Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1448: Crow Knight Four

During the journey before arriving on the peninsula, those of us who participated in the seminar were attacked on a large scale. The specific situation is still inconclusive, but the information I got includes the Nazi 51st district team. Many mysterious organizations were involved in that incident. It was also in that incident that I encountered the fusion of the electronic demon Nightcrow Quark and Carmen for the first time. Alien Youjiang was also there at the time, but her target seemed to be other mysterious experts. Until the end of the incident, I was unable to. Go further into that battlefield.

Even so, the fusion of Nightcrow Quark and Carmen still gave me a huge shock. That was the last time I became an individual Carmen. At that time, I was only a third-level Mageweave messenger, and the Night Crow Quark failed to completely swallow Carmen and became the Black Raven Knight. Investigating the state of the night crow quark and Carmen at that time, it was more like that Carmen was imprisoned in the night crow quark. A large part of the power of the two was consumed in mutual restraint. It is also because of this that he was able to take advantage of a little opportunity. Temporarily get rid of the mystery of Alienated Youjiang, and tell me the secrets of Night Crow Quark and Alienated Youjiang.

It was that conversation that gave me the idea of ​​re-examining the relationship between Carmen the Night Crow Quark and Gao Chuan. As for the ending at the time, if Carmen and Night Crow Quark were not for each other, I, who only had the third-level Mageweave messenger, would surely end up in an even more miserable defeat. Even the imperfect fusion at the time had already begun to manifest itself. Show the strong side.

Whether it is the electronic demon Night Crow Quark or the Doomsday Agent Carmen, I know exactly what level of power they have, but when they truly combine their strengths, they completely transform into a unique mystery. When characteristic, the resulting chemical reaction is still beyond my guess.

The place beyond conjecture lies not only in its ability, but also in its form. It is infinitely similar to the taste of "Gaochuan". If it weren't for the different colors, I even thought that the one standing in front of me was a clone of myself. The similar style of armed and fighting style, as well as the illusion of if there is no such thing, make me feel that it is my own shadow from time to time.

In just a few seconds, this feeling has become more intense. What I am best at. Almost all are reflected in the Black Raven Knight, the choices and judgments I made in real time. It will also be the first time it will make the choices that I would make under the same circumstances. What I am facing is another self, but it is not a pure clone. What the black crow knight shows is more like using different methods to achieve similar results. It has its own characteristics, but the similarities in the bones are inevitable for me.

I think this monster is similar to myself. It's not a clumsy fake, it's not a mere shadow, it's not a close relationship like brothers, and it's not a connection between me and another Gaochuan. This feeling is extremely complicated, but it is unavoidable. If you want to describe it, it is what I have overlooked. It should exist in another part of itself.

There has always been a saying in the world: For a person, the one who knows himself best is never himself, but another person who is entangled with his fate. Interpreting this sentence from the psychology level shows that people will be subjectively blinded on the psychological level, and then ignore certain things that exist objectively. But as long as people still have subjectivity, they cannot be completely objective. And this part of the things that are blinded by one's own subjectivity are often invisible in the eyes of others.

In terms of physiology, human beings have not yet fully interpreted all the physiological activities and life structures that constitute their own existence, and it is already a fact recognized in the scientific community.

I think that the Black Raven Rider in front of me also describes the existence of the person "Gao Chuan". However, the undecipherable physiological level and the subjectively obscured information on the psychological level are blended, and are mapped out in this form in this doomsday illusion.

If my idea is correct, then, from this perspective, the monster in front of me is indeed "Gaochuan".

This conclusion is actually not a bad thing to me. Although in the process of its formation, Alien Youjiang must have played a very key role, and its formation was aimed at me from the very beginning, even aimed at "Gaochuan", the original intention was not good intentions. Perhaps in its formation, it appeared in front of me. Behind this series of operations, there is an active shadow of "virus", which is a result of non-subjective good and evil and natural disease. However, for me, this Isn't it an opportunity to make "Gaochuan" truly an opportunity?

I never think that my appearance is beyond doubt, it is something that is not negative at all and is truly worthy of joy. I know very well that my own recovery is an abnormal situation, and therefore I can experience the hostility of the color center and Super Dorothy. Their scrutiny and denial of me have reasons that even I can hardly refute. The reason why I am still standing here and still alive is precisely because I must be responsible to myself, to "Jiang", and to me. The past birth, the past efforts, and the past are responsible for my Gaochuan’s expectations. I think that my existence is an anomaly, but it does not mean that I think my plan is completely infeasible, and I never think that the simultaneous existence of two "high rivers" can always be maintained. Go down.

I calmly faced the joy of my recovery and worried about the abnormality of my own recovery, but I had no doubts about the conclusion that there was only one "Gaochuan". Therefore, I have also thought about many possibilities and consequences of my reunion with other Gaochuan. In this integration, the topic of "who is the leader" cannot be avoided. I am not particularly smart. Before I died, I once entrusted all the rights, obligations and responsibilities to the later "Gao Chuan". After the recovery, I did not feel that other "Kao Chuan" did worse than myself, but After the recovery, I never thought about entrusting everything to another Gaochuan who existed at the same time in a way similar to suicide.

This kind of thinking is contradictory, but to me, it is just an attitude towards responsibility. Since "Gaochuan" is bound to become one, then how should one face this process and result? Is it right that if you hand over the leadership to other Gaochuan, your own plan will not be able to be implemented? If you are guided by yourself and just execute your own plan, is it necessarily correct? If "Gaochuan" really becomes one, then what was "Gaochuan" like at that time? What will he think? Do something? What is correct? What is stubborn?

I have thought about these issues. However, I also understand that before the facts happen, there is no definite answer to this question.

However, there is now an opportunity for verification.

From the past to the present, there has always been a hidden "Gaochuan" in the doomsday illusion, and it is now standing in front of me in this open and honest way.

If it does not appear. The union of "Gaochuan" is necessarily imperfect.

In the doomsday illusion, everyone is divided. "Gaochuan" was a special one in the past, but now it is completely different. "Gaochuan" is also split. It was not discovered in the past, but it was simply because the split was too obscure to be noticed in the first place.

The division of "Gaochuan" did not simply appear in this doomsday illusion, but has existed from the very beginning. Only in this doomsday illusion, this split is more explicit. The color center and Super Dorothy thought that my recovery was an abnormality, a fragmentation. It is a manifestation of morbidity, a conspiracy of the "virus", these may be all right, but they may not realize that I am not the only part of the division.

They failed to face up to the split that "Gaochuan" had had from the beginning, so. The "Gaochuan" unity plan they promote is flawed.

The appearance of the Black Raven Knight is the best opportunity for me to make up for this flaw. Before merging with another Gaochuan, first use this opportunity to rehearse, which is also an attractive plan. It's just that the other party will not be obediently still let me do it. And my mentality. There are also some uncertainties.

How am I going to face this inky black crow knight like a mortal enemy? Do you really see it as a part of yourself, or do you see it as a complete enemy? Do I want to eliminate it in the name of "fusion"? Or do you really want to be one with it? In theory, I can objectively judge whether its existence is reasonable, but perceptually, whether I really hold a positive attitude. To implement this theory?

Know, do, and accept; thoughts, actions, and emotions; these three are never absolutely unified.

When facing this opportunity, I am not sure whether my words, deeds, emotions and thinking are absolutely consistent, but I know very well that I still hesitate, and this hesitation is completely reflected in a stalemate. In battle. Although I may not be able to solve the opponent as soon as possible, and even cannot guarantee how high my chances of winning under normal conditions are, I feel that I may be subconsciously procrastinating the battle.

This kind of delay is not due to dull hands and feet, or hesitation in fighting consciousness. Whether it is slow or hesitant, it is fatal in such a high-speed battle. When facing the dark Raven Rider, I didn't have this kind of surplus under self-protection. I tried my best to save my life from a fighting style similar to my own. I also tried every means to find the weakness of the Dark Rook Knight and try to knock it to the ground.

It's just that, while fighting, my thinking is not entirely on the point of "how to defeat the enemy". This is why I think I am subconsciously delaying this battle.

I entangled with the dark Raven Rider, ascending and descending, shuttled from one side to the other amidst the interlacing sound of long knives. I defended, counterattacked, used the sudden change in speed, cut into its skills, and was adapted to it for the first time, which in turn caused my flaws. Our blades glided across their respective bodies, but were blocked by the solid armors, sparks slid up and made a harsh sound.

We have never once successfully beaten each other’s vitals, and we will fight each other and try to open the deadlock with our fists and feet. However, I think it is so familiar to me, and I also have a natural familiarity with it. Feeling, this kind of familiarity becomes intuition, feedback in our every move, the other party’s flaws will evolve into our own flaws, and a successful blow will also be disintegrated in the first time by a little familiarity.

I think this kind of entanglement is endless, but no matter whether I am or it, it seems that there is no way to decide the winner in one shot. I don't think about the battle on the real peninsula for the time being, because if I can't achieve results in this battle, I won't have a chance to get involved. The battle will become more intense. To take food from the entanglement of the mysterious organizations from all sides, and to further face the doomsday fantasy and the reality of the hospital, the first step is to leave the dark Raven Knight behind.

The dark Raven Knight began to accelerate, and I immediately chased him. It leaped and took off into the air, the cloak spread out into wings, and rolled in a dazzling trajectory, trying to maintain a high distance from me. I also unfolded my cloak and turned it into wings, but unlike it, it was not because I had the ability to fly, but with the help of spouts hidden in the wings. It is more flexible than me, and my sprint is more bursting than it. We all tried to cut off each other's wings, but we were able to intercept the opponent's offensive with a blade at the first time.

In the blink of an eye, we exchanged a thousand or eight hundred swords, and the wasteland was full of traces of cutting. The dark Raven Knight is not the ultimate weapon, but entangled with it, he has the feeling of facing the ultimate weapon. I think this battle is more difficult than any previous one, even if I have not fallen into a disadvantage.

We landed on the ground again, facing an opponent three meters away, and at the same time withdrew, extending the distance between each other to fifty meters. For us, fifty meters, the distance that we will cross in just an instant, is far from safety, and it is not a buffer. Even the body of the fourth-level magic pattern messenger could not help but breathe a little in this more intense offensive and defensive battle. , The Black Raven Knight with the electronic demon form as the core has an advantage in physical strength.

However, high-speed combat is never the one who has better physical strength, who will have the last laugh. I took a deep breath~IndoMTL.com~ threw away the long knife in my hand. I did not give up fighting, but when I was thinking about it, I couldn't help but think, does the battle with it have to be determined in the conventional sense of life and death?

If I knock it down here and kill it, does it make any sense? When another "Gaochuan" stands in front of him, is all he can do is to distinguish between superiority and orthodoxy? Between Gaochuan and Gaochuan, can you only speak with a sharp blade? If one side only wants to defeat the other side and only takes this victory as the ultimate goal, then what use is this victory for "Gaochuan"?

I don’t want to die, but is it too sad if you just wield a knife to live? And can Gao Chuan who did this be recognized by himself? I recognize that I am "Gaochuan". Isn't it because I have higher expectations for "Gaochuan"?

"Gaochuan" is not just me, but everything I think, everything I do, all my thoughts and decisions, will become "Gaochuan".

So, even if I face death directly, I want to do something more in line with my "Gao Chuan" style, and become a "Kao Chuan" that I can recognize. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for a monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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