Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1413: The gap between delusional dreams and reality III

Hear the sounds that normal people can’t hear, and see things that normal people can’t see, but for normal people, these sounds and images are "non-existent". Specifically, they don’t have any Impacted. …. …But patients with doomsday syndrome have to bear the impact of these sounds and things that shouldn’t exist. The initial research believed that this is a phenomenon in which the effects on the psychological level are fed back to the physiological level. Simplified one hundred times, it is a kind of high-intensity hypnosis. Of course, there are many phenomena in it, using known hypnotic theories. In other words, it shouldn't exist, but the general phenomenon is similar.

　　

　　 Conversely, it is not too difficult to understand the psychological and spiritual changes due to abnormal changes on the physical level.

　　

　　 Psychological and physical changes interact with each other and promote each other, leading to the misery experienced by the doomsday syndrome that is not understood by outsiders.

　　

　　 The original research on "viruses" and "doomsday syndrome" has only ended here. Researchers have also tried this route, through the use of drugs to adjust the physiology, through the psychological and physical therapy to adjust the spirit, the two-pronged approach, even if it cannot be cured. , There should be some expected effects. However, things are not that simple. The treatment performed in a theoretically effective way not only failed to produce the expected effect, but promoted further deterioration. No, or, it should be said, a mutation of the disease.

　　

　　When mutations occurred, all the theories of treatment in the past were overthrown, just as people finally found classical physics, and when they could use it to serve their lives, suddenly, the basic rules of the world took place. This is a fundamental change that makes classical physics completely invalid, and it must be repeated over a hundred years of accumulation to find a formula that describes the basic rules of the new world.

　　

　　 For any researcher, such a change is undoubtedly a heavy blow, however. Soon, they realized that whenever they found a theory that could correspond to the current situation, and tried to apply it. Those corresponding to theories have changed again. If it's just one time, maybe it can be regarded as one's own mistake, and twice can be regarded as a coincidence, but every time it is like this, people have to feel a kind of fear as if there is something invisible. I was watching myself, as if I was playing with it, pushing the sandcastle that I finally piled up, to it, it was as simple as raising my hands and feet.

　　

　　 What is it that I am facing? Such thoughts, after in-depth contact with patients with doomsday syndrome, and even detailed understanding of all the descriptions of "viruses" in the database, will emerge uncontrollably in my mind. In the human-oriented wisdom. It is very difficult and unacceptable to form an opponent "beyond understanding". Because this kind of unlimited overestimation of the "virus" will make all my thoughts and actions seem meaningless. This kind of meaninglessness, and creating meaningless unknowns, can cause people to have extreme negative emotions.

　　

　　The psychologists deployed in this hospital are not only serving the doomsday syndrome patients, but also serving the researchers themselves. Transcendental thinking cannot be imagined. And understand how terrifying what I have to face, but because of this, it makes people feel a kind of fear like an abyss.

　　

　　 Fear, despair and madness. It has always been the subject of this hospital. This is also the reason why this hospital must be set up on an isolated island. When was the hospital established, and when did the research on the "virus" begin? In fact, the people who work in the hospital are not very clear about it.

　　

　　 Huge and extreme negative emotions spread across the island in the form of a small social structure. This is a situation that every psychologist knows. And this is not a problem that has just emerged. As long as the research on "viruses" and "doomsday syndrome" continues, it cannot be avoided. It is also the responsibility of researchers to try to channel and suppress such emotions. The hospital has many unhuman rules and regulations, some of which are even guarded, just like secret groups in the Middle Ages, and even cults are reminiscent of them. Nobody knows how many people are active in places that they can’t see during the day and night, and how many such invisible places there are.

　　

　　 These artificial unknowns that can be created are not useless or unnecessary, let alone call them "tumors."

　　

　　If you want to survive in this hospital, you must sometimes face it, and sometimes you must ignore it. If the orthodox courtyard is white, and the underground groups that are secretly active are black, then there is also a huge gray area to reconcile these two colors. The hospital on this isolated island carries too many secrets and becomes very complicated. However, the composition of this living environment is entirely caused by "viruses."

　　

　　 "Virus" is like a magnet, and the changeable human heart surrounds it and creates a terrible shell. This is not something that a person or a group can simply break. At the beginning, there was probably a calculation that "just in case, nuclear bombs can be dropped at the isolated island hospital and violently eliminate everything." However, nuclear bombs also require people to press and twist, and it is the human heart that dominates people's behavior. Nowadays, whether the idea of ​​"dropping a nuclear bomb" can be unified and whether it can be implemented is also a question.

　　

　　 Several times, I heard that the above felt terrified and prepared to destroy everything here, but in the end, the isolated island hospital still existed. When people thought it would continue to exist as always, the signs of destruction appeared directly from inside the hospital. Not only inside the hospital, but the outside world is no longer as safe as it used to be.

　　

　　 "The virus is active."

　　

　　 This is the only answer that the hospital can give after spending such a long time and energy. It can be described as irritating and unsatisfactory. But what is the solution? If it were a movie, there would probably be a dramatic turning point, and perhaps it would be able to save everyone from the fire and water. But, where is this dramatic turning point?

　　

　　 No one can be sure.

　　

　　 Everyone is lingering in the unknown fear.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li is very clear that there is a clear dividing line between the past and the current situation. Perhaps anyone who knows more insider can feel that this dividing line is the death of the special experimental subject "Gaochuan". Theoretically, it does not mean complete death, but it is regarded as the beginning of common sense death. As time passed, this feeling became clearer and clearer.

　　

　　 Even researchers who don’t believe in "feeling" use statistical methods. It is also possible to verify the probability of this change in a series of events that have occurred over a period of several months.

　　

　　 What kind of existence is "Gaochuan"? Why does he become such a dividing line? What happened to him can't be seen with the naked eye. Changes that have not been analyzed in advance by the theory? These questions are related to the secrets of "viruses", and all researchers who try to analyze "Gaochuan" have such clear or vague ideas, but they must exist.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li considers herself to be one of the researchers closest to "Gaochuan", and this experience eventually became her taking over the work of the deceased. Become the capital of the senior research team of the hospital. However, even she had to admit that she actually didn't know much about the person "Gao Chuan". Of course, if only a teenager sees "Gaochuan", her psychological knowledge is enough to complete a relatively complete and objective description of it, but it is also in the process of this description that she can feel that it constitutes "Gaochuan". This person, this exists. It is not just as simple as "a human teenager". In his physical and psychological depths, there is something else hidden. Many people try to come into contact with this kind of thing and analyze this kind of thing, and "Gao Chuan" himself even signed a contract to become an experimental subject voluntarily to cooperate with various researches in order to complete the antidote such as "serum".

　　

　　"Gaochuan" did not set limits on the research. Researchers also cherish this special sample very much and try to prove its value as much as possible, however. This close doctor-patient relationship seems to be one of the reasons for the destruction of the hospital itself. Dr. Ruan Li experienced a terrifying scene in the underground research room of the lurker. A terrifying force that suddenly appeared, killing many people in an unobservable way, is like a performance in a horror movie, which originally only existed on the screen, and was simply a picture of signal transcription. Suddenly emerged from the screen and became a terrifying entity.

　　

　　 Since then, the atmosphere in the hospital has gone from bad to worse. The onset of doomsday syndrome patients is getting shorter and shorter, their alienation is more rapid, and the number of infected people in the hospital is also rising. These conditions are deliberately covered up, but it is impossible to completely keep a trace of the wind.

　　

　　 When Dr. Ruan Li noticed that he was also suffering from Doomsday Syndrome, the sense of depression and horror of the doomsday became clearer. For a while, when she observed every normal person, she didn't think that the other person was normal, but just like herself, pretending to be normal. Every day, there are people who have met several times or talked to, and suddenly there is no sound. When observing, I always think that many of my acquaintances are inside.

　　

　　 and then dreaming, dreaming of the same dream, but cannot remember clearly. Even if you are awake, you will suddenly fall into a trance. When you feel pain, it will be accompanied by realistic and dark hallucinations. In the beginning, Dr. Ruan Li just fell into suspicious anxiety, but now, even the anxiety has been worn away, only numbness remains.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li believes that, in fact, people who can maintain their normal appearance just like themselves have this kind of numb mentality. However, numbness does not save anyone. It may be possible to go further and let people think calmly. However, from many perspectives, it is still a poison to the soul.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li constantly uses his psychological knowledge to adjust himself, but it does not have much effect.

　　

　　 Just like now, she saw the non-existent person in this closed laboratory, theoretically alone, and there were other things, it, or him, standing in the corner. The interior, which should have been illuminated by the light, is not as bright as I thought, and the shadows in the corners are clear, but it does not make people feel inconsistent.

　　

　　 He seemed to melt into the shadow, and he seemed to stand out from the shadow. Even if Dr. Ruan Li regards him as non-existent and imposes hints on his own psychology, he cannot completely avoid being concerned about him.

　　

　　 "Gao Chuan..." Doctor Ruan Li sighed, and finally gave up the practice of treating him as nothing. She turned around and looked at the shadow in the corner, and the figure in the shadow, the silhouette was so familiar.

　　

　　 "You look like a ghost now." Dr. Ruan Li said to himself, and the thing in the shadow did not respond to her words, as if it just wanted to stay there.

　　

　　 However, Dr. Ruan Li suddenly realized that it was not in that corner that there was a phantom named "Gaochuan".

　　

　　 I don’t know when, my surroundings have been surrounded by this kind of ghostly existence.

　　

　　 are all Gao Chuan, but the face is not clear, only a vague outline, accompanied by his shadow, at this time, has enveloped the entire laboratory. The sound of the machine's operation, the flashing indicator lights, and the metal and non-metal shells have all been alienated into an old and ancient appearance.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li feels that the place where he is located is not a modern high-tech laboratory, but a **** research chamber in the Middle Ages. There were blood stains everywhere, and familiar equipment was also transformed into other equipment with similar functions, but with an old and eerie shape. "Gaochuan Duplicate" is not lying in the cabin. Some are decomposed and hung on the wall, some are lying in a coffin without a cover, and some are lying on a blood-stained stone bed like an operating table~ IndoMTL. com~ Some are sitting in front of them, staring straight at them, of course there are people behind them, but Dr. Ruan Li has a deep horror and dare not look back.

　　

　　 Dr. Ruan Li just smoked, and she did not respond to such a situation, let alone respond to it. The response she made at the beginning has already made her a little regretful. I shouldn't have said the name "Gaochuan" with a sigh, maybe I wouldn't have such a terrifying hallucination. Based on her understanding of patients with doomsday syndrome, she is very clear that if she admits this hallucination, something terrible will happen.

　　

　　 But even if I tell myself that all of this is an illusion, I can't completely deny everything in front of me, because the air, breath and touch here are so real. Dr. Ruan Li knows that in many cases, "what I want to believe" has nothing to do with "what I really believe", nor is it because I decide not to believe something, my subconscious mind will definitely follow such a decision.

　　

　　Doctor Ruan Li just smoked silently.

　　

　　 She already understands why the boy was always silent when "Gaochuan" was still alive.

　　

　　Because there is no better way to deal with other than silence. (To be continued.)