Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1143: Carmen Raiders
When Gao Chuan was tortured by illness, he kept his appearance as a teenager, as if his growth had stopped. However, in his detailed physical examination report, the cell replacement was several times that of ordinary people. As Dr. Ruan Li The doctor in charge of Gao Chuan knows the abnormalities of Gao Chuan's body better than most people in the hospital. The high degree of activation of cells does not bring about the limit of division, and the energy that supports this activity is not simply drawn by themselves. In the usual cognition, the acceleration of cell replacement is not a good phenomenon. Although on the surface, it can cause the phenomenon of strengthening self-healing power, but the side effects that follow are even greater. Human cell replacement has a limit. At the same time, to reach this limit in a short time, a lot of energy is required, and this level of energy cannot be provided by ordinary people through their own food digestion function.
This kind of huge activity at the micro level in the body is a characteristic that patients with doomsday syndrome have. However, Gao Chuan is still different from other doomsday syndrome patients in this respect, because this activity has been maintained for a long time. This is an extremely fragile balance state, although drugs also play a big role in it, but from the data, Dr. Ruan Li feels that even without the help of drugs, Gaochuan’s collapse will still be much later than other doomsday patients. The data collected later can also make such a conclusion: Gao Chuan’s appearance of &;stop growing&; originally only happened to him alone, and after that failed serum injection, Dorothy, The color, the night, the eight, the long, the wind, the literature&;//cwx&;target=&;_blank&;>cwx Jing and Marceau also showed that they are different from other patients with doomsday syndrome. From this phenomenon, it is almost possible It is roughly believed that it was Gao Chuan's information that caused the five girls to have an abnormal change, and even at this time, the phenomenon of "stop growing" of the three people of Bajing and Marceau was the same.
In terms of appearance only, the appearance of the three girls, Yuye, Bajing and Marceau, is younger than Gaochuan, but in fact, the age of the four is about the same, in terms of bone age data. Marceau is also older than Gaochuan Two years old. The phenomenon of "stop growing" presented by these three girls is also an illusion. The changes at the cellular and genetic level are as drastic as Gao Chuan, but there are many differences from Gao Chuan. These differences. It is comprehensive, and it cannot be explained by just one or two factors. Compared with Gaochuan's &;Stop growing&;, but only from the changes in appearance, these three girls also show the phenomenon of &;Childhood&; .Comparing their past and present photos, the appearance difference of this &;littleness&; will become more obvious.
As a psychology expert, Dr. Ruan Li believes that this is a case of three girls starting from the spiritual level after the personality collapse, and then interfering with the growth of the **. In this judgment, she also absorbed Ander The doctor’s theory on the interaction between the spirit and the sex. Regardless of the direction of the research on the virus, the theory and feasibility of the Human Completion Project. In this hospital, there are indeed problems. There are few cases. Perhaps in the past taboo studies, some people have mentioned similar theories and conducted similar studies. However, as far as Dr. Ruan Li knows, there is only one study that has a clear feasibility. And it is in the hands of Dr. Ander. This is what the research experts in the hospital have to admit.
Dr. Ande's research strength is very strong, and the direction can also make people see the hope of success.It is also because of this that a group of experts gather under his banner, and his team will receive the support of the hospital.
Even so. As an expert, Dr. Ruan Li still believes that his method is more correct and more feasible. There is not only one way to study the same goal. The competition on the level of scientific concepts is from the origin of science. The early days of the company have continued to the present, and will certainly continue into the future. If you don’t have the same self-confidence as stubbornness, and you don’t want to go your own way and create a new path, you can’t be called an &;enterprising expert&; Naturally, it is impossible to become a &;great scientific pioneer&; this is Dr. Ruan Li’s true thoughts on science and his own scientific road deep in his heart.
From this point of view, Dr. Ruan Li is convinced that if he was accepted into Dr. Ander’s team, he would definitely adhere to his own views and research directions. Perhaps, Dr. Ander has seen this through. Just refuse to join the team by yourself. After all, once you enter the team, you will definitely misappropriate part of the resources that have always been the research direction of Dr. Ander because of differences in ideas. The resources for research are limited, and researchers will naturally not I am willing to share the part that I enjoy exclusively, the part that produces results for myself, to people who do not agree with me, even if this person is also a member of my team. In other words, accept this kind of person and treat myself For the team he leads, it is simply harmful and unhelpful.
Dr. Ruan Li can understand these things and have seen too many such competitions. However, as she herself thinks, she accepts such competitions and also tries her best to participate in this competition. This is why she The reason for joining the lurker organization is also that it is the reason why the lurker organization can collect so many researchers. The resources provided by the hospital are still too few to satisfy all the experts in the hospital. In order to become famous, or to prove that he is correct, or just because of his own research nature, after Dr. Ander obtained the leadership of the hospital's research, the experts who gathered on the island at the end finally It is still divided. Moreover, in the eyes of experienced experts, this is also an inevitable result.
Dr. Ruan Li has rarely thought about why he would be so stubborn. He would rather join the lurker organization and work against Dr. Ander’s team. Even in the eyes of ordinary people, even if you accept Dr. Ander’s ideas, it’s okay to strike a hand. However, from the perspective of psychology and sociology, philosophical differences will indeed produce jaw-dropping confrontations. Dr. Ruan Li can cite many examples, and, these.[,! ] The example is really baffling for ordinary people, but it seems to be recognized: the Central Government has a kind of food called &; Tofu Nao&; its taste is sweet and salty. Originally, there was a difference in taste. It does not rise to lifelong hostility and life-threatening danger, but, in this example, some people have developed a personal attack because of the question of whether tofu brain should be sweet or salty, and even become a murderer. In that example, the murderer was convicted of mental illness, and then in a mental hospital, was killed by another guy who was also paranoid about the "tofu brain problem".
Yes. Everyone is to study &;virus&;, to remove the threat of &;virus&;, the results obtained in this process are ultimately used to harm the society or to benefit the society, and they are not researchers. It can be controlled by itself. From this point of view, it seems that there is a basis for a concerted effort to overcome difficulties, but the divergence of ideas and the lack of research resources make this kind of cooperation look like a mirror. It was impossible from the beginning. /
Gao Chuan, Shi Se, Dorothy, Jiao Ye, Ba Jing and Marceau, all can be regarded as the most precious of the research resources. Dr. Ande's team has Gao Chuan's resource assistance and the color center, which allows them Having always had an advantage on the basis of resources, other experts have not seen the possibility of stepping on the competitive stage. However, the disappearance of Gaochuan, the emergence of Super Dorothy, and the strength of the lurker organization itself. Let other experts see the competition. Hope. Although the team of the lurker organization has been chasing after it, it is only now. It is only now that people can see the hope of surpassing the team of Dr. Ande. The competition against Chau Ye, Bajing and Marceau is the epitome of this competition. , Is also a very critical link.
Once one party of the lurker organization gets the night, Bajing and Marceau, at least in terms of special resources, it can be regarded as a symbol of overtaking the Dr. Ande team. Dr. Ruan Li also has this consensus. Because she has learned from the actual In the research, I realized the non-replicability of Gaochuan. Those "copy of Gaochuan" and even the leader in front of them can't really reproduce the particularity of Gaochuan in the research. Judging by the intuition of the researcher. Qi Ye, Eight Views The research value of He Marceau is also higher than these Gao Chuan copies. Therefore, even if Dr. Ander's team can create many Gao Chuan copies, it will not be able to offset the loss of Chau Ye, Ba Jing and Marceau in a short period of time. Resource loss.
Furthermore, Dr. Ruan Li also feels that if he gains the real power of the three girls, the situation of the three girls must be better than that of the Dr. Ande team, and even the lurking organization of other researchers. Better.
The huge and strong thought made Dr. Ruan Li stare at the girl playing card games, his body stiffened for a while, and the gloomy, creepy atmosphere in the dark environment seemed to change in such thoughts. It was extremely fragile, and it was completely shattered with a light sweep. The guide was silent and did not urge. Dr. Ruan Li walked to the three girls, bent down, brushed away one of the girls’ hair, and looked at her. Eyes without any focus. The three girls all look like this. The pale complexion is not caused by malnutrition, but caused by disease. Looking at the cards, no one knew what they were looking at, and Dr. Ruan Li didn’t know. The three girls responded very little to external stimuli. Even if someone touched their bodies, they always couldn’t feel it. Look like.
Looking at their situation from the psychological level, Dr. Ruan Li felt that they have no possibility of recovery many times. Looking at them, Dr. Ruan Li always thinks of Gao Chuan, Gao Chuan has always believed that he can To save them, he did not shy away from saying such things to her. However, when she asked him for more specific methods, the boy was always speechless, and his stubborn and hopeful gaze would be painful. Shadow, on the other hand, it is precisely because of this kind of shadow that the boy's steadfastness can never be obliterated. Therefore, Dr. Ruan Li was able to look at him with admiration and be willing to believe that there would be such a happy ending.
It's like, accompanied by a patient who will die at any time, having a dream of the future. When the dream wakes up, it is always extraordinarily melancholy. As for sadness and pain? Long ago, There is nothing. If you treat each patient’s regrets and treat each patient’s story with emotion, it is a very painful thing to be a doctor, especially when there is not much possibility of recovery, but you seriously want This is especially true when a patient is alive and full of dreams.
Gao Chuan did not realize his dream, and Yu Ye, Bajing and Marceau also lost the protective umbrella he served as. &; However, it doesn’t matter, you have been loved all the time, and even now, you still have it for you And the dream. &; Doctor Ruan Li smiled, touched the heads of the three girls, picked up one of them, and said to the guide: &;It's them.&;
The guide picked up the remaining two. The girls did not resist, and the cards in their hands were scattered on the table and on the ground. As if these cards are no longer important. Dr. Ruan Li glanced at the cards and wanted to pack them up. During that period, these cards rarely left the hands of girls. She knew that many mentally ill patients would be particularly obsessed with something meaningless in the eyes of others. However, a lot of time was wasted here at this time, the lurker organization The feint cannot last forever, and others must leave as soon as possible.
&; There is no time.&; The guide glanced at the cards and seemed to know what Dr. Ruan Li thought, &; Doctor, are these cards really important?&;
&; No, I think it’s okay, there will be alternatives. &; Dr. Ruan Li said, holding the girl in his arms and turned out the door.
She glanced at the locked door of Gaochuan's room for the last time. She frowned, and walked away with the guide. The two were hidden in the shadows downstairs one after another. After a while, a team was fully armed The security personnel of, protecting three researchers in white coats, came here, and they immediately found out. [,! At night, the three girls, Bajing and Marceau, disappeared, their faces all gloomy, but they did not swear. They squatted on the ground and checked everything in the room. Of course, the place that the researchers care about is different from the security personnel.
&;Two people have come in.&;The security officer said.
&;Can you find them?&;researcher asked.
&;Only 50% chance.&;Security personnel answer.
&; Then try my best. I will tell Dr. Ender. &; The researcher said so. He picked up a card from his foot, pointed to the abstract pattern on it and asked: &; Do you think this What is it?&;
The security personnel were stunned, looked at each other, and then said: &;This is your doctor’s job, isn’t it?&;
&; Right. &; The researcher nodded and said calmly: &; I don’t know what it is. However, I don’t think it is meaningless. Dr. Ender also thinks so. They take it away At the end of the night, Bajing and Marceau, but there is no time to clean up these, can only say that they have not really realized. Where is the breakthrough point of the research. &; He nodded his forehead and said: &; Right here. They are. It is impossible to know their problems here from the three girls, but we can learn maybe from these cards.&;
The security personnel's eyes were at a loss, and they didn't understand what the researcher was talking about. After looking at each other again, they shrugged their shoulders together. However, they still care about one thing: &;Doctor, this mission... &;
&;Well, it’s okay, so be it. Although some things have been lost, it is not anyone’s fault. &; The researcher replied sensibly, which made the security staff smile relaxedly.
&; Help me check if there is anything similar to this kind of graffiti. &; As the researcher said, together with the other two researchers, he collected the cards on the ground and on the table. The security personnel exchanged each other After shouting a few times, they dispersed around the room and searched for a while. When they met again, the security personnel had no special gains. The three researchers discussed and handed the cards to the researcher who had been in charge of communicating with the security personnel.
&;Receive the team.&; The leader of the security personnel shouted, once again protected the researchers in the center, and quickly evacuated the dormitory building. When they first arrived downstairs, they were immediately mad. The patient attacked, and the opponent's attack was so fierce that several security personnel died. They fought and withdrew, and the situation was definitely not good. However, the situation they encountered was in every corner of the hospital at this time. It's all on stage.
On this day, the doomsday syndrome patients fell into a state of madness and collapse on a large scale due to some factors that the researchers could not confirm. Transfer. The combatants think that this is a coincidence, but for researchers, there is an inexplicable, but extremely disturbing inside story. So far, the research competition for &;virus&;, Has entered a temporary new stage.
Dr. Ander left the &;Hospital&; that day, although the &;Hospital&; did not substantively imprison him, but this is the first time he has left the &;Hospital in two years. He can guess What is the origin of the people who took away the night, Bajing and Marceau, he feels that the current situation is still in his grasp, but in order to guide the next situation and improve his chances of winning in the end, he still needs more A lot of support and arrangement. He is not an expert who only understands research and does not understand politics. He has always believed that his own methods of handling personnel are as powerful as his own research strength, no, it should be said that this kind of struggle is good, This is part of &;research strength&;.
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When did people recognize the existence of self? Can they still remember and confirm the entire process of self? Except for human beings, do other life in the world have &;self&; Concept? If you have, then, in this "self", what kind of existence do they see themselves? The Doomsday Agent Carmen has been thinking about this question all the time. When I awakened &; Doomsday Agent& ; This idea, before knowing the meaning of this term, what is he? In what way? The origin of this question is that he knows many things, but he is not clear about how he became the &; Doom Agent &; of.
It seems that when the concept of &;agents of doom&; came into being, he had self. Carmen felt that things shouldn’t be like this. Take a step back and say, if the facts are true, you are gaining& ;Before the concept of Doomsday Agents, there was no self. So, that means that your own thinking has approached the origin of consciousness.
Consciousness, will, psychology, spirit, all things on the inner level, will become the embodiment of &;mystery&; in the doomsday fantasy. Carmen knows that he needs power and needs mystery, don’t look at himself as if he can overcome everything now , But in the end, he still needs to face a monster. And it was that monster that turned himself into this look. In this sense, that monster allowed him to gain himself and gain strength, and he was his creator. What we think and do is to defeat this creator and gain the true sense of &;independence&; and &;freedom&; in human philosophy.
The monster, the creator, is called &;Jiang&;.
Yes, Carmen knows what he is, knows his relationship with Gao Chuan, knows the existence of &;virus&;, knows his composition, and the &;mission&; from a biological level. Just because of knowing There are so many things, so he is very sure that it is not &; virus&; but &; Jiang&; that contributed to his own existence. Of course, at first, the two may not need to be distinguished in this way, but they should be regarded as Next, Jiang's influence is already very obvious, and it even threatens the foundation of his existence as an intellectual life.
Carmen knows he and Gao Chuan.[,! From a biological point of view, they are actually different parts of the same individual, but from an ideological point of view, they are quite different. It is this difference that makes Carmen firmly believe that his status is & Jiang&;'s consciousness sequence, under &;高川&;, belong to the chess pieces that can be discarded. It is precisely because of the unexpected close relationship between &;Jiang&; and &;高川&;, so , He didn’t believe that &;Gaochuan&; would die.
Even when I recognize my own existence, whether in the doomsday illusion or the physical body, I have no weaker than Gao Chuan, and even stronger power and control, no matter from which point of view, I have overcome And to eliminate &;Gaochuan&; is a matter of course. Carmen still does not believe that he can really do this.
Only because of &; Jiang&;, before defeating &; Jiang&;, &; Gaochuan&; cannot die.
From the timeline, &;Jiang&; and &;Virus&; make a difference, in other words, when &;Jiang&; existed in the sense of independent self, it was also when oneself was born. At the moment of self-consciousness, the name &;Agent of Doom&; and the accompanying mission, task, or, in other words, a given duty, have always existed. And this duty is not always the same. , I really thought that at the time, it was unchanging, eternal, and could only go to the end in one line.