Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 113: The end of the dream


I was surrounded by a huge tornado. I stood in the eyes of the wind. Ten meters away was the wall of the wind. I couldn't see the outside scene at all. Looking up, there was no end. I walked forward and stuck my dagger into the wind wall, dagger

   first turned into powder, and disappeared in the gust of wind. I couldn't help returning to the center, thinking about how to deal with the current situation. This huge tornado did not shrink or shift, it just kept spinning in place

  , keep me in prison.

  How can I escape from this nightmare?

   I lowered my head and looked at the lost left hand, thinking that it was restored to its original state, thinking that it had not been lost since the beginning. After several attempts, the broken arm showed signs of fluorescence and re-formed the left hand. Follow the same method

  法, I imagined that I was not injured. The open chest and abdomen and other large and small wounds healed quickly. However, these restorations were not perfect, leaving very obvious scars.

   What happens when you wake up? I have no idea at all, but at least I won't die.

   Now let’s think about how to wake up from a dream.

   Although I have heard that someone can control everything in a dream, most people can't do this kind of thing, at least I have never done it. Although I had hoped that I could have some beautiful dreams after falling asleep, I never achieved it once,

   I knew this when I first woke up, and my memory of dreams will soon be diluted. Dreams happen in the subconscious. Once you know that this is a dream and try to change it, the surface consciousness will start to operate, and it will seem to be in a cruise state.

The brain is awakened in the    state.

   wants to "consciously" manipulate dreams, which seems to be contrary to the factors forming dreams.

   The "I" at this moment should also be a subconscious existence.

   Although some people claim that they can control their dreams, they all admit that when they enter the dream, whether they are human, animal, or other things, once they are determined, they rarely change it. Even if there are changes, most of them will return to their "original shape."

  , turning oneself into a tornado like a murderer, and even being able to imprison another consciousness in the dream, is indeed beyond the scope of ordinary people's ability. Perhaps, in the murderer's heart, this is his "reality", this violent and huge vortex of anger.

   In addition, it should also be related to his possession of three-quarters of the dream control.

  If the murderer Takakawa can return, he may get back his complete control. However, controlling dreams and waking up from dreams are two completely different concepts.

   As the subconscious top student Gao Chuan, and the subconscious murderer Gao Chuan, both are in a state of violent activity, that is to say, Gao Chuan himself is in the strongest dream state. In this case, the actions of the surface consciousness are almost frozen. As the subconscious "I", how can we trigger that particular mechanism?

   There are only three ways I can think of. One is to let the surface consciousness begin to move; the second is to disintegrate the cornerstones that make up the dream; and the third is to let the evolution of the dream come to an end.

  Think carefully, at what stage of the nightmare will people wake up in horror?

   Hopeless? Or is it completely dead? Both have all the factors of the three methods at the same time.

   In a state of being pushed to the limit, in order to prevent the concept of "death" from being realized in the will, the body's self-defense instinct will naturally awaken the surface consciousness, which is roughly consistent with the principle of not being able to rely on hypnosis to order death.

   The subject of self-dream is self, and the cornerstone of existence is also self. With the disappearance of self, dream naturally loses the basis for continued existence.

   In this dreamland where the will of Gao Chuan and Shirai is entangled, the most critical subjects and cornerstones are "Shirai" and "Takakawa."

  The most fundamental purpose of this dream is to bury "the top student Gaochuan."

   Maybe, saying that burial is not correct. If the "high-class student Gao Chuan" refuses to die, what the murderer can do is probably like it is now, turning it into a huge prison and imprisoning it.

   In this way, maybe the two people who are stalemate with each other will continue to fall asleep.

  Analyzing here, the key to waking up is very clear.

   As long as the "high-class student Gao Chuan" dies, the murderer will become the only "Kao Chuan" and wake up.

   As long as the "high-ranking student Gao Chuan" dies, the cornerstone of the dream will collapse, the goal of the dream will be achieved, and the evolution will come to an end.

   As long as the "high-ranking student Gao Chuan" dies, in order to prevent the subject from dying, the body's self-defense instinct will awaken the consciousness.

  , which of the three options is correct?

  Perhaps, the only option that "top student Gao Chuan" can expect is the option of "near death".

   "Do you want to... try?" The top student Gao Chuan told himself that he must make up his mind.

   I think I have found a way home. This last job is the key to my return home.

   He thought so, leaving the central area, walking to the wind wall, walking, and chanting: "Flesh is like grass and trees, glory is like an evening flower, the grass will wither, the flower will wither, but death is not the end, just like The truth is forever."

The    tornado spins as usual, neither expanding a point, nor shrinking a point, not strengthening a point, nor weakening a point, it seems to exist forever like this. Looking at it, the top student Gao Chuan's heart was filled with tragic and solemn emotions, but he silently recited the prayers of the doomsday truth, and the tragic and solemnity ceased to be surging, as if it turned into a vast ocean, becoming extremely deep and extremely peaceful.

   I will not die. He thought so.

   I won’t just die like this. He thought so.

   I don’t want to die like this. He thought so.

   Then, he jumped in and watched himself spinning in the whirlpool, while his body was rapidly weathering and disappearing into the wind little by little.

   "Even if it becomes dust..."

  The throat disappeared, followed by the chin, the bridge of the nose, the eyes...

   I am chanting the prayers of the truth of the last days in my heart, and I firmly believe that pain cannot obliterate my will. At the moment when his existence was completely annihilated, the world of dreams was like being unplugged, and it turned into darkness in an instant.

   dream, it's over.

   Consciousness, there was fluctuation.

   faint light quickly filled the field of vision.

  The real situation is like a flow of cars speeding on a highway, filling the newly awakened brain in a blink of an eye.

  Clearly didn't close his eyes, but seemed to have experienced two worlds, but now what I see is reality.

   dagger, in his left hand. The suitcase is in the right hand.

   Behind, there is no distortion in the space between the two car bodies, where fierce battle is going on~ IndoMTL.com~ There is a trance of just waking up from a dream, a kind of just waking up from a nightmare Horrified. But I understand that I haven't lost anything, I haven't lost in the dream that hasn't been so far, I have made the right choice. This is the victory of the "high-ranking student Gao Chuan". Even after waking up, the memory of the dream begins to fade, the joy of this victory will not disappear.

   Shirai is still no different from the last time I saw it in reality. His whole body was covered with bandages, and his body was so weak that it could be blown down by a gust of wind. He squatted on the ground like a beast, and the night breeze was quietly blowing the long belt.

   He has blood-red eyes with vertical pupils open, but he doesn't seem to be angry at all. Obviously it is the same figure, but the sadness and loss that filled it deeply moved my emotions.

  "White Well..."

   did not answer.

  That dream...is your final liberation?

   "Enough, enough. You have done all you can, haven't you? Please don't show this expression of regret."

   I lifted the suitcase and pressed my finger on the mechanism.

   "Go to **** and meet Morino, because in this world, there will be no heaven."

   aimed at the side of Shirai, and the muzzle was fully opened.

  "Say hello to Sakiya and me, Shirai-senpai."

   Shirai never escaped, just so quietly, in the storm-like bullet, it turned into countless fragments, and in the night wind, it drifted away with the **** mist.

   Was he dead before then? I don't know. The only thing I know is that from now on, whenever I unbutton my shirt, I will see the scars that may never disappear, like a cross.

   "Your will, I definitely accept it, Shirai-senpai."


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