Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1306: Clearness 2

The battle with the "talker" came to an end again. When I returned to the prisoners' team with the connector and Anna, it was already ten minutes later. ⊙Four ⊙Five ⊙In Chinese ⊙ △, the defect of the third-level Mageweave Envoy teenager did not surprise everyone. Some mystery experts seemed to have had a foreboding earlier, but there was just not enough evidence. On the way to the shelter, I explained in detail the situation of the "talker" side during the battle, and my personal guesses about the current situation. With the actual rescue, frank conversation and the special identity of the connector, the only remaining mysterious experts in the team were once again integrated.

These mysterious experts know better than the connector, how difficult it is to leave when you are in this nightmare. Their original plan was not to simply prevent the abnormal changes that will occur in the deepest night, because only to promote the abnormal changes to combine the nightmare and the peninsula to form a special temporary data hedge space. In their view, it is to escape the nightmare. The best way. Moreover, although the mutation itself is blended with the Doomsday Truth, the 51st District is also in harmony with the appearance, and each party has its own purpose, but the fight against the Nazis is still the common goal of all.

What I care about is that promoting the mutation will hurt many patients. These patients have done nothing wrong. They are only treated as sacrifices under the impetus of the conspiracy. If it is said that "suffering from mental illness is a sin", then I absolutely cannot approve it. Therefore, I expressed my hope to these people: whether I can find other ways to fight the Nazis, weaken their power, subvert their control of repeaters, and reduce the number of victims as much as possible. Assuming that there is no such thing as the best of both worlds, then. I at least hope that those who can come to the shelter can really get asylum.

Faced with my plea, the mystery experts remained unanimously silent. I can see the innocence and doubt in their eyes. I am very clear and understandable. Now that the incident has developed into this way, it is not a question of "whether you want or can", but the result of the conspiracy and entanglement of all parties. They belong to the team, even when their team is complete, they never feel that they can do it. Anti-mysterious organizations from other parties, forcibly reversed the situation to what they wanted.

It is precisely because there is no such power, so. I hope that I can get a piece of the pie when pushing the event in the established direction. Even so, they are still the first to be hit. If the team hadn't touched me, it would have been out now. I think it is because of my awareness of the real situation and my retribution to me who extended a helping hand. They couldn't say harsh words, they just kept silent.

Perhaps. In their eyes, as a mystery expert, I shouldn't have these naive ideas. In the mysterious world, survival is too cruel, and you want to protect someone, in many cases. It is also an extravagant hope. Precisely because the "mystery" is unpredictable, it is theoretically impossible to "possess an absolute advantage". Therefore, we want to use "absolute power" to change the outcome of the event. It is a delusion in itself. From the beginning, the situation of "absolute strength, absolute advantage, and enemies like chickens" was impossible under the concept of "mystery". On the contrary, “when it seems that you have an absolute advantage, no matter how you do it, the other party has no room for resistance” and so on, it is often just an illusion, and producing such an illusion is also the beginning of defeat.

My own past experiences have all verified this fact. Every victory requires a lot of sacrifices, and even if you pay a lot of sacrifices and experience a lot of pain and powerlessness, the victory you get is never critical, but at most only staged, and even more terrifying, Such a phased victory will make people feel that it is the beginning of the next disaster in future events. In the face of the doomsday process, the mystery expert must first face the unspeakable pressure: one's own victories may make people feel relaxed and excited at the time, but in the passage of time, they will often feel , It is this time and again victory that promotes the coming of the end.

As long as victory is not decisive or critical, then there is nothing to be happy about. However, what is the decisive victory and the crucial victory? Even if it is a cyber ball, when facing the doomsday truth sect, they have already tried their best. So, is it a decisive and crucial victory to defeat the doomsday truth sect? Can defeating the doomsday truth cult be the same as stopping the doomsday?

No one knows the answer. The prophet may know it. However, in the prophet’s prophecy, a momentary victory in the entire doomsday process often does not mean that it is “correct”.

Winning, but letting oneself deviate from the goal, and losing will make more people sacrifice, including yourself and those you love—this world is so cruel.

Therefore, I understand that I cannot be a hero, I cannot save everyone, and even just to protect the people I love and the people I see, I have already exhausted my mind, and I always feel unsustainable. All this is like hell, and I am looking for hope in hell, but I cannot imagine whether hope itself is the torment of **** to me.

People who have hope, goals, and dreams are painful. When studying "occultism", I have always paid attention to the myth, the prophecy on the gate of hell: those who step into this gate must give up all hope. It seems that this sentence is the best warning to me. However, I cannot do it.

It is impossible to be indifferent to the person in front of you, and to be indifferent to the misery that the person you care about may encounter in the prediction. Even if my own ideas are so naive and the reality is so cruel, there is no possibility of realizing their ideas at all, and they are still stubborn, trying to open up a path.

The current situation is no different from the past. The mystery experts recognize the cruelty of the facts and do not think that naive ideas have any merit. I can't deny their reality, the correctness of their ideas, and my persistence may just be that I don't want to let my innocence and dreams. It's useless to become real.

As a mystery expert, I have also experienced many things and witnessed misery and helplessness. How can I not know how unrealistic my desire is?

However, just because it was "impractical," I just watched. The death of the people in the shelter is also something that makes me hard to accept. Even if most of the people in the shelter have no close relationship with me, and they themselves can’t talk about any good people that must be saved. They are even just a group of "mental patients" compared to ordinary people. . They don't even know the future they will face, or when facing such a future, their mental illness will make them make very human choices.

They are so terrified of "The Deepest Night" now, but will they still be so terrified when the change comes? I can't be sure. However, no matter what their attitude is, stand on my point of view. I just don't want them to die like this, I just want to struggle. If you want more people to survive, you can leave the peninsula alive, and you can win the final victory at the lowest possible sacrifice.

I need the entire repeater. I am prepared for the end of the repeater world, and prepared for the death of all my loved ones in this world. It's best to prepare for the collapse of the entire doomsday illusion. I have the consciousness of encountering the worst results. Even so, I also don't think that with such consciousness, I should let things go. Move in this worst direction.

There should be more possibilities in the future. It should not be a fixed sacrifice, disaster and doomsday, and there should not be nothing other than destruction and death.

I came to face this catastrophic doomsday, a terrifying future, and full of vicious reincarnation with such naive thoughts. Therefore, no matter how crazy the plan is, no matter how naive the idea is, it can be accepted and implemented. And this is also my consciousness, which is above the consciousness of "accepting the worst result", and it is the consciousness generated to "not let the worst result appear."

I don’t think there are any mistakes in mystery experts being too realistic, and I don’t think there are any mistakes in their innocence, in their earnest words and efforts to find a way to get the best of both worlds.

Under the concept of "mystery", there is no such thing as "absolute power", and there is no possibility that "everything can be achieved as long as it is strong". Then, in the face of the doomsday process, in front of the "virus", I am weak and naive, and I must have the possibility of victory. If you regard the existence of "virus" as the source and cause of "mysterious" existence, then you must be very desperate. However, just simply understanding the concept of "mystery" is full of possibilities.

Perhaps, this is why, even when facing the more realistic world of "Hospital Reality", I still insist that hope must be found in the doomsday fantasy.

Because there is no "mystery" in the "hospital reality" and no "mysterious" world. Everything seems to be doomed. The theoretical possibility does not actually exist. As a frail young man, how can he save whom in such a world? Gao Chuan in the "Hospital Reality" cannot even save himself. This is an irrefutable fact.

If the "mystery" in the doomsday illusion is based on the "virus", but can go beyond the shackles of the "virus", and implement the possibility of the "mystery" concept into the cruel real world like the "hospital reality" Here, then, it must be a "miracle", and relying on this "miracle" will definitely produce more miracles, and thus more possibilities. With this possibility, even if Gao Chuan is just a sickly young man, he can save someone.

Probably, as Gao Chuan, I have always concealed such thoughts deep in my heart, and only then will I place hope in the doomsday illusion.

Since the cruel reality of "Hospital Reality" can't restrain this heart eager for miracles, why can't the doomsday illusion full of "mystery" countless possibilities not accommodate every innocent and crazy idea? ?

I think so, maybe, not approved. No, maybe it should be said that none of the mysterious experts in front of me can understand my thoughts. What they saw was just an innocent boy. Even if I rescued them, they respectfully called me "Mr. Gaochuan."

"You don’t want to tell me what the overall plan looks like. It doesn’t matter." I said to them, "But let more patients come in. Use them to complete the sacrifice ritual, to some extent The liberating power that is controlled to the depths of the night is used to achieve subsequent goals. This is the key to the plan, right?"

They remained silent. I don't mind, I don't mind at all. Because, I know very well. Why are they silent.

"So, why must the sacrifice be these innocent patients?" I asked, "Actually, what the plan needs is not just ordinary patients, but these ordinary patients are just the failed products of the test experiment. Right? And the whole sacrifice requires more mysterious people. In the current state of this world, there are a large number of electronic demon messengers. Even specific electronic demon messengers. They are based on the mystery of this repeater. The distortion of the spirit is the key to complete the sacrifice. What is happening in the Peninsula Mental Hospital, and the research conducted by the seminar is actually to transform the mental patient into a sacrificed electronic demon messenger by way of medicine. Or a specific electronic demon messenger, but in this process, failure and loss of control cannot be avoided. You guys. Look forward to the drug "paradise", no. It should be said that the seminar named such a drug "paradise"."

The clues obtained now are enough to be connected in series to form a "truth": Although from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li, the "paradise" medicine made by white Claudia is used. It has a special meaning and function, but the interference of various mysterious organizations in the seminar has caused the research direction of "Paradise" to shift, which is in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li. This deviation is vicious, and is the result of being eroded by white Claudia. The deviation of the research direction is inevitable. For the mysterious organizations of all parties, the ultimate "paradise" is the medicine that transforms the mentally ill to meet the sacrifice requirements. The all sorts of weird actions and abnormal events that occurred in the Peninsula Mental Hospital are nothing more than unavoidable failures and temporary out-of-control during the entire transformation process.

Then, in the process of determining the properties of drugs and transforming patients, the treatment of patients who are treated as experimental subjects is of course inhumane. Either they die, or they fall into a nightmare. But for the mysterious organization, even if they survive the nightmare, they are nothing but lingering failures and residues. Even so, they still won't let them die so uselessly.

Make the best use of everything. This is the future facing the people in the shelter.

In my opinion, the practice of the mysterious organization is cruel and does not possess the glory of humanity and common sense morality. However, this is indeed the normal state of the mysterious circle, and it is also the truth of "existence must be justified".

It is difficult for me to stand on the height of humanity and morality, to condemn them, because I myself did not stand on that height.

However, although it cannot be condemned, it does not mean that it agrees.

Maybe one day, I will act more viciously than them, but at this moment, I still feel that I can’t ignore all of this and even take the initiative to participate in the promotion.

If a reason other than a "sense of morality" is needed, then a reason such as "Dr. Ruan Li is opposed" is enough for me.

Doctor Ruan Li opposes the current research direction of the seminar, and regards them as "white Claudia infected", and then stands on the opposite side of all mysterious organizations. She is only one person, how can I ignore it? In addition, Marceau is also a specific electronic demon messenger and the main subject of the seminar. One of the seven patients in the consultation, I also take it for granted, there is no possibility of sitting by and watching her as a sacrifice.

"Since Mr. Gao Chuan can think of these ~IndoMTL.com~, why can't he understand our difficulties?" Anna, who had awakened, said, "What we have to face is the actual controller of this repeater. What are the odds of winning for us outsiders? We are like guinea pigs who have taken the initiative to get into the cage. What we are doing now is just to improve our odds. Even if we succeed, we only grasp the possibility of success. Sex. If we don’t do this, all we face is death in vain. And once the final victory is not won because of temporary mercy, isn’t it ridiculous? The sacrifices made before, What are the victims who fell halfway for the final victory?"

"Mr. Gao Chuan also killed the people in the team. Do you think there is any value in their deaths?" Another mysterious expert stared at me, his eyes calm as stagnant water: "If we fail , Then, their deaths have no meaning and no value. Although there are no acquaintances among the dead, maybe I will die like them one day, just because they make their deaths worthwhile. My own death is worthwhile, and I don’t want to give up the current plan. Even if Mr. Gao Chuan is a life-saving benefactor, I will not back down."

I looked around at everyone, all the mystery experts, on their calm faces, all had the same consciousness. They, as long as the chance of success of the plan can be greatly increased, even if it is to sacrifice innocent people, they will never hesitate. They are not devoid of humanity, morality and compassion, but they are ready to endure this vicious preparation. (To be continued...)