Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1248: No normalcy

The Night Crow Quark was again silently repelled. Although Silence is not my electronic demon, it is surprisingly sharp as if it can read my thoughts. Compared with the time when the night crow quark was used in the past, the transmission of ideas is slightly delayed in efficiency, but as long as the active operation is not continued, there is no problem. Silence is like a nail, only launching an attack at a critical moment and place, and then submerged in my shadow again. I did not intend to let it continue to fight from the beginning, because its moving speed is too slow compared to me and the Night Crow Quark, and the Night Crow Quark at this time has already relieved Carmen’s interference, and it moves even more than before. Clean and neat.

Although Silent used the mystery of damaging the night crow quark again, this time there seems to be no visible effect. I don’t quite understand it. However, if Silent really can’t sustain the attack intensity, face the current Night crow quark, I can't do much. I can intervene in the movement of the Night Crow Quark by taking advantage of the speed of raiding, which is enough to guarantee an invincible position, but I cannot hurt the enemy, and of course I cannot win. If the other party can retreat by delaying time, just do so. However, where I can't see, the "Alien Youjiang" must also be paying attention to the situation here. I have no way of estimating what kind of calculation it is making. Therefore, I cannot be sure how it will react if the battle is deadlocked.

I don't understand Alien Youjiang. Although I am not unfamiliar with the name "Youjiang", the information in my memory is roughly what Carmen said and the part that I analyzed by myself. However, since "Gaochuan" had already dealt with it before I recovered, it was in my feelings. Leave this unclear sense of sight.

Whether it is the name "Youjiang" or Carmen's description of it, they all have the flavor of "Jiang".

During the battle with the Night Crow Quark, I gradually became accustomed to its style, and gradually became more comfortable when using the invisible high-speed channel to interfere with its fast-sweeping movement. It can't hurt me. However, such tight entanglement also makes people unable to do other things. This dead silence filled with gray mist and Dr. Ruan Li and others who disappeared from the convenience store beside me made me feel like I was isolated. How long this quarantine will last, or how can it be lifted, still has no idea. Although I am a mystery expert, the situation in front of me. It doesn't fit the situation I have ever encountered, and I have read in the occult. When faced with the first situation, even a mystery expert can only pray for luck when he is helpless.

If the power of "Jiang" can be used, it would be easy to break this temporary data hedging space. However. Not to mention whether this power can be used at will, on the other hand. My instinct is warning myself that once I actively pursue and use the power of "Jiang", something terrible may happen. What I imagined that all the people here will be eaten by "Jiang", which is just imaginable horror, and there will definitely be more horrible things happening.

I know. I always need the power of "Jiang", even if it is not at this moment, it may be at the next moment. I am in the mysterious world, trying to fight against all the mysterious sources, sooner or later. You will encounter enemies that you cannot defeat by yourself, and power that can destroy you in an instant. No matter how careful you are, death is still the sword of Damocles that hangs above your head every moment. I don’t have a strong body like Gao Chuan, who has a strong body and a sufficiently rational knowledge. Sensibility will prompt me to make contradictory and self-requesting behaviors, and these behaviors often make me encounter dilemmas and dangers. Increase, and there are too many things that can destroy my relatively fragile body.

My brain, my heart, and even the blood in my whole body, once there is excessive damage, they will definitely die like ordinary people.

I have died twice, once in the doomsday fantasy and once in the hospital reality. I probably think that death is such a thing, but because of this understanding and feeling, I will not resist the coming of death again. I was still afraid that I would die. I obviously had a chance to come again, but because of the problems in my action mechanism and my own fragility, I repeated the same mistakes. Obviously, before he died, he had already realized his consciousness, and never thought that he would recover, and gave everything to the next Gao Chuan, but his own recovery turned that consciousness into a joke.

I don't think I should resist the recovery, but in this kind of joke that I can't control, I feel a deep malice. If this maliciousness can save the one you love, then it doesn't matter if you turn yourself into an actor-even if you think so, you still fear death.

In any game, if you want to achieve a perfect ending, the death of the protagonist must be avoided.

However, if my life is regarded as a game, then there are too many traps that will lead to death.

In order to avoid triggering these traps, no, it should be said that triggering one or several mortal traps is almost inevitable. Therefore, a universal amulet is needed to ensure that one can survive the danger safely.

The power of "Jiang" is such a thing, it can reverse everything when death comes, but if it is not triggered at the right time, it will lead to vicious death-this feeling, from the past doomsday fantasy In, has been maintained to this day. Perhaps, in the "Gaochuan" after me, who really found a way to actively trigger the power of "Jiang", but I have never done so. I have tried to use my own thoughts and feelings to talk to the "Jiang" who does not know what kind of existence in my body, but I have never been utilitarian to try to bring out its power. But only passively, in some special, mortal situations, passively accepted its power.

Even now, I still feel that my choice is correct.

In any case, according to the current situation, it is not a good idea to "do everything possible to destroy the night crow quark". Wait for the arrival of the alienated Youjiang, and then fight to actively or passively trigger the power of "Jiang". It's definitely not a good idea. In my mind, one choice after another kept coming up, but in the end they were wiped out one by one, leaving only the option of "luck".

"...Sure enough. Sometimes, is the choice really meaningless?" I dodge the attack of the Night Crow Quark again, swiftly towards the ground rift not far away, and chased after the Night Crow Quark. At the time, he gave up all the power that could maintain his balance and ensure that he would not fall quickly. Just like this, he fell towards the bottom of the valley that I don't know how deep.

The gray fog is like a cloud of smoke, and the sound of the wind is ringing in your ears. You can feel the scene of the night crow quark spreading its wings without turning back. I opened my hands, closed my eyes, and imagined that I was standing opposite myself, standing another myself, while we looked at each other. The feeling of falling is so real. When I don’t use Quick Snatch, the speed of the Night Crow Quark is faster than mine. Our contact will be within three seconds, if this time is not enough to make me fall to the bottom, it will be cut in half-and I will try to forget all this.

Doctor Ruan Li said that all this is illusory, of course. For those of us who can observe "mystery" and be affected by "mystery". Everything is so real. I don't think that Dr. Ruan Li is completely correct, but every word she says is inherently reasonable, and if she is a special existence in this repeater world, then what she said. Naturally, it also carries a certain meaning to describe the world. To open up this entangled situation, I must take a bet, in this crisis of less than three seconds, try from her point of view, or. It is similar to her perspective to look at the current anomalies and mysteries.

Although I don’t fully agree with Dr. Ruan Li’s perspective on the world, I also have a similarly high perspective. Even if the "hospital reality" is not the real reality, it is undeniable that when observing the "doomsday illusion" from the perspective of the "hospital reality", it has a natural height. I can't really imagine that "everything in the doomsday illusion is completely illusory", but it is possible to just imagine that "the mysterious phenomenon in this repeater world can be interfered from the conscious level".

Gray mist is a kind of existence between the state of consciousness and the state of matter. The temporary data hedge space was once thought to be a temporary product of the hedge between consciousness information and material information. In the absence of conscious power, the sensibility of consciousness may not be sufficient to support ideological-based actions, and it is the most common practice to influence the material consciousness from the material level. Therefore, the conscious walker will show an amazing way of living.

Yes, in a world where natural science and materialism are popular now, in a world where the manifestation of the material state is still easier to observe than the ideological phenomenon, even if the whole world is ideological, it is difficult for people to follow Fundamentally, recognize this state, let alone influence and manipulate it. The inherent cognition and knowledge of patients with doomsday syndrome is basically natural science and materialism, even if there is an ideal part, but people who prefer idealism and pure idealism are only a small part of them. And these inherent cognitions and knowledge are just part of the foundation for constructing the laws of this world.

These complex factors determine that even if you know the nature of the world's ideology, it is difficult to treat it purely with ideology. The mystery without consciousness is not a conscious walker. Perhaps these situations reflect their own worldview foundation. The same is true for me, completely unable to see the possibility that I can become a conscious walker, but this kind of me still gains the power of consciousness under the influence of "Jiang".

So, I believe that I still have the possibility of interfering with the "mystery" from the ideological level.

What I want to do is to implement myself through the perspective of the world within three seconds before being cut by the Night Crow Quark, and get as close as possible to the adopted children of those consciousness walkers in my imagination—they are aware of consciousness. The cognition of the state, their perspective on the world, what they feel when walking consciously is unspeakable-although they are not conscious walkers, they have a mysterious ideology, and they must be better than anyone who has walked consciously. Must be close to the conscious walker.

I closed my eyes tightly.

The sound that I felt when I fell, and was overly sensitive due to dead silence. The air filled with gray mist, the feeling of slapping on the skin. Let this unnatural scene without any unrealistic factors, such as smell, sensory feedback and so on.

We must give up all these material cognitions, and try to observe and recognize them from the conscious level, and then define them as "false".

Not to deny their existence, but. Like logical right and wrong, observe it into two states of "false" and "true".

Because, this is what I can understand, a way to describe "existence" from a fully conscious perspective.

In the material world view, "false" is an error and does not exist. It is deceit, and it is also negative. However, in the world of consciousness, it should be different. I don’t know how other conscious walkers observe and define them. Even if it’s clear, I’m afraid I can’t repeat it, but. I have my own ideas, and I must be convinced that my own is correct.

In the ideological world, "false" should not simply represent negative meaning and meaninglessness, and it is not non-existent, it is simply an attribute state relative to "true".

However, even if I told myself that, I still did not succeed.

Another me built by me. Staring at me in the darkness that was born after closing my eyes. I can't imagine. He is a "fake" state, not a fictitious illusion. No matter how many voices in my mind tell me, to believe that he is real, but the feedback from my heart. Still deny this authenticity.

How much time is left? I'm not very sure. When the eyes are closed, the concentration of consciousness makes the time seem to be prolonged, but if this continues. It will happen sooner or later to be beheaded by the Night Crow Quark. Even if you don't be beheaded, because you can't regard this canyon split by mysterious power as a fake, if you fall like this, you will definitely be thrown to death.

It turned out to be so difficult to deny something. The self-righteous understanding in the mouth and heart is meaningless as long as it cannot be fed back to the real situation.

It is easy to say to yourself and others, "This shouldn't be like this", but it is not so easy to "act as it is".

Because of the inability to do so, I did not become a conscious walker when I got the mystery, and it would be difficult to become a conscious walker afterwards.

At this moment, I deeply feel the difficulty.

I have never heard of anyone who can do this kind of thing.

Even so, I have to do it. Because, the "impossible" placed in front of me, it is not too much to add this one. After all, falling in love with "Jiang", creating "serum", and defeating "virus" are not all more ridiculous and impossible things than "becoming a consciousness walker"? Right now, my opponent is just my own consciousness, or at best, a collection of other people's consciousness concepts, and "Jiang" and "Virus" are monsters that are completely above human consciousness and cannot be observed at all.

I stared at the one in the dark, he was not vivid at all, he was full of rigid falsehoods, and even his figure and details were a bit hazy. I only concentrated all of my consciousness to shape his left eye, which is what the left eye should look like in my understanding-full of viciousness, cruelty, pain, and integration of all the negatives. It becomes indescribable because of its abnormality—if only the color is mentioned, it is dark red. The color fills the eyeballs with texture and is not too hard, just like a thick liquid that flows at any time.

I felt it, as if from this eye socket, a lot of **** liquid would gush out at any time.

Then, I stared at the "Gaochuan" I saw in this eye. That's me, but it's not entirely me. It exists in the state of "fake". He exists. The left eye is the proof. "Jiang" is there, staring at me with that eye. . I think, I feel it, the fear that swells, the incomparably deep malice, that there is no abnormality of human nature, and "love". In this case, I can open the door of his consciousness and walk into the depths of my own heart.

So, I did this, as if being led by some inaudible but felt sound from the darkness, I walked into the eyes of the opposite me and pushed open the doors to consciousness. With the opening of these doors, the feeling of falling disappeared, the sound disappeared, and the feeling of death also disappeared. It seems that the body in crisis is just an illusion, and standing here, pushing the door open, is the real one—— Both the consciousness and the body can be seen, touched, and full of real feelings.

When I realized it, I walked in a long corridor. As if you could see an exit in front, there was light shining through it. On both sides of the corridor, there were doors embedded in darkness. Some doors are quiet, but some are humming, like something behind the door, violently hitting, some liquid seeps under the cracks of the door, but you can’t find the color that paints it with your brains. Words in the shape and shape, some of the doors exude a strange smell, some of the doors are mottled and defective, as if they will collapse at any time, and some of the doors are magnificent but full of malice.

I know what I did before to come here, and what kind of situation I am now. In terms of cognition alone, I know very well that this is the world of consciousness, but I cannot feel the haziness and frivolity in the hallucinations and dreams. I pressed my hand on one of the doors, and the cold and hard touch seemed to tell me that everything here was not a state of consciousness, but a state of matter.

When this thought came into being, I knew that I had to leave. I took my steps, and the movement and phenomena behind the door became more and more intense, and the sentence seemed to be something, chasing through the door. I don't know what it is, and I don't want to know. In this place, the only thing I can believe is intuition, and such thoughts also come from intuition.

It seems very dangerous here. No, it should be said that danger and weirdness are both very normal. I don't know how "deep" my position is from the ideological level. I am also not sure whether "Jiang" is also here, or it is deeper than here.

I just did that, running towards the bright place.

Intuition tells me--

The reason why I came here, the situation that I finally wanted to achieve, when I entered here, there was already a result. However, whether this result is as I think I can only confirm after going out.

Even if you have completed your consciousness walking, you may have used your consciousness to walk. From the consciousness level, interfering with the temporary data hedging space where you are located will definitely cause some mysterious change, but is this change the same as your own Thinking of "favorable", but still needs luck. From the time I decided to do this, I knew that my efforts and persistence were just a stepping stone, and only luck and a certain will in the dark determine whether I could succeed.

This is an adventure, but it is as close as possible to the "best" method I can think of.

To remove the temporary data hedging space at the same time, to abandon the night crow quark, and to avoid the alienation Youjiang, it is probably impossible to do it with ordinary methods.

I have already thought of the best situation that would happen to me after I walked out of this passage.

Thinking about this, I stepped into the light, and then everything in front of me fell into a kind of hazy darkness. It was not that I could not see my fingers, the surrounding outline seemed to be covered with a black veil, but It is not without light. However, the light source is a bit dazzling. I blinked, turned around abruptly, and looked around.

The fog is gone.

There is wind and movement around ~ IndoMTL.com~ Although the moonlight is not obvious, you can see the bright moonlight flying through the clouds. The earth did not split, and the objects damaged by the battle were all intact. The night crow quark seemed to have never been here before, and disappeared.

"There is no abnormality." My feeling, telling myself this way, I have indeed got rid of the abnormality of the previous environment-as if it was really just an illusion, and now I see the truth, as if it is really just like what Dr. Ruan Li said. Say.

However, with a clear memory, I clearly remember the cause and process of the whole consciousness walking.

So, all this is not an illusion, but a change. From the level of consciousness, it interfered with the mystery of the whole incident, and got rid of those troublesome situations at one time. Although it is not clear how this change will affect other people, a strong person of the degree of Alienating Youjiang will definitely not feel anything. Moreover, if the other party wants to continue entanglement, this seemingly restored scene will naturally become abnormal again.

Before that, it is better to find Dr. Ruan Li and the others as soon as possible and leave at night. Thinking of this, I walked towards the place of human voice. (To be continued...)

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