Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1149: Asceticism
The tree pipe belt in the materialized zone of Victoria Heavy Industries, two-thirds of the huge area where the pipes were originally entangled has been turned into rubble. The broken pipes continue to emit black smoke, and there are explosions from time to time. Father Edward stands collapsed. In front of the exhaust fan, look at the fog purifier that has long been unable to operate. =Top=dot=novel ww.w His right hand drew an inverted cross on his chest, his left hand held a corpse's collar, and long blood stains spread from a distance. He took the corpse with him in the tree tube for a long time, but that didn't mean that the corpse was anything special.
This is the corpse of any aboriginal, and it’s no different if it’s replaced by someone else’s corpse. The special thing lies in the "mystery" of Father Edward—the six-six-six disguise. One of the demons, in disguise, works through the corpse, and it takes a certain amount of time. This disguise does not have any specific requirements for the corpse itself, but depending on the environment and purpose, choosing a specific corpse can have a better effect. However, in the current situation, Father Edward knew that he could not be too critical. Originally, according to the perfect plan, the girl who accompanies me at this time should be the girl named Duff. She is the human who has the best affinity with the Saya virus after multiple verifications after a long search and experiment. If she is there, she doesn't need to use the mystery of one of the six or six disguises, and she can achieve better results. However, because of some mistakes, the girl has been placed under the protection of layers of cyberball.
Fr Edward is not worried that the Internet ball can obtain information about the "Saya virus" from the girl, and then make a special medicine against the Saya virus, because the Saya virus is in a certain sense unsolvable, because it It does not directly act on **, but alienates ** by acting on the spirit. Perhaps people with high mental intensity and mental toughness, especially those who walk in consciousness, can resist the Saya virus, but how many people in this world can reach that standard spiritually? Draw an average standard for the spiritual strength of human beings all over the world. If you want to successfully resist the Saya virus, you must be at least three times higher than the average standard of mental strength. Moreover, even if someone successfully resists the Saya virus, changes in the spiritual level are unlikely to be like changes in the **, to give birth to a targeted serum on their own. It's just another kind of brainwashing—if there is such a thing, Father Edward thought about it. Probably I will let it go and continue to observe for a period of time. After all, the "spiritual serum" that can brainwash people in large quantities is really an interesting concept.
The mystery of the Saya virus exists in Duff, but once the cyberball tries to unlock this secret, it will produce situations they don’t want to see-the Saya virus will infect everyone who touches it all the way. This is a kind of Very latent. A contagious but quite violent mental virus, maybe the Internet ball will be destroyed directly. Father Edward thought so. He shook his head again, no matter what changes the network ball will have after taking Duff away, for Father Edward, it is still not as valuable as Duff staying by his side. It's just that I was at the time. It is true that he does not have the ability to collide head-on with the cyber ball, especially after he has defected from Doomsday Shinrikyo. No, it can't be said of defecting, he still follows the doctrine of the doomsday truth, it's just. There are differences in philosophy and beliefs from the Doomsday Truth cult under the control of the Mar Jones family at this time. These differences seem to be very small, but they are indeed an unhealable rift. His ideas tend to be more toward the original Doomsday Doctrine. At this time, the doctrine of the doomsday truth has become an existence similar to "Protestantism" in the change of time and situation.
The Protestantism of Doomsday Shinrikyo’s rejection of the fundamentalists comes from the bottom of their hearts. This kind of philosophical dispute will not become mild with only slight differences, especially in a sect that pursues extreme doctrines. To use an analogy, it's like smoking and non-smoking among believers, but Protestantism and Fundamentalism have different rules for smoking and non-smoking, so non-smokers say to believers who smoke: We don’t welcome them. You, you go to death. Yes, the seemingly understandable difference similar to smoking and non-smoking is also unbearable for believers.
Under the control of the Mar Jones family, Protestantism has developed very rapidly. It has made tremendous progress in the popularity of "mystery". Even if the fundamentalists are not inferior to Protestantism in terms of high-end combat power, they are because The low-level believers did not support them, and they were gradually squeezed out. After Father Sisson left, there was no more soil for the growth of fundamentalists in the new Doomsday Sect. Father Edward originally followed the development trend of religious ideas and became a Protestant believer. However, in the process of delving into the "sixty-six-six disguise" and the "Saya virus", his heart gradually returned to fundamentalism. Fundamentalism is a doctrine that is more inclined to "ascetic", while "ascetic" is a spiritual practice. These qualities will make people feel its charm in the exploration and hard pursuit of the spiritual level. Regardless of whether it is correct, righteous or evil, just because it seems to allow people to see the "essence" of the world, life, and everything, it is enough to infect everyone who comes into contact with it in depth.
Actually, when Doomsday Shinrikyo was still practicing fundamentalism, it was not regarded as a cult by the society at that time. Even if its "asceticism" is not aimed at the practitioner himself, it also has the meaning of "imposing on others" in its doctrine. "Forced to observe the suffering of the world, to recognize the inevitability of the end of all things, and then to understand the truth of the end." It is a core of fundamentalism. In this process, it is only to observe one's own "asceticism" and try to analyze it only from anatomy. It’s not enough to know the truth from one’s own suffering. In other words, it’s impossible to clearly indicate the truth. Therefore, one must observe not only one’s own suffering, but also the suffering of others, and even everything in it. Afterwards, you must take the initiative to impose this kind of “sufferment” on yourself and others, so that you can become the sufferer and the tormentor, so that you can understand the origin and source of the “suffering” from both sides.
"Suffering does not simply refer to suffering or evil. It is the road to the end and the fertile ground for brewing goodness." Father Edward looked at him sitting deep in the tree tube with his eyes with affectionate eyes. Like a giant in a child in pain, he talked about fundamentalism as he understood it. Fundamentalism has a clear outline and practice method. However, different people will have their own feelings at different stages. Father Edward knows Father Xi Sen's understanding, and knows better, what is the difference between his own understanding and the other's understanding, of course. I also don't think which of the two sides is "really correct." Fundamentalism pursues the truth of the doomsday through "forced asceticism". Until the end of the doomsday, there will never be an "absolutely correct" answer, and this nature is the "correct" accepted and followed by the fundamentalists. ".
"I use my suffering, give you the suffering, and give the suffering of all living beings. When the end of all things comes, this suffering will liberate us. If you do not suffer from asceticism, you will grieve and grieve when the truth comes. , Must not be able to open the door of heaven. Must be reincarnation in hell. Look, the light of truth in the end is hidden in your heart. I don’t ask for understanding, but I just want to let you in before the end is bound to come. Heaven." Father Edward chanted the original teachings that belonged only to him, lifted the corpse in his hand, and said loudly: "My ascetic practices have six or six forms. My ascetic practices are the Shaye, the five aggregates are all suffering mandala. Luo."
After all, when the huge Saya raised his head. Throw the corpse in his hand. The corpse shot Saya straight away at a terrifying speed, and immediately swelled into a huge tumor halfway through the journey. The fragments of the object in the tree tube belt seemed to be grabbed by a huge force and squeezed away with the tumor as the core. The squeezed fragments made a distorted sound, each huge part of the volume. A part of it will be compressed immediately, and these condensed fragments are also connected into a huge mandala pattern: symmetrical squares and circles overlap each other, layer by layer, when they reach Saya. Saya seemed to be attracted by the pattern, and his movements became slow.
The next moment, the pattern hit Saya’s forehead hard, making a sizzle of iron imprinted on the meat, Saya screamed in pain, grabbed his head hard, and the mandala pattern was inlaid between its brows. , Quickly shrinks, and finally condenses into a red mole. Saya, who had been screaming and struggling, gradually calmed down. Although it was still so huge and once destroyed the gathering places of the aborigines, it was the polymer of a group of crazy lunatics, but at this time, it no longer gives people that kind. Very depressed, very strong sense of danger.
"Saya, my daughter." Father Edward held out his hand to this huge but calm monster from a long distance away, "You have to believe that you are born in this world, and you must carry what this world has given you. Mission, the end is coming, you will lead people to the truth."
Yes, Saya was created not to destroy or torture, let alone the cause of the doomsday, but to spread "asceticism" in this world. If it destroys or tortured something, then It's just a stage, a process, not an end.
Anything that a person infected with Saya virus feels and feels does not have the beauty in their cognition-this is that the five aggregates of Saya are all bitter, and Father Edward's original mental virus compulsory asceticism combining modern science and traditional occultism .
When I stepped out of the node whirlpool holding Zhenjiang, the peculiar ammonia smell of the toilet suddenly puffed my nose, and the sound of water was endless, and most of the tiles on the ground were already soaked. One section of the hose was connected to the faucet, and the other end was lying on the ground. Not far away were plot tools such as mops and buckets. Someone washes in the toilet. What makes me feel uncomfortable is that there are only compartments in this toilet. There is no separate toilet and sink. Before the bad feeling formed, a young woman came out of the toilet. The hanging line of sight turned to the direction opposite to where I was, probably not paying attention to me and Mae. This was a moment when the heart stopped. I grabbed Zhenjiang's hand, pulled her into the unmanned toilet, and closed the door, which was a sigh of relief.
The atmosphere here is full of the taste of a normal city. Even if I didn’t step out of the toilet and saw the scenery outside, I knew that I had already returned to the world of Las Vegas repeaters. At this time, there was only this The world will have such a normal feeling. Even if this is a trap, the air here, the people here, the society here, and the order here exudes a kind of freedom that has not been eroded strongly.
Yes, I’m not wrong. It’s obviously a cage-like world, but it makes me feel unfettered freedom, walking in the mysterious, anomalous, and apocalyptic world. The smell here, even the smell of ammonia from the toilet, is like the warm sun at noon in winter, no matter how rushed the pace of life, it is still lazy. it's here. At least at this time, the operation of a civilized society is full of order, and the daily routine of order, the relative chaotic abnormalities, will become clearer and more precious. I like this world, even if it is just a trap. A cage, and the people living here are just birds in the cage.
The bird in the cage is not completely unhappy. However, this cage is bound to break, destruction will permeate, and birds will die in despair. This destiny process has already begun before people know it. I can't stop it. Even, never thought of stopping it. Therefore, I feel sad. Even so, my life and my mission must continue.
Mae started talking again, but. But I think she is fine like this. If she wakes up. It must be an extremely unusual danger surrounding us. Only the mentally ill Zhenjiang is beautiful and peaceful. I combed her hair with my fingers, and she shrugged slightly with a dazed expression.
"That's fine, for the time being, it's fine, A Jiang." Looking at her like this. My mood began to calm down. I smiled and glanced at my right wrist. The magic pattern there hasn't disappeared. I lost the electronic demon, but remained in the state of the magic pattern messenger. The suppression of mystery in this world can be clearly felt when using chain judgment, but it is no longer unusable for any mystery.
The observation range of the linkage determination has become narrow, and the results obtained with the same output are relatively unclear, but it is not a problem to cover the entire toilet. Outside is a corridor, which looks like a corner of a large shopping mall. The young girls who came out of the toilet before are obviously foreigners. From the perspective of the body shape of the crowd, they are no longer in Asia, but they are not. Unexpectedly. The cleaner came out of the toilet and started mopping the floor. About ten minutes later, he packed up his tools and left. The toilet and the corridor were quiet. I took Zhenjiang out and left this women's toilet.
As I expected, this is a big shopping mall in a certain European city. Zhenjiang and I came to the central corridor and found ourselves on the fifth floor. Probably because there are very few Asians here, a lot of curious and inquiring gazes were cast on me and Mae, but they just looked at them and turned away. When I took Zhenjiang to take the elevator and left, those curious eyes were almost gone. Even those who took the same elevator turned a blind eye to the two of us. Here, we are just ordinary strangers, which is good, this is what I want. Precisely because I did not rarely perform tasks in foreign countries in the past, I will not feel unfamiliar with the living atmosphere here. Perhaps it is because there is no barrier, so I don't feel conspicuous.
Before leaving the mall, I took a look at the time on the advertising display. From the day I officially took over the campus toilet talk, a week has passed, which is better than I thought. After all, I stayed in the Victorian Heavy Industry Materialized Zone of the Ruling Bureau absolutely exceeded this number. However, if there is no contact for a long time, Dr. Ruan Li, Sakuya and Bajing must be very worried, and even the student union will probably be overwhelmed. I believe that the strange talk about toilets has been resolved, and those dangerous elements hired by outsiders cannot completely cover up their activities. The student union of this school, which has beyond the authority and ability of ordinary students, will definitely be able to obtain relevant information at the time within this week. intelligence. After returning home, life probably won't calm down immediately, instead, you need to face a lot of consultation, especially when the student union has actually been passively exposed to the mysterious now.
I habitually take out cigarettes from my pocket, only to find that there is a pack of my favorite Camel cigarettes lying in my pocket. The clothes on his body are clean and tidy. The damage and dirt caused by the battle have disappeared, but the weapons and props have not disappeared. The mobile phone, change, and credit card are also on the body as they were. I looked up at the sky. The city is unfamiliar and people are unfamiliar, but the sky is so clear that it is nostalgic. No matter the temperature or humidity, it is very pleasant. On the streets full of exotic atmosphere, the pedestrians are not as good as the metropolis. In a hurry, it's more like a tourist. There is no shortage of people sitting and chatting on the benches on the street, and on the open-air seats of the shop surrounded by parasols. There is a fountain not far away. Many children and parents frolic around the fountain, looking around, it is a calm and warm daily scenery.
As I raised my eyes and looked around, a group of people left the benches of the green belt, and I took Zhenjiang to occupy that position, and then lit a cigarette for myself. I smoked quietly, without thinking about anything, or talking. The calm here made the nerves that were tense since the beginning of the strange talk about the toilet relaxed. Just being silent like this, even Zhenjiang's inaudible and unintelligible muttering seemed to have eliminated the weird and abnormal smell and became able to wash his heart. I really want to just keep smoking and listen to her. However, after smoking a cigarette, I took out my mobile phone and dialed Dr. Ruan Li's number. At this time, she should be working in a clinic.
The dialing voice feels like it has been ringing for a long time, but after the call is connected, the voice from the other side is very urgent: "Achuan?"
"It's me, Dr. Ruan Li." I paused. I didn't know what to say for a while. It was also very quiet over there. It seemed to be waiting for me to say something. In the end, all my emotions became simple. In one sentence: "I'm back, mother." "Mom", who had been unable to say anything in the past, didn't know why, but at this time it became less difficult to say. Although still not used to it, it is not embarrassing or offensive. This natural feeling seems to say "it turns out to be so easy." Of course, I know very well that anyone who understands psychology knows that this is not easy.
The breathing on the other side paused, as if frightened, but I am sure that it must not be frightened. Although Dr. Ruan Li has never asked for it, he has always hoped that I could call her that. I know this very well. Although I have just arrived in this world not long ago, I, who originally existed in this world, have been family members with her for a long time in "history." We are like family members. Although, as far as I am personally, that feeling is not strong, but the family formed by "I" and Dr. Ruan Li in this world is not illusory. Me", for Dr. Ruan Li, that's the truth. And now, as Gao Chuan, I also have the responsibility to bear this truth and respond to this truth. This responsibility will not change because of changes in my thoughts, emotions, and the position of each person.
I can't bring more beautiful things to Dr. Ruan Li, but since I can say "Mom", I will not resist it anymore, because Dr. Ruan Li in this world needs it.
The voice on the other side of the phone seemed to be gasping~IndoMTL.com~ but it turned into another kind of fine voice after a while, which made me wonder, is Dr. Ruan Li whimpering? Perhaps the meaning of this "mother" to her is heavier than I think.
"Ruan Li...Mom?" I just said softly.
"Well, I'm here." The voice over there became moist, probably because Dr. Ruan Li was inhaling deeply and making such a sound, "You are back."
"Yes, I'm back." I repeated, except for this answer, there is no more words to express my feelings at this time. Therefore, even if it is repeated more times, it will not make people irritable. On the contrary, a warmth fills my heart. This warmth is completely different from the calm before. Maybe, I like the feeling now.
"Where are you?" Dr. Ruan Li paused, "International long distance?"
"In Europe, I don’t know where it is. However, it’s a tourist city, ID card..." I touched my pocket, and the things I took out, not only ID cards, but also tourist passports, like It’s always there. Although it’s an anomaly, I don’t care about it anymore, "I have passports, money and credit cards, so I’ll be home soon." (To be continued...)