Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1287: I don’t know the magic
Weird things emerge in an endless stream, making people confusing, and can only rely on guesses and associations to figure out the situation from time to time. Don’t try to find the true truth, because, conceptually, it means “human beings cannot really understand Case". This is the "mystery", whether in the doomsday illusion or in the world of repeaters, it is the same. If the hospital has something that can be called "mystery" in reality-the closest thing, such as "virus"-it must fit this concept.
No matter which world you stand in and observe other worlds, you can always assume that the other person makes associations based on where you are, which means that the so-called "dependency relationship" is in these uncertain interpretations. In the middle, they are all vague and can be changed. This ambiguous situation is also the most obvious common ground among all the adventures I have experienced.
When you can find your true love in every world and live with it, can you harden your heart and say that only one of them is true and the rest are false?
Maybe someone can.
But that is not a world that I can reach, and I don't want to go to that world.
For me, I should be desperately eager to love and be loved. Whether it is with my mother, wife, girlfriend, best friend, or whatever, I want to be loved by them, and I am willing to fall in love with them madly.
I have done a lot of things and tried to harden my heart and make some plans of "sacrifice some people, save some people" or "sacrifice the present and save the future", but in the end, the facts I can observe often come out Almost what I originally thought. So, my plan was shattered before it really started. But I feel it. I have never been troubled by this failure, so, probably deep in my heart, such a plan is "forced".
Maybe I should be happy with the development today.
If the world in my eyes is only an aspect of reality-there are similar sayings in science. But I look at it from a philosophical and occult perspective.
So, how much price do I have to pay to obliterate all the "end of the world" and "the misery and pain of the beloved" that happened on every aspect of what I have observed?
It should be said that I don’t know how to do it. All the plans seem to be feasible, but whether they are feasible or not, I’m not sure in my heart. However. I am quite sure that if I just pay a sufficient price, then I am willing to pay for it.
The same thing as the past plan is that I still place part of my hopes on "Jiang".
The difference is that I tried to get the initiative back in my hands.
Not passively waiting for the appearance of "Jiang" and its actions. Let it be truly shown in front of me. Instead, actively try to observe it and confirm it. Use this to determine everything that happens with it as the center. The concept of the Trinity gave me a theoretical basis. It made me think that perhaps it is possible to observe the "Jiang" actively and confirm the state of the "Jiang" through a complete and comprehensive approach. From every real side, to affirm its existence, thereby denying the existence of "virus" and negating everything that has happened because of the existence of "virus".
Very strange theory, right?
According to the concept of "objective". If "Jiang" exists objectively, then it should not be a "virus" because of my observation and confirmation.
However, no matter in philosophy, occultism or science, there is such a theory: own observation and confirmation have an impact on the world far beyond one's imagination, and it happens on an extremely high-dimensional and extremely microscopic level. Variety.
If "Jiang" and "virus" cannot be observed, they themselves have a profound meaning to us, then, I think, it is probably not to be affected by our observation and cognition. Whether "Jiang" or "virus", its unpredictable existence can be explained by this kind of thinking. They are affecting everything, and at the same time being affected by everything, and among them, human beings who cannot observe them may have little influence on them.
In this way, as long as they can be observed, such behavior will have a huge impact on them.
If you think about it this way, it is not impossible to think that "unobservable" is actually the protective color of the existence of "Jiang" and "virus", or a way of survival.
And, I think, not all observers can have enough influence on it. Whether it should exist as a "Jiang" or a "virus", the key factors should also be restrictive. In view of those things that have happened in the past, I have to guess that maybe I am one of the key factors that can affect it.
Others want to use "observation" and "confirmation" to determine its existence, which may not be possible at all.
But I can.
My special place than others is here.
If you think this way, you may be a little arrogant, and in the eyes of other people, you may be scorned and thought of as a psychotic attack.
However, besides thinking this way, what kind of thinking direction do I have so that I can try to tell a perfect ending for this adventure story? In the game, the death ending, the ordinary ending, the true ending and the perfect ending all exist. Conceptually, only the true ending is the truth in the minds of the story makers. But for the reader, the perfect ending may be a little dreamy, and he knows that it can't happen under normal circumstances, but he still has good conjectures and longs for its existence.
In this story of "Jiang" and "Virus", since I am not the creator of the script, nor the protagonist, it may be compared to the "true ending" expected by "Jiang" and "Virus". It may be contradictory, or even sad, but I feel that "it should be like this" in the true ending. I am very selfish thinking that there must be a "perfect ending."
Therefore, my guess, my association, my actions, all the factors that cause me to start thinking, change my thinking and take action, will all become "propelling myself to reach the perfect ending" in my eyes. .
Even if this perfect ending is too dreamy, the method of realization is too speechless and ridiculous.
Yes, it doesn't matter.
What I need. It's not the "truth" that the person who wrote the story thinks, but the "perfection" that I can imagine as a supporting role, a passive reader.
This kind of thought has been entangled deep in my heart in the following time. Let me not have any hesitation when the situation is uncertain.
My thoughts are very clear.
Whether the front is **** or heaven, it has no meaning to me.
It was supposed to be the gate of the third floor of the building, and it stood in front of us. I saw it again at this time. Although there was not much change in the color and luster, it still looked old, but it was especially rotten. It seems to confirm our previous speculation-this is usually the third floor of an ordinary building, but now it has become a compartment leading to hell, or the thirteenth floor of hell.
Before us, there have been many experts here in order to find a way. We don't know what they encountered, however. Even if you stay on the fourth floor, the situation is not necessarily so good. Too depressing atmosphere. Obviously some "catalysts" have been added to make those who decide to stay in the conference room and wait for rescue to be emotionally unstable, even if they have knowledge of psychology, but those people know at a glance that it is difficult to adjust themselves. . We are convinced that we are more sober than those people. It is precisely because of this that they chose to withdraw from the meeting room.
Except we are still in action, the entire fourth floor has become empty and gloomy, and the flickering lights have been spreading from the buckle of the stairs. We stood in front of the gate, in the suffocating silence of the air. From time to time, there was a sizzle of electric current, as if a dim light bulb would burn out at any time.
"Would you like to go in?" Although they came here without hesitation, everyone stopped at this last step by appointment.
"Do we have any other way out besides going in?" said the fortuneteller, sounding like he was cheering for himself. Because her question is unanswered for herself or for others. Staying on the fourth floor is not necessarily bad, but leaving there and going to the third floor is not necessarily a good choice. We are just assuming that the third layer has a key to solving all problems, at least the key to avoiding most problems.
We are trying to find this key, not to do it once and for all, but just to do that, there is nothing else we can do.
In these judgments, we overestimated the difficulty as much as possible, but from a psychological point of view, we all know that this decision itself already means that we try to "go to the third level "It's a good idea.
The situation is worse than we thought, but it is actually the most likely.
But if you think like that, you won't be unable to generate the will to act. Staying in place, although you have to endure the fear caused by the proliferation of shadow tumors and the anxiety caused by the people who fall into negative emotions, it is still psychologically acceptable compared to the unknown danger.
Perhaps, for me, it makes no difference wherever I stay. My ability and focus on events are completely different from ordinary people. It doesn’t matter to me what other people’s choices are, but they themselves have to bear the pressure of making decisions.
In the environment at this time, in addition to the weird things, the most certain is the other Mageweave messenger. I can feel his presence. I think he should be more closely related to the current situation.
How can I find him? In the occult, the third floor of the building, which already has a different meaning, is one of the most doubtful places.
In this case, I don't think that the burden of making decisions should be placed on other people.
"Let's go." I said to them, stepping forward and pushing the door open.
The three of them looked at my expressions, and they stopped talking, seeming to breathe a sigh of relief.
The light behind the door is not very strong, and I glanced hastily, feeling that the pattern is like the reflection of the fourth layer in a mirror. The fitness trainer, the fortune-teller, and Mitsui Tsukao filed out behind me, and they were really relieved soon. Because when we really stepped through that door, we were not attacked by monsters, and the scenery we saw was quite normal. It can even be said that, looking around, there are no tumor-like abnormalities in the upper layer where there are shadows.
But I noticed the weird place right away.
A careful person should easily notice that there is no sound at all in such an empty and lonely place. Obviously there are so many people, and some people have mentioned before that the normal exits on this level have "disappeared". In theory, those who come down again are just wandering around. But now, they seem to have suddenly disappeared.
"It's too quiet, how could this be?" Mitsui Tsukao was the first to make a voice, and the trembling voice clearly showed the fear in his heart.
"Maybe something happened here." The fitness trainer carefully observed the ground. I probably want to see something through traces such as footprints.
I took out the folding knife, threw the blade out, and let out a crisp "pop", so that everyone around me focused. I moved my wrists and fingers, and the shining light of the knife gave me a sense of security.
"I remember that in the Central Principality, most people don't have the custom of carrying weapons." The fitness trainer said that what she wanted to express was very vague. It is difficult to think of it as a questioning, but it is also difficult to say, she is very happy to see this scene.
"Because of frequent accidents, I often prepare a dagger or knife on my body." I juggled with a knife, and the blade fell smoothly into the buckle, again making a crisp sound, "Don't Worry. If it’s a normal person who can communicate, I don’t want to use violence. I don’t even need to use a knife or a gun. But..."
But what, I haven't finished talking, but I believe they must understand what I mean.
At the fourth level, the smell of the air is already tense and dangerous, and the third level is in inference. It also has an abnormal meaning. No one knows what bad things will happen, but in their hearts, everyone is biased towards the idea of "something bad will happen here."
"I also brought some weapons." The fortuneteller interjected. She took out the electric shock device from her pocket. It looked like it was perverted, but she said: "The maximum voltage is 30,000 volts and it can last for one minute." This value made the fitness instructor and Mitsui Tsukao look at each other. To be honest, this power has completely exceeded The scope of "legitimate defense". But the fortuneteller is a woman after all. Although I don't think it is necessary to bring such a high-power electric shock device under normal circumstances, everyone has not pursued it.
"So, what do you have?" the fitness instructor asked Mitsuizukao.
"Oh, I—" Mitsui Tsukao drew his pockets hard, but with a disappointed expression, he said, "I only have three game coins." He opened his palm, which is often used by large game consoles. Kind of round metal coins. Put it in the current environment, maybe even throw it out, there will be no hitting effect.
"It's better than me." The fitness instructor looked helpless, "I don't have anything." But she was the first to go out soon, came to a door, kicked abruptly, went in and came out again. At the time, two metal hanging rods were already in his hands. Looking at the shape, it is probably used for indoor hanging projection screens.
She threw a metal pole into Mitsui Tsukao's arms. The man didn't turn the corner, but hurriedly took it, and then she thanked her with a dazed expression on her face.
"Then, let's go." I said to the three of them, taking the lead along the corridor.
After the three of them followed, they sandwiched me in the middle. The one who walked in the front was of course the courageous Mitsui Tsukao. Two women, a fitness trainer and a fortune-teller, formed a triangle formation in the rear to make support. . The idea of blocking women behind and protecting children in the middle can be clearly felt in this conscious action.
I feel that Mitsui Tsukao is a little reluctant to himself.
But even so, I still accepted this intention and didn't try to persuade me.
In many cases, Mitsui Tsukao has been unreliable, but a man will do it when he should behave, which is very good. I feel that respecting and accepting such wishes as much as possible is the best response for him.
In the beginning, we would open every door we passed by to see what was inside, or if anyone was hiding in it, but then we stopped doing this and only chose suspicious doors to open, because, After walking for a few sections, we have already noticed that the environment here has also become completely unrecognizable. It looks like the third layer we know, but it is not the same at all. The main difference is that this place is unbelievably big. When we first left the door, the part that the human eye can see is still similar to the impression. However, the area we walked through afterwards has completely exceeded the total area of the third floor. area.
The rooms and aisles here are like superimposing them with mirror images. In many cases, people feel that if they have lost their way, they have turned around and returned to the original place. You can check it carefully and you will find the difference in details, but it is difficult to tell the difference when you look at it at first glance. Moreover, there are mostly empty rooms in it, sometimes. It's really like a mirror image, the furnishings are exactly the same, but the position is opposite.
The fifty-meter range determined by the chain has never been explored to the boundary of this layer. The distance between the ceiling and the ground is about four meters. In theory, the chain judgment can penetrate and see more floors, but the actual situation is that I can finally see. This is only the case at this level. This situation has also occurred in the previous layer.
Soon, we lost our way.
There are too many similarities, so we are not sure where we are on the whole floor.
These are not what makes me wary. The maze form is a common form of temporary data hedging space. No exit can be found, mostly because the "exit" is not the exit we know in the conventional sense. It is another form, meaning or way. Usually meet certain restrictions, no matter where you are in the maze, you can escape.
The situation that made me have to concentrate. The magic pattern on the inner side of the wrist began to feel more and more scorching, and there was a feeling of being very close and moving - this magic pattern messenger, as if centered on us, was constantly moving where we couldn't see it. Let us not discover his position. The chain determination still cannot lock his position.
But the relative distance between us seems to be shrinking all the time.
"Where are all the people?" Mitsuizukao kept muttering. We walked for more than ten minutes without seeing a single figure. The alienated environment really makes people unable to find the exit to the lower level. However, this situation seems to be a bit different from what others have described before. Those who came down earlier failed to find an exit in the "place identified as the exit". And we are not even sure of the location of the exit, which is absolutely incredible in the normal state of this building.
Nothing is gained, and there is no more exciting situation, as if it is useless mental tension, it makes people feel the decline of mental and physical strength.
A tired look appeared on the face of the fortune-teller.
"Would you like to take a break? It's no way to continue doing brutality." The fitness instructor said to Mitsuizukao.
"Okay. Take a break." Mitsui Tsukao nodded, he didn't look too energetic.
"It's a bit different from what I thought." After sitting down, the fitness coach said to everyone: "I thought that there would be big moves, big scenes, or dangerous stimuli."
"Neither can it go out, nor see the purpose, there will be no danger, but it does not make people feel safe." The fortuneteller said, "If there is someone’s will in this, then I think this guy I definitely want to torture us in this way."
"It doesn't hurt the body, but I can't stand it mentally. It's the same everywhere, and you can't see the end, and--" Mitsui Tsukao breathed a sigh of relief: "It's all as white as a hospital!"
"There is no sound~IndoMTL.com~There is no human presence, only we can talk to each other. Besides, it seems that danger will come at any time, but as a result, nothing will happen." The fitness trainer paused, using Very serious, like the voice that made a conclusion, saying to us: "I think this is the illusion. It satisfies all the factors that the illusion may have."
"Do you mean..." The fortuneteller thought for a while, and said: "In fact, our thoughts of going downstairs are the inducers of hallucinations?"
"We may not go downstairs at all." The fitness coach said: "Otherwise, the anomaly here, isn't it weirder than the shadows above?"
"Everything we have encountered is actually not of ulterior motives, it’s all for us to see what they want us to see, so that they can show what they want us to see before their eyes. ." Mitsui Tsukao said as if reading a poem: "They lead us like a toddler, and every time they fall, they will stand up and move forward the next time. So they began to grow and let We can’t figure out where they might reach.” (To be continued...)
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