Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1233: Night fog is heavy

In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, I am a mental patient. What I say is valuable for the study of the condition, but it will not be treated as a real situation. Vocabulary related to mysterious organizations such as novels, doomsday truths, etc. are also described in my diary. However, they have never been trusted by Dr. Ruan Li. Even if I say these things to the driver so seriously, in her eyes, it is probably just Let's get sick. Even so, she still followed my thoughts and allowed me to talk to the driver. I don’t think this is a form of doting. In her past research, to a certain extent, allowing patients to act and observe is often used. method.

I know that Dr. Ruan Li is totally uninterested in how the driver will react to my problem. No matter how weird his answer is, it will become reasonable in my situation. What's the difference between "seriously answering the questions of the mentally ill" and "joking around the mentally ill"? If my conversation partner is an ordinary person, he will definitely feel that I am a bit inappropriate because of the mysterious vocabulary in my mouth. However, if he knows that I am a mental patient, he will not be surprised at the problem at the time. . In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the driver's reaction is probably still in the category of "ordinary people". It's just that he has a violent temper, although his voice is very deep and calm.

"I don’t know what you’re talking about, child." The driver said in a deep voice, then bowed his head again, and said to Dr. Ruan Li, "Madam, I advise you not to let your child go too far. Approaching me will scare him." It should sound like a threat, but because of the deep voice, it turned into a kind of kind advice.

However, Dr. Ruan Li obviously didn't mean to respond, she just showed a flat smile. It's like saying that I don't care about him or what he is talking about, nor are he interested in it. I believe that she should have seen the scar on this man's face too, the kind of scar that resembles a human face. Isn't it always reminiscent? However, Dr. Ruan Li is too "normal", as if subconsciously rejecting all clues related to "mystery", and making associations from a less mysterious perspective.

When everyone else was dubious, even already believing that there is a "mystery" in this world, Dr. Ruan Li behaved like a scientific soldier. But in fact, Dr. Nguyen Li is not a believer of the scientific almighty religion. I also admit that there are many unsolved mysteries in this world, and I also like to watch those weird and terrifying novels and movies, and even delve into Asian occult classics-of course, from the perspective of psychology, to delve into these foundations for people Psychological influence. In her daily life, she often comes into contact with things related to the mystery. After the mystery has spread, she has continued this daily routine. However, such her. The mysterious phenomenon is always "invisible".

If we say that in the past because the world was not completely mysterious, there were too many ordinary people who didn’t know the mystery, Dr. Ruan Li’s performance was really normal. Even in the past apocalyptic illusion, the “mystery” has never been There is no popularization. Being open, people who don't know the "mystery" and don't recognize the "mystery" can't be counted. However, even Dr. Ruan Li's performance is not so surprising in the current environment. The above-mentioned performance does not highlight her special difference from other ordinary people. The possibilities I have thought of these days, the clues I have carefully noticed, and the recognition of the special significance of Dr. Ruan Li in this world. Knowing and paying attention, I finally picked Dr. Ruan Li from the circle of "normal people who don't know the mystery" from the bottom of my heart.

There is not much heavyweight evidence, but she interacts with a lot of people who have entered the mysterious world, but keeps daily ignoring the mystery, which is absolutely impossible for me to think it is normal. The new electronic demon messengers don’t mind the exposure of their abilities. They have passed the initial stage of observing the world carefully, and are ambitiously trying to rise, using their own power, contacting or personally creating mysterious events, and then pushing themselves. s plan. In this process, Dr. Ruan Li has been proved to be involved deeply, otherwise, she would not stand here today. However, her vision, her thinking, all observations and understandings, precisely because they are completely unaffected by the mystery that already exists, this is the most terrifying place.

How special is it to make people ignore the facts that are constantly appearing? She said that I am a mental patient. I admit that I do have mental problems and cannot distinguish between hallucinations and reality. However, she naturally avoided all the fait facts involving "mystery", which also made me feel abnormal.

Now, I think that a driver with a mystery is standing in front of us like this, even if he denies his mystery, I can’t prove his mystery, but I still feel that even if it is Another ordinary person who has never known the existence of "mystery" is standing here. After looking squarely at the driver's face, he will already have unconsciousness, doubts, and associations with mystery in the subconscious. I brought Dr. Ruan Li here to tell him about mysterious topics so bluntly. What I need to observe and verify is not just the driver himself.

Actually, no matter how powerful and strange the driver is, and how big and deep the background is, it can't affect me in any way. Even if all the experts in the bus, except Dr. Ruan Li, were swept away in one swoop, they could not really cause a blow to me. I would be sad and distressed, because my thoughts were once again shattered by the cruel reality, and were deeply tortured, but I have experienced many such things, and it was clear from the beginning that I am not a hero, and even if I make a decision, it cannot be 100% realized. So, what is the profound impact of the terrifying, strange and mysterious events that are happening now and are expected to deepen in the future, in terms of my own existence and plan?

The situation that gives me a vague and inexplicable feeling may be related to what is happening now, but at the same time, I feel that this connection is not decisive. To a large extent, I will not be surprised or terrified by what happened to me this time. My psychological preparations have already reached the point where I want to break my wrists with enemies of the "ultimate weapon" level. Even if the Doomsday Sect, the Nazis, the 51st District, Father Edward, the Black Nest, and other mysterious organizations that I know, all act together here to make the situation more chaotic and complicated. I will never waver. .

Yes. Enemies below the "virus" are no longer the targets of my special attention. If I pay attention to them, it is only because they may be promoted by the "virus", and the target is still on the "virus" after all. And invisible. Intangible, incomprehensible, theoretically exists everywhere, in people’s ignorance, in the abyss of darkness, and promotes every deterioration of the "virus". If it appears in front of me in a more real way, I am the only one The choice is to wait for "Jiang" to make a move. Myself. There is no resistance, only monsters can deal with monsters. This is the core of all my plans and actions.

Any plans and behaviors other than this core are incidental, which may be important to personal sensibility, but not so important to the final result.

Such me. I am not worried or afraid of anything vicious except the "virus" itself. I know. The self who carried "Jiang" is very different from the self in the past. Only now I am qualified to think about the serum against the "virus", and anyone other than me now, even in the hospital reality. Dr. Ender and others who looked at the doomsday illusion from a condescending perspective did not have such qualifications.

So, for me, whether the driver admits it or not, it doesn't have much influence on me. Compared to the driver. I am more concerned about Dr. Ruan Li. If it is not what is happening now, and Dr. Ruan Li is involved, it may affect the whisperers. My level of attention to this incident will drop by one or two.

The reminder of the eight sceneries made me further guess the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li, and the facts now seem to prove the correctness of this guess little by little. And once Dr. Ruan Li is the same as guessed, its existence is related to the "mysterious inhibition" and "control core" of this repeater world, then the feelings that this line brings to me become quite normal. NS.

I sometimes associate the abnormalities that have occurred during the bus journey with Dr. Ruan Li’s peculiarities. I feel that someone or organization has obtained some key information, and I want to experiment on the bus. Passengers test something, and these people or organizations are the organizers of this seminar. Furthermore, it is suspected to change the people who were originally formed by us, the seminar participants, and the people who are guiding us to follow the new route-drivers and bald middle-aged people.

Compared with the middle-aged bald, the driver's external performance is too prominent, and occupy more of my attention. Of course, this does not mean that I relax my guard against the middle-aged bald. However, since there is an object that is easier to see through, of course I will not focus on another person. The driver as a whole, from the very beginning of his appearance, made me feel strange instinct.

However, when I tried to confirm his anomaly, and indirectly through him, to test Dr. Ruan Li’s reaction, another thought suddenly emerged in my heart: The seminar changed our schedule, is it testing us people? Or is it protecting us people? In addition, there is another possibility, such as killing us people, or some of us. However, the possibility of "killing everyone" is the smallest, because it seems meaningless to do so, unless we are carefully selected sacrifices, but since we are also one of the supporters of the seminar, then, Once thinking in this direction, the situation will become more muddy and complicated. As far as my brain level is concerned, I can't play the role of distracting me and analyzing the problem. It will only increase the "possibility" and eventually become a situation that cannot be judged.

So, I am more inclined to the two possibilities of "testing" and "protecting". Prior to this, between the two, I subconsciously inclined to the first one, but when I faced the driver, his performance made me a little inclined to the second possibility. After the driver warned me and Dr. Ruan Li, he stopped paying attention to our affairs and ate his lunch. The gas station staff laughed round the field and obliquely persuaded us to leave.

Even so, I have already got what I want to know.

Assuming that Dr. Ruan Li’s particularity has been exposed, and assuming that she is not exposed are two different situations. Before arriving at the rest point, all abnormalities were caused by the bus itself, but this time it was different. The foggy weather hindered the bus journey, so we had to stay at this rest point for one night under special circumstances. Assuming this is a mysterious event, then it is relative to the previous anomaly. It is full of maliciousness.

What does the man behind the incident want from us? Dr. Ruan Li? Or is it someone other than Dr. Ruan Li? Or is it some research results or items to carry? Assume that all this is not what the seminar did. Which side will it be?

Or, is there a split in the organizers of the seminar?

Either way, if you get rid of the driver and the bald middle-aged now, it is not the best choice. Assuming that the driver and the bald middle-aged are protectors, we will lose our protection. If they are enemies, I will also lose the clues close to me.

This idea didn’t exist at first, but. After talking to the driver, his performance allowed me to make the decision to continue to wait and see, instead of violently killing all the suspects as soon as I came up-this is of course the most direct and quick way, but if not To do this, ignore the shady scenes. Why should I let Dr. Ruan Li come over? Similarly, it does not fit my style. It's just a "murderer" style.

At around 8 o'clock in the evening, the rest point, which is not prosperous, becomes more and more gloomy and desolate in the night fog. The sound of wind blowing can awaken people's fear of darkness in the depths of their hearts. Even a psychologist cannot completely suppress this feeling of heartbeat. However, at least their complexion can remain normal, but other people who also need to stay overnight, especially those who have not been able to book a room. It seems a little anxious. These people made a big fuss in the hotel, and finally the bald middle-aged took the initiative to coordinate the reservation, reducing the share of our group and letting the situation ease.

No one likes to continue sleeping in a dim car at this time, nor do they want to continue walking at night in such a foggy weather, and the hotel is already full, the remaining people can only do their best, and other shops The owner makes representations. Even so, a considerable number of people returned to the parking lot, stayed in their cars, and then turned on their lights.

This time period is still early from the normal sleep time, but no one is shaking outside. I was confirming that there were no pedestrians around the store before returning to my room. Dr. Ruan Li, I, and two other female experts are in the same room, none of them are difficult people to get along with. Someone bought a card at a convenience store. The four of us played a few rounds. Then, the two female experts looked out the window and seemed to have a special feeling. Their consistent pace surprised them all. If it's an ordinary person, he probably just thought it was accidental, so he made a fool of it.

However, these two female experts obviously don't think so.

"Do you have feelings too?" one of them asked.

"Yes, it's a weird feeling. It's like seeing the psychological fear scene in a horror movie, the feeling that although it is not clear what will happen, something terrible will happen." Another person replied.

Her answer made both parties feel that their feelings were not groundless. Although he couldn't tell the reason, he still turned the topic to Dr. Ruan Li.

"Don't you feel it? Ms. Ruan."

"You have described it just now. This is just a kind of psychological fear." Dr. Ruan Li said in a usual tone: "The current situation outside can indeed easily cause psychological fear, but this does not mean that this kind of The object of fear is real. And, since we haven’t gone out, naturally we don’t need to worry about what will be out there." When it comes to "what will be there," Dr. Ruan Li gave a pointed expression because it was too much. Deliberately, and all of a sudden, people know that they are teasing.

"Aren't you afraid?" A female expert asked seriously, "Not at all?"

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li shrugged, threw out a set of cards, and said: "I can't be afraid of any situation that I have not seen with my own eyes and cannot use what I have learned."

"This is really arrogant." Another female expert said jokingly.

"The so-called ignorant is not afraid." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You can try to make yourself fools."

The three of them laughed for a while, and when they were quiet, they suddenly felt extra quiet—the level of quietness was too deep and too abrupt, and the situation in our minds was very different. The deep drop is as if there is not even a creature around--it's not just that I feel this way by myself, this kind of quietness is too conspicuous.

Or, should it be dead silence?

This atmosphere once again brings strong psychological fear and pressure to people. Doctor Ruan Li also frowned, she finally reacted a little to the abnormal situation. I watched Dr. Ruan Li, but the other two female experts shook my shoulders vigorously. I turned my head and saw that they all stared at me with a look of scrutiny, reminding me of the past when I was treated in the “hospital”. The doctor looked at my eyes. I immediately realized that they were confirming whether I was ill again, perhaps, the gaze of Dr. Ruan Li before made them feel dangerous.

These two female experts have heard about my situation from Dr. Ruan Li. They agreed with Dr. Ruan Li's words that I am very dangerous, not only because of my mental symptoms, but also because of my illness, and the danger to other people has risen sharply. They are a little afraid of me. Compared to the weirdness of the scene, I was more afraid of being affected and mentally ill. It was like feeling that I was close at hand in danger, and the silence around me was just a sign of some kind of abnormality.

"How do you feel?" a female expert asked me.

"No problem." I said: "Don't worry, doctor, I won't hurt you." I call them doctors uniformly, even though they are not medical-related professions and jobs. One is said to be a fortuneteller, and the other is just an ordinary fitness trainer. However, since they are invited to the seminar, they are naturally recognized in psychology. If it is a formal international seminar, they will not be on the invitation list. However, this seminar has a very private nature. Only the organizer decides who to invite.

Even so, since they have shown a keen interest in my situation, I don't mind calling them doctors. In addition, the profession of a fortuneteller is also quite interesting. Among these two, if there is an electronic demon messenger, the possibility of a fortuneteller is naturally greater. However, neither of them showed any special features other than their personalities during the contact. However, since I am proficient in psychology, it is not surprising that I can pretend myself so well.

"Ment patients are often more sensitive than ordinary people." The fortuneteller and I looked at each other for a while, and seemed to confirm, before saying: "Do you feel anything?"

"It may be an illusion." Dr. Ruan Li said suddenly.

"Assuming that all four of us have hallucinations, it is not a normal situation." said the fitness coach.

"No, I don't mean this quiet atmosphere." Doctor Ruan Li came back to his senses, looked at me and said, "However, this kind of atmosphere can easily make you hallucinate and auditory."

"Of course I would not take everything he said seriously, but I still hope he can feel it~IndoMTL.com~The fortuneteller understood what Dr. Ruan Li meant, but he insisted on it.

I carefully observed the changes in the expressions of the three of them. Dr. Ruan Li was undoubtedly the most calm one. From just now, when the first silence struck, she was still a bit stunned, but she immediately returned to normal, as if this silence was the most A normal situation. I guess, maybe in her feelings, this kind of quietness has not reached the point of "dead silence", it is just the level of "still in the middle of the night"? But just me and the two female experts are too sensitive? The reaction of the two female experts, in my opinion, is very sensitive, but it is a matter of course. However, no matter whether it is a reaction or a question, it is still impossible to prove whether they themselves have mystery.

I started the chain decision while thinking quickly. In an instant, everything within a radius of fifty meters is under my observation due to its own motion.

However, the rooms that were supposed to be full of people have all become empty.

The abnormality has occurred. I walked quickly to the window and looked out. I saw that the night was foggy and the lights were dim, but it seemed to give the scene a layer of gray.

"It's a gray mist." I turned my head and said to Dr. Ruan Li. Dr. Ruan Li, who is following my diary, can definitely understand the meaning of "gray mist" from the setting of the story. (To be continued...)