Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1291: Malignant Guidelines
The danger of the deep night has just begun. We broke through a weird encirclement, but it does not mean that this is the end. Looking down from the top of the towering rock, you can feel that weird people are born in the ashes where the naked eye cannot clearly see, and where the naked eye cannot see, it must be the same. In this deep night, no one can kill all the weirdness, and even the speed of killing the weirdness in a range is not as fast as the speed of the birth of the weirdness in a place that you can't see. How many weirs are born in this nightmare is impossible to count, but if weirs will actively attack people, then the terrible number is enough to kill everyone. In this nightmare, people's fear of the deepest night is not without reason. Although the occurrence of this nightmare may not be long, people's perception of the deepest night is displayed in a "long history" way.
I am not the first person to enter this nightmare, nor am I the one who has always been in this nightmare. Some people I met were not the "indigenous people" in this nightmare, but they thought they were the "indigenous people" here. They perceive this nightmare as "the world in which they live" and regard us as "outsiders." At the same time, they will pass on the "history" they know to us, allowing us to have a general understanding of "the deepest night" in a very short time.
If there is not enough information, even "outsiders" will not be able to verify the birth time of this nightmare, and it is difficult to confirm whether this is a real world or just a nightmare. This place is dangerous and fascinating, just like the world discovering the new world, but the most terrifying thing is that there seem to be many resources here, which seem to allow people to gain power, possess all kinds of novel knowledge, and it seems to allow people to expand. Vision. But what you get in this nightmare is all vicious, and the whole nightmare is also developing in a vicious direction.
In other words, because it is vicious. That's why it is called a "nightmare", not a "dream". This viciousness cannot be reversed, and the real reason why it cannot be reversed cannot be found in this nightmare, or rather. All the clues in this nightmare are fragmented, fragmented, full of disguise, and do not point to the real cause. Therefore, even if the hunters continue to pursue the deep night in this world, they cannot find the truth from it and get rewards. On the contrary, they will only fall into despair.
Even "outsiders" like us. Observing the world from the perspective of "outside the nightmare", there is no way to find out the origin of this nightmare, and it is impossible to prevent the development of the deep night. Outside of the nightmare, there is the world of repeaters. The world of repeaters also has the doomsday fantasy. Beyond the doomsday fantasy, there is the hospital reality. In the tower of the nightmare, you can directly receive information about the hospital reality. This is a terrible information loop, and it even makes people uncertain whether the reality of the hospital is the end. No matter which world. Standing in this world and looking out, and standing out of the world and looking inward, the answers you get are also different.
These are huge and complex. Specious information cannot be understood by the current human cognition. I think this is one of the reasons why people become crazy after searching for the answer. Or in other words, it's on the road of searching for the truth. Inevitable doom. What is even more frightening is that the cause of all this is inherently vicious, and it is displayed in the form of "doomsday process".
If we say that a person who constantly knows the world, a person who constantly thinks and works hard, can continue to grow, and theoretically conquer all things, then there is one point in this statement that cannot be ignored. That is time. People need time to think, work hard, learn, and recognize. Therefore, no time is the deepest despair, which is more fearful than confronting any malignancy.
Yes, I know very well that we don’t have time.
There is no time to think about the answer, no time to understand the world, no time to figure out the direction of efforts, and no time to grow.
I think that when I face the "virus" and "Jiang", what I feel is that the extraordinary, transcendence, as if the fear bred from the instinct of life, is actually the " The instinctive induction of "lack of time" and the resulting sense of fear are not the common sense of the weak and the strong in the food chain.
When you recognize the "mystery" and peek into the "doomsday process" from your own experience, the irreversible pressure you feel is not that the "doomsday" is invincible and destined, but that you don't have enough Time to reverse it, overcome it, and then produce a sense of powerlessness. Although, just from the results, it is the "doom" that is about to destroy everything, and people can't resist it. But in terms of process and origin, it is different. It is not that we are unable to overcome all of this, but that we do not have time to overcome all of this. For any life, it takes time to grow. Without time, the potential for growth has not been stifled, but only the possibility of growth has been stifled.
This is the deepest fear, more terrifying than simply "being eaten by something above the food chain".
Things outside of my mind, things that kill time of growth, these concepts, cognitions and guesses are constantly growing in my mind. These things are all I have never thought about in the past, and even never imagined or guessed in this direction once, but it just popped out so suddenly, in a kind of "truth" way, to recognize the past. The information received, the clues collected are connected in series. It is like the so-called "flash of inspiration", but this kind of "flash of inspiration" makes me wonder why it is this time, why it is such an idea, and why it appears in my mind.
If everything is not accidental, and all seemingly accidental beginnings mean an inevitable result, then such thoughts, cognitions, concepts, and guesses appear in my mind, of course, to promote something The inevitable result-makes people feel a very strong purpose.
I can't judge whether these thoughts of my own appeared "to overcome difficulties and achieve beauty" or "to promote the end of the day or some kind of birth". It is also impossible to judge whether these "truths" about things outside of thought and things that stifle growth time are vicious or well-meaning for the not-too-distant future. It is also uncertain whether this change is the result of my own hard thinking. If it is the result of your own hard thinking. So, whether you "think hard" yourself is a correct behavior or a wrong behavior.
Think about itself. Brings me unprecedented pressure. I like thinking, but right now, I can't judge whether this behavior should be considered.
Even so, I can't stop myself from thinking. Unable to stop, these thoughts that seem to be "a flash of light", let alone stop my own thinking, follow the answer obtained by this "a flash of light" to pursue the terrible "truth".
I feel that my thinking is like in the plot of a movie, in order to let the train go to "a certain place to achieve a certain purpose", such as robbery. In the middle of the journey, someone deliberately switched to another track, but the people on the train could only continue to drive along this track. It is precisely because I believe in my intuition that even this kind of thinking is so "reasonable", as if it is a reward for past thinking, and the "light flashes" produced, as if to "guide the truth." I still can't completely believe it.
After a long period of research, scientists will achieve great achievements when they "flash". But I think. My own "flash of inspiration" is completely different from the "flash of inspiration" in these inspiring stories. In these stories, the "light flashes" of scientists made their achievements benefit the whole world. But my "light flashed". Will the end result be the same?
My instinct tells me about this question. My "Flash of Inspiration" is like a science fiction movie. In order to find a cure for diseases and benefit mankind, scientists in the "Flash of Inspiration" have completed a "virus" that will destroy the world.
This is a vicious "light flash". A wrong result after hard work.
I have thought about giving up and preventing myself from continuing to think in this direction, but, as I said before, even the act of "thinking" itself cannot be stopped. Even if I have doubts, the concepts of "possibility" and "probability" in the past inherent cognition still make it impossible for me to completely give up the "probability" of thinking about the "probability" of a certain perfect result trend.
Yes, possibility, probability, external pressure, "things outside of thought" and other concepts, and the explanation of "no time", as well as all past speculations about "Jiang" and "Virus" Cognition. It was decided that this dashing train could not leave the current track at all, and could only rush towards the front of the fog with the expectation of possibility.
My thoughts, contradictory and self-conflicting, my spirit, began to become chaotic. Then, the next moment, I suddenly woke up. He didn't wake up from the nightmare, but just recovered from his own thoughts.
When I realized that, the place where I was was no longer the original environment, although it was still full of the smell of wild nature, in the invisible shadow, there was always something weird peeping. However, the scenery here gives me a familiar impression. I seem to have been here, but I’m not sure. Maybe it’s the wet road, or the big lake not far away, or the simple dock, canoes, or even the wooden houses behind the dock. I have the impression of deja vu.
"Wooden house area?" I'm not sure, because this scene in turn reminds me of more places: the real pier of the hospital; the periphery of the 51st district; in the past apocalyptic fantasy, Mar Jones The town where my home is located...More than these places, the scene here and all the places near the lake that I know have an indescribable similarity. It seems to condense my impressions of those places in a strange and complicated way to form such a seemingly simple area.
This is a nightmare, a world of consciousness. When I gave such an answer in my mind, I was a little surprised at first, but it calmed down again.
Yes, since it is an ideological world, there will always be things that make one feel "déjà vu". After all, déjà vu itself is the result of conscious activity.
When will we start walking this way? Why are we here? When the thoughts in his mind became irresistibly complicated before, it seemed that he hadn't noticed this situation. However, it is not entirely without feeling. When these doubts surfaced in Dang's mind, more memories emerged, giving concrete answers.
The clips of the past period of time appear in my mind like a replay of a movie.
The people walking in front of the team are strangers. We were met by him, or found, and then brought here by him. As for who he is, the answer is simple, yes. The lakeside log cabin area we arrived at was the hiding place of the member organizations and the people of the 51st District in this deep night.
Seriously ~IndoMTL.com~ They did not deliberately hide it. They set up a foothold here for their own reasons. And this place, compared to the shelter I used to stay in and the towers I visited, is a remote and hidden place. They did not hide, nor did they hide, but it was just that I could not find them, nothing more.
Half an hour ago, we broke through the weird encirclement under the guidance of Anna. Although her guidance was the result of a "deviation" that tended to be malignant, we did not immediately encounter greater troubles that "should exist". Specifically, he did not encounter a stronger weird or a tighter encirclement of weird. Instead, I ran into this person who was active in a nightmare in his capacity.
It is obvious that this person is one of the "many mysterious organizations conspired in nightmares".
Let’s say, if Anna’s guidance relieves us of the trouble of "surrounded by weirdness", it will also put us in a more troublesome situation than "surrounded by weirdness". Then, the appearance of this person, It can also be assumed that such a troublesome start. He brought us to this lakeside log cabin area, although it was a temporary stationing point with the 51st District in this nightmare. However, it is not safe here, and they are also under the pressure brought by the deepest night. They found us, not so much on the relationship of their companions, as they were in trouble themselves, and had to refrain from replenishing new blood. (To be continued.) 88 reading