Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1267: Connecting

ps: I want to hear more of your voices and receive more suggestions from you. Now search the WeChat public account "qdread" and pay more attention to it to give more support to "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome"!

People cannot observe the world completely. ▲∴top▲∴dot▲∴small▲∴say,

The limitation of a person's vision is even narrower than I think. The set of methods that mankind has summed up to study everything is limited by its own limitations, and it is bound to be narrow. Moreover, the manpower is limited, and it is impossible to truly achieve a result that everyone is happy with with the "integrity and truth" as the center.

If the world we see is only the side of the world, and we observe the side of ourselves, and are corrected by the information of other sides at all times, then what we can feel is the kind of guidance Destiny-like powerful force, of course, is extremely huge. When we use only a corner of what we have seen to speculate and resist this force, it is inevitable to suffer backlash.

It's not that the world is malicious to us, but we are too small, and even the world's instinctive counterattack to the attack can't bear.

How much power is needed to reach the true reality, to move the complete real world, not just one side? For humans who have a narrow vision and can only live in a corner, it is probably completely unimaginable.

I can't imagine, but this knowledge is logical enough for me. I think that in order to let myself make a decision and act, it is not how "correct" the reasons are, but just the reasons that I need.

A moment ago, I was also preparing to "destroy one world and save another" plan. At that time, I felt both entangled and painful, because no matter the world I was going to destroy. The world still needs to be saved, the people I love "exist". Although it is possible to doubt the authenticity of the world, it is completely impossible to doubt the authenticity of their existence in such a world.

But to save one of them. In order to save a "real" them in a real sense, it is necessary to judge that they are all illusions in other worlds and give them up-isn't it ridiculous? However, there is no alternative. At that time, the narrow-minded me could only see such a path.

I want to thank Dr. Ruan Li, very, very grateful to her. If I didn't come to her, maybe I wouldn't find other possibilities—no, I should say, I wouldn't be able to find a reason for not carrying out that ridiculous plan.

Even now, I still don’t think that the idea that "the hospital reality, the doomsday fantasy world, and the world of repeaters are real" is more correct than other guesses in the past. But what I need. It is not cold and perfect logic, nor is it hot and unreasonable sensibility. I drive myself with sensibility, but I am by no means immune to the influence of reason. It is enough to use it as a reason to persuade myself not to implement that ridiculous plan.

Give yourself a reason. Do something that cannot be proven to be completely unrealistic, and go to the next decision that is not 100% impossible. For me, this is more throbbing than carrying a painful consciousness to accomplish something that I don't want to do that way.

Yes. I deeply know that now, this conjecture of mine cannot be proved to be correct at all, and it is also unclear what the chance of success of the re-adjusted plan based on this conjecture is. But--

It doesn’t matter, because no matter how bad the situation is, no matter how difficult it is, it won’t get worse than it is now. Even if it is the previous conjecture, the previous plan is not the same. Can't it be proved that it is definitely feasible? If there is really a plan of "authenticity and success rate exceeding 50%", there would be no need to be so confused a long time ago.

Since I can accept it in my heart, I think it is better to follow this idea and not check whether the situation is really as I guessed it is better. Because my own vision, knowledge and intelligence cannot make accurate judgments about "what is true".

If this is self-willed, then it doesn't matter.

I didn't tell Dr. Ruan Li about this idea, because even if he said that, Dr. Ruan Li would not change anything. The information that allows me to generate new ideas is basically obtained from Dr. Ruan Li. She has read my diary completely, my past thoughts and behaviors, and even the situation of "Hospital Reality" and "Doomsday Illusion". No stranger, what I think of, she can't think of it. So, probably because she does not accept this assumption.

What's wrong with her centering on the world she observes? After all, although my worldview is more ambitious, I cannot prove that I am correct. Just, I hope it is correct. And under this correct guidance, I can save the people I love.

Since all the worlds can be regarded as real, then, as Dr. Ruan Li said, why not regard this repeater world as real?

"Understand? A Chuan, if you expect me to have any plans, then I am sorry." Dr. Ruan Li said apologetically, "Although I told you to be a hero to save the world, in fact , This is impossible. Let you do something that is impossible... I hope you don’t resent me."

I shook my head, smiled and comforted her: "It doesn’t matter, whether I can do it or not, I will do it, because this is my mother’s wish, isn’t it? And, I don’t think it’s really impossible. Up."

"Every world is an aspect of reality, so if you want to save the world, you must save all aspects. If you want to save the person you love, you must save every observed, existence They are on that side.”-Based on this judgment, to plan, it is difficult to say, it is not easier than any previous plan, because the first problem we have to face is: how to deal with all the real sides Make observations?

If it is impossible to observe all aspects, then it is impossible to talk about such behavior by saving every aspect. It is necessary to realize that in order to concentrate on exerting influence on it, this is a rule that human beings must follow. Therefore, observation, cognition, and then more specific actions. And to observe every aspect of reality, only with the present me. It can't be done.

Think, think back.

Combined with existing resources, new plans have gradually formed in my mind. I have to say that in this plan, the color of "Hospital Reality" and Dorothy's plan. The accidentally hitting the land meets the requirements of the new plan. It should even be said that without their plan, there will be more twists and turns in the new plan and more time wasted.

The Super Gaochuan Project, no, it should be a bit more vivid, it should be the final Gaochuan Project. It is necessary to integrate all the existing "Gaochuan" information and combine it with Dr. Ander's human completion plan. To form a unified and powerful "Gao Chuan" in spiritual personality, even with an extremely powerful body, to take advantage of the particularity of "Kao Chuan" to restrain the "virus", create "serum", and then conduct a strategy for the hospital-from the diary From the perspective of part of the content, the general process of the plan is like this, as for why it is in this plan. It is possible to defeat the "virus" or "Jiang". Why can the already transformed "Gaochuan" return to the hospital reality? The logical theory is completely unclear, but I don't care about it. What I care about is only the content of the integration of "Gaochuan" above.

This Super Gaochuan Project is constructed on the basis of "the hospital reality is the real reality". However, as long as the integration of "Gaochuan" can be completed, it is what the current plan requires. If, every real aspect of "Gaochuan" has been integrated. Then, this final and only "Gaochuan" can observe every true aspect, right?

In this way, we can understand and influence the end of the world from a comprehensive perspective.

Whether the existence that contributed to the end of the world is a "virus", "Jiang" or "White Claudia", of course it is also an existence and affects every aspect of existence. If you even observe the real I can't do it on every aspect, and I can't do anything in front of it. Isn't it inevitable?

It is very possible that the super-colors and super-Doroth of the hospital reality are also aware of this. Perhaps they have different cognitive angles, but they chose the same path. Their plan is not completely wrong. Moreover, judging from the diary, they have completed all the preliminary preparations and started the plan on the body Gao Chuan. Regardless of what Gao Chuan thinks, but now I very much hope that I can see him immediately. I know why he hesitated. In his view, his unwillingness to immediately format his personality is a selfish manifestation of an independent personality. No matter what reason he finds, he can’t conceal this, but in my opinion, it should be said. , This is an instinctive resistance-the body Gao Chuan is specially made based on the Super Gao Chuan plan. He has a very high psychological acceptance for every step of the plan. Therefore, what caused him to hesitate was because he instinctively felt a strong omen such as "Starting to format now and failing to meet the expectations of the plan".

Because, at the time, it should be impossible for me to integrate in this way. Just as there is the support of super color and super Dorothy behind the body of Gao Chuan, I also have the unreasonable power of "Jiang" here. No matter when I am not awake, or when I am awake but unwilling, no matter how good the super color and the super Dorothy technique are, it is impossible to resist "Jiang". In the diary, it has been recorded once, the battle between Super Color, Super Dorothy, Gao Chuan, which is similar to Super Gao Chuan, and "Jiang". The failure at that time proved that their abilities were still too immature when facing "Jiang".

However, as I am now, it is possible...No, it should be said that I must find the body Gaochuan, and then implement the Super Gaochuan project.

Of course, in order to increase the success rate as much as possible and ensure that "Super Gaochuan" really reaches the expected level, then perhaps the power of "Carmen" is needed. After all, it has been explained in the diary that "Carmen" is actually "Gaochuan". Part of it.

My thoughts turn around, and the past is like falling into a fog, passively accepting the confusion of various situations, a little bit torn apart, revealing a clear path.

Although I thought about so much for a while, the conversation with Dr. Ruan Li is still going on. There was still surprise on her face, because I said to her seriously, "It's not impossible." However, behind the astonishment, how much he would believe is unknown. However, I feel that precisely because in her opinion, I carried this matter at her request, so I would definitely not veto my plan immediately.

Although this is a bit excessive, Dr. Ruan Li probably has no other choice but to trust me.

"How to do it?" She asked, "Here we are, but even the true face of the culprit can't be determined, although it can be observed. But it is not in its entirety, let alone causing harm to it. I can't interact with it. Communication is also impossible to touch. Once targeted actions are taken, they will be detected and fall into doom. Easily will die. Assuming that White Claudia does not have a precise consciousness, but its existence produces an avalanche response. It led to the end of the world. It is also difficult for us to find the core of this avalanche chain in such a short period of time, let alone prevent this reaction."

"What the **** is the culprit, what is the white Claudia, and how its existence guides the observed end of the world, these questions are really important." I answered seriously: "But. Just like my mother. What you said, there are too many restrictions to find the roots. But as a kind of doomsday phenomenon, the existing situation is what we can get involved."

"You mean..." Dr. Ruan Li was lost in thought.

"Mom is actually doing it." I said.

"Paradise?" Doctor Ruan Li raised his eyes and confirmed again: "Do you really think so too?"

"Things on the spiritual level should be resolved from the spiritual level." The impact on the real side must be resolved from the real side.

"Indeed. We have thought about using white Claudia as the main raw material. Manufacturing a drug called "Paradise". Using its characteristics, people who know the "end of the world" can be involved in infection The route is probably based on some special mental patients as the entrance and exit.” Dr. Ruan Li nodded: “This is the true face of the psychedelic paradise of the Doomsday Truth Sect in your diary. It can create hallucinations. . But more importantly, people can take the initiative to contact other people’s hallucinations. The researchers in Doomsday Truth are not only experts in psychology and medicine. Therefore, the manufacturing plan of this drug is based solely on Our own views, and independently. Other physicists, mathematicians and sociologists, etc., also have their own ideas, ideas, and plans. Although it seems too loose, but in fact, recently due to bad luck And the number of people who died is decreasing. In short, no matter what plan is to be made, human resources are also necessary, and they are what we currently lack the most."

In this repeater world, there are many differences between the image of Doomsday Truth and the Doomsday Illusion, which may be subjective, but the Doomsday Truth taught by Dr. Ruan Li is not Will bring me too much disgust. I believe in Dr. Ruan Li, so I am willing to believe that at least a group of members of the Doomsday Sect, especially the group that Dr. Ruan Li often participates in activities, are people who can be trusted.

"No, not everyone is trustworthy. In order not to be caught up by bad luck, human nature will also cause some fierce reactions." Dirty things. I need you to trust me completely."

"Of course, Mom, I believe in you." I answered firmly, facing her eyes.

"The paradise is not so easy to make. The ones made before...Although they are a little accidental and require further verification in terms of composition and efficacy, they should be used as samples for redevelopment." Dr. Ruan Li said: "The funds and equipment have been prepared. This seminar is to identify more partners. The research to be carried out is a big project, but we don't have much time. We are not sure whether it can be completed in 1999. , Maybe, one day before the end of 1999, the world will be destroyed." She stopped in front of the observatory's telescope and paced back and forth. Although time is tight, her face does not have the slightest anxious expression. , "In order to speed up the progress, we need a large number of experimenters."

"That's why I am here, am I not?" I understand very well what Dr. Ruan Li wants to say, "I am the ideal experiment subject. The previous paradise sample was made with my special medicine. , Isn’t it? Even if it happens, it does prove that there is an important and critical place in my body and in my medicine."

"Sorry, A Chuan. Actually, it wasn't like this at the beginning." Dr. Ruan Li's eyes showed a trace of sadness. She seemed to feel that it was not right for me to be involved in such a situation. matter. However, by chance, things still turned out to be like this. However, I think, in her heart, she also wants to understand my condition and changes, and the resulting paradise samples. What the **** is going on. This is the most common curiosity of researchers, and it also contains goodwill. In the beginning, Dr. Ruan Li’s original intention to participate in this seminar was to find Better equipment and solutions. Go to treat my disease.

Although the idea of ​​facilitating action is complex, there is also the idea of ​​having the best of both worlds.

Even without the influence of White Claudia, I have always been a very special mental patient in her eyes. After the white Claudia's influence appeared, this particularity just became more special. However, I am a mental patient, her adopted son, and this status has not changed.

"I will drink it." I said to her, "As long as it's the medicine my mother delivers. I will drink it. It doesn't matter whether it is to treat me, to research, or to save the world. I believe in my mother, and this is the only way we can do our part right now, isn't it? Mom, like me, doesn’t know much about advanced mathematics and physics."

"A Chuan..." Doctor Ruan Li squatted down suddenly. He held me tightly in his arms, and his voice was a little fuzzy. "Sorry, sorry."

"Don't apologize, Mom." I patted her back calmly and said, "Mom did nothing wrong."

"Can we really succeed? Drink the paradise and get involved in people's spiritual world. Then can we adjust their spirit?" There is not much confidence. In her words, we, as experimenters, want to become existences like "conscious walkers". But. Even if it succeeds, how can a mere conscious walker affect the mental network formed by a huge number of people? There are many problems, but for now, we can only focus on the first step.

The psychedelic "paradise" developed by the research must have the effects they envisioned.

And even if the people who are affected by the white Claudia smoothly step by step, but have mental problems, are re-adjusted, can the "end of the world" be prevented? There have been conclusions that the end of the world led by White Claudia is an avalanche chain reaction. In theory, it can be prevented as long as the chain is interrupted in the middle. However, who can be sure that the spiritual problem is already What about this key node?

Dr. Ruan Li and the others are just psychologists, and they can only think and execute plans from the point of view they are good at.

"Even if I can't solve everyone's mental problems, it should be able to solve my problems, right?" I comforted Dr. Ruan Li, who had rarely seen such a fragile doctor, and said, "Mom, if I drink'paradise' , You can enter your own spiritual world, and you can definitely see clearly what your condition is like."

Furthermore, if you want to defeat the night crow quark that has absorbed "Carmen" and regain and absorb the existence information of "Carmen", you must consider the situation of the night crow quark and the alienated Youjiang at the same time~IndoMTL.com~ With current power In other words, there is still some reluctance to deal with the two at the same time, in addition to some helpers, further improvement of ability is also necessary. No matter what the meaning of the white Claudia and the psychedelic "paradise" in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, it has the possibility of strengthening its own spiritual power. Of course I cannot give up. As long as there is Dr. Ruan Li, no matter what experiment is done, the goal is to "strengthen" rather than "disintegrate". Isn't this a good opportunity?

Conversely, if you don’t do this, what can you do? Although it is necessary to find the righteous body Gao Chuan, it is not easy to leave this repeater world.

In my heart, relying on the fact that Dr. Ruan Li and the others have created a "paradise" can save a lot of time and effort. After all, no matter how Dr. Ruan Li views herself, from the perspective of the doomsday fantasy, her particularity is beyond doubt. In view of what happened at the rest point, I think that this particularity has been exposed in the past few days. I do not deny the authenticity of this repeater world, but I will not deny the authenticity of the invaders from the doomsday illusion because of this. Based on two different perspectives, the "end of the world" that can be seen is different, but it must be the same. (The novel "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone! Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign at the top right "Add a friend", search Pay attention to the official account "qdread", hurry up!) (to be continued...)