Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1344: Advance
The fence and barbed wire divide the lawn and woods into two halves, and after crossing over, it is the land belonging to the mental hospital. 【【, this mental hospital has changed hands many times, and every time it changes hands, it will be expanded by the owner at the time. Now, the ownership of the mental hospital is held by a giant pharmaceutical company whose owner is a man named "Dallas". This man also did what the owners of previous generations of mental hospitals did. He expanded the entire mental hospital to the peninsula, completely occupying the boundary between the mainland and the peninsula. This means that when the coast is blocked by the harsh climate, one must go through the mental hospital and go to the inland in the opposite direction to leave the peninsula. And I don't think that under the circumstances at this time, this is something that ordinary people can do.
I don’t know much about Dallas. He also exists in the hospital reality and worked as a partner for a period of time, but it is obvious that Dallas in the hospital reality and Dallas in this repeater world There is a huge difference in identity and personality, and this difference is more obvious than that of Dr. Ruan Li himself. My knowledge of Dallas in this repeater world is one that can be retrieved from public places, his public identity as the operator of a pharmaceutical company, and the description of him by Dr. Ruan Li.
Dallas is Dr. Nguyen Li is a long-time business partner. All the private research conducted by Dr. Nguyen Li so far has been conducted by Dallas and conducted under the name of the pharmaceutical company employed in Dallas. Of course, the pharmaceutical companies in Dallas received a lot of money from Dr. Ruan Li's research, and this kind of partnership has remained at a stable level before the Peninsula incident. At the same time, Dallas has a relationship with the seminar, so the seminar can use this peninsula mental hospital to carry out its own activities, and the relationship between the two is close. It also gave Dr. Ruan Li no reason not to continue his research in this peninsula mental hospital.
Under normal circumstances, I don’t think Dallas has a reason to abandon Dr. Ruan Li’s partner. However, in the words of Dr. Ruan Li: “Dallas has shown signs of erosion by the white Claudia.” In this case, I can change it to another statement that I can understand more easily, that is, Dallas already possesses mysterious powers. And this, when I used the surveillance system of the cyber ball to investigate it, I had already witnessed it with my own eyes.
Dallas is an electronic demon messenger, just for this fact, I knew it earlier than Dr. Ruan Li.
Although all the mysterious events on the peninsula can be related to the seminar, the seminar is exposed in the light, and its behavior is more like the owner of a mental hospital. But I never forget that Dallas is the rightful owner of the mental hospital. The expansion and operation of the mental hospital, and even the entire peninsula, driving various political and commercial activities in surrounding cities and towns, are essentially closely related to Dallas. Therefore, Dallas is hiding behind the seminar and intervening in the current event by means of macro-control-this possibility is as high as 90% or more.
Dr. Ruan Li’s suspicion made me feel that he might have turned to the deteriorating part of the Doomsday Truth teaching behind the seminar. It is a high-level member of the doomsday truth cult developed in this repeater world. And the activities of the Doomsday Truth in the Doomsday Fantasy Realm in this repeater. Ten ** may be implemented on behalf of Dallas.
This means that Dallas' own intervention in the seminar is equivalent to the intervention of the Doomsday Sect. The decision of Dallas is, to some extent, the decision of the Doomsday Sect. Dallas himself is in a very critical and sensitive position.
This hypothesis is gradually formed with the increase of intelligence after entering the peninsula. Later, I thought about trying to start from Dallas to combat the activity of Doomsday Shinrikyo. However, except in Paris, the relationship through the network ball. Jing Hong observed outside Dallas with a glance, and he has been silently hidden in the darkness. It is impossible to capture his position, let alone determine how many instructions he gave, and how many are the spontaneous behavior of the seminar.
There is only one thing for certain. Dr. Ruan Li knows Dallas better than everyone on my side. At least half of the dangers she faces are in Dallas. I was not naive enough to think that killing Dallas would stop the conspiracy of the Doomsday Sect and return the research of the seminar to the direction that Dr. Nguyen Li wanted. This is not impossible. Even Dr. Ruan Li himself does not hold any hope for this. All the bad conditions I have recognized can be attributed to one point she can recognize: all attempts to contact The "mystery" and all those who already possess the "mystery" are the victims of White Claudia, and these victims have already accounted for more than half of the seminars, and the general trend has been irretrievable.
For Dr. Ruan Li, “mystery” does not exist. Therefore, “the ninety people of the seminar have become mental patients.” This is what she meant to warn me.
The seminar studied White Claudia in order to prevent White Claudia from turning everyone in the world into mental patients, which would lead to the end of mankind. However, such research is risky and requires and Close contact with White Claudia means that the researcher is more likely to be infected. This is the reality in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li: including the fourth-level magicweave messenger like me, all those mysterious organizations, all kinds of strange The mysterious power system and all the people who use "mystery" are all mental patients. They are manic, schizophrenic, and imaginary people who think they have "superior power". In your own world, it is difficult to recognize what the real reality is.
I know very well how simple the world in Dr. Ruan Li’s eyes is: everyone around him is in the white Claudia’s infection range, and some people are becoming more and more mentally abnormal because of the infection, and then As a result, the human social order is collapsing. When the weight of the patient occupies a certain proportion of all human beings, the human society itself will lose the ability to face reality, and thus cannot engage in realistic activities that truly maintain its own life. Just because of hallucinations, consciously being a person of supernatural ability and carrying out brutal attacks on others, leading to large-scale disorderly riots, or driven by hallucinations, orderly warfare, is not the main reason that really leads to the end of mankind. The real reason for the destruction of mankind is that mankind will perish even if it doesn't do anything. People in hallucinations will think that they have done the production that sustains society and survival, but in reality they have not done it at all. Instead, they are destroying resources endlessly.
For Dr. Ruan Li, this is the so-called end of the world. The essence is the end of mankind. The seminar originally existed to prevent this apocalypse, but the erosion of White Claudia was too rapid, and the order and purpose of the seminar itself had deteriorated. The friends of the past are no longer trustworthy, and the mentally ill have in turn attacked the people who wanted to save them.
Of course, this is what Dr. Ruan Li can observe based on his own cognition and perspective. And Dr. Ruan Li and the seminar are only part of the doomsday truth cult that spontaneously formed in this world. The same is the study of white Claudia. However, researchers in other disciplines will come to the doomsday conclusion based on White Claudia, which is different from Dr. Ruan Li and the others-that is the doomsday, originating from physics, chemistry, mathematics and other disciplines. It is still white Claudia, but the phenomenon produced is different from that of Doctor Ruan Li.
However, those people have their own research methods and research organizations. When Dr. Nguyen Li and the seminar started operations on this peninsula. They must also have their own actions. Things that we don’t know are happening in this world all the time, and we know we don’t know-this is a famous saying by someone. And here, I deeply understand it.
I sometimes think that the reason why I think that what is happening on this peninsula is the key and core of the changing world of this repeater is just because I am in it. However. If I think this way, it will only be endless, because my cognition can only be based on my understanding of myself and the perspective of my observation of the world, so it is absolutely inevitable to have a self-centered way of thinking.
I'm lacking in skills. It can only be based on my observations, based on where I am currently, and the events I have to face, try to do something. At this time, it makes no sense at all to think about what the people of the peninsula accident are doing. They have caused such an impact on the world. Whether it is the focus of the end of the world or not has no meaning at all.
I have always felt that being able to determine the importance of Dallas, whether right or wrong, is already the limit of my thinking. The situation beyond the peninsula can no longer be ignored, but the situation on the peninsula alone has become more and more unfavorable, no matter what perspective it is taken from.
My plan was completed on the premise that "the situation led by the mysterious organizations of all parties cannot be prevented", but protecting the people you care about in the situation of collapse is also part of the plan. Even if the mysterious organization of all parties completes the sacrifice, even if the nightmare Las Vegas monsters descend here, even if the entire peninsula becomes a battlefield due to temporary data hedging, it is not a situation worthy of my attention. What really makes me care about is the safety of the people I care about in such a process of change.
Since Marceau has become like that, her security can be handed over to the cyberball. And Marceau’s identity gives me reason to believe that she will be under the protection of the cyberball, even if she is in the middle of it. A complete collapse of the relay world can also be safely exited. But the people I care about are not only Marceau. Dr. Nguyen Li also has Sakuya and Bajing far away in the Central Duchy, the surviving man-made Zuo Chuan, and other members of the Whisperer. If possible, I hope they are all Can survive.
If you want to seize this Las Vegas repeater and inevitably destroy the repeater world and cause everyone to die, it is also a helpless thing, and you will not stop doing it because of this helplessness. this matter. However, such a result will always be the bottom line of psychology, and I never think that we should only act according to the bottom line of psychology and strive for better results. That is what Gao Chuan should do.
Therefore, before the situation that hit the bottom line like that became a reality, I have been trying to fight for better possibilities, and now, of course, it is not just because "sacrifice is inevitable", "The failure of Dr. Ruan Li is inevitable. "For this reason, the death of Dr. Ruan Li is taken for granted. In this world, there are many things that are taken for granted, but there are also perceptuals that cannot accept such things for granted.
My reason allows me to guess most of the results, but it is sensibility that drives me to act. Because of my sensibility, I don’t stop Dr. Ruan Li’s thoughts and actions, but also because of my sensibility. I want to make sure that after she has made those dangerous acts, she still has to ensure her safety, and even the safety of more people.
This sacrificial ceremony, promoted tacitly by mysterious organizations from various parties, is definitely not done at the expense of everyone on the peninsula. On the contrary, the innocent is implicated and has no ability to protect its victims. There are more victims than the real sacrifices.
I am powerless to stop the overall situation and have to let this situation develop, but it has also begun to reach a limit that I can bear.
Save Dr. Nguyen Li, try to save others as much as possible-people who became sacrifices and were first attacked by the mysterious organization can’t help it, but they didn’t become sacrifices, they just died from the effects of mysterious events, and some Under selfish desire and conspiracy, it is really sad. I know. There must be very few people I can rescue, but this is why I can do my best.
Because of my best efforts, it is impossible to save everyone, and it is impossible to destroy the plans of the mysterious organizations of all parties, so just do it like this.
Even killing Dallas cannot stop anything. But at least it can let the mysterious organization confirm my ability again, if it can shelter Dr. Ruan Li and the others. So, just do it like this.
Until all the plans are on the table, all the promoters of the turmoil cannot be hidden, when everyone's hole cards are revealed, it is the time to defeat everyone, then. Just do it like this.
I am contradictory. I let such a collapse occur, and I also sit back and watch the formation of these dangers, but I want to make sure that such dangers will not spread. I indulge and even promote the end of the world for this repeater. But I want to protect the people I care about when the end of the world comes.
I know exactly why this contradiction arises. Therefore, my thinking is not confused. It is just that I have a reason for having to do this. What I want to save is not just this world, but all the world I can observe, and it will inevitably conflict with saving the current world. My ability is not enough to end all disputes without damage while maintaining this repeater. On the contrary, if these disputes do not arise, I will hardly have the opportunity to compete for this repeater.
I hate such a trade-off, and I hate to modify it with high-sounding reasons, but at present, the trade-off is inevitable. Because of this, I cannot become a true hero.
When I stopped, the phone rang. Of the four people I put down, only Tomie can maintain a normal state. Mitsui Tsukao, the fortune-teller, and the fitness instructor all have uncomfortable expressions and appear weaker than before. They retched for a while, but they were obviously also pricking their ears, trying to hear the sound from my phone.
It’s just that, I don’t think they can hear the truth in such a storm.
"I'm Gao Chuan." I wiped the rain from my face and said, holding the long knife around my waist.
"A Chuan? It's me." Dr. Ruan Li's voice is not very clear, but intuitively speaking, he is indeed correct. It's great to be able to get in touch at this time.
"Dallas is the key~IndoMTL.com~ right?" Before she spoke, I first confirmed the problem.
"...Yes, but this is not the problem A Chuan has to face, but my problem." Dr. Ruan Li paused and said, "Sorry, A Chuan, the situation has become out of control. I thought..."
I interrupted her self-blame and said, “It’s okay. I met Mr. Mitsui Tsukao and they... Yes, yes, it’s the three of them, there should be no problem. They are all victims now, and my mother is now Do you need them?"
The three Mitsui Tsukao next to pricked their ears.
"Understood, I'll give you the address. Come and meet up. I'm still experimenting here. I can't go away." Dr. Ruan Li thought for a while and said, "Sorry, Achuan, I thought about picking up sooner." Come here, but I also have many questions..."
"It's okay, we are a family, so I don't need to say sorry." I interrupted her again. I couldn't hear her clearly in the rain, but Dr. Ruan Li's mood was obviously depressed. I don't know what happened to her, but she really doesn't need to blame herself. Even if she really made a mistake, I believe that based on the judgment of the situation at the time, she must have done her best. (To be continued..)u