Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1449: Crow Knight Five

Does the dark Raven Knight have his own thoughts? It was originally an electronic demon, and I never felt a thought in it, only a little aura of consciousness. After merging with Carmen, how many of Carmen's thoughts still remain in it? At this moment, is the chaser masquerading as a puppet, or is it really just a reflection of instinct outside of subjectivity? I think it is a part of "Gaochuan" that I don't know, and it also represents the incomplete existence of "Gaochuan". I accept the basis of its existence psychologically and physiologically, but it is hidden in this exorcism. What kind of existence is in it is like the part where people are curious because they cannot fully understand themselves.

Because I cannot fully understand myself, Gao Chuan cannot fully understand myself, and humans cannot fully understand myself. Therefore, the mystery possessed by the dark Raven Knight is not general to me in the doomsday fantasy. The mysterious meaning is not the mysterious meaning given to it by "virus" and "Jiang", but also lies in the mystery of Gao Chuan that he does not know.

I want to analyze it and understand it, just as people want to truly and thoroughly understand themselves. However, as far as knowledge is concerned, I also know very well that I don’t have the ability to analyze and understand it from the perspective of a third party. The ability to understand it. So, if I want to accept it and understand it, the only option is to personally invest in it.

It doesn't make any sense to defeat it and kill it here. Who can completely kill the side that he doesn't understand? In many philosophical and occult narrations, there are also many stories similar to my situation at this time, and different choices are also given. However, just in terms of the story, I always think. The "victory" and "killing" mentioned there are just words for the real purpose of forcibly replacing its practice.

Therefore, I have always believed that the terms "to defeat" and "to kill" in themselves reflect the situation of "I cannot really understand myself, and I cannot use the most straightforward words to analyze myself."

Students apply the superficial meaning of these philosophical and occult vocabulary. In fact, it is a meaningless or even wrong approach.

The so-called conquering oneself is never a complete denial of oneself that one does not understand, nor is it possible to truly cut off oneself that one does not understand.

So I threw away the weapon and removed the armor of this raven knight.

I want to face this Gao Chuan, the other side of himself that even Gao Chuan doesn't really understand.

Just as I don’t think it makes sense to defeat it and kill it here, so when I recognize its existence, I no longer think that I will be defeated and killed by it. The so-called victory and death. In my opinion at this time, it is just an ideological trap. From the very beginning, no one between us can rely on this tough and direct way to win the opportunity. The similarity I have observed before, produced Intuition, as well as the stalemate in the battle, are meaningful. This meaning does not lie in describing the combat effectiveness between me and it. It's not about who is the real Gaochuan, and it's not about the difference between ourselves and the enemy.

I think. This ideological trap is the inevitable difficulty for Gaochuan to reunite. Until now, I still don't know how to solve it, nor am I completely sure. I disarmed myself and hesitated at first, if my thoughts were wrong. If you are killed by the opponent all at once, what will happen to your successors? However, I still did it because I had no better way. I think it is part of Gaochuan. I think there is no direct and rude victory or defeat between me and it. This idea has always been rooted in my heart, and it has continued to grow strong over time and against it.

So, let go of all worries and fears, and let yourself invest in this game in the most stable way when you are most disturbed.

When I disarmed all the arms, this ideological world was changing rapidly, and I did not exert any extra power on this world. All these changes seem to happen naturally, but in my feelings, they seem to have a special meaning. I can't interpret the reasons behind this change, and I don't intend to understand it, because it was originally stupid that I couldn't understand at this moment.

I just stared at the dark Raven Rider, observing every subtle movement of it. Just as this seemingly infinitely vast world of consciousness is rapidly changing, the pitch-black Raven Rider seems to be frozen, with no movement or sound, just like the center point that never moves in a huge moving background. .

The squally wind roared, and the earth turned into powder in the wind. The powder in the sky blurred my vision, and it seemed to be in motion, forming a macroscopic and complex system. In the chain judgment, the operation of this system is so complicated, yet it is full of a kind of elastic beauty. It stretches up and down to form a pattern full of complex suggestive meanings. It's hard to say what this pattern looks like, but there are similar patterns in my occult knowledge, but these patterns are only part of this macro and cumbersome pattern. What makes me feel that all the patterns outlined in the mystics that express the vast and mysterious charm and the inscrutable divinity are all because someone sees the picture in front of them, but they can’t copy the entire picture, only Part of the impressions were intercepted after the fact to form the different mystical knowledge, which is full of similar, disconnected, and far-fetched patterns.

I'm still standing, and my feet are full of the real sense of the earth, but the earth has actually disappeared. In the chain judgment, the dark Raven Rider and I are actually standing in a three-dimensional and magnificent composition, but this composition is extremely small, but it seems that we are at a crucial point. This dynamic pattern continues to extend, giving people a never-ending stalwart that transcends time and space. Observing it, the mind will be filled with something, and feel that it seems to be expounding everything about itself, and at the same time expounding everything on the outside, as if as long as you can understand it, then you will know everything about the world and everything. Know everything.

I don’t know if this is an illusion or true, but I didn’t go further because. It's like waking up from a trance, and suddenly I understand that no matter what benefits it can bring, I can't understand it at all. It is the fact that I need to face it.

And before observing and understanding this pattern, what I need to observe and understand. It was just the Raven Rider on the other side.

I started to move forward, very slowly at first. I felt that I was still hesitating, but as the distance between me and it was getting closer, the hesitation melted away little by little. When there were only seven steps left between me and it, it suddenly moved.

As soon as the dark Raven Rider moves, the pattern that envelopes us will have more and more repeated changes. To describe it, it means "to move the whole body with one move." It moves. It also suddenly made me think of what I should do. Disarming before was just a sudden, one-sided thought, but at this moment, the follow-up of this thought was immediately completed. I felt that my head suddenly became bright, and how stupid I was when I couldn't think of how to behave before. It was supposed to be a very simple thing, but it has been ignored. He has never thought about it in this direction.

I can’t be sure that suddenly having an idea on my own is the best solution, but for me, this is already a flash of light. The only action imaginable.

At this moment, I also entered a quick sweep state.

The dark Raven Rider is like light and electricity. Unlike me, his actions are swift and agile. It makes people understand that there are no complicated thoughts in his heart. Its knife pierced my heart. There is no hesitation. Its whole body gave me a sense of purity, the murderous intent that broke out at this moment, there was no gloom or nobility, there was no entanglement between life and death, and for a certain purpose, such as filth rolling in the quagmire.

I touched the armed, walked up, so it stabbed, nothing more.

I didn’t dodge this blow. I just caused the blade to deviate from the critical point. In such a high-speed and fierce battle, it is impossible to win at all.

But do I need to win? To another Gao Chuan, declare his own orthodoxy, shout his own victory, and ultimately dominate the opponent's will? I don't think it should be done. Because I no longer think that the relationship between me and it is the enemy of life and death.

I and it are both Gaochuan. In this case, the meaning of the name "Gaochuan" is a natural fit that we have. "Gaochuan" is going to be one, but it doesn't mean that one "Gaochuan" will kill another "Gaochuan". Even, in my opinion, "Gaochuan" will not kill itself, whether it is oneself. What you think of yourself is still what you don’t understand.

Whether he admits it or does not admit it, it must be an indispensable part of the existence of "Gaochuan". Even if these parts are displayed in a relative way for various reasons, it will inevitably not be able to cut off the deep roots of the essence.

The long knife pierced my right chest and pierced my lungs. I felt painful and couldn't breathe. Every time I gasped, a lot of blood poured from my chest to my throat, and from between my teeth. But I didn’t die. For ordinary people, this was an irreparable severe injury. For the fourth-level Mageweave messenger, although it was not a minor injury, it was not fatal. Moreover, where I am now, it is just a It's just a world of consciousness.

I know very well what the next action will be after its long knife penetrates my body, because I will definitely do it even more. The speed of the stabbing is very fast, but the wound is not big. If it is not critical, it is not lethal. In order to kill the enemy, the wound must be enlarged. There are many ways to expand the wound with a knife inserted into the enemy's chest, and it is so similar to me, it will definitely use the one I do most often. So I stretched out my hand and got in the way before it made such an attack. I grabbed its wrist, and it had to stop.

Before it reentered the quick sweep, I added another force and moved a step further in the direction of the long knife. It wanted to get rid of backwards, but it was firmly grasped by my wrist. As it struggled, I took a step forward again. This step puts me and it at a distance that can touch each other even with breathing. When it wants to move its legs, it is stepped on its feet. It wants to let go of the knife handle and free both hands, so I immediately grab the joints. The head hammer hit the mask that blocked his face severely.

It still has no emotions. Whether it succeeds or fails, there is only the cleanest, inorganic killing. It seems to have no thoughts, but the sense of purpose revealed by the actions is simple and straightforward. It would not give up at the time, but after limiting its actions, it was me who entered the quick sweep state first.

My quick sweeps are always relatively faster. Even as the side of the comparison, it is not a human being at all, and it also has quick sweeps, but I will not lose to anyone or non-human just in terms of the speed characteristic of "relatively fast". Even the pitch-black Raven Rider can catch up to a relatively small difference in speed. This gap still exists, and it will still become an insurmountable gap due to some small advances.

In my own way, I imprisoned the Raven Rider, who also had a quick raid. Perhaps in the eyes of others, this is a black humor. In the past, mystery experts tried all kinds of methods to try to imprison me, but I tried to avoid being imprisoned by them, but what I do now is the simplest way that others have never used before.

Then ~IndoMTL.com~ I took off my left eye.

Without any preparation, I didn’t think I needed to do this before, but when this idea came into being, the hesitation and hesitation in my mind seemed to be melted by a scorching heat from my heart. . I didn't hesitate, nor was I afraid of pain. When my fingers were inserted in the eye sockets, it seemed to make my head numb, but it gave me a sense of seeing that I was in this situation for a while.

It's like a familiar taste, awakening the memory of yesterday, Zhenjiang's neurotic smile is full of deep and enchanting, that dark and frightening eyes, that babble that seems to call a nightmare, a little bit Squeezed out of the brain plasma, and turned into electric current, running through every nerve in the body.

My body was shaking, but I couldn't tell whether it was because of pain or because the memory was too deep. The more I dig my fingers inward and dig out my left eyeball a little bit, the pain and horror that involves nerves, it seems to put me in that night again. I seemed to see an illusion, and Mae was by my side, stroking my face, staring into my eyes, and telling me words that I couldn't listen to.

I yelled and took off my left eye. (To be continued...)

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