Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1389: Crazy guys
The gathering place where the fire spreads, the people who have disappeared inexplicably, replaced the cathedral of the chapel, the chants are everywhere, the flames are rising from the sky, the ashes fluttering like snowflakes, what I see, what I enter The place is full of weirdness and sacredness.
The cathedral has a mark of Doomsday Shinrikyo. Its appearance gives people a sense of longevity, simplicity, solemnity and mystery, but for me, this sense of mystery is also dangerous. Standing outside the door, you can clearly see the people inside: the choir, the priest who leads the hymn, the believer who bows his head and prays, the familiar taste, even now that I live and die, I will never forget it. It evokes my thoughts and feelings about the past, as well as a kind of deja vu fighting enthusiasm.
I felt the threat, but the hunter’s keenness also made me aware that in this place full of weirdness, the desperate invasion of the deep night has become weaker—or rather, the deepest Ye did not become weaker, but its mystery, compared with the mystery of Doomsday Truth, was no longer as overwhelmingly powerful as usual.
The Deep Night is extremely terrifying mystery to any mere powerful mystery expert. It includes a nightmare environment, despair that gradually increases with the passage of time, and all kinds of negative emotions. , And unspeakable, but full of weirdness with a certain negative meaning. Perhaps comparing it with another environment full of "mystery" "Night of Valpus", it can better reflect its mystery.
Valpus Night is the predecessor of the repeater.
The equivalent of the deep night, the mystery of course is not weaker than the night of Valpus.
But even so, it was the first time before my eyes when the doomsday truth cult, which had been doing latent activities, was in front of me for the first time. When the most direct hostility is released in this positive posture. The mystery possessed by the Doomsday Truth Sect still allows them to create a battlefield of their own in this deep night.
In this battlefield, Doomsday Shinrikyo has no restrictions, nor does it need to resist the pressure of the night and cannot fight with all its strength.
all this. When I saw this church, these choirs, priests, and believers, I felt the ubiquitous, full of immediate threats, and I realized these things for the first time. There is no proof, and no proof is needed. The mystery expert relies on his intuition to determine the situation. And the hunter is the same.
The singing of the choir is matched with the rhythm of the pipe organ, as if it is ringing in people's hearts. Their prayers seem to be narrating, chanting, and sometimes wandering. Sometimes firm and full of appeal, people can't wait to join in, to experience the confidence and hope that pious belief brings.
People, including mystery experts, joined the Doomsday Truth cult because of despair, and drew nourishment from the Doomsday Truth, and put themselves in a self-destructive hope. The vacancy in their minds was filled. They are happy, even if they have to face death, the end. It is because they are happy. They felt hope from death, from their longing for the doomsday, and felt that all things would inevitably wither, the mighty power that is not transferred by human will. So they no longer resist the end, but look forward to it. They hope that this spiritual relief can be relieved. Bring to everyone they love.
Yes, the doomsday truth is terrible. It is that they are not because of greed, fear, despair, or any kind of negative thoughts. To spread the truth of the last days, they can also think and know how to self-control, but their thinking and self-control direction, source, and the future they seek are completely different from normal people.
They love the world, and they also have loved ones, but in the eyes of normal people, their "love" is weird and does not even meet the definition of "love", thinking that this kind of love will only bring destruction. The fact is also true.
Why do people have faith? Why do people believe in the doomsday? Why does the last day become the truth on that day? That may be precisely because the end is conceptually broader death. People fear it and resist it, but they can't really stop it at all. Such a thing that does not depend on the will of human beings, even if it exists objectively in science, is also the biggest issue. Doesn't it fit the meaning of the so-called "truth"?
Here, all the sounds, all the smells, even every breath of air I breathe, seems to be infected by the weird and strong breath of the truth of the end.
If I put down my weapons and join them, they will definitely welcome them with their hands high. However, we are the enemy...
Since this is what it is for, then, if you want to escape, it is probably impossible to do it right away. I calmly stepped into the church and walked on the long red carpet between the rows of chairs, but none of the believers raised their heads to look at me. The priests, choirs and believers are doing what they should do religiously. Their prayers are difficult to understand, and their pronunciation is full of distortions, which makes people feel weird. However, there is only one prayer that anyone can understand:
"The flesh and blood are like grass and trees, and glory is like an evening flower. The grass will wither and the flower will wither. However, death is not the end, as the truth will last forever." The priest led the crowd and said the final conclusion.
I waved the hem of the windbreaker, sweeping away the ashes on it grandiosely. The place where I was standing quickly became dusty, and the bright red and clean carpet became dirty. This is a provocation, but what I see is that no one cares here. Whether it is priests or believers, their eyes are still only each other, their eyes are very clean, but what they have done may be frightening. And with a clean eye, a self-sacrificing mentality, to do the most sinful things in the eyes of normal people is why they are called a cult.
A long time ago, I would not have been fooled by the various virtues they showed, and the goodness and humanity that they showed in daily life. Because, when these beautiful things are all serving the "doomsday truth", they will surely become the most terrifying and sharpest minions one day.
"I am very glad to be able to preside over this worship service for everyone, although we do not advocate any specific form of the Lord." The priest smiled and said, and then the believers laughed kindly. They could understand the priest's words. , But pardon me for ignorance. Can't appreciate the deep meaning contained in this sentence. Maybe, this is a satire?
"Any tangible Lord will die, so it must be false." The priest seemed to be able to see through my thoughts, turned his eyes, and said to me in a gentle voice. "Truth is intangible and we don’t need to see it, because as long as we calm down and feel it, it is by our side and has never left us. The end is inevitable. Just as death is inevitable, but none of this is End."
"Many religions have used similar terms, such as reincarnation. What you are talking about is not very attractive. What a novel thing." I calmed my restless heart, the environment here is full of infectious power. The priest himself is also, this kind of infectious power is produced by firmly believing in something, insisting on what to do every day and night, and constantly achieving achievements. If it is an ordinary person, it will definitely be in such a situation. Just be persuaded in a few words.
I do not deny the inevitability of death, and I have never seen an example of successfully rejecting death. Death is indeed as necessary to follow, a most basic law. If it is said that this is the truth. I will not refuse. However, mixing death and doomsday and giving them the concept of doomsday truth makes everyone obey the doomsday, and everyone rushes to advance the doomsday. This strongly contradicts my worldview, outlook on life, and values.
I don’t think they are correct. Of course, perhaps in their eyes. I made a mistake. However, macro propositions such as "death" and "doomsday" are regarded as the core of the dispute. Forgive me, as a human being, I am so small that it is difficult to accept it mentally.
There is almost nothing in their thoughts and behaviors that I can accept, and they are basically unacceptable to normal people.
But these guys, fighting against this instinctive disgust, lasted for an unknown amount of time, and finally grew into the behemoths they are today-only from the perspective of the doomsday fantasy, their birth, development, survival and growth , You can write a thick history.
is such a thing, I don’t think that my small self can change. The only thing I can do is to kill them, even if their truth makes them not afraid of death.
"Yes, perhaps most religions use reincarnation as a key part of their doctrine. But it is precisely because of this that this cycle of birth and death further proves that truth and humanity are intertwined with each other and are one in itself. Kind of beautiful wishes." The priest said: "People hope to integrate their own knowledge into the understanding of the truth. Or, from the truth, draw nourishment to enrich their own knowledge."
"I don't understand, please don't tell me these great truths." I answered calmly.
"Mr. Gao Chuan, willing to be a fool is a stupid behavior in itself." The priest was slightly displeased, "Please don't close your eyes, cover your ears, stop thinking, that will make you lose a lot."
"You know? Father, my thinking will never stop. It has a kind of compulsion." I clicked on my temple. This is not a lie, because I can't stop the reflexive divergence Sexual thinking has become what it is now. For me, thinking itself is pleasurable, but in many cases, forced thinking will become a kind of pain, "If it can, I hope it can be based on my Will, give me the right to choose."
Father was a little surprised, but this expression quickly turned into a smile, as if he could understand. I can't feel the disguise. He really seems to think that he understands me.
"Thinking itself is pleasant, but the most important thing is that you have to think about the most essential things so that you will not be disturbed by the dregs of thinking." The priest said: "You are suffering because you want to There are too many uncritical, unimportant, and not so essential things. If you can concentrate, focus on a truth, recognize it, and interpret it, then every time you get something, you will be cheerful."
"Such as Doomsday Truth?" I asked rhetorically, mockingly.
"Yes, the doomsday truth." The priest seemed to be unable to understand my mockery, and said seriously and solemnly: "There are many truths in this world, but the doomsday truth is the closest to us and the best we can What you experience is also the truth that brings the strongest emotions. The deepest and ancient emotions of people often come from the unknown, but in the final analysis, they come from the death that the unknown will bring. Death is the end of the doomsday, and the doomsday is death. Process, there is no process, but only the end. It is meaningless for people. Therefore, for people, the end is the most suitable truth. Specifically speaking, it is not an absolute truth, but a relative truth. It is a pan-conceptual humanized understanding of death."
"Relative truth. It really created a novel statement." I couldn't help laughing. Truth is not relativity in its original sense.
"If it is absolute truth, then people will only have fear of it. That is the fear that nothing can be done and can only be silently endured." The priest said: "But when truth and humanity touch, collide, and merge with each other , Born in the end, is full of humanized answers, but everyone is willing to follow, believe in, and even pay for it, and through these thoughts and behaviors, the end that can be reached is no different from the end of absolute truth—the difference It just lies in the process of reaching the same destination ~IndoMTL.com~ Is it with fear or happiness? Is it rejecting this truth for resistance or accepting this truth, and this is the value of the truth of the end of the day? . It makes people not resist the truth, but try to understand it and plunge into it, even if it is presented before its eyes, it is death."
Father said this, he looked around at the people below and said: "Death is not worthy of fear, but the fear of death is instinctive, but death cannot be changed, so we must change."
"But doomsday and death are different concepts!" I refuted loudly, "Longing for doomsday and death, and having to endure doom and death are also different concepts. The difference between these concepts is human nature and life instinct. The manifestation of human beings also reflects the meaning of people's existence-if everything will eventually be destroyed, then, based on this result alone, what is the meaning of our birth and existence?"
"Everything will eventually die. The end is before death, and life is before the end, and the source of life, the meaning of birth, is connecting the meaning of death. Without death, birth is also meaningless." The priest calmly stated: "As for the meaning of the birth and existence of mankind, it is part of this cycle."
"Really inhumane." I said in a deep voice. (To be continued)