Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1265: White Source
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Who was the first person to discover that the end of the world had come is now impossible to verify. As far as Dr. Ruan Li himself is concerned, it was probably in February that he was taken to the 11th district (it has been It is called the Special Zone of Japan. However, due to political and public security factors, the official documents have officially banned regional titles such as "Japan", but because of habits, many people still use the term "Special Zone of Japan".) Invited by a psychiatric hospital to participate in the diagnosis and treatment of a special case in the local area. ≧The apex novel, during the period, it was natural that some extraordinary events occurred that caused Dr. Ruan Li to notice the flower "White Claudia".
Due to some complicated reasons, the diagnosis and treatment did not finally follow, but it was like a switch, allowing Dr. Ruan Li to gradually come into contact with more non-daily phenomena. To put it simply, she has encountered more and more strange and complicated cases-although from a psychological point of view, these cases are possible, but rarely encountered in weekdays-suddenly like this In a short period of time, so many special cases appeared in his field of vision, which really made Dr. Ruan Li aware of something improper.
What's more, if you follow the patient's situation in depth, the term "white Claudia" will always appear.
What kind of thing is "White Claudia"? Dr. Ruan Li investigated it in as much detail as possible. However, even though it looks like a flowering plant and has a simple shape, it resembles the common wild flowers on the edge of a forest road. It does not have a real scientific name.
"No, really, it and its possible relatives are completely undocumented in the botanical illustration book, as if they suddenly realized its existence." Dr. Ruan Li said to me, "If you say , It is a very rare flower. It is a great discovery worth marveling, but when I found it, its number was already a lot. One day, I suddenly discovered that it is like a weed, even in the city Somewhere, you can inadvertently perceive its existence, as if it has always been there. It's just ignored by us."
Speaking of this, she paused and asked me: "Do you think it is really possible? There is really such a plant that can be seen everywhere like weeds, but its existence has been ignored by everyone in the world? "
Of course not. That's how I answered her. She nodded and continued to tell me about "White Claudia" and "End of the World."
The end of the world in 1999. In fact, this year, Dr. Ruan Li came into contact with "White Claudia" in February. He quickly explored this strange charm plant, and realized that the end of the world has already begun, and, in fact, people have been involved in it and suffered a lot from it. And this time, it was only the end of February. In other words, it only took more than half a month, starting with that cross-district diagnosis and treatment invitation, and the related situation was at a terrifying speed and quantity. Pour into Dr. Ruan Li's observation, and before that, she hadn't even heard any news, let alone noticed anything similar.
This kind of change may not be so sensitive to ordinary people. However, as a psychology researcher, his rigorous attitude towards details quickly realized what was happening from the frequency of this change. Is happening on a global scale. In order to prove this speculation, she contacted her network one after another, and personally flew to various places abroad. During the half-month inspection, she confirmed this.
"At that time, I only thought that the distribution of the situation was distinguished by the density of the crowds." Dr. Ruan Li was immersed in that period of time, his expression became heavy, "However, we soon discovered that it is similar to The crowd density has nothing to do with whether the white Claudia appeared in that place... Realizing this was only accidental at the time, but it was inevitable when I thought about it later."
What Dr. Ruan Li means is that people like them realize that White Claudia is leading to the end of the world, and all relevant situations are centered on White Claudia. It is not an accidental discovery. It is a data necessity. She didn't elaborate on how this inevitability was proved, because it seems to be very complicated. Although logical reasoning can also draw conclusions, it is more convenient to understand perceptually. "Just think it's destiny." She said so casually, although, I know, she is not a believer in the theory of fate.
"Specifically, what kind of situation did White Claudia cause to make you realize that the end of the world is coming?" I couldn't help asking, after this question, there are some questions worth thinking about. For example: Who are the "we" in Dr. Ruan Li's mouth, and what special characteristics do these people have that makes them more sensitive than others in the situation caused by White Claudia, so that they are not conscious of others At that time, I noticed the doomsday coming; secondly, the doomsday of this repeater world occurred in 1999, which is now, which is not in line with the observation time after I entered this repeater world, let alone, "Gao Chuan "Before 1999, he was already a mental patient. So, what kind of connection does the mental patient and Claudia white have? Dr. Ruan Li said that the first time she knew the term "White Claudia" was when a mental patient was diagnosed and treated. Will the time, place and people at that time be involved in the next series of situations, and even now they have not been able to get rid of the influence of the time?
I want to know a lot of information, but it’s not worth interrupting Dr. Ruan Li’s recounting because, compared to her sorting out, these issues will disrupt the continuity of the ins and outs.
She and I were walking along the forest path. The road winding to the observatory had a dirt road, followed by a stone road. It was like an ancient road. It hasn’t been repaired. It's still in use now. Under the sunlight like fragments, moist emerald green is dotted all the way. The beautiful scenery and superb style of the good day did not make the atmosphere relaxed and cheerful, but made people feel that during the storytelling period, there was always a shadow over oneself, and a certain omen was like a cold thread. Wrapped around the limbs and spine. However, this kind of unknown feeling is already commonplace to me.
Where the white Claudia bloomed, everyone's spirit was abnormal. This kind of abnormality is not obvious in ordinary people. If you compare it purely with numbers, it exceeds the normal value. But whether it needs to be true is also a questionable situation. However, when the number is enlarged to the value of "human beings in the world", people have to be concerned. Moreover, some features of clinical phenomena are excluded and some distinctions are made. Among the coefficients of "normal" and "abnormal", there are very few values that have an effect. Suddenly there is a change that exceeds the usual cognition. Once I combine these changes with the situation I have seen, I will definitely go further and have a considerable degree of experience of the fact that "what is happening".
Doctor Ruan Li and others are constantly pursuing the changes in these phenomena, values and feelings, and they have encountered accidents that have not been seen or heard in the past. In March, some people began to produce "White Claudia". Phenomenon of illness. Then a series of changes occurred, leading to many deaths. A series of little things. It finally evolved into a major event that felt like being chased by death. As a last resort, everyone gave up to continue tracking, because if they continued, it would only make people feel that someone died. It is purely because they are looking for "things that should not be known", as if there are gods punishing this kind of behavior-after all, not every expert is an advocate of material science. Unintelligible situation. There are also many scientific theorists who are aware of their limits in material science and choose to enter ideal philosophy.
"It seems that there is an unknown following with me, and I will only feel an inescapable, fate-like fear when I pursue it. Then, I feel that there is a **** in control of everything?" I deliberately confirmed this to Dr. Ruan Li Feeling: "I also wrote this feeling in my diary."
"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li said, "You have heard me tell this story more than once. It is not a weird thing to evolve it into a storyline. The problem is that you forgot, you are not listening now. I said these things."
I think Dr. Ruan Li is not making up stories.
In late March, Dr. Ruan Li returned home and conducted a comprehensive examination of the adopted son and patient "Gao Chuan" to confirm the influence of the white Claudia phenomenon. The results did not surprise her. In the case of people in the whole city being infected, "Gaochuan" cannot become a special case. Moreover, Dr. Ruan Li’s previous investigation revealed that the impact of the White Claudia phenomenon is particularly serious in mental patients. This also means that before this period of time, "Gao Chuan" has always been a "normal" mental patient, but after being affected by White Claudia and becoming an "abnormal" mental patient, the rate of deterioration of his condition has become very rapid. Swift and violent. Out of considerations of getting along with and treatment, Dr. Ruan Li decided to treat this "abnormal" relative to the past mental illness as normal, and treat the past "normal" as minor, thus affecting White Claudia The state of the "Gaochuan" before and after, a smooth observation is made.
This practice is of course not a normal method, and it is forbidden under normal circumstances. However, Dr. Ruan Li is not a layman. Since she decided to do this, she must have her reason. I understand it this way, so there is no Any surprises and upsets.
After the disbandment of Dr. Ruan Li’s team, the thrilling pursuit of the journey seems to have lost its source, and life has begun to become stable. However, through various modern contact methods, Dr. Ruan Li and those people are still determined and stable. His life has not changed the fact of the anomaly, and in the end, the deepening of the anomaly that is not normally felt is determined as the "end of the world."
"In other words, the so-called'end of the world' is just a term representing this situation, not a purely literal meaning?" I couldn't help but say.
"No, it is indeed the end of the world." Dr. Ruan Li answered in the affirmative. But when the term "end of the world" was first established, it gave them a somewhat exaggerated feeling. Although the scope and form of the anomaly and the dangers encountered in the pursuit of anomalies all make people feel a strong sense of crisis and fear, but in the true sense of the end of the world, it is not "human beings are dead." This degree. In the early days, the source of the sense of crisis and fear was only the level of "human life is in danger". In fact, human beings are so fragile, even if it is a small germ. It will also cause death. Therefore, "human life is in danger" and "the end of the world" cannot be compared.
The evidence that really makes "the end of the world" worthy of the name is detected in more later research. And that is already a situation involving cutting-edge mathematics and physics, even Dr. Ruan Li himself cannot really understand it. However, the other party gave a conclusion. And she had to believe this conclusion-the end of the world is indeed coming, and the source seems to be the white Claudia, because the mathematical model points to it.
What the **** is Claudia White? At the beginning, everyone thought it was a hallucinogenic plant that would cause the alienation of human beings both physically and spiritually. But in the derivation of mathematical formulas and the construction of physical models, Claudia White showed a non-vegetative side.
"To use a little bit of popular science, when Claudia White is observing the quantum state, its posture is different from that of normal plants." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Under normal observations and quantum observations , White Claudia seems to be two completely different things, but it is indeed one. Therefore, some people suspect that it has the third state or more observation states, and we should be able to at least observe The third state—that is, the third observation state that smoothly connects the normal observation state of White Claudia and the quantum observation state."
"It sounds complicated, but. Isn't it natural to observe the same object from different angles and find the difference?" I asked.
"The reason why plants are plants is that they meet the plant standards for normal observation and the plant standards for other observation angles." Dr. Ruan Li said: "But the white Claudia is different. It plants plants during normal observation. Standard. But under other observation angles, it is a completely different form of existence. In mathematics, it can't even be described by a certain value at all, but it can be proved by contradiction and has no regularity. Variables. For example, it is completely incorrect to describe white Claudia with one flower or a bunch."
I understand. It turns out that in this repeater world, White Claudia is not a flower or a bunch of flowers. It cannot be characterized by these quantifiers, nor can it be described by the form of "flower" alone. . White Claudia is white Claudia, not just a flower or bunch of flowers named "White Claudia", but just "White Claudia".
This is a saying in the past, neither the doomsday fantasy nor the hospital reality.
However, it was precisely because of Dr. Ruan Li's description of "White Claudia" that some elusive and vague thoughts flashed through my mind. And I suddenly felt that this idea must be an important guide to break through the current problems. However, before delving into this vague idea, Dr. Ruan Li's story is not over yet.
The abnormal phenomenon caused by White Claudia, like its own observational uncertainty, looks completely different in the eyes of many experts in different fields, and this proves the reason why Dr. Ruan Li feels helpless, because, From one's own perspective alone, one cannot truly understand this thing correctly. This situation is a bit similar to "virus" and "Jiang". According to Dr. Ruan Li, White Claudia is the origin of the setting of "virus" and "Jiang" in my diary.
However, in terms of materiality, white Claudia is indeed observable and tangible. It is just like a flower. This is more than conceptually defined as "unobservable." "Virus" is more simple and has a closer connection with "Jiang"-"Jiang" has a humanoid posture that can be touched and observed, and she is also a beautiful woman.
"Probably, you subconsciously created the role of'Jiang' by combining my image, the situation of the white Claudia I have described, and the image you expected. In my opinion ,'Jiang' is more complicated than'Virus', because its image incorporates too many factors, and'Virus' only plays a pure role as the ultimate enemy."
If the content of my diary is merely regarded as a story of a mental patient created by taking this world as a reality, this can indeed be regarded as such. I can't refute it because I promised Dr. Ruan Li to stand from her perspective and look at all this with the world as "reality" for the time being.
"In the phenomena I can observe, the white Claudia did not have an impact on the world, but on humans, and this impact is limited to the spiritual aspect." Dr. Ruan Li said At the time of these remarks, we had already arrived at the observatory. A more processed stone staircase is embedded in the hillside. The outer walls of the observatory are covered with vine plants, just like those hidden in the deep forest in the adventure story.
"Yes, I can only see mental abnormalities, but other people have also seen abnormalities in their own fields." Dr. Ruan Li said: "We can't deny whether what others see is really there. But they all believe. What I saw must exist. If these anomalies are combined, their scope has completely covered the existing scientific classification-I think this is the origin of the "mysteries" in your diary."
White Claudia makes humans fall into an unknowingly "associated mental illusion". To put it simply, it is to allow human beings to have a spiritual network, and at the same time, to spread hallucinations in the network.
"People's actions seem normal, but the source of the action is different from the normal situation. Moreover. Under certain conditions, those illusion sources can of course also make people's behavior abnormal. But Humans themselves cannot feel abnormal in their own behavior, and even do not feel that their own thoughts are abnormal, because people’s thoughts and behaviors are often based on the environment they can feel.” Ruan Dr. Li looked at me and said like this: "Just like you now. A Chuan. Although we are in the same world, but your feelings of this world have been biased, so your behavior is very abnormal in my opinion. Yes, and it’s hard for you to think that you are abnormal. On the contrary, you think I am abnormal. In addition, you can mentally interact with other people who are also abnormal." She paused and said: "Like me, people who have not been influenced by White Claudia. Or the influence is too shallow, and the thoughts and behaviors are not distorted. There are very few people. You can look at the people who are influenced by White Claudia. People who are of the same kind, and those who have not been affected are heterogeneous. Now, you have more of the same kind. It can be considered that today’s human society is made up of you and your kind. But the problem is that you believe that it’s only It exists in your spiritual network, not in the material world."
So, even me as a Level 4 Mageweave Envoy can't cause any mysterious damage to Dr. Ruan Li. Is that right? I think I understand a little bit. Dr. Ruan Li understands her own peculiarities-it is not that she is abnormal, but the whole world of human beings, most of which are already abnormal. Therefore, a small number of normal ranges are regarded as abnormal. In principle, it is very clear.
"Some time ago, people who were originally affected by the White Claudia phenomenon but did not show it in their behavior, for some reason, gradually became manic." Dr. Ruan Li said: "White Claudia Ya’s influence on mankind is becoming more and more superficial, and to deal with this situation is the real purpose of this seminar."
"But the experts invited by ~IndoMTL.com~ are really unaffected people?" I asked.
Doctor Ruan Li shook his head and said, "Maybe not all are unaffected, but as long as they are not affected in their behavior, they will be invited. We have too few people, and, because they are not I am completely immune to White Claudia, so the number is still declining. Maybe, one day, I will be affected by White Claudia, and I will become the same patient as you, Agawa. Be White Claudia Regardless of how long the affected person can live, what kind of mental and physical changes will occur, but one thing is fatal, which can be directly called the doomsday situation of mankind: Although the patient can still reproduce, But it no longer has the ability to reproduce."
The statistics so far are that 80% of humans in this world no longer have the ability to reproduce.
"Perhaps, fertility has become the envoy in your story?" Doctor Ruan Li said in a joking tone: "No matter how you look at it, your description of electronic demons and envoys has a kind of nurturing oneself. The feeling of a child.” (My novel "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone! Open WeChat now and click on the "+" at the top right "Add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up!) (to be continued...)