Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1128: Raising soldiers for 0 days
There is only one repeater, but there are two operators who have absolute control. It is difficult to distinguish the difference between Marceau and Chang Huai'en in terms of authority, and it is impossible to distinguish the difference between primary and secondary. . . Although the novel Marceau looks like a "part" of a repeater, in fact, she still retains her own way of thinking. Whether she still retains personal emotions is also unknown except for Omi and Dorothy. The thing-just from the perspective of her past actions, there is no emotional fluctuation, but the internal construction of the repeater can often reflect her personal style. Therefore, even if the network ball is the nominal builder and owner of this repeater, it does not simply treat Marceau as a selfless part.
Marceau’s significance to the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is special, so he has been observing Marceau who is modulated as the core of the repeater control. On the question of whether "Marceau" still has an independent personality will, he concluded The answer is yes. Because "Marceau" is still Marceau, Yitai Gaochuan has always used her own way to understand her now, and **** her independence-he knows that he has a lot of heart, no matter how bad he is, Mei The prophets of grace are also very appealing in personality charm, because they have always abide by their positions, have their own bottom line, and maintain these relationships with absolute will. Moreover, both Omi and Dorothy are here, and they also have a deep relationship with Marceau. These people and non-human beings are all powers that are protecting "Marceau". It's about friendship, it's also about interests, and it's about the future.
Even if these good situations can be analyzed from rationality, Gao Chuan is no longer the existence of rationality in the past. Emotional retrieval, let him in many situations. Can't help being disturbed by perceptual thinking. Even if reason thinks that 99% is almost foolproof, it is biased towards the possibility of 99%. Sensibility will still feel uneasy because of the only one percent possibility left.
It's just that Yitai Gaochuan also understands that he can't stay by Marceau forever. Under the plans of Dorothy and Xie Se, there are things he must do, perhaps. The results of these things will become meaningless in the "future" of planned results or failures. However, oneself is not living and future, but living in the present. What he wants to do, things that seem to be meaningless in the "future" are proof of his status as "Gaochuan".
Use the "if it's Gaochuan" way of thinking to look at your own behavior. In a certain sense, he will distinguish himself from "Gao Chuan". However, Yi Ti Gao Chuan realizes that when he wants to do certain things and make certain decisions, he often does not regard himself as Gao Chuan. The hypothesis of "starts from, but is only a spontaneous behavior. And this spontaneous behavior. The phenomenon of conformity with "what Gaochuan will do" is the best proof of "I am Gaochuan".
Just if he is already far away from Sakiya and Hachijing at this time. Far away from the whisperer's activity center, he will also leave Marceau and arrive at the front line of the war, and these separations are an inevitable result. Sakuya, Hakjing, Marceau, Omi, Dorothy... these names have always occupied the core position of Takakawa's thinking, for him. No one is particularly important, but it is precisely because they are all important and they don't want to give up, so I have to think from the direction of "being good for everyone"-however. This is a contradictory proposition. The fact is that although in terms of the "future", it seems that "everyone is good" is achieved, but as far as the present is concerned, most of the things they do for each of them are not. It may be completely fair.
This is the distress that arises after Yitai Gaochuan has regained his sensibility. However, no matter how distressed, it is impossible to achieve perfection before reaching the "good for everyone" future, it is the reality that cannot be escaped. Like many Gao Chuans, Gao Chuan is full of "hero" dreams in his heart. However, like many Gao Chuans, he must bear the pressure of "oneself cannot be a hero" from the perceptual point of view-rationality will not cause this It’s stressful, because rational thinking has eliminated the practical feasibility of the "Gaochuan Dream" from the very beginning. Only perceptual will be desperately clinging to that one in ten million chance, even if rationally "Impossible", but also with perceptual stubbornness, trying to drill a gap.
If this kind of distress, perseverance and subsequent pain is the price of regaining sensibility, then I won't regret it either. Gao Chuan's thoughts are no longer on the meeting before him. He once asked about the relationship between Marceau and Chang Huai'en. However, the reason why this question was raised was not because he didn't know it, but to "put everything on the table". It was just a small method. The meaning lies in the "problem raised" itself, not the "answer given here."
As for what Chang Huaien saw, Gao Chuan didn’t have the slightest interest. He had known for a long time that if there was really an indescribable and desperate "monster" in the human collective. In the subconscious, it must be "virus"-and "Jiang". Whether Chang Huaien saw the "virus" or the "Jiang", there was actually no difference. From the perspective of the reality of the hospital, what Chang Huai'en observed may only be "the closest manifestation of the virus", rather than the true body of the "virus".
Because the "virus" is unobservable, it can only be summarized and understood from the phenomenon. The existence that can be "observed" by Chang Huai'en, naturally, it cannot be the truth of the "virus". As Chang Huai'en himself said, people are not “unrestricted and broad” but “extremely small”, and such narrowness and insignificance of people doomed a person to enter the human collective subconscious in a sober state even if it violates common sense. In the middle, it is absolutely impossible to see the truth of any existence in that ocean. What a conscious walker can see is only what he "can see".
Before other people arrived, Gao Chuan had mentioned in his conversation with Chang Huai'en: how to fight against enemies that he can't understand and understand, and how to win. Chang Huai'en also gave his own answer to this question: Unless he becomes something that even he cannot recognize or understand, he will not even be able to achieve the meaning of "fighting".
Yiyi Gaochuan didn't know whether Chang Huai'en had recalled that conversation at this time. In the view of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan. In fact, deep down in Chang Huai'en's heart, the choice of "how to fight" is actually almost the same as that of the young boy Gao Chuan who is far away in Las Vegas-but the young boy Gao Chuan did not make himself incomprehensible and incomprehensible. Instead, he chose the "Jiang" who has been lurking by his side and is equally difficult to recognize and understand.
The body Gao Chuan is silent on everything, because at this moment, there is no "right" or "wrong", the so-called "possibility" has also become **, even if the brain hardware is operated to burn out , It is impossible to use exact numbers. To quantify the "possibility" and compare them. He can only believe that the young Gao Chuan is correct, and at the same time, he firmly believes that his choice is also correct-even in the past, there have been such thoughts, but now it is more profound. The proof of "I am more correct" that was still available in the past has disappeared at this time, and "Further" has lost the quantitative possibility. It becomes meaningless.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan can only passively wait for the final collision and final outcome in silence. And this kind of passivity is what he is most unwilling to accept. Because he is the executor of the plan, and the passivity of the executor also means the passivity of the plan itself. What Dorothy did. It seems fierce, proactive, and very thoughtful, but in the observation of Yitai Gaochuan these days. But it was like a bug struggling in a spider's web. This passive and fierce struggle made him feel uncomfortable.
You can’t go on like this. If you go on like this, there is absolutely no chance of winning. If there must be a chance to bring victory to a turning point, then where is it? Gao Chuan thought in silence.
"Marceau is the control core of the repeater, and a key intelligent component that constitutes the controllable repeater. Simply put, it is an internal organ with independent will." Omi is talking, Yitai Gao Chuan sat on the sofa and no one could see what was hidden under his silence: "However, Chang Huai'en will be the soul of this controllable repeater. Marceau guarantees the normal operation of the repeater. And controllability, and Chang Huai’en decides the direction of the repeater. There is no conflict between the two. Before, our use of the repeater required authorization for Marceau to execute. But from now on, we The permission of is no longer valid for the repeater. Chang Huai'en will decide what to do with the repeater."
"This is really..." Although Catwoman knew this fact for a long time, when Omi repeated it in public, it still made her feel a little difficult to describe. After all, a repeater is a powerful thing, even more so. The foundation of the cyberball. From now on, if all the operations of the repeater are judged by Chang Huai'en, there is no doubt that Chang Huai'en's pressure and the rights granted are really unbearable for ordinary people.
"Since Chang Huai'en said he was okay, then I am willing to believe him." Sai Huo said, and he also took a special look at Catwoman. This time, Catwoman thought for a while, then nodded affirmatively and said, "I think this is a very absurd thing. An old friend survived but said that she was crazy, but we had to believe it. This madman can manage the repeater well—well, in fact, I also think that even if Chang Huaian becomes a madman, he can manage the repeater well."
"It will be a secret." Ms. Mayne said, "Although I don't mind, it is also bad for others to think that a decision is emotional."
Chang Huai'en also nodded, and did not decline. Gao Chuan stared at the man, still feeling that he was really strange now-he was similar in some places to him, but he couldn't tell what the similarities were.
"It's in will--" Dorothy's voice sounded in the ear of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan: "His distortion and lack are manifested in a terrible willpower. In this regard, he is similar to you. , Achuan. He will not give in to the goal he has determined, nor will he have any thoughts of compromise."
Gao Chuan seems to understand, but he doesn't seem to understand. However, he is certain that he is also a person who "can calmly recognize that he is crazy". At least, in this case, he can understand Chang Huaian now.
"I got some information." Zhao Huo said, "How likely is it that the actions of the Doomsday Shinrikyo are based on that indescribable monster?"
"Ninety-nine percent!" Chang Huai'en said in a very affirmative tone: "Actually, I think that it is precisely because that inexplicable monster exists in the collective subconscious mind that it was born. The group of lunatics of Doomsday Truth sect. There is no shortage of members of Doomsday Truth sect in this world, and the expansion of Doomsday Truth sect is precisely because. That monster has always released its influence in the collective subconscious of mankind, and this influence is getting more and more. Serious."
"So..." Zhao Huo took a deep breath and asked again: "How likely is it that that inexplicable monster is the source of the end?"
"..." This time, Chang Wyan paused. He said in a heavy tone: "I don't want to admit it, but I really feel that it is the enemy we will eventually face. And we, at least for now, have no hope of defeating it. It is almost impossible for us to go. Understand it, why does it exist in the human collective subconscious? When did it appear? Why is it there? So far, the change of human beings is a subtle influence. Or is it seriously changing humans? What is it? What? What kind of existence? How does it really look like? Even, does mystery have some connection with it? I can hardly think deeply, because when I think about it, I feel crazy."
"Perhaps, we shouldn't relax the noose of Doomsday Shinrikyo?" Catwoman said hesitantly. Cyberball’s course of action is based on the judgment of misfire, if there is a problem in the situation. It will naturally involve the judgment of the misfortune. The confrontation between Cyberball and Doomsday Shinrikyo has never changed, however. In terms of the intensity of the confrontation, it is undeniable that after the emergence of the "Nazis", there was a bit of slack compared to the past. In the eyes of outsiders, perhaps this is because the online ball is under greater pressure than in the past. But in the eyes of people familiar with the situation, the change in the course of action of the cyberball is the main reason.
To Catwoman’s question, Huo Huo did not answer, but continued to ask Chang Huai'en: "Do you think the Doomsday Sect will release that monster. How much work will it take? How long will it take? What level of mystery will be prepared?"
Chang Huai'en pondered for a long while, and then slowly said: "Actually, I think it is precisely because that monster is so terrible, so the Doomsday Truth Sect can release its chance, which is extremely close to zero—the only one. The possibility is also brought by the repeater. Moreover, only their own repeater is not enough. And this is the reason why they will not let the Nazis let go, nor will they let us go. At the same time, they are also trying Reasons to transfer our energy to the Nazis."
"Although the basis of judgment is different from before, the context is still the same." Catwoman seems to understand, "The Doomsday Truth is going to do a big thing, so you can't be involved in other things, or even hurt both sides. After all, The Nazis were once a part of them. For the Doomsday Sect, the Nazis are even more threatening than the threat. In the past, we can only take the Doomsday Sect and do not want to face the Nazis alone, so as not to be taken advantage of. To understand their actions, now, with that monster, I can understand their actions better."
"What the Doomsday Truth Church is doing will pose a fatal threat to mankind in the future." Zhao Huo said calmly: "However, if we do not shift our focus to the Nazis, we will lose even the'now'. I I don’t feel that my judgment is wrong. This is not a question of which side is threatened more, but which side’s threat is more imminent."
"Well, I have to admit that even if the monster is there, your judgment is still correct." Catwoman was relieved. Although the situation has become more severe, she only needs to take the fire to her If the judgment still has confidence, then there is no big problem. In Catwoman's view, if she starts to doubt herself, that is the most dangerous time for cyberball. Just as before the establishment, it was enough to scare people to admit that they had made mistakes. From this perspective, the cyberball organization may not be regarded as the definition of a "healthy organization" in common sense. The importance of a person can cause huge turbulence in the entire organization, and even a life-and-death crisis. It has always been a "healthy organization". Try to avoid it, but after all, mysterious organizations are different from ordinary organizations. In particular, in order to narrow the gap with Doomsday Truth in the shortest possible time, some unconventional methods are unavoidable, and some side effects are unavoidable.
The side effects accumulated during the development of the cyberball make it extremely fragile in some cases. This vulnerability may be less serious than other mysterious organizations. However, the cyberball’s The goal has always been the doomsday truth teaching. so. When the cyberball becomes fragile, it will be extremely dangerous under the tit-for-tat of the Doomsday Shinrikyo-fortunately, it has been established, covering the weakness of the cyberball with a relatively solid armor.
The fire said: "Before the Las Vegas repeater is destroyed, all counterattacks will be much more dangerous than normal. We and the two repeaters in the 51st District must always beware of the holy land of the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult. Repeaters, as well as the Nazi lunar repeaters. Although the Doomsday Shinrikyo and our team have launched an attack on the Las Vegas repeater, we can’t judge until the exact news is returned. Will the Las Vegas repeater react to the outside war? Although we hope to stick to it. Reckless counterattack will only cause greater losses, but now it must be moved-I need one It is a dangerous temptation for an elite team to immediately launch a counterattack. Therefore, Mr. Takakawa. I need your help. Although I don't think you are the best candidate, Dorothy and Omi are very confident in you. "
"How is my body adjusted?" Gao Chuan looked at Dorothy and Omi, his face was calm, and everyone who looked at him couldn't see any "rejection" from this expression. Yitai Gaochuan seems to have been preparing for a long time, just waiting for a sentence at this time. Will set foot on the battlefield without hesitation. In fact, the sense of urgency in Gao Chuan's mind for participating in the war was stronger than what they believed in the fire escape. Even, he once thought about delaying it if the fire escaped. Then, even if you are alone, you will step into the battlefield and carry out a counterattack alone.
This kind of strong emotion was only due to the fact that he could no longer tolerate the actions of the Nazis. It was the responsibility of the leader of an organization to consider the danger of repeaters, but not his. Gao Chuan has always been very clear about his position. He is just a fighter. The organization he belongs to is a whisperer from the Far East. He stayed in London to give the Nazis a head-on attack, not because of some "huge" Danger," and ignored the tragedy that has already occurred. The reason why I haven't taken any action all the time is so that I can use the best state to fight at the best time. However, when is the best state and the best time? Gao Chuan feels that it is now.
"Adjustment will never reach perfection." Omi said calmly, "The question is, Agawa, do you think it is enough."
"Yes, it's enough." Yitai Gaochuan smiled, then looked at Zuohuo and others, and said in an unquestionable tone: "I will win."
"Maybe. But you must be prepared. Everyone must be prepared. Once the Las Vegas repeater is able to move outside under our invasion and the Doomsday Shinrikyo, then, any victory It may be distorted to be unworthy.” Zou Huo said frankly, “I can’t even imagine what the repeater can do. Omi, Dorothy, Marceau, Chang Huaian~ IndoMTL.com~ You guys You are the person who knows repeaters best. What do you think will happen if the Las Vegas repeater launches an attack?"
"Let the winner think that he did not win-this level is easy to do." Dorothy shrugged and said, "However, I don't think the Las Vegas repeater has such a chance. "
"Actually, I hope that the Las Vegas repeater will launch a substantial attack." Omi said: "Although we guess that the Doomsday Shinrikyo has used repeaters more than once, at that time, We can’t observe it at all, so we don’t know exactly how the world has changed and what changes can happen—the phenomenon produced by the Las Vegas repeater helps us understand the human subconscious. The influence on this world also contributes to the study of the'gate of Destiny'."
"Have you not given up on the gate of Destiny Stone?" Catwoman was a little surprised: "I think the repeater is enough for you to study for a lifetime."
"You will not understand. In my mind, the Gate of Destiny's Stone is beyond the existence of repeaters." Omi Shen Sheng said: "As long as the Gate of Destiny's Stone starts to turn, we will have enough time and It is possible to face any problems. The so-called "control of the collective human subconscious mind" of the repeater, no, even the repeater itself will no longer exist during the transfer of the world line." (To be continued. .)