Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1266: The real side

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When Dr. Ruan Li told the story of his pursuit of White Claudia, he mentioned some like-minded people who did not completely disband after the adventure, but instead adopted more secret and looser contacts to avoid bad luck. Way. In Dr. Ruan Li’s adventure, he repeatedly mentioned the doom that puts people to death. Many people who pursued White Claudia believed that it was driven by some kind of power because of their original intention to pursue White Claudia. Come punishment. If the pursuit of White Claudia's secret is only to confirm the arrival of the end of the world, rather than trying to redeem the situation, then it would not be targeted in this way. Conversely, is it possible to prove that the white Claudia, who led to the end of the world, is actually a living body with consciousness, rather than a plant in the conventional sense?

No matter how to understand, the end of the world has come, and white Claudia plays a key role in it. If bad luck is also caused by it, then the reason for thinking that it exists in this world is In order to bring the end, it is also possible, right?

Under this recognition, the Doomsday Sect was established. Because of the short time and the persecution of bad luck in the action, the structure and activities of the entire organization are very secretive and will not overly express a certain purpose. For example, although I have been studying Claudia White, looking for relevant clues, to analyze the meaning of its existence and the impact it brings to the world, but in terms of the trend of organizational activities. It does not directly express the idea of ​​"saving the world", and tends to be a neutral research, and even acts that may give oneself bad luck in order to conceal the "crossing the line". Will also do some inhumane research.

In short, if "Anyone who wants to prevent the end of the world will suffer bad luck", moreover, there are very few people who can realize that the end of the world has come and have the ability to take action. So. In order to preserve the vitality of resistance, the moral bottom line of organizing activities is actually very low. Therefore, there are some people with a high moral sense who finally decided to leave the organization resolutely, of course. It must be punished. Dr. Ruan Li did not hide this situation at all. In fact, although she has never deliberately shown it, in my eyes, her work has always been on the gray edge of the moral bottom line, even. I cannot deny that she may have personally presided over unethical human experiments.

Now I have long lost my position to blame her. After all, many of my actions are also incorrect in popular moral concepts. Even though, I have always known what the normal moral values ​​are, but since I have failed to act according to that standard, I cannot take it for granted.

What I care about is not what Dr. Ruan Li has done, her description of Doomsday Truth. It was enough for me to understand that as a member of the Doomsday Truth Church, she might have done something. But under the premise of the general environment, I don't think that everything is her responsibility.

"You, those people. Including seminars, are all doomsday truths?" I finally asked.

"Yes, the Doomsday Shinrikyo Sect was once a village religious organization in my hometown. The ancestors have held positions equivalent to the position of the head for generations. However, by my generation, the original religion has completely ended. Now the doomsday The truth sect is only given this name." Dr. Ruan Li said: "I was one of the original initiators of this organization, and in terms of its establishment time, the doomsday sect is actually quite immature."

"However, before this current Doomsday Truth Sect was established, there was already a religious organization Doomsday Truth Sect. So, mother—" I looked at her seriously and said, "What you want to say is, The Doomsday Truth in my diary is based on these circumstances?"

"Isn't it?" Dr. Ruan Li asked back.

Indeed, the truth about the Doomsday Sect in the Doomsday Realm can be found in the story of Dr. Ruan Li. Whether it's organizational structure, behavior, goal stance, etc., the two are like mirrors of each other. The Doomsday Truth Sect pursues White Claudia, with a low moral bottom line and many behaviors that are very inclined to "lead the end of the world", but it seems that it is not the original intention. Only its prayers and programs are divided into many factions. In today's doomsday illusion, the Doomsday Shinrikyo, which was taken over by the "Mal Jones Family", is the most active faction, but believers like Father Edward and Father Sisson follow other doctrines. Moreover, strictly speaking, there is no lack of neutral and positive thinking in those doctrines, programs, and ideas.

In fact, a comprehensive investigation of all the behaviors named "Doomsday Shinrikyo" does make people feel that it is a form of chaos without a clear bias. It's just that people, including mystery experts, often come into contact with the Doomsday Truth cult, which is the most radical and the most powerful of the Mal Jones family.

Here, I can't help but recall the past doomsday illusion. At that time, the Mar Jones family hadn't risen, but the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult is already a very radical cult organization. Then, the existence of the Mar Jones family is not actually the key factor that makes the Doomsday Truth cult become what we see today, but it can only be said that there has been such a trend since the establishment of this organization. .

It is just like the Doomsday Shinrikyo of "Pursuing White Claudia while saving life" when observing from the perspective of Dr. Nguyen Li in this world. In order to save their lives, members try to avoid behaviors that are too defiant. Of course, in many cases, they will ignore and try to lead the "end of the world."

From this point of view, the "Doomsday Truth" in the doomsday illusion and the world's "Doomsday Truth" have the biggest similarity between "trying to use the wrong way to get the right The result of this.” And this kind of behavior is largely forced by the environment, rather than what they wanted to adopt in the first place.

"In the hospital reality, although there is no Doomsday Shinrikyo. But, don’t you think that Dr. Ender and the espionage organization hidden in the dark also have the shadow of Doomsday Shinrikyo? Although the slogan and original intention are very Good, but in fact, some cruel and immoral behaviors are inevitable." Dr. Ruan Li said: "I personally think so. In your diary, there are many characters. Many organizations, and the characteristics of these organizations seem to be They are all prominent, while having their own positions, they also have targeted enemies. However, the entanglement between them is actually centered on the two key points of the end of the world and the doomsday truth. Although, in the story, White Crow Dia’s sense of existence has been weakened, however, it is still a basis for supporting the existence of Doomsday Truth, isn’t it?"

I have to admit. Dr. Ruan Li’s statement is correct. In the diary I wrote, the doomsday illusion involved in the first five volumes is actually the simplest, most direct, and best manifestation of the connection between the doomsday illusion and the world today. Even more, you can combine the first five volumes of the story. Seen as the basis for the expansion of the story later.

"The reality of the hospital is the core of the sixth volume, but in terms of the setting, it directly negates the setting of the first five volumes." Dr. Ruan Li paused and said, "Actually, that volume It is also a dividing line for your condition."

"I'm getting sicker, am I?" I said.

"After the reality of the hospital is produced, it is more difficult for your cognition to escape from the illusion." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Because it uses a very small environment. It creates a setting that is superior to other illusions. So, it feels like it is the core and beginning of everything. There is no higher structure than it. This hospital in an isolated island is actually a very cute structure, isn’t it? Even if you have doubts, but, Since I can’t get out of the island, I can’t get more information, but can’t prove that it’s fake.”

For such a thing, even if Dr. Ruan Li didn't explain it, I have always had doubts. Because of this, even if I named it "Hospital Reality" for the convenience of narrative, I shouldn't take it 100% as reality. However, in the past, there was really nothing, more like reality than "hospital reality". Moreover, because the first impression is too deep, even if you forcefully stand in the position of Dr. Ruan Li, think about the relationship between the world of this repeater, the reality of the hospital, and the fantasy world of doomsday. This repeater The real sense of the world is also hard to be more perceptual than the reality of the hospital.

Recognizing a certain situation, although it is easy to say the truth in your mouth, it is still very difficult to convince yourself 100%.

"Don't worry, because it's useless to worry." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Even if you believe it now, but maybe sometime, you will fall into the hallucination again, and you will get clues to negate reality again from the hallucinations. The more you follow those clues, the more you will forget everything you know now. Even if you write it in a diary, it won’t work... Ah, yes." She seemed to have thought of something, "The ruling bureau ruins in the diary will disappear. The memory of those who enter and leave—this setting is actually very similar to your own situation. In short, to find the evidence of the connection between each other, you can have as much as you want, but the real problem is how to do it. With so many and such complicated associations, it is certain that one of them is real, and the others are hallucinations.” Despite this, Dr. Ruan Li’s subsequent words were quiet, and I still heard them. She said so. Obtained: "Because of the existence of White Claudia, you patients do have mutual influences mentally, so in fact, they do not completely conform to the definition of'illusion'."

White Claudia will allow the affected people to build a spiritual network-this is the most controversial, but also the most influential, among those who can realize the end of the day, Dr. Ruan Li Power thesis. It seems to have nothing to do with the real "end of the world", but it is actually a very important part.

White Claudia’s influence is not only in humans, but a tendency to "destroy the world" shown in quantum theory, mathematical formulas and physical models-and in that theory Height, material and spirit, time and space are actually no longer independent. This also means that this kind of end of the world is basically the complete destruction from the material and non-material level, rather than the simple "destruction of mankind."

However, for Dr. Ruan Li, it is true that he is more sensitive to "the changes of human beings". After all, psychology is a discipline based on the existence of human beings. She has only a general understanding of the destruction of materiality and immateriality on a higher theoretical level. "Gao Chuan" inherited this cognition as an adopted son and patient. However, this kind of general cognition will not allow her to find a solution, so. She admitted that she was actually helpless against the "end of the world". On the contrary, when this cognition is limited to the field of psychology, Dr. Ruan Li has many ideas.

For example, being a foster mother and attending doctor. His own words and deeds have indeed brought a profound impact on Gao Chuan. As a result, the story in the diary is also full of helpless but unwilling despair.

"If I told a happy and simple story at that time, even if I fell into hallucinations. It wouldn't become as complicated as it is now." When Dr. Ruan Li said this to me, he seemed a little regretful.

To be able to learn these things from Dr. Ruan Li, from my point of view, is also very novel. Whether it is Dr. Ruan Li’s new identity, her observation of the world, and my observation of the world, the difference and connection between the two. It is by no means the simple sense of relationship between "hospital reality" and "doomsday fantasy". On the contrary, it is precisely because there is an additional "real world", and it is impossible to truly recognize a "real world" in cognition, but it is true that every world has its real influence in terms of reason and perception. Therefore, Instead, I got another idea.

Before this idea became clear, Dr. Ruan Li's description of Claudia White. It has given me the shadow of my thoughts-from different angles, the things I observe are also different. Anyone who has received a certain degree of education will know this truth, but in science, it is not universal. Scientific definition. It is to allow things to have a clear and fixed image and meaning from different angles. For example, the reason why a horse is a horse, not a sheep, is precisely constrained by definition.

However, White Claudia denies the meaning of this definition on a scientific level-although it can be touched and observed, it is indefinite in itself.

Moreover, in the situation mentioned by Dr. Ruan Li, there is one point that I quite agree with, regardless of whether White Claudia is the "core", but in fact, it is indeed in every angle of perception. Both play an important role.

Perhaps, as Dr. Ruan Li said: “Although there is no mention of the existence of White Claudia in the story of the hospital’s reality in the diary, I think it should exist, but if you think Knowing its existence, the reality of this hospital cannot be distinguished from other illusions, nor can it possess such a strong sense of reality."

Suppose, whether I observe it or not, Claudia the white is present in every story I experience, whether it is a real or an illusory story. Then, its existence, just like "virus" and "jiang", can be used as a basic real observation point. Moreover, compared to the unobservable "virus" and "jiang", the white Claudia that can be contacted and directly observed is indeed more practical.

In this way, what we have observed, the uncertainty of white Claudia, will also be reflected in the world itself?

To put it simply, will the "Hospital Reality", "Doomsday Truth" and "Repeater World" that have been experienced so far are actually real, but only the real side? It is precisely because of the limitations of human beings to observe on their own basis that they have seen three mutually influencing and interdependent worlds?

When this idea was born, my scalp was a little numb, because according to this idea, my previous plan was extremely dangerous. Even the idea of ​​any attempt to destroy one world and save another world is dangerous. Perhaps it is a cause of the end of the world in itself. Because, as long as the truth is also impossible to be multiple, but only in observation, showing multiple sides, and no matter which side is destroyed, it means the destruction of the real concept. On the contrary, it is the safest to only act in the doomsday illusion at first, or such a world that is unique in observation. However, in reverse, imagine that even if you only existed in the doomsday fantasy world, it cannot be represented. The reality of other observation angles, such as those characters and activities in the "hospital reality", does not exist, and the feeling of doomsday at that time is approaching. , There must be such a reason--

Although at that time, it was impossible to observe the "hospital reality" from the perspective of the doomsday fantasy, and the "repeater world" did not exist. However, as another aspect of the same reality, they are not true. Does not exist, but just "is not in the scope of one's own observation." Since they are different sides of the same reality, they have extremely close relationships and influences. Then, if they cannot be observed, their own activities also exist, and they will affect the reality that I observe. As a result, my attempt to save the world in the doomsday illusion will be corrected by those side activities?

Conversely speaking, it is precisely because the truth is "the end of the world is coming." So, taking out any observed side world alone, is it a state of "constantly being corrected by other sides"? Therefore, it is impossible to observe and influence other aspects, and only regard the aspects that you observe as the only real people. No matter how hard you try to save the world, the fate of the world will inevitably be revised as the "doomsday process." ?

If this is the case, my past plans, in reality in the hospital, Shise and Dorothy's plans, are actually wrong, and they are getting deeper and deeper. It is impossible to complete salvation if only one aspect is regarded as the true all. Although the aspects observed on the basis of oneself also affect other aspects, presumably, the self who has the same mood and made the same decision also exists in other aspects. However, even if the thoughts are the same and the decisions are similar, In terms of behavior, there is no guarantee of complete consistency-no, it should be said, there is no guarantee of complementarity. To put it simply, power cannot be used together.

And all the real "end of the world" is so concise and simple, and the corrective power generated by it is naturally far greater than the power of only a small number of people who are aware of the end of the world and take action.

In terms of quantity, it occupies a disadvantage, but it is impossible to integrate all the forces and act in a unified manner. Therefore, I have such a sense of oppression and despair that I cannot grasp.

Furthermore, on the assumption that "all the world is real, but the observation angle is different", the thoughts I have generated may not be able to fully describe the inevitability of the "doomsday process". But just what I know is enough to prove why we people, no matter in the past or now, have never really seen the hope of success.

Because, perhaps from the beginning, the perception of guiding action was wrong and biased.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that being able to come to this repeater world, see Dr. Ruan Li, and hear her oral truth, maybe it was a miracle, maybe there is such a power that transcends the individual, and I hope I can go one step further.

The situation is very bad, but because it has long been known that the situation is very bad, so no matter how bad it is, it doesn't matter. Dr. Ruan Li said that only a small number of people in this world can recognize the end of the world, and those who recognize the end of the world will encounter bad luck if they resist. I am not surprised by this kind of thing.

In trying to save the world, I can only try to save some people in the end. I have witnessed and experienced too much bad luck~IndoMTL.com~ Anyway, Dr. Ruan Li is here to show me Another real possibility, as she said at the beginning, I might be able to find a temporary new path from this different possibility. At least, I don't think it is necessary to implement the previous plan.

It's not that the plan was completely wrong, but based on the point that "even if the world of repeaters is destroyed, it must be completed", it is wrong in all likelihood. Personally, I am not inclined to this point either emotionally or rationally.

On the contrary, I regard all the world as real and work hard to create an ending that allows me to observe and unobserve the real side, which can be saved. Although it sounds very vague, but More inspiring.

In the past, there was no rational basis for doing so, but the situation that I think of now makes me feel that there is a rational basis. (My novel "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone! Open WeChat now and click on the "+" sign on the upper right to "Add a friend" , Search for the official account "qdread" and follow it, hurry up!) (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile phone Users please go to read.)