Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1281: The mental patient Marceau

The extension of the seminar to a week is certainly not without a target. This period of time is enough for any jaw-dropping changes to occur. The study of "paradise" will surely be exposed to all kinds of dangerous prying eyes. When behind this seminar, there are already two elements of Doomsday Truth, and it can be concluded that almost all of them can be named. The mysterious organization already knows part of the information. And are those people interested in "paradise"? There is no need to hesitate the answer: of course they will be interested. Whether it is White Claudia or Paradise, they have already shown the existence of Doomsday Shinrikyo, and if they regard them as opponents, they will never miss this opportunity, except In addition, I believe that many people also care about the "paradise" itself.

According to my information, Father Edward’s Saya virus seems to have been developed in a different way during the manufacturing process of "Paradise". In addition, even in the past doomsday illusion, although Father Edward has not been heard of the person, the Saya virus still exists, and it is also the first time that it has appeared from the territory of the Mal Jones family. It is the same as the present doomsday. The common points of the illusion have proved to a large extent the relationship between "paradise" and "Saya virus". Then, add the "smoky face" in the 51st district-its original form is called the "Trojan virus", and its characteristics are very similar to the "Saya virus", which can almost be regarded as the 51st district Evidence of cooperation with Father Edward.

In the nightmare of Las Vegas last night, John Bull and Zuo Chuan have confirmed that the 51st District has reached a closer cooperation with Doomsday Shinrikyo in this repeater world. For this, It is undoubtedly a conceivable, but still influential impact. In Nightmare Las Vegas, their actions are sufficient to state their position. Whether John Bull is standing, or standing in the position of the network ball. She can't be ambiguous on this issue in her attitude, and the 51st district, who is bound to realize this, can naturally assume that it will not be the first to go to both ends. Although it is a pity, but for many insiders. The 51st District, which has stated its position in this way, is completely the enemy, and all subsequent actions will of course be examined with a hostile attitude, and the 51st District is also the same.

In this case, the above-mentioned organizations and roles will appear in the activities of the seminar this week, which is completely identifiable. The question is, when and with what attitude will they appear, which is a strong offensive. Or is it a tactful conspiracy? I feel that although the real purpose of this seminar is to try to make a drug that will help fight the end of the world in a more gentle and kind manner, the internal philosophy of the Doomsday Truth cult mentioned by Dr. Nguyen Li is different. , It may be intensified at the same time as the "paradise" is made. This also means that the members of the Doomsday Sect in the seminar cannot be regarded as their own. And get the support of mysterious organizations and individuals from different positions. The split and confrontation of the seminar itself is also a foreseeable situation.

However. Perhaps the atmosphere will become more and more urgent, but the real danger that cannot be mitigated should be when the development of the "paradise" reaches a certain technological stage where it can be determined to take effect. Whether there is a complete theory or just luck, as long as the first batch of "paradise" is created. Whether it is as expected in the seminar or not, it will definitely attract hostile prying eyes, and then take away this technology and transform it, and finally form a future in this world that is more in line with the doomsday illusion.

From some perspectives, "paradise" will definitely be researched and manufactured. Moreover, it will definitely become the kind of "paradise" in the doomsday illusion. It has nothing to do with what it looked like at the beginning, or what kind of well-intentioned people who researched it.

I couldn't help touching the two bottles of "paradise" samples in my arms. According to Dr. Ruan Li, it is not a real "paradise", but in terms of form and effect, it is already very close to what it is inferred. On the basis of this sample, continue to study, the progress will be greatly accelerated. In this way, it will not exceed one month at most, and the changes I envisioned above will occur.

Before that, there should be no problem. Most enemies will still choose to hide in the dark. After all, they have no way to study the "paradise" by themselves.

"Do you want me to give you a list of routine patients?" On the way back, Dr. Ruan Li asked me.

"If you can." I replied. I think that not only the "paradise" will have problems, even the patients in the regular consultations may cause some unexpected changes. From Dr. Ruan Li’s point of view, these patients, including me, are all mental patients affected by White Claudia, but from the perspective of transforming into a doomsday illusion, it may be confirmed that all these patients are electronic demons. The messenger, and because of mental and psychological problems, it is likely to be a specific electronic demon messenger.

I know not many specific electronic demon messengers, but unfortunately, Marceau of this world is one of them. Moreover, including the time she was away, it is difficult for me not to rely on her situation in this seminar. If you think about it this way, you have a feeling of "it wouldn't be so coincidental," but it's hard to deny the possibility.

I want to confirm whether her name is on the list of routine patients, and if so, who is responsible for the application. I don't know much about the reality of Marceau in this world. Even in Nightmare Las Vegas, I can't confirm that what I came into contact with was me or something else. In that ideological world, it should not be too difficult for such a specific electronic demon messenger to disguise himself actively or passively.

If there is such a person, putting Marceau's name on the list of routine clinics will at least show that there is a certain degree of relationship between this person and Marceau. From this, I can learn more about Marceau's situation.

I don’t think being included in the routine clinic list is a bad thing. It may cause some subjective and self-esteem damage. However, the patients on the list will be highly valued during this time. From the perspective of a patient, this emphasis is of course more beneficial. If there is something tricky, I can definitely get confirmation from Dr. Ruan Li.

But, anyway. From another perspective, the patients under study are a group of extremely dangerous electronic demon messengers, but it is impossible for all the people who study and treat them to be like Dr. Ruan Li, completely ignoring the mystery. therefore. This routine consultation itself is a test that takes a lot of risk, and the invited experts may not be able to recognize this in advance.

If possible, I hope I can get to know Marceau and curb some of her malicious behaviors, and at the same time protect her from being violated by other people's malice during the routine diagnosis. To say whether I would like to see her name on the list of routine clinicians, my answer is of course yes.

Yes, I hope Marceau is here. Although it is dangerous here, it is better than she is "missing" and I can't see it. The place that can't be touched is better.

"There is a familiar stranger on the list." Dr. Ruan Li also hinted something, said to me like this, then took out a new mobile phone from my pocket and asked me to exchange the one I was using cell phone. It turns out that patients like me also need to follow the principle of confidentiality during the seminar.

I didn't hesitate, and I immediately sent a few brief messages to the Whisperer's headquarters to explain the current situation, and then I changed my phone. Same as I thought. After turning on the phone, it is in the contact file. There is no ability to add new people at all, and all participants and moderators have been recorded in the mobile phone system in advance. At the same time, it is impossible to connect to the public network, and the local network of the seminar has been showing congestion. In addition to using the phone and information that comes with the mobile phone, it is completely impossible to communicate with the outside world.

"Can the local network also be turned on?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Further permissions are needed." Dr. Nguyen Li said: "Formally join the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church and hold a position with high-level requirements for the Internet to gain more permissions. Moreover, although this phone looks like a smart phone But the system used is not optimized for intelligence, and the entire system is very closed. I heard that science and engineering experts are trying to create a software that can monitor changing data in real time under the influence of White Claudia. The primary version of the software is already in this phone. Of course, how effective is it, you must collect enough data to convince experts in those fields."

"To put it simply, wearing it is like wearing a dog tag." I said casually, and Dr. Ruan Li just laughed and said nothing.

I fumbled for about a minute, and found the list of the other six patients in the data archive.

As I thought, the profile with the girl’s profile picture and the name "Marceau" is in it. Marceau here is really different from what I saw in Nightmare Las Vegas. Specifically, she in Nightmare Las Vegas is more dreamy, but she in the photo is one more. Divide the breath of real people. This is not only the direct perception of appearance, skin and eyes, but also a distinction between reality and surrealism. However, in the overall outline, if I only look at the side and the back, I can roughly recognize her directly.

The content of these patient data is quite detailed, including the patient's birth, origin and past diagnosis. In this information, Marceau, who has always been mysterious, is no longer as mysterious as the nightmare when he was in contact with Las Vegas. Her background is neither good nor bad, but it is also quite different from what she showed in Nightmare Las Vegas. For example, her former parents were both ordinary employees working in the bank. In seven years, the whole family Traveling to Las Vegas, both of her parents were killed in the car accident. As a result, she suffered severe physical and mental damage to her brain. In her daily life, she exhibited extremely severe aphasia and retardation. Later, she got a private family. Take care of welfare institutions and stay in Las Vegas for treatment. So far, her life is just a daily routine in terms of the patient's condition, and her symptoms have improved somewhat during this period.

From this information, Marceau’s life is much calmer than I thought. Of course, there is no report about her becoming an electronic demon messenger, but just looking at this report is enough to be sure , Even if he became a specific electronic demon messenger, it didn't make Marceau make weird behaviors in daily life. As if she vented all the extreme abnormalities in Las Vegas, the nightmare.

Marceau's information seems harmless to humans and animals, but it does not mean that other people's information is also the same. In the age range of the patient, the youngest is Marceau, who is only eleven years old, and the oldest is a sixty-year-old black woman. The age groups in between are 16 years old, 25 years old and 40 years old. Females account for a larger proportion, while there are only two males. They are middle-aged 40-year-old and 25-year-old youth. . Although the information has indicated their brief life and medical history, however. Of course, there is no mystery that I want to know.

"Mom. If my diary is all my own fantasy content. Then there is Marceau in reality, and, unlike Sakiya and Hakkei, there is no more practical intersection between me and her. This is not Is it weird?" I asked. If I just write down those things in a state of psychosis, and treat myself as a character in the story. Then, Marceau should only be the role of the story, at least, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li. After all, I have never touched her in the real world of this repeater world.

"I don't think so." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Doesn't there also exist a realistic original version of Sakuya and Bajing in your story? Then, there is nothing surprising about the existence of Marceau's original version in reality. I know what you mean. You think that you have been in contact with Sakiya and Hakjing, so you can be the reason for them in the story, and you think that you have not been in contact with Marceau in reality-indeed, from the information, You really don’t have much reason or evidence for contacting her. But, think about it the other way around. Can you really confirm that you have never been in contact with her in reality? In my opinion, since she is mentioned in your diary , This is the proof that you have seen her in reality. Even if it is just a glance, she also left a deep impression in your heart. Of course I don’t understand what was going on at that time, but you should be I know. So, if you ask why Marceau appeared in your story, you are the real answerer."

Doctor Ruan Li looked at me with a calm gaze and said, "So, A Chuan, why does Marceau appear in your diary?"

I walked a few steps in silence, raised my eyes, looked at her firmly, and replied: "Because she has always been in my heart."

"...good answer." Doctor Ruan Li didn't reprimand me for being cunning, but smiled understandingly. I don't know if what she thinks and what I mean to answer is the same thing, but I think this smile, even if it is not correct, must be the most appropriate answer.

I cannot explain why Marceau appeared in my diary from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li. However, the truth to me is not only the truth of Dr. Ruan Li. No matter how Marceau appears in my mind, this question is completely meaningless from other angles. She is already in my heart, this is the point.

Since Marceau is here, then I must also take care of her.

"Who brought her here?" I asked.

"I don’t know, I came here with the host of the seminar. This time the host is a man named Dallas. Well, it’s my old friend. However, Marceau is not recommended by him, but Someone recommended it to him. After all, Dallas has spent a lot of work privately in order to organize this seminar. He brought four out of the seven patients," said Dr. Ruan Li.

"Fr Edward..." I said, "Perhaps it was sent by Father Edward." In the past, I have also imagined whether there is a certain inevitable relationship between Father Edward and specific electronic demon messengers, for example, he The mysterious seeds will be planted into the consciousness of these people. Moreover, after commissioning him to investigate Marceau, he has been unclear. To say that he has nothing to do with Marceau, but it makes people feel a little unacceptable.

"Oh-another story character." Dr. Ruan Li asked me back: "Do you think that as long as the character appears in your diary, there must be an original version in reality?"

"Yes." I am serious, and I answer naturally.

"Then, instead, it proves that you have forgotten more than you think." Dr. Ruan Li said, "I don’t know Marceau or Father Edward. It’s just from your diary. In, I have seen these two characters. Now, I see Marceau, but it does not mean that I will also see Father Edward."

"You will see, I think, he will come here." I said, "Maybe he has changed his face and is unrecognizable, but I feel even more that he will appear as an expert. I believe, He described in my diary must have similarities with him in reality. And this similarity is likely to be manifested in knowledge. He is a theologian with rich knowledge and experience. He must also be a very good psychologist."

"That’s also true. In these days, without a good eloquence, and without a little psychology, one cannot become a qualified preacher." Dr. Ruan Li relaxed, "Then, you want to tell me What? Achuan. Even if Father Edward is an excellent psychologist, he will participate in the research, and it will also play a positive role in the research itself."

"No, you still don’t understand, Mom." I said to her as seriously as possible: "Father Edward’s attitude towards Marceau, and the paradise he wants, is different from the seminar, and must be You are different. He is dangerous."

"...Understood, I will pay attention, but I also want to emphasize to you, A Chuan." Dr. Ruan Li said sternly, "The characters in the diary are just your drama based on the original reality."

Of course I understand what she means. She wants to say that the characters in my diary are not exactly the same as them in the reality of the repeater. Even from the perspective of the doomsday illusion and the hospital reality, Marceau, Sakuya, and Eight Views all proved this, but the invaders are different. It is difficult for me to separate the Father Edward of this world from Father Edward of the Doomsday Realm, just as I cannot think that the self in the Doomsday Realm and the self who is now integrated into the repeater world are two different people, between each other. What is the difference between the original version and the revised version.

To look at any situation based entirely on the authenticity of this repeater world, or to have only one kind of real Dr. Ruan Li, of course, it is impossible to truly understand. But this may also be an illustration of "why the world of mental patients is difficult to understand".

Although Dr. Ruan Li’s compromise was not because she believed it, but because she preferred to think about my personal problems from another angle, I didn’t blame her for it. It’s impossible, isn’t it? Regardless of whether she is concerned about this matter or not, I am still the only one who can handle this matter well.

I believe that Father Edward must know that I am here and that I have noticed his presence.

Marceau is like a buffer zone between us.

"Can other patients also get this information and cell phone?" I asked, switching to the topic of Father Edward.

"Of course it's impossible. However, I insist that you have a mobile phone and materials, so the seminar also made concessions. If giving you this material as a way of diagnosis and treatment, it would be accommodating. What's more, I am your attending doctor, and I have the most say in your situation." Dr. Ruan Li said.

"Then ~IndoMTL.com~When can we reach patients?" I said, "I hope I can be with Marceau."

"It seems that you really care about her, but it is also expected." Dr. Ruan Li heard me say this, but had no objection at all, just said: "In this case, you can live in early In the mental hospital. During the regular consultation, other people are free to go to and from the villa and the mental hospital, but if you want to be admitted to the mental hospital, you can only stay there before the regular consultation is over. Of course, I will I go to see you every day, and during the seminar, whether you live with me or not, the time we meet will not be reduced a little bit, because I am your attending doctor, whether it is a routine diagnosis or a paradise research and development. Achuan, you are a very important role."

Doctor Ruan Li’s answer made me feel happy. I couldn’t help thinking that since none of the other patients got the information, she would be surprised when I appeared in front of Marceau. But I can't help but worry about how to communicate with her. Because, to me, she is already a very important and familiar family member, but to her, isn't it like the friends I met on the Internet, and the embarrassment at the current gathering? (To be continued...)

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