Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1273: Ferry


The medicine that Dr. Ruan Li asked me to take "helps sleep", on the contrary, brought me back to the nightmare Las Vegas again. In just two days, the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas has undergone drastic changes. Although it is expected that the 51st District will intensify its interference in the world of repeaters, and the appearance of the black smoke face is also the result of the compromise of all parties, the offensive of the 51st District will be so sudden and rapid. It is indeed somewhat Unexpected. No, before I got the information from John Bull and Carmen, I would be surprised, but now I can understand that the operations in the 51st area are by no means a coincidence.

At least the entry point in time is quite clever. Almost all mysterious organizations that can handle this situation are unable to intervene in the behavior of the 51st District because of the occurrence of a "big event". Although John Bull mentioned the origin of the big event, it was a limited wish made by Doomsday Shinrikyo using the power of a repeater. However, regardless of the time of occurrence, the scope of the spread, and the result, it gives people a sense of precision design. . Just one mysterious event has completed the impact on all mysterious organizations, which can naturally be regarded as a key point.

Everyone, regardless of whether they know the mysterious event, whether they have personally experienced the mysterious event, and how deeply they understand it behind the scenes, will inevitably be affected by the aftermath that follows.

Therefore, I also fully understand the choices made by the members of "Under the Circumstance Lover", whether it is Gregya or others.

"Are other people looking for me like you?" I asked.

"Maybe." Gregya is not so sure, but I think if they really make up their minds and take this opportunity to get out of the whisperer, they will probably choose to let Gregya take no action at the same time. Gregya is regarded as the bond that maintains the relationship between the "behind the scenes lover" and the "whisperer". It is not unimaginable. Although this view is more utilitarian, personally, I don't hate such an identity.

No matter in the past or now, "Gaochuan" has always played such a role. It's not just "Gao Chuan", files and John Bull. Isn’t it the same?

From this point of view, it becomes clearer that the "under-the-scenes lover" intends to take advantage of this turmoil to gain greater autonomy.

This nightmare, Las Vegas, is a world of consciousness. I know it is such a world, but in my eyes and in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li. There must be many differences in its color, image and meaning. When I am here to communicate with Gregya seriously, what does Dr. Ruan Li think of such a move?

Although, Dr. Ruan Li said that everything is my fantasy, but also mentioned that white Claudia will make humans have an interactive illusion-mental networking. She described it this way, but. There is a subtle difference between the meaning of the term "mental networking" and Dr. Ruan Li. Because I can directly feel the interactivity of this kind of spiritual consciousness, such as everything that happened in this nightmare Las Vegas, so. You can understand such words literally. And Dr. Ruan Li might just use this word to describe the illusion of interaction, and he is more inclined to a kind of illusion of sympathy.

Although, from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li. The term "illusion" is often mentioned, and it is also used to deny the existence of doomsday illusions and hospital reality. On the other hand, Dr. Ruan Li also admits that in the hallucinogenic reaction, human mental activity and mental state affect oneself. Behavior has a strong impact, and then through human behavior, it has an equally strong impact on reality, and in this process, the person who acts is in an unconscious state. Because everything he can feel is not simply an illusion, but a kind of illusion and reality, and the illusion distorts the reality.

"It is possible that this kind of illusion that distorts perception is deepened by the number of people." Dr. Ruan Li once had such a conjecture, "The more people affected by White Claudia, the illusion will occur. The more frequent, the closer the connection between illusion and reality and the lack of flaws. From my point of view, the interlocutor in the illusion is actually at a distance of several cities. Normally speaking, it is possible to talk, but However, the illusion can make the person feel that the person they are talking to is standing a few meters away. What is even more incredible is that they can obtain the information of the exchange from them afterwards, that is to say, they have indeed completed the exchange. No Isn’t it incredible that this kind of thing can be done by relying on instruments and equipment? However, there have been theoretical proofs that humans themselves have this possibility."

What she means is that "White Claudia" allows mankind to show a possibility like the mythical age. If mankind can indeed complete the spiritual network, no matter how far apart, it does not need to borrow an instrument. To complete the interaction, it must be a fairly advanced era, and the process of human civilization will also take a big step forward. However, when such abilities are merely preparing for "deeper hallucinations" and "the end of the world", it makes her feel terrified instead.

From the short-term research results, the impact of "White Claudia" on humans is not entirely bad. However, from the final results, these seemingly good places are all contributing factors. An important part of the worst result. Therefore, it is better to treat these situations that seem to usher in a new era of human civilization as bad things from the beginning.

Dr. Ruan Li originally had this idea in his body, observing the changes of everyone around him when the end of the world comes. If the influence of Claudia White can be prevented, people can no longer be in hallucinations, or some kind of medicine can be created to suppress this hallucination and mental networking, which is the original idea to deal with the changes in the end of the world.

However, it failed.

Facts have proved that the impact of White Claudia on mankind, for the time being, cannot be reversed by manpower.

After that, I had to turn to another way of thinking: people can take the initiative to leave and enter the illusion, to the greatest extent, to protect their senses from being corroded by the illusion. However, after being influenced by White Claudia, it is extremely difficult for people to distinguish between reality and illusion, because of their own perception of things. Has been eroded too deeply by hallucinations. But it is impossible to ignore it, so from this idea, a conceptual product "paradise" was born.

"Paradise" is conceived as a powerful psychedelic made by white Claudia, which can immerse in hallucinations. People who have been unable to distinguish between the hallucinations and the real ones, carry out a second influence, and re-correct the distorted perceptions in a way of offsetting or hedging. In this scenario, the "paradise" will of course have side effects. The biggest side effect is that normal people will become abnormal if they take it.

The correct way of taking it. It is to first measure the degree of white Claudia's influence on the drug users through professional means, and then dilute the "paradise" according to the proportion, so that the hallucinations produced after taking it will not be too weak or too strong.

Before we participated in this seminar, "Paradise" failed to complete, but only possessed such a theory. but. Dr. Ruan Li claimed to have mentioned it to me, so I was in my adventure diary. She created a similar "paradise" of psychedelic drugs, and in the mysterious incident at the rest point, she used my drugs to prescribe other people, and she was indeed following the intended use regulations.

Maybe. She hadn't particularly thought about it at the time that she could complete the sample closest to "paradise" in such a direct manner. However, her behavior is in the "limited wish" of the doomsday truth cult. It may be extremely critical.

Everything started with White Claudia, so White Claudia itself is also the key to solving the problem. The research of Doomsday Shinrikyo generally adheres to this idea. After this idea, it is the differences between the researchers based on their own knowledge. For example, Dr. Ruan Li, who specializes in psychology, will listen carefully to what other professionals say, but will not follow their starting point. Mathematics experts start with mathematics and science, then, psychology experts choose to look at and solve problems from the mental and psychological aspects, it is natural that, even if everyone has the right to study from the side they are good at, but in terms of resources But to a large extent, it restricts everyone from doing this.

Use white Claudia to create a "paradise", and then through the forcible reversal of people's mentality, to achieve the normalization of human behavior, and then the "end of the world" is lifted. Psychologists claim this, but they are criticized by experts in other fields.

Human being equal to the world-this equation is not accepted by others, "What is the relationship between human beings and the end of the world?" Such questions are rampant. However, whether it is "the end of the world" or "the end of mankind," it is an indisputable fact that human beings will perish. Therefore, the conflict of ideas is not so fierce as to part ways, but secretly, stumbling still occurs from time to time.

Dr. Ruan Li’s perception of the series of dangerous situations that occurred before can be said to be based on the above situation, and the changes in Nightmare Las Vegas, from a cognitive perspective, probably There will be no discrepancies. However, I cannot give up the intelligence accumulated in the past and look at the problem from such a single angle.

When viewing the world of repeaters as a "side of reality", what kind of situation is "Nightmare Las Vegas"? The answer is that it is different from past perceptions, but the changes are not so obvious. Because, in any case, it has not deviated from the attribute of "ideology".

Imagine that in this "real" world, a group of people are affected by the white Claudia. When dreaming, they are deeply trapped in the same nightmare, and in this nightmare, they are close to each other and each other The interactive and environmentally realistic place is the city of "Las Vegas". When they wake up, they are still haunted by an illusion related to "Nightmare Las Vegas". This illusion is an "electronic demon messenger". Of course, these people think they are "electronic demon messengers", so they do Corresponding behavior, however, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, who was not affected, the mysterious power that these "electronic demon messengers" thought existed, in fact, did not exist, and their specific behavior that affected reality was not "mysterious", but It's just a "crime" of mental illness.

If this assumption can be accepted, then the signs of the end of the world will be clearly manifested in the psychopathic behavior of human beings.

However, I can't see this kind of sight.

No, it's not so much that you can't see it, it's better that you can't recognize it. To put it simply, I can’t generate the perception of “the battle of electronic demon messengers. It’s just a group of mental patients going mad” because I have seen the destruction caused by their wave of hands. For me, this destruction is not simply What humans can do is extremely real. If you don't react, you will also be hurt.

Illusion or not, it is in this kind of cognition and feedback that there is a strong contradiction.

Also, although I took the initiative to try and see this repeater world as real, but from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li, to see what is happening in this world, I can’t do it at all. of. This is true both rationally and perceptually. To give a reason: If I don't have "mystery" and I am just a mentally ill teenager, how can I save the world and the people I love? After all, it does not mean that if you admit that you are just a mental patient with no power, the end of the world does not exist. The one you love will also live-not at all, because. Dr. Ruan Li said that even from her perspective, the beginning of the end of the world is an indisputable fact.

Regardless of my ability, my worldview, and my mental state, what I see is illusion or reality. "The end of the world has come" is an indisputable fact. It is unreasonable, unreasonable, no matter from which angle, no matter from which idea. Can't deny its existence.

Then, if you want to fight against such apocalypse, the important thing is not to look at the problem from any angle, but the concept of "No matter from which angle you stand, you can achieve the idea of ​​preventing the end of the world". On the contrary, whether it is based on "the illusion of the mental patient" or the "truth of Dr. Ruan Li", what is to be achieved in the end is still the result of two aspects at the same time. That is, the doomsday in the eyes of mental patients, and the doomsday in the eyes of normal people like Dr. Ruan Li, whether it is the doomsday of the repeater world, the doomsday illusion, or the doomsday of the hospital reality, it must end, and it must end simultaneously. .

Most people can't do it.

Therefore, it is necessary to become a super high river-can exist in the repeater world, the doomsday illusion and the hospital reality at the same time, and at the same time can see the world of the mentally ill, and the world in the eyes of Dr. This kind of existence and unity, as well as the existence and unity of different worlds observed from different angles, can be recognized and confirmed-such existence is possible.

Being such a super Gaochuan is just the first step.

Although I have already imagined the second step, the third step, and even what way and what result will be achieved. However, only the first step is already very difficult.

I have a lot of anxiety and confusion, as well as anxiety about the plan itself, but these emotions are meaningless until the first step is completed.

The situation that is happening in Las Vegas, the nightmare, is of great significance and impact to electronic demon messengers like Gregya. Because of the drastic changes in the living environment, he is very disturbed. However, from the perspective of what I can see and recognize, these effects are actually not important. The core of what the 51st District does is not to transform the living environment of Nightmare Las Vegas, nor is it such a superficial act of fighting for power.

Everything they do revolves around the repeater itself, and Nightmare Las Vegas is just a selected entry point. It is precisely because the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas has become extremely eye-catching, so if you pay too much attention to the changes in Nightmare Las Vegas, you will probably be fooled by ignoring the fact that the 51st district is hidden here. Important actions under focus.

For example: In the incident where the smoky face attacked the meeting place, even if not all the dead, most of the dead were pre-selected, premeditated, and their bodies were already in the 51st district. Transported away, and will inevitably be used to do further things.

For Gregya, this is a disturbing situation. However, I need a better reason to be involved in this matter before I can proceed with this action-I must find a connection point that links the actions in the 51st area to the needs of my plan. Otherwise, why should I use the time to complete my plan to do such an irrelevant thing?

Although the Black Smoky Face's attack has caused a bad influence, it is no longer possible for the 51st District to expand the incident, and they do not have the confidence to target the major mysterious organizations at the same time. This time, they got a good time, but I believe that John Bull will deliberately mention the "deviation" of the torchlight and will definitely not aimlessly. In the 51st district, in the whole incident, is it a question mark whether it perfectly fulfilled its expectations.

If they can’t show resistance to “bias,” then whatever they want to do, the result will be unsatisfactory. In this way, naturally there is no need to care about what the 51st district wants to do.

Isn’t the cyberball represented by John Bull the best example of this attitude of “watching on the wall”?

But, even if she explained it to Gregya, she probably didn't understand it. The "deviation" of Torchlight and the interweaving of the behaviors and ideas of various mysterious organizations have become so complicated that she is not understandable by her novice. This is a complex game, a complex interaction, which is abnormal and full of mental illness.

However, if Gregya can divert her attention from the nightmare of Las Vegas to reality, to pursue the actions in the 51st District, it may be able to relieve the pressure in her heart. With this kind of thinking, I deliberately shifted the focus of the topic from "What should she do in Las Vegas in the nightmare" to "What should she do in reality".

"What happened in Nightmare Las Vegas is not the point." I said, "Although there are many doubts about the existence of this ideological world, at least it is not the time to solve them. You have played the game. Before reaching the bottom of the level, there are always many levels to be broken one by one. Nightmare Las Vegas is a level, but before the game progress reaches the bottom, it does not take much weight."

The nightmare Las Vegas has been certain to be the Nazi’s private land, but at this stage, the Nazis still show no signs of aggressive action. Then, the electronic demon messengers who dove in the magpie's nest staged the nightmare in Las Vegas, at most, it is the situation of internal tumbling. And their survival or not will also be a signal, a signal of "whether the monster in the depths of the nightmare has been released?"

In any case, the longer you stay in Nightmare Las Vegas, the more dangerous it is. This is inevitable. Even if you cannot completely liberate yourself from Nightmare Las Vegas, I also suggest that Gregya should not focus too much on the situation in Nightmare Las Vegas, and there is no need to take risks in it, because it makes no sense at all. No.

"What benefits can you expect from Nightmare Las Vegas?" I said.

"Should... there will be?" Gregya said what she and most people thought. Nightmare Las Vegas is a strange and unique place in their eyes, and such a place, like a treasure trove, must have some secrets that can benefit oneself. When they entered here, they felt compelled at first, but they soon took the idea of ​​a gold digger and enjoyed this "world that only special people know".

I know that I am different from them. From the beginning, I didn’t come in because "you can get benefits here," but because "it’s dangerous here. Although there is no benefit, it may be The key to the exception is here to act.

"No~IndoMTL.com~ here, even if it is such a place where the enemy cannot be seen, it is full of danger, but it is not even the slightest benefit." I took her and set foot on the inaccessible neighborhoods, and quickly The most familiar meeting place is close. I didn't expect that this time I entered, I would come to such a remote place, and Gregya also found such a place at the same time.

"I heard that there are invisible monsters here..." Gregya seemed to think of something, "It's like an urban legend. Some people will disappear inexplicably, but few people can prove it. I don’t know how it spread out."

"Monsters exist, of course." I glanced at her and warned seriously: "The bar is the safest place in Las Vegas in the nightmare. If you have to come out, then, try not to act alone. Don't completely get out of the sight of others. In order to hide, putting yourself in a place that no one can see is the most stupid thing here."

"Because, will be eaten by monsters?" Gregya said teasingly.

"Yes." I said, "This is not a joke." (To be continued...)

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