Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1191: Learn Chinese and Western
I wanted to use the female foreman and female teacher to draw Father Edward out, but I didn't expect to encounter him at this place at this time. I follow the feelings, but it is difficult to distinguish what the feelings are. In this place of great significance to me, at such a coincident time, the fourth-level magic weave, the unseen quark, the buried corpse, and Father Edward all gathered together. Something has happened, or is happening, and it is definitely not just a personal matter. I seem to be able to see that there is a thread connecting each of the factors gathered here from the place that constitutes this coincidence-like meeting.
Fr Edward is very powerful, but this power has never radiated from him undisguisedly. Before the mysterious eruption called "Nine-Nine-Nine Disguise", he felt that he was even more powerful than that of Father Xisen. It's a lot weaker. Even if I was promoted to Level 4 Mageweave Messenger, I never felt that facing this old priest, it would be an easy battle.
I don't have much hostility towards him. No, it should be said that I don't have the kind of unforgettable hatred for everyone in the doomsday fantasy, but more on the conceptual differences and opposition. I have witnessed many tragic stories. The smoky face not long ago is one of them. Even so, I still don’t hate those who make smoky faces and spread grief, fear and pain. A long time ago, I thought that killing these people was to implement justice, but now, after seeing the story behind this tragic story, those abominable behaviors are just another tragic story. In this doomsday illusion, the essence of the hurt person and the hurt person are the same.
So, I killed them. It's no longer because I hate them, but just to let the tragic story and characters have a happy ending. I know that if the doomsday illusion cannot be ended, then in another reincarnation. They will still play the same role and perform similar tragic stories. They themselves, whether they are the perpetrators or the victims, whether happy or unhappy, are just a group of sad clowns. Just like me.
Patients with doomsday syndrome have no future. No matter how hard you struggle, if you get rid of the patient, you will be miserable. People suffering from cancer may be able to greet the last peaceful life with a cheerful mood. However. Patients with doomsday syndrome in the doomsday illusion can only bear the dual blows of mentality and violence in the doomsday script. No matter how many personalities they split, what kind of person they make up the society, what kind of philosophy they live with, and what kind of ideals they have, their essence is meaningless, because. No matter how much they do, they cannot avoid falling into the misery doomed by the "script". Play one of the tragic roles.
Patients with doomsday syndrome are a group of people who are more miserable than cancer patients, AIDS patients, and drug addicts. Because patients with doomsday syndrome live by "viruses." In a huge infinite hell.
Fr Edward is also one of the mourners. He seems to be firm and forge ahead, persevering for his own ideas, and accomplishing great things. However, what he wanted. It's just the truth of the end. Praying for the truth in the doomsday illusion itself is a manifestation of a sad self-termination. Whether they admit it or not, they can't conceal the fatigue and pain deep in their hearts. Patients with Doomsday Syndrome have the subconscious manifestation of self-termination. This is also an important reason for the growth of Doomsday Shinrikyo. In other words, the large and powerful Doomsday Shinrikyo reflects this subconscious suicidal psychology. The people here seem to be completely unaware of the "hospital reality". From life to death, the entire life cycle is realized in the doomsday illusion. However, deep in their hearts, they must have the "truth". Some kind of induction.
Looking back at the mysterious events that I have encountered, people are either desperate to die, or desperate to try to become inhuman. No matter how fair the reason is, how just and beautiful, they can’t hide it. This behavior reflects Subconscious nature. The reason why people are desperate may not be because they have the belief to transcend life, but because they have nothing to cherish, and even their own lives have become cheap.
These sorrowful qualities are all possessed by Father Edward. He dissects his doomsday identity, removes his philosophy and behavior, and what is left is the core that led him to produce these thoughts and actions. It's just a seed of despair.
So, I am not afraid of him or hate him. When I killed him, it was definitely not a negative mentality like revenge.
I was so calm, on guard, and staring at him.
"Gao Chuan?" Father Edward didn't seem to realize that I would appear at this coincidental time and place. He seemed to feel something, his eyes and movements showed a thoughtful look.
"It's peculiar." He turned his gaze from the corpse to me. "The difference between you and the other Gao Chuan is so big. I always thought that you are just a personality divided from him, but you are better than I imagine it is even more complete. No, it should be said that you are more perfect than Mr. Gao Chuan who should have been the subject."
"What are you doing here?" I didn't respond to his topic. What kind of relationship is between me and the other me? We know best, but where is the turn for him to dictate? Father Edward's performance is like playing a spiritual mentor. However, he doesn't even know his own heart. How can he guide me?
"What do you think I am doing?" Father Edward stood up and asked back.
"This is my city." I said: "You should go back to Europe."
"No, please don't say'should'. I don't have what I should do, but only what I want to do." Father Edward looked at me, seemingly still trying to figure out the changes in me, and then , His gaze fixed on my right wrist, "Four-level magic pattern? Congratulations, Gao Chuan, you have surpassed Xi Sen. I have been thinking why you are so different from the other you."
I ignored his gaze and glanced at the corpse. The corpse also gave me a strange feeling, but there was no special place from the outside, and the details did not deliberately prove his identity. All the characteristics of this corpse. They have all disappeared, and to describe it, it's like changing from the concept of "someone's corpse" to "corpse".
"One of the nine-nine-nine disguise, there is no phase demon." Father Edward said as if he had seen through my thoughts, then my thoughts followed.
"Take it away." I raised my eyes calmly and said to him.
"Is it really okay to take it away? I think. Our meeting is destiny in the dark." Father Edward opened his hand. "Fate guided me and kept it. So I did. But I still want to know why destiny will give such instructions. Gao Chuan, you are here, it is definitely not meaningless, do you know why you stand here?"
"Maybe." I replied without thinking. The voice just fell. I heard the sound of flapping my wings across the treetops. The black figure spread its wings and appeared in the field of vision like a sharp arrow, and plunged its head towards the corpse named "No Phase Demon"-according to Father Edward, it was not a corpse, but a demon like a corpse.
It is said that nine or nine disguises are all mysteries based on demons. It is clear that it is a priest who uses the power of demons on such a large scale, which is in line with the definition of "cult" in the common sense of mysticism. Whether it is occult or normal social common sense. Doomsday Shinrikyo is a real cult. As a member of the cult, Father Edward has at least 999 demons. The study of demons must be at the forefront of all mystery experts, and the demons held here must also be extraordinary. The mystery and form of these demons have a certain deep connection, and perhaps they can be classified to a certain extent by their appearance. Demon like a corpse. This weird form must also give it a weird mystery.
I grasped the dagger tightly, ready to launch a quick sweep at any time. Because that **** bird is exactly a crow. Is it a quark? I'm not sure. Because I can't distinguish the crow from the appearance alone, and the quark often gives me a unique feeling. There was no such feeling on this crow, but the timing and occasion of its appearance was too coincidental.
"Do you know the meaning of Wuxiang and Demon? Gao Chuan." Father Edward did not stop the crow, but said to me: "Invisible and Wuxiang, the demon is in his heart. It is one of my favorite demon bodies. It stands to reason that it should not lie here like a corpse. This is why I am here. I want to know what happened."
"Then, maybe you will know soon." Although I was surprised at what Father Edward said, I still didn't reveal any news. When I heard the explanation of the Wuxiang Demon, I had further associations with the appearance of the corpse and the crow, but whether it was the same as I thought, it still needs to be proved by facts.
I picked up the dagger and walked to Father Edward. No matter what happens to the crow that leaps on the corpse, I don't want Father Edward to disturb it.
"There is no point in arguing here, Gao Chuan." Father Edward's face changed slightly, his gaze tilted towards the corpse, as if he felt something, perhaps because the corpse-like devil had a tacit relationship with him. For the sake of. However, I still don't feel anything, but if he feels something wrong, maybe it's my good thing.
"You can't control it." I glanced at the corpse, and the crow had already begun to peck at its flesh.
"It's ridiculous! Just a crow." Father Edward's expression was the most dramatic change since I met him. The phaseless demon turned into a corpse and appeared here, it didn't seem to be his will, and the crow would peck at the demon, perhaps even more that he had never thought of. In fact, it was the first time I saw it. What is happening here is so weird, but no clue can be found. No, there may be clues. I glanced at my fourth-level magic pattern.
"What did you do?" Father Edward's expression finally calmed down, perhaps because of my threatening gesture, or perhaps because of other ideas, he didn't stop the crow.
"I didn't do anything." I said, "Maybe it was Mageweave who did something."
"Fourth-level magic weave...there has never been a precedent among humans." Father Edward stared at the magic weave on my wrist and said, "When did you get promoted?" He seemed pretty sure I would answer, in fact , He guessed right. I also don't want to fight him at this time. Father Edward is not an opponent that can be defeated with a single blow. The movement of the battle may affect the condition of the crow and the corpse. If I am unwilling to communicate, and show more offensiveness. Probably Father Edward would not restrain himself.
So, no matter how sensitive his question is, I must answer it carefully. This is a tacit transaction.
"Wake up." I didn't say a specific time period. In my opinion, the time period is the most critical place for the abnormal events that occur here. According to Father Edward, it seems that he has lost the Phaseless Demon for some time. Maybe earlier than the time when the female foreman and female teacher found the body here. The particularity of the Wuxiang Demon is also sufficient to explain why, except for the female foreman and female teacher, no one could see the corpse that morning. However, it is still an unsolved question whether the mysterious seed allowed the two to see the non-phase demon, or whether they were implanted after the two contacted the non-phase demon.
What's even more worrying is that if the Wuxiang Demon had gotten out of Father Edward's control earlier. Appeared in this place as a corpse, but Father Edward didn't know anything about this process. So, what force dominated all this? Assuming that the appearance of the crow is related to the fourth-level magic pattern, what does the connection between the crow and the corpse actually mean?
There are clues to various factors. Suddenly it became a mess because of "time". To have a relatively clear explanation, you have to wait for the interaction between the crow and the corpse to complete. I think this is also the reason why Father Edward didn't do much. In terms of mysterious value, even if it becomes a corpse, the Wuxiang Demon is more valuable than an ordinary crow. The phaseless demon is not something dispensable to Father Edward, this. Father Edward made no secrets.
"This morning?" Father Edward asked. I thought about it, nodded and admitted. I also can't figure out the current weird situation. Father Edward may have more ideas.
"My phaseless demon appeared in this place as a corpse in order to be eaten by this crow. Then, the appearance of this crow is related to your fourth-level magic pattern." Father Edward said I had thoughts, but, "This kind of relationship is simply too inexplicable." I also feel the same, it is as if there is a kind of power that confirms that I will be promoted to the fourth level of magic veins today. In order for this day to come, Father Edward was specifically asked to cultivate the unphased demon.
"But, it's like a doomsday prophecy." Father Edward's expression solidified, "The fruits that appeared in the past for various reasons are also destined for the fruits of the future."
"You want to say, in fact, my promotion to the fourth level of magic weave and the appearance of this crow are also part of the doomsday?" I asked.
"I have noticed a long time ago that there is a power that leads everything to happen. Whether or not I perceive this power or react to it, it will become a manifestation of this power. I call it For destiny, I believe that it is the truth of the end. It is something that cannot be changed no matter what you do or don’t do, no matter what you do.” Father Edward said, “However, there are still many people who think that this is not necessarily An almost inevitable trend that cannot be changed, simply because the force driving change is not strong enough."
"I know. Netball and." I said.
"But they never think about why the power to change is always not strong enough." Father Edward sneered and said, "I know why. Although there is no definite evidence, I can feel it, even this All the mysteries in the world are condensed, and they are still too far away from the power that can lead to change. Perhaps, it can also be seen that all the powerful things in this world exist to promote the truth of the end. Anything involved. Mysterious people are the promoters of the doomsday. I think they actually have similar feelings, but they don’t want to admit it. So, what about you? Gao Chuan, I think you are different from them. Of course, you and us It’s also different."
This kind of thinking has actually been in the past apocalyptic illusion, and I have accepted it. Father Edward’s thoughts were nothing special. I calmly looked at him and said to him: “The doomsday is produced or not, it has no meaning. The truth of the doomsday is the embodiment of sorrow. I will end everything in my own way, including the doomsday. ."
"...Does the end end?" Father Edward showed a disappointed expression. "It turns out that you are at this level, and you still can't accept the truth of the end. You have already seen the truth, but have been ignoring it."
Fr Edward is right at least one point. The end of this world is an inevitable process, but he cannot see it from a higher perspective. Even if the end comes and the world is destroyed, it is still not the end. The real end he wants is not here, and it has nothing to do with any of his actions. It is the "virus" that determines all of this, and perhaps "Jiang". All I did was to make a bet that "Jiang" would become the most decisive factor.
So no matter what Father Edward says, I will not waver. I am not a cyberball, nor is I apocalyptic, but I also have my own beliefs. Father Edward said this to me, perhaps for preaching, but I think he already understands it now. Even if people all over the world believe in his doomsday truth, I will never become that way.
"It's better to talk about the Wuxiang Demon." I said. In fact, it is really weird to hear such a name as the Asian occult style of "The Demon of No Phase" from Europeans like Father Edward. However, from the information I got about Father Edward, it has been said that Father Edward has high attainments in Asian occultism, and his mysterious "ninety-nine disguise" is actually European classic occultism and Asian classic occultism. It is speculated that there are also products of the combination of mysticism in Africa and South America. He seems to want to integrate the world's most oral classic mysticism, and perfect a set of rigorous, effective, religious mystical power system. Many people think that this is impossible, and there has always been such a saying in the mystery circle, the classic occult that has been advertised. In fact, they can no longer constitute mysterious powers, precisely because they are no longer "mysterious" enough.
Fr Edward’s "Nine-Nine Disguise" is said to have 999 demons, and some say it is 999 kinds of demons. However, Netball believes that. Ninety-nine-nine is only an imaginary number, which is in line with the characteristics of classic mysticism in Asia, especially the Central Duchy. But in any case, it is undeniable that Father Edward has already demonstrated the great strength, even if the base camp in London was siege, he still calmly escaped, and, in fact, has achieved the goal he wanted to achieve lurking in London-although looking for There is not much evidence, but the cyberball thinks so. In the acquisition and summary of intelligence, I have always recognized the reliability of the cyberball.
Now, Father Edward stopped preaching. Although he fell silent as if there was nothing to say, he gave me the feeling that he would violently attack at any time. Even if nine hundred and ninety-nine animals or nine hundred and ninety-nine kinds of demons do not appear at once, the pressure brought by his silence is still huge. Assuming it is just an unrestricted battle, I firmly believe that I will win the final victory. However, the current environment is not suitable for that kind of battle.
If the other party is unscrupulous, even if I can protect the crow, it is difficult to protect the city. After all, the war broke out from the inside, and it always suffers from the guardian. But it is difficult for mysterious powers to resist the enemy thousands of miles away. When deciding to protect this city, I was ready to endure this kind of pressure and this kind of restraint.
Using violence to defeat the enemy is easier said than done, but when there is something to protect, this approach becomes the next best thing. Unless, you can hide what you want to protect in a place where the enemy cannot attack. Or, before the enemy attacks it, he can be sure to destroy it. However, no matter what kind, it is impossible for the mysterious existence now.
"You've been here before, why didn't you take the corpse?" I changed the subject~IndoMTL.com~ trying to stop Father Edward from being silent, because the pressure of silence is too great.
"Before? How was it? Yesterday? The day before yesterday? The day before yesterday?" Father Edward stared at me with weird eyes: "I have left this city for a long time. Determine its location. This is the first time I have entered this park. Is there anything special about this park?"
"Special? Maybe it's because it's here?" I looked at the crow that seemed ordinary anyway, without the spirituality of quarks at all.
"Maybe." Father Edward nodded, "Then, what happened to the Wuxiang Demon while he was here?"
"Two women saw the bodies here, but only they saw them. Later, when I found them again, I found that they were implanted with mysterious seeds." I deliberately put the female foreman and female teacher on I made a very detailed report on his experience.
"This is not surprising. The Mysterious Seed is cultivated by the non-phase demon. The process of cultivation, planting and harvesting, according to the classic mysticism of your country, can also be called the Dao Heart Seed Demon." Edwards The priest looked over with a little deep meaning. I was also drunk when I heard the term "Tao Heart Seed Demon" in his mouth. To be continued. .