Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1271: The end in philosophy

Dr. Ruan Li spent an afternoon to popularize the world she saw to me, including the way of thinking based on this worldview. After letting go of her prejudices, many of her views were inspiring. ＋◆Top＋◆Dian＋◆小＋◆ Say, I have a clearer idea of ​​my plan. I read my diary repeatedly, trying to use my new ideas to explain every conceivable contradiction. Of course, it cannot solve every contradiction perfectly. Even if it seems to be explainable, some parts give people more confidence. In other places, it seems a bit arrogant. For example, why does a third-person perspective of God model appear in my diary to describe “things that happen to others that I shouldn’t know”. Dr. Ruan Li uses this repeater world as the real world view, which can explain this problem well, but my "real side" world view is a bit far-fetched, and I must further assume the existence of "Jiang".

I am very willing to think that "Jiang" exists. However, it should be inferred whether "Jiang" exists from the perspective of the world view. However, on this issue, we must first assume that "Jiang" exists, and Right inside me. The "third-person God" actually means that it observes what is happening from a comprehensive perspective and feeds information back to me. And what my diary writes is not just my own story, but is full of a strong "Jiang" perspective.

The "third-person" situation that can only be explained based on the existence of "Jiang" reminds me of the first time I met Fu Jiang in the doomsday fantasy. After experiencing a period of adventure with her, she was encouraged by her The experience is written down as an adventure story. This memory is still full of warmth, the smell, touch, Fu Jiang's tone and expression, and his own mood at that time. It's as if to jump out of my mind and reappear in front of my eyes.

When it comes to the existence of "Jiang", there are weaknesses in every worldview. When I don't talk about the existence of "Jiang", the world I see is full of confusion, pain, and despair. Instead, just acknowledge the existence of "Jiang". It's like lighting a lamp in the dark.

During repeated examination and thinking, I once again confirmed that for myself, "Jiang" must exist. It is my light, my heat, my life, my destiny. Just assuming that it is illusory and unreal makes me feel painful and cannot be in the process of apocalypse. Find the slightest hope.

No matter the past plan or the current plan, there is a similar core, that is, I must observe it and confirm its existence. Rather than being like it is now, even if it is in human form, it will be because of something I don't understand. The situation that could not be prevented, and disappeared from my observation.

How is Fu Jiang now? I couldn't help but think like this in my heart. I am not worried about it. It’s just that, ever since I tried to sort out the worldview, I’ve always had this idea—when the humanoid Jiang is not by my side, and I can’t feel the "Jiang" in my body, what kind of state does it look like? If it is an illusion, it is when I cannot observe it. Naturally, it can be regarded as "non-existent", but in the various events I have experienced, there are always some disconnected clues that I can't think. "Jiang" does not exist.

Only the existence that is not determined by my subjective observations is the inevitable reality. Therefore, if "Jiang" is real, of course I will not lose my existence because of whether I observe it or not. However, my observations will determine how it will exist. Is it the "virus" method, or the "Jiang" method that I am familiar with-this is the core thing in all plans, and it is also absent from the plans that "Gaochuan" participated in in the past. s things. Including the "super color" and "super Dorothy" in the hospital reality, as far as I know, I have never thought about it from this perspective.

However, it is undeniable that such a move is full of risks in the context of "the end has come". A plan, if the core thing that determines its direction goes wrong, then the plan itself is likely to bring worse results than no plan. I have to follow my own ideas and implement a plan that only I have confirmed. There is still a lot of pressure.

No one around me has the same idea. On the contrary, there are many plans to oppose this idea, and I can't convince them at all, because my explanation is very far-fetched and they are more rational.

I read repeatedly, in my diary, "I shouldn't have understood" the story. I saw the brilliance of people other than myself, their personalities, struggles, and hopes. They shouldn't be denied their existence by just saying "They are all characters of illusory stories." If this is a daily life without apocalypse, then it is certainly normal to think that "mystery" does not exist, and that "the characters in the story are just fiction". However, no matter which world you are in, no matter which world view you are in, the "end of the world" always exists, and it is advanced in a way that mortals cannot understand, even this repeater world. Dr. Ruan Li, who could not recognize the "mystery", also noticed the culprit of "White Claudia"? And even if "White Claudia" can be used by experts in other disciplines to prove from the scientific theory that it is more scientific than "Virus" and "Jiang", it has a sense of existence, but it cannot be denied. The existence of "dimensional" and the theory used to explain this high-dimensional situation cannot be understood by ordinary people, or it cannot prove the correctness of the theory itself. The more it becomes impossible to falsify or prove. It can be verified, of course, which makes people happy, but in fact, in many cases, the inability to falsify theoretical things is already the limit.

Although "White Claudia" is more approachable in observation than "Virus" and "Jiang", its existence is still "unfalsifiable". And at this height, how far is it from "virus" and "jiang"? For us humans, it is actually impossible to measure. If the world of "virus" and "Jiang" is just a fantasy world, then what about the world where there is such a "white Claudia"?

The world in our eyes is no longer a time that mathematics and physics can prove. It can only rise to the height of philosophy to look at it.

When I think of this, my confusion, shock, and thirst for the future have calmed down. In fact, think about it carefully, Dr. Ruan Li's persistence and the doomsday illusion. And the persistence of other people in the hospital reality, there is no difference. Dr. Ruan Li has his own reason and regards other worlds as unreal existences. So, why don’t people in other worlds be so? In the world of philosophy, whether there is a universe, how big the world is, and how many "unsolvable mysteries" exist. None of them have a decisive role. On the contrary, they are more adapted to the existence of "end of the world" than any discipline.

I don’t know much about philosophy, but I also know that thinking about "the world and the truth about yourself, where you come from and where you go" is itself a manifestation of philosophy. Philosophy has no substantive interference in many things. However, it has more than any discipline. It is more tolerant of "abnormal" and "incorrect".

If you look at "the end of the world" to a philosophical level, it will help me relax.

I read, recall, think, analyze. Looking for one's own adventures, the cognition of others, and different worldviews, the situation of the "Trinity" can best be embodied. The characteristic of the "Trinity" is "unity", that is, one-sidedness in observation. Exist in different aspects, but it does not have distinct diversity.

It has been assumed before that "White Claudia", "Virus" and "Jiang" are the trinity. The envisioned "Super Gaochuan" will become a similar existence by integrating different "Gaochuan". In contrast, Sakiya and the others also have the same conditions, because they have been observed no matter in the hospital reality, the doomsday illusion or in this repeater world, while other "theory should exist but actually People who have not encountered them" are still philosophically suspicious.

Only at the philosophical level, will "own observations" be used to determine the existence of a thing, whether it is "one" or "multiple."

From these perspectives, the "personality preservation device" and "spiritual integration device" that "Gaochuan" is looking for also have a considerable degree of suggestive significance?

Now, my observations of Sakiya and the others are all "split". Simply put, I actually treat them in each world as independent women, even if they tell me psychologically, they actually It is the same person, but in fact, it is completely impossible to do it conceptually. It seems that there is an invisible wall that keeps the different people in separate cages. And the use of "personality preservation device" and "spiritual integration device" as I understand it, is not just that I can do it, conceptually, regard them in these different cages as the same? Regardless of the point of view of other disciplines, to think about the meaning of these two special devices, from the perspective of psychology, this is a very strong suggestion-after preservation and integration, different people in different worlds, their existence They will be condensed and become the only one in concept, and this one is the most real them.

The so-called "Super Gaochuan" is actually the only concept like this, but the way to achieve this concept is different.

As for how the "personality preservation device" and the "mental integration device" came about, why did they suddenly appear, and what does it have to do with the "virus"? How do you call it in different worlds? It is difficult to find answers to these questions, but in fact, there is no need to find answers. Because they are something "must exist" on the psychological level that I need, and their actual existence does not exist, in fact, it is not important at all.

For me, it can help me to recognize the "preservation" and "integration" of other people. Such things are "personality preservation devices" and "spiritual integration devices".

Similarly, God is God because he is omniscient and omnipotent. On the other hand, if there is one existence, although it is called God, it is not omnipotent and omnipotent, it is not God in the true sense, but only has the title "God", and it is not the same existence in essence.

The "personality preservation device" and the "spiritual integration device", including the various preparations related to the "Super Gaochuan" project, actually have this meaning.

At the same time, we must at least achieve integration in this sense-regardless of the actual effect-before psychologically, we can imagine the situation of observing "Jiang".

Compared to Sakuya and the others, the situation of Dr. Ruan Li is actually more disturbing. Because, Sakiya and them are in the world I have experienced. They are all observable, and Dr. Ruan Li does not exist in the doomsday illusion, although I met her in this repeater world, and from the perspective of the doomsday illusion, the repeater world is a doomsday attached. The existence of illusion. She exists in the world of repeaters. Naturally, it can be considered to exist in the doomsday illusion. However, in actual cognition, given the examples of Sakiya and others, and the updated world view, it is impossible to transfer this repeater. The world is regarded as an "appendix" to the doomsday illusion, and in this way, to me. The inability to observe her existence in the doomsday illusion itself is a major flaw in observing the unity of its existence.

Regardless of me or Sakiya and the others, what I did in the end must be the integration of the hospital reality, the doomsday illusion and the repeater world. This integration defaults that the doom illusion is an aspect of reality, so it cannot be confirmed. , Whether there is Dr. Ruan Li in the doomsday illusion. On the contrary, it will appear unreal.

The solution also exists-I must find an existence corresponding to Dr. Ruan Li in the doomsday illusion. It may be a person, or not a person, no matter what, there must be such a existence, and it can convince me. This thing is the extent of Dr. Ruan Li.

Recalling the above thoughts, whether it is the difficulty itself or the solution to the difficulty, the subjective factors are very strong. But for me. Objective correctness is actually not that important anymore, because even if you look at the problem objectively, you can’t explain the causes and principles of the “end of the world”. “White Claudia”, “Virus” and “Jiang” are again What the **** is it. Such ambiguous objectiveness leaves nothing but pain and despair. In the face of unreasonable things, there is no need to explain or explain. In short, it is the end of the world that destroys the concept of "the world", not just the end of the world such as "destroying the universe and destroying mankind", what is the difference? What is a better way to look at it subjectively?

In the past, I actually never thought that one day, the observation angle of "the end of the world" will rise to the point of philosophy and concept. I also think that many people have never thought about it this way. Generally speaking, the end of the world is the destruction of mankind, the destruction of the planet, this kind of situation.

"The philosophical end of the world?" A voice like Dr. Ruan Li heard in the ear. I stopped writing suddenly, held down the notebook, and looked back. I saw that Dr. Ruan Li had been standing behind the chair at some point, over my shoulder, staring at the notebook record-I'm not sure, how much she saw. In this diary, I inevitably, again Record the real thoughts in your mind.

"Don't be nervous, this situation like yours has happened many times." Dr. Ruan Li moved a chair, sat down beside me, and said, "If the subsequent treatment is of no use, I think you will also I will forget some of the things in these records. For me, whatever you write in your diary, no matter how shocking the world, to me, it only helps me grasp your psychological changes as soon as possible. . The content itself does not have meaning."

"In other words, no matter what I think, the idea itself is not important, but the reason for the idea, right? Mom." I moved my palm slightly, and Dr. Ruan Li's calm voice was Having such magic power allows me to trust her without reservation. Trust is the most critical link between the psychiatrist and the patient.

"Yes, any information you receive, no matter where you learned it from, is actually subtly changing your mind. No matter how stubborn a person is, this kind of change exists. I have I have reminded you that the information you get from me will be a powerful shock. Under this kind of shock, no matter how your thoughts change, I never think that it will be exactly the same as mine. "Doctor Ruan Li said in a calm, relaxing tone: "I hope you trust me, not the same idea as mine. Then..." She glanced at her notebook, "I saw the comforting results. The change in your psychology is the result of trusting me and trusting the information I give."

I was silent, not knowing how to respond.

"The doomsday in philosophy." Dr. Ruan Li said again, "This idea is very interesting. As far as I am concerned, if it is a doomsday in philosophy, it must be from a philosophical height. , It may be easier to deal with the problems of the doomsday. Just as you imagined by Achuan, start with the unity of self-cognition and observe the unity of other things, whether or not it can really solve other people’s problems. , But, I think, you can definitely solve your own problems."

I am still silent, not knowing how to respond. But Dr. Ruan Li obviously does not need my response.

"Although mental and psychological problems can be solved with drugs, solving with drugs is never a radical cure, but must be solved psychologically. Long ago, you never thought that you are Inconsistent, then, you begin to realize that you are not the only one, but you don’t think this is a problem that must be solved. On the contrary, the other one makes you feel convenient.” Dr. Ruan Li paused, “I think , This is the reason why you have been unable to cure memory impairment and split personality, because you feel that you need it. Now, you have the idea that you must integrate it, which will definitely help your treatment."

"If you cure the memory disorder and split personality, will all the diseases be cured?" I asked.

"No, your mental complications have reached a very alarming level. What you know is just a part. But that was a good start." Dr. Ruan Li replied very positively.

"But, even if it is cured, do you think it is useful for saving the world? Mom." I asked again, because Dr. Ruan Li's perspective on the world is different from mine.

"It doesn't matter." Dr. Ruan Li said calmly, "A Chuan, you are my son first, then my patient, and finally the hero candidate to save the world. I brought you here, except for research The question of the end of the world, but I have repeatedly reminded you that the most fundamental purpose has always been to treat you. Achuan, you must not forget that you will stand here. The original intention was not to save the world. Maybe you really want to do that. , The treatment of one’s own condition is the highest priority. Of course, as it is now, it is indeed a better way to link self-treatment with saving the world."

"Don't you blame me? Mom. These things are... crazy~IndoMTL.com~ aren't they?" I glanced at what I wrote.

"No, you can't compare a normal person with yourself. It's cruel to say that, but since you can admit that you are a mental patient, then you shouldn't be surprised by what you wrote." Ruan Li The doctor’s statement is as sharp as a blade, “You should realize that the mental patient’s self, writing these things, is often called the mental patient’s babble. At the same time, you should also understand that this is not your fault. , But you can’t control yourself, and, for a large part, you have been affected by the end of the world."

"But, Mom, you said that before the end of the world, I was already a mental patient." I said.

"Yes, but what does it matter? All the mistakes are pushed to the end of the world. If it can make you more relaxed, to me, this is the most important thing." Dr. Ruan Li smiled gently, holding his hand. Put it on my head and rubbed it, "No matter when the world is destroyed, humans can only do what they can do, Achuan, can you understand? This limitation is the reason for the birth of philosophy. But it is precisely because of this limitation. In this way, philosophy has become the only thing that, in a sense, can break through the limitations of human beings. Humans try to transcend the world by thinking and imagination, not by action. Therefore, even if they can’t bear the things they can’t bear, If you can’t solve the problems, let’s push them to the end of the world, and then, from a philosophical perspective, look at yourself.” (To be continued...)