Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1426: Mountain Ghost II

Dr. Ruan Li does not believe in mystery. Among the various mysterious phenomena that have occurred in the past, she always maintains a calm and objective attitude towards those phenomena that people think are incredible. She does not recognize whether the mysterious idea is correct or not, I have no right to judge, and even I prefer what she insists on is correct, because science is a careful and understandable way of thinking, using science to observe the world and The future is also a prudent and intelligible future. There is nothing more exciting than a solution doomsday.

For quite some time, the unwavering faith in her has been inspiring me. Even if I observe the world from a different perspective, I still hope that she can succeed, can save the world, and restore the end. It is not just Dr. Ruan Li, anyone who is interested in saving, even if standing in a hostile position with me, with diametrically opposed ideas and understanding, I will only be happy.

I never feel that I am the only right one, but I have to believe that I am the right one in the path I take, and that's all.

However, as the off-road vehicle drove to the entrance of the underground river, something strange was happening. Dr. Ruan Li, who has always been firm and calm, showed fear in front of me for the first time. I think this is a very unusual omen. I have some doubts about what makes Dr. Ruan Li fear.

Just a few minutes ago, Dr. Ruan Li told me that her condition was a bit bad, and she felt that she had been eroded by the white Claudia.

White Claudia was observed by Dr. Ruan Li based on this repeater world. It will lead to the end of the world. To me, White Claudia is not an unfamiliar name. In performance, it is also a very familiar plant. but. For this repeater world, it is far from being as simple as a medicinal plant that can create "illusions". The doomsday truth teaching spontaneously generated in this repeater world has been deeply involved in various scientific fields. Before that, I never thought that Claudia White would be in this world. Was given such a powerful concept.

People investigate the impact of White Claudia on the world and humans from the fields of biology, psychology, philosophy, mathematics, physics, etc., and all aspects of it have involved the most cutting-edge scientific and technological theories of this era . The research of Dr. Ruan Li and even the seminar focused solely on the two fields of psychology and biology to create a "paradise."

I think that Dr. Ruan Li may not be afraid of these strange and inexplicable mysteries, but that she saw something that other people could not see, and felt the horror that belonged only to her. These things that were simply let her see, made her further draw this terrible conclusion: she is being eroded.

In other words, the source of Dr. Nguyen Li’s fear is precisely because she is transforming from a doctor to a patient. When she was studying White Claudia as a doctor, she felt the threat from White Claudia. , Is entangled in an extremely close and extremely deep way.

Just like a doctor must go to a place where the epidemic is severe, and then find out that he has also been infected with the virus. In a desperate situation.

Her scientific knowledge allows her to understand deeply. What kind of thing the white Claudia was, it was precisely because she understood what she was that she was terrified. This is not the fear of the unknown, but the fear of being unable to deal with the known situation under the known circumstances.

In other words, I would rather believe it. Dr. Ruan Li showed fear for this reason, not because he realized the mystery and believed in the unpredictability of the mystery. I don't want her to be the same person as me. I don’t want her to have the same ideas as me, and she doesn’t want to always believe that destiny can be overcome, everything will be analyzed scientifically, and she, who is careful and understandable, will eventually fall into the fool of "destiny" and "infinite unknown" just like me. middle.

My attitude towards the world I observe has been changing, becoming an agnostic, and I deeply understand how negative, how helpless, and how such a perspective is. Despair. That is definitely not something everyone can bear. I don’t want the people I love to force myself to stand up in this negative and desperate belief. I don’t want them to remain silent in the face of the unknown. I hope Even if they are dead, they can burn their beliefs to firmly believe in the existence of hope.

When Dr. Ruan Li said "I might be eroded by White Claudia", because of this erosion, I saw hallucinations and felt terrified by the hallucinations, I didn't know what expression I should use Respond to her. I am not a eloquent person. I have fallen into agnosticism, using a macro and huge concept, an illogical and perceptual thinking, to understand everything I see. I don't think that such a self can speak so sharply that Dr. Ruan Li can regain the strength of being a materialist.

Thunder and lightning blew up in the gloomy sky, light and shadow spread in the car, teeth and claws were flaring, and Dr. Ruan Li's profile was set off weird and dangerous, as if she was no longer her, but something else. I don't know if this is an illusion, or the fluctuations in her heart reflected in her facial expressions, which in turn makes people feel illusions.

The off-road vehicle stopped abruptly, and Dr. Ruan Li stepped on the brakes. She said to me, "A woman in a red dress... a red dress." She said so, but her eyes fell on the rearview mirror, like a car. There really is such a person after that.

The chain judgement did not observe the woman in red, she just kept staying in the off-road vehicle. Only the human figure that could be observed by the chain judgement has disappeared. The one that disappeared seemed to be the friend "Gus" that Dr. Ruan Li referred to.

All of this seems to be faintly connected, but these connections are only based on my subjective thoughts. I don’t want to induce Dr. Ruan Li’s own subjectivity. Her original point of view is not wrong. When everyone else was murdered "mysteriously", her tenacious and rational perception might be her. The secret that survived, and I hope she can live like that forever, without being bothered by any hallucinations and mysteries.

However, if Dr. Ruan Li really confirms that he has been eroded by White Claudia, it may be very difficult to resist the illusion and mystery as in the past.

When Dr. Ruan Li started to have doubts, the doubts seemed to be generating stronger waves. Let the hallucinations occur further, and then unfold in front of me.

"The woman in red? Where is it?" I asked. Now, I can only use my experience as a mystery expert to deal with the current state of affairs.

Sure enough, just after my voice fell, Dr. Ruan Li turned his head and was watching. Her face began to deform, her body and clothes also began to deform, becoming a woman in a red dress.

"It's here." Her voice is completely different from that of Dr. Ruan Li. It is exceptionally low in alcohol, just like a good wine that has been brewed for many years, exuding a fascinating taste.

I didn't speak, I just stared at her like that.

I only know one thing, she must be non-existent, sitting in the driving seat looking at me. It is not a monster, but Dr. Ruan Li himself.

Even if I have become an agnostic and a mystic expert, I must completely deny the existence of mystery at this time.

I don’t know if I can do it. Thinking and concepts are always subtle, subjective and superficially negative, but there are traces in the subconscious.

But. If I don’t do this, who else will do it? Do you want to admit the weirdness of the lady in red in front of you. Then kill her along with Dr. Ruan Li? The red girl in front of me and Dr. Ruan Li are different, but they are unified by "mystery". This kind of cognition does not need evidence at all, it is entirely out of my own sensitivity to mystery.

I did not respond. Experience tells me that any response is inappropriate. Because. The answer itself also represents an acknowledgment.

I know very well that I must fight, and the enemy to be defeated is not the girl in red, but myself.

I am silent. I imagine, I think, this is fighting, and none of this can be a language or a sound. I stared at her, but I had to make myself aware that what I was looking at was not the lady in red, but Dr. Ruan Li.

I can clearly feel the pressure, my forehead and back are oozing sweat.

The battle with myself lasted for nearly a minute.

The red girl's body began to become hazy, and then her appearance became hazy. All the impression was left with the mouth covered with lipstick. I know who she is, she is so familiar, but I must forget her and deny the idea of ​​"she is here". With only a hazy outline, she suddenly pinched my neck, but I couldn't fight back and couldn't move. I must firmly believe that "Doctor Ruan Li would not do such a thing."

I can feel the suffocation when I was pinched, and the ferocious power, but once I respond to this, it may worsen the situation. All my counterattacks, even if they can be directly Defeating this lady in red would also cause Dr. Ruan Li to be injured.

Of course, I have no evidence. All these judgments and responses are based on my own experience.

The suffocation became stronger and stronger, and I felt that my cervical spine was almost severed by her with extraordinary strength. However, only the scarlet, glamorous and hideous lips remained in her body, and the other parts became almost disappearing translucent. I firmly grasped the armrest of the seat. The next moment, she hugged me with such an illusory silhouette, and then, while I was motionless, she threw herself out of the window.

The thunder and lightning exploded again, and Dr. Ruan Li's body was stiff, and his body was shaking constantly. She seemed to realize what she was doing. She gently took her hand away from me, and I couldn't help but cough, then quickly grabbed her hand and pulled her into my arms. I hugged her deeply, I can't speak, but I hope that my hug can warm her heart and let her know that I will never blame her or fear her for this kind of thing.

"Don't say sorry, mother." I whispered in her ear. It is true that I still have unfulfilled responsibilities in this world, but if I failed just now and was killed by her, I would never have thought that I would retaliate against her, let alone feel resentment for such a fate.

Failure, despair, falling into the abyss... these have never been the most terrifying to me.

Dr. Ruan Li put his face next to my face, I felt liquid running down against my skin, is Dr. Ruan Li crying? She hugged me tightly, far more than I hugged her.

Three or four seconds later, Dr. Ruan Li released his arm, and I also let go of her.

Her face has lost the fragility and fear she had before, and she has returned to her usual strong and calm look. I am very happy to see Dr. Ruan Li like this. I am proud of her self-adjustment ability, and hope that this will bring her more hope, rather than just the same panic.

"I was eroded by the white Claudia." Dr. Ruan Li said the same thing as a few minutes ago, but the tone and expression are completely different. I can feel that her heart seems to be warmer and harder. Stuff fills up.

I didn't speak, just looked at her silently.

She took a deep breath, sat upright in the driving position, and started the off-road vehicle again.

"We are leaving here." She said as if talking to herself.

Only the chain determination can be observed, the remaining four human figures in the car disappeared.

We didn't talk anymore~IndoMTL.com~ The heavy rain outside the car, lightning and thunder, but no longer had the frightening power before, and the quietness in the car was no longer so heavy and weird. In this small cab, there is a warm and firm breath, which is like a campfire lit in the dark, dispelling all the fear that comes from the darkness and the association of the unknown.

The off-road vehicle drove over rugged mountain roads, sometimes crashing into pits, and sometimes struggling to climb over slippery soil slopes. We don’t have a map, and Dr. Ruan Li doesn’t know the exact route. The details of the underground river are all in the mind of the friend named "Gus". This person may have encountered an accident, and the possibility of us being betrayed by him is also very high, but this is not the reason for us to give up going to the underground river.

We must do this. Before we get the definite result, we must personally take the risk and look for the remaining opportunities, because besides that, do we have no retreat, we can only stay in On the peninsula, face greater danger.

I think that for Dr. Ruan Li, all kinds of accidents will happen along the way, and they are already under consideration. Relying on others is one of the worst plans.

After another twenty minutes, Dr. Ruan Li finally found a familiar path based on his impression. To be precise, it was not a road, but a crack in the mountains surrounded by thorns. (To be continued...)