Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1264: The undetectable doomsday

I wrote more in the diary than I knew. When I saw the content that I thought I wouldn’t write, or I shouldn’t know, my heart was filled with shame. Although I don’t think I’ve done these things that are shameful, I still care about Dr. Ruan Li’s feelings when he reads these contents—she is playing the role of my foster mother at this time. No, let’s be more specific. Said, this is not a pure role-playing game. Here, as a foster mother, she is probably standing in the position of foster mother in both her mood and thoughts.

Indeed, there is no shameful content, and the woman who sees this content is not only an adoptive mother, but also a professional psychologist. However, from the standpoint of her identity, think about it. There is a section in my diary about how to treat this repeater world, and for anyone who treats this repeater world as the only real world. Say, it should be unacceptable.

I don't think that my previous decision was wrong, but I am a little concerned about Dr. Ruan Li's thoughts.

However, on the other hand, Dr. Ruan Li, who has been keeping and watching these diaries, must also understand why I had such thoughts. What she said to me made me feel this deeply. However, no matter what she thinks, I also have my own ideas.

Perhaps, the decision to abandon the original plan was driven by the shame she knew. However, if I hadn't hesitated about the plan at first, I would probably not waver so easily. I have always said to myself that when I was carrying out that cruel plan, I had realized that, but now I have proved that it is actually that kind of awareness. It is not as strong as I think, and my heart is far less rigid than steel.

When I said to Dr. Ruan Li that I was going to save the world, I still hesitated, but when I said this. The mood became firm, and even felt that it was stronger than the mood of sticking to the original plan. This contrast in mood has made me understand my innermost thoughts better. The only confusion is whether my inner thoughts are naive, or are they really possible?

What is Dr. Ruan Li's plan? Is she right? I have never known it so far, and the only thing I know is that in such an unclear situation, if you make the wrong choice, you will probably never be able to start over again. My innocence, my heroic idea, my wishful trust in the one I love. Is this correct? Can the problem be solved? Can it be returned in good faith? Are you stepping on the tail of fate?

As in the past, in the endless apocalyptic erosion. I can only pray. But at least, compared to carrying guilt, with the bottom line of "can destroy a world", to be those Sakiya and others who will eventually abandon a world, choose to believe in them and save the world. Of course, it is more full of warm power.

"So that's the case." Dr. Ruan Li seemed to understand my choice. The previous consternation faded in her eyes. She took off her pajamas and changed her underwear. While saying to me, "It’s good if you feel happy. But, although I told you before, to be a hero who saves the world...but don’t you think it’s a joke?" Her voice was calm and serious. "Before I asked you to save the world, did I say it? I don't think you can save the world."

I don't think she is joking, but I still think that although she really doesn't think I can save the world, the last sentence that made me a hero to save the world is not a joke at all. Even if she thinks it is impossible for me to do it, she still wants me to do it. Maybe, in her heart, I should be such a man. Although in terms of psychology, my quality is tens of thousands of miles away from that of Dr. Ruan Li, I still think that she came to say those things to me with that kind of emotion. Therefore, I remained silent and did not refute any of her claims.

Doctor Ruan Li adjusted the chest support and the bottom of the pants, asked me to help button up the back button, and then put on the two-piece coat, then he continued to say to me: "I also said that your plan is In a desperate mood, look for the most possible hope, so if you have the opportunity, I hope you can look at the world from another angle-in this case, part of it is verbal skills. Does it matter? Achuan ."

"It doesn't matter." I answered clearly.

"Also, in fact, even if you rethink the world from my perspective, or even return to normal reality, the problems you have to face are essentially the same." Dr. Ruan Li He sighed, "The countdown to the end of this world has already begun, but, so far, I still don't have a specific plan. Not only me, but anyone who knows that the world has reached the end, can't come up with a solution. ."

"In other words, no matter where you think about it, from what standpoint, whether it is fantasy or reality, the end is inevitable?" I asked.

"Any illusion must have a basis of reality." Dr. Ruan Li replied very positively: "It is precisely because reality has the end of the day, so the doomsday appears in the illusion. It is precisely because there is no solution to the reality of the end, so the illusion There is no middle..." At this point, she paused, and then said: "Because in reality, no one is aware of the end, so in the doomsday fantasy, the end will start with the little-known'mystery'. ."

"It can be understood in this way. Then, people don't realize that the end is coming, and everyone is already in the end. Isn't the two statements a bit contradictory?" I continued to ask.

"No, it's not a contradiction at all." Dr. Ruan Li frowned, as if facing a difficult question, "Because I have already fallen into the doomsday, so I don’t even know that the doomsday has arrived—I said so If you do, can you understand? Achuan."

"The doomsday itself can block people's perception of their own situation?" I seem to understand a little bit.

"It should be said that the doomsday that is happening is such a doomsday." Dr. Ruan Li said: "But not everyone can't recognize it. A very small number of people have already noticed it, but there is no solution. In my opinion, this situation is the origin of the prophet in the doomsday illusion."

It's not the reality in the hospital, it is projected into the doomsday illusion, and the situation of the doomsday illusion is reflected in the world of the repeater—just the idea. Doctor Ruan Li takes the world he exists as the starting point for everything, explaining the doomsday illusion until the reality of the hospital.

Despite the opposite angle, Dr. Ruan Li has a lot of information. In her logical explanation, it makes people think that the facts can really be the same.

I can’t refute Dr. Ruan Li’s statement at all, because... The reason for the rebuttal can also be applied to the logic based on the reality of the "hospital reality". On the contrary, it proved the correctness of Dr. Ruan Li-if the "hospital reality" can be used as the basis of reality, then this repeater world can also be.

The affiliation between the two is tit-for-tat, but the situation reflected, and the clues connecting these situations. It's still the same-no matter what angle of "doomsday" it is, there is a way of operation that has a strong effect on mentality.

In "Hospital Reality". This effect on the spirit is accomplished through "lesions", and "viruses" are the source of all "lesions."

In this world of repeaters, according to Dr. Ruan Li, "virus" does not exist, but merely an "illusion when sick." The source of these bad changes is the seemingly humble white Claudia.

In the doomsday illusion, "Virus" and "White Claudia" have a certain deep connection, and this repeater world is no exception. However, since "White Claudia" is the cause of the end. Then, the "virus" is also considered to be a state of subordination.

"The unobservable virus and Jiang... and the white Claudia that can be observed and actually touched." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Don't you think the latter is the more realistic thing? Although it is impossible to observe The observed things exist, but why do we have to think that the unobservable things are the subject?"

The answer to this question must be very complicated. I didn't think about it in depth, because even if I came to a conclusion, it would not help the situation. Although she decided to save the world, Dr. Ruan Li also said that she did not have any specific plans and methods. Not only she, but everyone else is in the same situation. In such a doomsday, not all people can rely on. Few people can recognize the doomsday. Whether or not they recognize the doomsday has also been proved to have nothing to do with knowledge, identity, occupation and personality. A lot of data are collected. After the comparison, the result does not have any mathematical characteristics, as if it was just luck and accident.

Therefore, it is extremely difficult to find people who have the ability to research and who can recognize the end of the day. According to Dr. Ruan Li, Dallas, which is about to cooperate, is the one who can recognize the end. Although, in my eyes, he is an electronic demon messenger who has mastered the inherent enchantment, but this kind of identity, in the mouth of Dr. Ruan Li, can also be related to him as a "research expert who recognizes the end."

On how to understand the doomsday illusion and the contents of the hospital reality from the characteristics of the doomsday of this world, the information compiled by Dr. Ruan Li can be said for three days and three nights. However, none of those materials can solve one of the most critical questions: "What the **** is Claudia White?"

Yes, the white Claudia in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li has many characteristics and is very close to the description of "virus", or she thinks that the "virus" described in my diary is exactly based on The illusion created by "White Claudia" as a model. However, feeling the existence of "virus" is not my unique feeling, but a feature shared by some patients.

"Even so, A Chuan, you are still the most sensitive patient I have ever seen." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You are convinced of the existence of the'virus' because your feelings are gradually deepening. "

"But, mom. You think there is no virus." I said.

"Perhaps, in fact, in recent studies, I can no longer be sure that the'virus' does not exist anymore." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the white Claudia is the origin, but it is certain. Yes. If the'virus' exists, it must be the result of White Claudia's action, a process in which the end is coming."

"Do you mean that Claudia White is breeding a'virus'?" I couldn't help but ask.

"I think so, but there is no more evidence. After all, the'virus' cannot be observed. It was only felt by someone as sensitive as you, A Chuan." Dr. Ruan Li shook his head, "Although in the past, I have always thought that this is just your illusion, but...White Claudia itself is incredible, and there are some incredible situations. It is not worthy of surprise."

"So, what exactly is the end of this world?" I asked.

When Dr. Ruan Li gave a detailed account of the "end of the world" in her eyes, we were already walking on the forest path leading to the observatory. I was a little surprised that there was an observatory here, but when I thought that Dr. Ruan Li planned to let me understand the "broadness" of the world through the observation data of the observatory to prove the authenticity of this world, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

"Do you know? A Chuan. Here, the universe is real, not a virtual curtain, but a mathematical model that is expanding." Dr. Ruan Li said, "No matter how real the doomsday fantasy and the hospital reality are, This is difficult for them to reach. Because of the existence of such a large, precise and profound mathematical model, all, it is true. According to your diary, the doomsday illusion is supported by the mental consciousness of patients All the numbers related to science are in fact a rough and vague concept. The reason why the coefficient of gravity is 9.8 is precisely because people’s basic scientific concepts are determined to be 9.8. However, no one will measure more accurately. The number of… Maybe it should be said that no one will realize. What the real coefficient of gravity should look like. That’s because everything is determined by the patient’s own spiritual consciousness.

However, it is different here, the numbers here are cold. Exactly, it does not depend on human will, nor is it that normal people can imagine it based on feelings, knowledge, and thoughts alone. Perhaps the people in the doomsday illusion know that the universe exists, but they will definitely not be able to find evidence of the existence of the universe, nor can they study precise cosmic data. However, I can do it here. So far, the mathematical and physical models we have constructed can be deduced to ten three dimensions. You can see the real-time measurement data of the composition of the universe at the observatory, and these data all conform to the deepest theories. In the hospital reality, the mental consciousness of the patients is not so strong, right? "

The words of Dr. Ruan Li are the sharpest but most conclusive "true evidence" I have heard so far. I also don't think that a world composed purely of spiritual consciousness can encompass a real universe, or it can use that extremely large and precise data to form a tangible space-time model of the universe. And the "mystery" in the doomsday illusion, in my opinion, also has the meaning of making up for it-precisely because it cannot be accurately constituted, it must be explained forcibly with a "vague" method. Therefore, it is conceptually opposed to science. The "mystery" has appeared, it makes up for people's curiosity well, and it can explain any "why". For all the things that cannot be answered, just say that this is caused by "mystery". It is a convenient way, isn't it?

Because of this idea, the "data describing a 13-dimensional universe, space-time" that Dr. Ruan Li wants to produce is very incredible. Of course I can say that these data are actually fantasy, but what's the point? When the data of a 13-dimensional universe space-time is verified by a mathematical formula, the world described by this data model is the height of the thirteen-dimensional space-for humans who can only feel the four-dimensional space-time, it has the same "real" What's the difference?

If even the mathematical formula is an illusion, it would be too small to underestimate a huge, cold and logical mathematical system. At least, even if there are one million patients who participated in the construction of the doomsday illusion, it is absolutely impossible to rely on fantasy, and the brain will make up a "rigorous and logical higher mathematics system that can be applied to the current world."

The evidence to be issued by Dr. Ruan Li that "this world is real" will be stronger than the isolated island hospital of "hospital reality", because, in terms of scope and rigor, "ten three-dimensional universe, space and time" "It's terrible. Moreover, although I can't understand what a "ten three-dimensional" is, just presenting the data and theories already makes people feel very powerful even if they don't understand it.

Think about it the other way around. Although in the "hospital reality", I have thought about the possibility of "high-dimensional existence" from the existence of "virus", but. The specific ten-dimensional theory and data seems to have not been seen.

What still bothers me now is the old concept of "repeater world". The subordination of this vocabulary feels too strong. As long as I think of the world of repeaters, I can't help but think of it. This world is dependent on the doomsday illusion and there is a temporary data hedge space. And such a temporary data hedge space, has a larger, accurate and complete universe time-space model than the "doomsday illusion"? It is simply unbelievable.

"Or, do you want to try it?" Dr. Ruan Li suddenly asked me: "If the world we live in is really destroyed, will the doomsday illusion and hospital reality still exist?"

"Don't be kidding, Mom." I denied it without hesitation, "If I can try, why do I use this way to re-understand the world?"

"Because. I'm actually not sure whether this is really feasible." Dr. Ruan Li gave a pensive expression, "White Claudia is a very incredible existence. Although it looks like a plant, it is in quantum In the state, it does not meet the standards of plants. The more you observe it, the more you feel puzzled, reality and unreality. How is it distinguished?"

"Are you studying quantum mechanics? Mom." I was a little surprised.

"Ah, no. It's just a little bit of thinking. In fact, I can't really understand mathematics and physics that are too advanced. It's just that there are professionals who can consult." Dr. Ruan Li said: "These In fact, the other party said it, although it is difficult for me to personally experience that kind of incredible. However, the person I know will not be exaggerated in this respect."

"... is he from the doomsday truth cult?" I couldn't help asking.

"Yes. Don't worry, the real Doomsday Truth is completely different from what is written in your diary." Dr. Ruan Li touched my head. Said: "Perhaps, the story I told you was too deep, so you can't help distorting the image of Doomsday Truth in the illusion."

"But, mom, you still didn't say what the end of the world is, and what is the truth of the doomsday." I couldn't help but urge.

Doctor Ruan Li hesitated at this time. I don't know why she always changed the topic when it came to the main content of the doomsday. But she seemed to understand my thoughts, smiled, and said: "Because... the end of this world is really very special, it is difficult to find a standard description."

In spite of that, Dr. Ruan Li decided to tell me the ins and outs of the situation, because if you don't even know what the end is, how can you stop it? Afterwards, I finally understood why Dr. Ruan Li knew the doomsday, but he told me that there was no plan or method, because this doomsday is indeed impossible to know precisely, even though, compared to the doomsday caused by the “virus”, This doomsday caused by "White Claudia" has a substantial subject that can be observed.

The beginning of the end has been predicted long ago.

The 1999 doomsday prediction was very famous in the world before 1999. When it spread all over the world, the hearers felt panic~IndoMTL.com~Maybe they did not Show this kind of panic on the face, but the closer you get to 1999, the more profound the feeling of the countdown to the doomsday. In addition, some people use this prophecy to conduct business activities. Therefore, when they arrived in 1999, it saw It doesn't look like a joke.

However, for the average person, from the moment of entering 1999, the world is still functioning as before. Although the news has reported several natural disasters that seem to be linked to the "doomsday", in general, it is not Life in war-torn countries is still very peaceful. Gradually, people began to feel that the 1999 doomsday prediction was just nonsense.

But this is not the case, even if most people do not feel it, but some people still realize that the "end of the world" has indeed come due to certain factors. But it is based on "personal observation and understanding", "sensitivity to numbers" and "perceptual cognition" and other channels that are not completely consistent.

Although it is not that I have not tried to warn others and prove that I am correct, it has no effect, because people who are not aware of it will not be persuaded by others in any way, nor can they detect it by themselves. . (To be continued...)

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