connected with the realm on that side, and the defensive "mystery" of the realm on that side-"mysterious restriction" ——Because of this blow, it will become fragmented.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; I watched the scenery on the "Broken Mirror" and couldn't help laughing out loud, because it was definitely not an Asian scenery.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I did it, I really did it." It doesn't matter whether it is my own power or the power of "Jiang". My plan has really been achieved. This proves, The "Jiang"-based plan must be executed and successful. For my present, this is just a step, but for the future I want, it is a big step.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;I gazed greedily at the landscape that was not in Asia, and the joy in my heart was beyond words. At this moment, even if the battlefield of the aborigines is silent, even if the Las Vegas Special Operations Force has not arrived, it is nothing. The sights before me let me know that my own desperate and absurd ideas, based entirely on guesses and associations, to construct a plan, can really be realized. It is very dramatic, yes, because it is very dramatic!

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The sight of the deep sea and abyss under your feet is fading~IndoMTL.com~ It is very spectacular, but when it fades, although the process is very clear, the horror that emanates is still floating in the air However, it is not enough to crush my firmness and joy at this time. Frequent battles, many doubts, and inexorable depression were all swept away at this moment.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;My left eye twitched, it was no less than the fear caused by the existence of the abyss, but it was like a fire in my blood. Scorching heat rushed through the blood vessels, as if it were not blood, but magma. I heard the beating of my heart, like the drums of a war song. I grasped the knife-like critical weapon, and swung down at the female physique life that has been constraining each other.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;The second round begins!

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;I no longer think about how to get rid of this restriction when my speed is limited. I was just swinging a knife. In Mercedes-Benz, my left eye was constantly twitching, and the invisible high-speed passage intermittently seemed to be guiding me to victory. (To be continued...)