Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1294: Unconscious monster
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I heard this from Dorothy.
In reality in the hospital, the research conducted by Dr. Ender and others, no, it should be said that all research involving "viruses" must have a fixed reference object that is closest to the ideal value regardless of which party it is. And this reference object is "Gao Chuan" himself. So far, no other more feasible method has been found.
Everything in "Gaochuan", whether it is physical, emotional fluctuations, psychological changes or anything else, as long as it is any characteristic that constitutes the existence of "Gaochuan", it can be confirmed through existing methods and theories, and used as other The reference object of the phenomenon change process. Although the specific situation is not clear, the changes in "Gaochuan" and the numerical value describing such changes are regarded as standards.
So, the significance of "Gaochuan" in the hospital is so important, and now that "Gaochuan" collapsed, the hospital is still unable to find a qualified substitute, and "Gaochuan" has also been placed in another way Continue to assume the role of "reference".
It sounds cruel, but staying in this doomsday illusion, I don't have much sense of reality about what is happening in the hospital reality. As for Dorothy in reality in the hospital, although Gao Chuan has not actually seen it now, it seems that it is quite different from Dorothy in front of him.
For example:
"Today's morning erection is also very powerful, Achuan." Dorothy's virtual imagery said these words like a daily greeting.
This is not the first time I started with this topic. Gaochuan can give birth to a subtle feeling every time.
The Dorothy that he had sketched in his mind in the past, of course, was not like this. It's not that it's good there, but that when there is a difference between the actual situation and the imagined situation, there will always be an unspeakable sour taste. especially. Dorothy now uses a girly body that is "the ultimate weapon of cyberball", and her physical age has only grown to about 13 years old and stopped. Judging from the memory of Gao Chuan in the past, this is also the most commonly used posture by Dorothy in the doomsday fantasy. However, when she uses this appearance to speak seriously, it always makes Gao Chuan feel that something is wrong.
"I had a nightmare again." Although it feels subtle. But Gao Chuan didn't particularly care about this kind of thing. Because he deeply felt that the relationship and emotions between the two parties could no longer be shaken by behavior and appearance issues.
"Ah, do you want to play the role of a psychologist again?" Dorothy lifted her legs and was wearing black stockings in a virtual image. The skirt was too short and the underwear could be seen casually. Gao Chuan often saw such a scene, but, To outsiders. But it’s not that easy at all, "You have ten minutes, and then it’s Omi’s turn. She seems to have to train your memory... In short, it’s an item needed for world-line jumping. I don’t know much about it, but from her Judging from the excitement, it should be very important. Moreover, it has reached a critical moment. Of course. I personally feel that such things are not very useful for solving our problems."
"It's still my business for that young man." Gao Chuan ignored the rude words in Dorothy's mouth or spit out, and went straight to the topic: "Probably it is a mental induction, I seem to be able to accept his message... You know, the prosthetic me has no need for sleep at all. I don’t even dream. It’s not so much dreaming, it’s the entry and sorting of established information."
"I know, I know. Of course what you said is very possible." Dorothy said: "If there is no such induction, it will be a headache. Because it will make people not know. Gaochuan is united. There is telepathy, which proves that you are still in good agreement. When united, it will be smoother."
"I mean, although I can't remember it, I always feel that he has encountered a very unique situation." Gao Chuan pondered for a moment, and he didn't think it was easy to describe this feeling.
"I don't understand." Dorothy thought for a while, but couldn't give an answer. Gao Chuan also knew that it was an inevitable result. Dorothy knew a lot of things and was closely related to the young Gao Chuan, but it was absolutely nothing. all know. What's more, the attention given by "Jiang" on that side is many times stronger than that on this side.
"It's okay, I just want to check the latest information on Las Vegas repeaters." Gao Chuan judged according to his own feelings.
"What about the battle?" Dorothy asked rhetorically.
"No, it’s the Netball's investigation of the internal conditions of the Las Vegas repeater. The feeling there tells me that what the Netball members are really implementing is not the plan, but just their own plan. . And this plan, like my current job, set up transfers in places where communication is not possible. Therefore, I believe they must not be like this on the surface, they have no knowledge of the progress there, and they cannot be sure of the plan. How is it going."
"Well, it makes sense to think so." Dorothy's virtual imaging said so, and suddenly froze. After half a moment, Marceau's virtual imaging appeared next to her, and her virtual imaging happened to return to normal. "So, Marceau, what do you think?"
"If you are in your capacity, you can obtain the relevant authority." Marceau said flatly: "However, you do not have the authority to disclose information."
"Ah, no problem, no problem. I am very disciplined." Dorothy waved her hand and said, "I only give something suggestive."
Marceau and Dorothy looked at each other quietly for a while, then disappeared. Marceau has been operating the temporary data hedging space built with repeaters as the core of the cyberball headquarters during this period, which is the so-called "holy land" of Doomsday Shinrikyo. The "Final Weapon Project" originally involved in Dorothy's body seems to have been restarted to serve as the "foundation" of this "Holy Land".
It is said that the mystification scheme chosen by the network ball when building repeaters has only "three" cornerstones, which are called "three pillars", which is less than the "four cornerstones" of Doomsday Shinrikyo. But what about the actual situation? At least, in the information currently known by Gao Chuan, there are four objects called "Cornerstones": ordinary girl Marceau, consciousness walker Chang Huai'en, super series and ultimate weapon Dorothy. There are still several targets in the less certain rumors.
What kind of cornerstone is used for the repeater of the network ball, and how much is used. It is strictly confidential to the outside world, and the information is deliberately confused.
Marceau's performance seems to prove Dorothy's status.
"Let me see... because it's not an important thing, so I haven't paid attention to it." Dorothy seemed to have retrieved the information, "Ah, I found it. Um...that's the way it is." Her expression was enlightened. . It seems to understand something, "Interesting, is it possible to squeeze the concentration of the mystery by limiting the mystery? We have never thought about it here. We can still look at and use the mystery in this way."
"What's the matter?" Gao Chuan asked.
"The mystery of the ordinary world over there is suppressed, and all the mystery is forcibly squeezed into the nightmare. In the way of dreams, a monster is cultivated." Dorothy said. The expression became a little serious, "Furthermore. The Nazis have also completed their final weapons. John Bull, who is on the mission, believes that the two and the current situation are not a parallel two-handed plan, but a focus. One side does it for the other. Wedding dress."
"And then?" Gao Chuan asked.
"The final weapon of the Nazis is called Youjiang." Dorothy said.
Gao Chuan couldn't help but speed up his heartbeat, because the name impressed him too deeply. And after that unexplainable change, he never felt it. Youjiang is still alive.
"Alienating Youjiang?" Gao Chuan said to himself.
"Using Omi's theory, there are signs of world line jumping in this world." Dorothy said: "Moreover. It has a different purpose. John Bull believes that the ultimate weapon Youjiang and the world line jumping have a certain Relationship. How much do you know about it?"
"Very strong." Gao Chuan felt that this description was enough. "It must be related to a virus."
"So that's it." Dorothy nodded, but turned her head. Said: "Even so, it doesn't matter, we can't actually do anything to her. She can't come out for the time being, right?"
"Is there really no way? The people we want to find, the people who might obstruct us, and the key to solving all problems. They are all in Las Vegas now." I couldn't help but say, "It's because we value The change over there may have a huge impact, so the cyberball only takes action in private. It can even be said that compared with this side, that side is the focus. If we can be more proactive..."
"Achuan." Dorothy interrupted me in a calm voice, "We can't take the initiative to do everything. Although some things seem to be possible, in fact, they cannot be done at the right time. You also know that our last best opportunity was missed in this way. In order to avoid being detected, all traps and foreshadowings laid are passive, we can only stand by and wait quietly.” She said that, she paused. Pause, "Although it is very passive, there is nothing we can do. Our opponents cannot be defeated so easily. When we are ready, the timing will be missed, and when we are not prepared, the timing is It will come, but people don’t dare to start. Such a situation has happened many times in the past, hasn’t it? This is its power."
"Of course I understand." Gao Chuan didn't say that just because of his anxiety. Of course, he had thought about the things Dorothy said, and he thought so before waking up today. However, the nightmare that he couldn't recall brought him extremely hazy intuition, and the young Gao Chuan changed a lot again. He thought that although his side was not ready yet, just waiting for the opponent to leave the Las Vegas repeater before taking action, it is possible that all the preparations would also become "underprepared" again.
The timing is always changing. As you grow up, your opponents are also growing. In this alternate ascent process, a time period that is slightly more prepared than the opponent is already the best opportunity.
When others have repeatedly made actions at the Las Vegas repeater, Gao Chuan, who has been cleaning up the front lines and maintaining communications, began to feel that there must be something more urgent that he must do.
He could not tell what it was. If you think about it carefully, you will realize that although the whole world is in dire straits, the war situation has been showing signs of heating up, and the Nazi invasion has brought a great sense of oppression to all parties. . However, under this superficial offensive, the Nazis have quietly shifted their focus. Not just the Nazis, the whole thing changed.
It's like, on the surface, these fierce offensive and defensive battles are all just feints. In order to cover the private, those more decisive actions.
The problem is that Gao Chuan suddenly realized that he had no chance to get involved in such actions. I was caught by the Nazi offensive on the bright side, but even if I felt that way. Nor can I take the initiative to express my thoughts to other people.
For reason and reason, the Nazis did cause great harm to people, and these attacks, even if they were feints, were already too strong for many mystery experts. On this battlefield, even one more combat power is good. This is the accepted reality.
Can you say to the people who are fighting on the front line: "What you have done and sacrificed at this time are all useless. When the situation in Las Vegas changes. A decisive role." Is that the case?
Or, can you use this as a reason and excuse to leave the people in need of help and go to Las Vegas?
Indeed, participating in a decisive change in the situation may have a decisive effect later. However, just for the sake of a "future possibility", should you ignore the comrades in arms and ordinary people who need help in front of you?
Even from the reality of the hospital. This world is nothing but an illusion, but can I take it for granted?
These questions. Gao Chuan had the answer long ago, but now I ask myself again, and I feel more and more that this is a shackle that I must bear.
If it was placed earlier, when the sensibility was suppressed by the brain hardware. Maybe you can just be a little bit more agile and take a trip that just walks away.
However, since regaining sensibility is out of my own nature, then. If you are affected by your emotions, you can't complain.
Gao Chuan deeply felt that when he said that he was "trapped somewhere", in fact, it was completely a perceptual restriction. Even if the world is illusory, a vague intuition really cannot take much weight in the face of the wars, killings, and tragedies that really take place in front of you. And because of this, I let myself hesitate.
"A Chuan?" Dorothy's voice came into Gao Chuan's ears.
Gao Chuan smiled. The look in Dorothy's eyes was subtle.
"Maybe the decision was wrong." Gao Chuan said.
"What?" Dorothy couldn't turn the corner all of a sudden.
"Whether it's regaining the sensibility or the current thinking...maybe it is wrong." Gao Chuan said, "But as long as you tell me that this is correct, then I am willing to accept it."
"...Don't you believe in yourself? Achuan." Dorothy tilted her head.
"No, I just said—trust your instincts, and leave everything here, go to Las Vegas; and believe in you, and stay, to save the people who can now reach out. I think Choose the latter.” Gao Chuan said: “Actually, I also understand that even if I arrive in Las Vegas, it is extremely uncertain whether I can lead the changes there to develop in the direction I want... No, it should be said, maybe. Sex is extremely small. If all the factors that determine the fate of the world converge there, then I am in it, but it is only a tiny grain. Even so, the intuition that nightmare brings to me is so strong, so , I need you to tell, I should stay."
Doroth's expression gradually became serious, and said to Gao Chuan: "You should stay, there are more people here who need you."
"Can I be a hero?" Gao Chuan stood up **** his knees. The sun shines through the fan leaves, and the light and shadow rotate on him. His expression is like he was covered by the darkness when he saw the light, and when he was covered by the darkness, he was once again driven away by the light.
Gao Chuan is very fragile, not his incomparably hard body, but his heart, which has gradually become soft with the emotional recovery, but he suddenly remembered that he had never I have experienced this kind of softness, so that I sometimes regard it as weak.
Hardness, toughness, and coldness from the inside out—it should have been the original intention of prostheticization. The situation today is not entirely in the expectations of Seishi and Dorothy, but is determined by "Gao Chuan"'s own human nature and the qualities cultivated in the past. Even the brain hardware like black technology can't suppress such changes at all.
I have become weak, indecisive, judgments have become less decisive, and actions have become less direct. These changes can be easily seen even by outsiders. Although they didn't say anything. But Gao Chuan knew that they felt so. Therefore, I am standing in this place now.
However, I have to say that I was forced to stay, I was calculated to stay, and I had to stay—this is the argument. Is it really correct? Did you decide to stay on this battlefield just to follow Dorothy's plan and not have any thoughts of your own?
Of course not.
No matter where it is, the misery is manifested in a way that can be touched.
Whether in this doomsday fantasy or in the reality of the hospital, all the miserable futures are synchronized. The sound of doomsday footsteps heard in this world and the deepening of the infection of the "virus" in the hospital reality have no essential difference in ending. Now he is on this superficial battlefield. Is everything that you see really less important than the dark side changes in Las Vegas and can be given up?
If both battlefields are important, even if the situation in Las Vegas is more critical, someone still needs to pay attention to the battlefield on the bright side and listen to the voices of the victims under the Nazi offensive.
It's just that. Now I am just such a person.
Assuming that "the people who are saved today. After the situation in Las Vegas is clear, they will still die", at this time there will be no resistance. Deep down in Gao Chuan's heart, he has never thought that this is correct. Yes, it is a choice that accords with reason and justice. if. This is weak words, Gao Chuan feels that he has no reason to defend himself, because this is his own choice. He should own everything.
I want to get Dorothy's answer, not because she doesn't believe her choice, but because she doesn't want her to regret her current choice.
"Yes, I think the current approach is correct. A Chuan can become a real hero here." Dorothy said, shaking her head suddenly, and said, "No, A Chuan is already a hero. Not only in the minds of me and Xie Se, but others must also think so. Maybe you think that you have wasted your energy in unimportant places and you can do more meaningful things. But, I think, in fact, Everything you do now is very meaningful, and maybe other things are also meaningful and important, but it must not be said that its meaning and importance surpass everything you do now. You are now saved Countless people, you ignite hope in their hearts, and you let them know that the enemy is terrible, but there are stronger strongmen who are willing to lend a helping hand to the victims."
The virtual image of Dorothy stretched out her index finger and tapped Gao Chuan’s chest: "You are our pride, our masterpiece, and your heart may no longer be as hard as your body, but It is full of heat like magma. And I believe that this is the inner power. In this world, to face the invisible and intangible virus, the inner power is far more important than the power. Your will is definitely not in you. Under any of his predecessors Gao Chuan. Go, A Chuan, there are some things that others think are not important, but they are actually very important, and they must be done by someone. There are also some people’s lives that are not important in the eyes of others, but in fact There is no difference in life. They have their plans, maybe they are correct, but I never think that our plan is wrong."
"Before the final result comes out, no one can think that we are vulnerable just because they think they are right!" Dorothy announced loudly and loudly ~IndoMTL.com~The smile on Gao Chuan's face is like this The melting ice, even if the shadow passed over his face, could not stop the last hazy smile.
He feels that the meaning of nightmares at this time is not as significant to him as originally thought.
Because I can only do what I can do.
So, at this moment, in this place, there is something that I can do, and I am already doing it.
"Don't confuse yourself with other people's scenery." Gao Chuan said to himself, picking up his coat and putting it on. The door of the house has been opened, and the light from the corridor has left marks on the floor. Walking out of this door is an ordinary and repetitive work, but it is also a very important work.
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