Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1490: Walking with extraordinary consciousness

Analyzed from the past behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in this world and the actual behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital in the story, the two have a deep connection, and this connection has been confirmed by me in the past. However, it is mostly confirmed by the way "Dr. Ruan Li in the repeater world is a projection of Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital reality". ●⌒. Please search for the update. Also, from this projection hypothesis, Dr. Ruan Li, who had imagined the reality of the hospital, was also infected with the doomsday syndrome. This hypothesis is of course a story told from the perspective of the third party in the diary. Be consistent and mutually verify. However, this hypothesis is passive for Dr. Ruan Li in this repeater world. It is the continuation of the activities produced by Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital's reality as the main body.

However, now I feel that Dr. Ruan Li of the repeater world has become the active party. I may not be very clear. However, "Dr. Ruan Li, who interacts with me in this repeater world, is Actively inversely affect Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital reality in the story. "This feeling is so strong.

I even think that it is precisely because Dr. Ruan Li in two different worlds has achieved such a deep, unconscious interaction, that is the basis for their respective explosions of stronger research capabilities than before. The knowledge that the two know, the experience they have, and the different angles of thinking on similar things, in this unconscious, as if "unrememberable dream" way, completed the interaction. In the case that they themselves are not sure, one regards the other as a kind of psychological pressure, a symptom of the appearance of personality, but still under an extremely strong sense of responsibility, a certain degree of integration is completed. .

This is a very complicated mental state. If the story described in the diary is true, then it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as "inner soul".

My knowledge makes it impossible for me to parse out the secrets, but I am still surprised and still feel that it is necessary to treat the "stories I don't know" in the diary as a story that happened.

Because. For me, the "diary" is meaningful in itself. Whether it is the concept of this carrier, or its content, it is from another angle. Another kind of depth is depicting the self that I don't know, and reflecting the world that I observe from the perspective of consciousness through the self that I don't know.

It's just that these meanings are too profound and complicated. I can't figure it out at all.

Things that have meaning may not be so strongly related when they exist as “things”, but when they are regarded as “relationships in a sense”, it will make people feel that the familiar world in the past suddenly It changed.

Using idealism to explain materialism, how difficult it is to observe and understand the material world from the perspective of consciousness. However. This is what the consciousness has to do when walking. Putting it on other conscious walkers must have some special talents, let them regard such things as instinct, so they can do it naturally. However, for me as a half-hearted person, it can only be done occasionally in the "hazy and unknowingly", like a sudden inspiration, suddenly entering a state.

If it's just walking in someone's state of mind. Of course it does not need to be so complicated, but if it is to target the entire world of material appearance, or to complete a consciousness walk in a certain area. You must be able to fully understand the range you want to walk as an ideology, and convince yourself that it is an ideology.

It's difficult, but I have done it several times in the past.

The cabin has no door, and the only window is strangely closed. The entire space is closed. It is impossible to find an exit through normal means, nor can it directly destroy the hut with violence. Among the abilities and tools I have, only conscious walking can make me leave.

So, only do this.

Even if it is extremely difficult, even if it seems to require luck, or something else, such as the help of "Jiang", I must try it.

Stay here and wait for the end, of course it is also a way. However, if you don’t even struggle for a while, and just fall from the position of the rescuer to the role of being rescued, then I am not me.

I suddenly felt that I was actually stronger and more proud than I thought in the past.

Thinking about this, I naturally accepted this kind of self.

Although you can't become a hero, if you "want to be a hero", you can't do it without putting yourself on a more active level.

I calmed down, read the diary from the beginning, read the "stories I didn't know" narrated from the third-party perspective, and thought about the complicated psychological, spiritual, and conscious relationships. Imagine how the people and things that are full of "mystery" here are related to those who seem more "real" because of the lack of mystery.

I think, imagine, speculate, ignore the "correctness" and "authenticity", and only use "subjective and objective that I can accept" to accept the explanations I made. Believe in the judgments you make, and the self who made those judgments.

Unconsciously, I suddenly woke up after not knowing how long.

I still sit in the hut, the window is still pitch black, occasional thunder tears the sky, the weak light is shining, the scene exposed is not the natural ecology of the peninsula in the storm, but more Familiar, the temporary data hedging space on the barren peninsula that has been devastated by mysterious forces. I seem to see the shadows like demons and monsters, flying in the dreadful darkness in the blink of an eye, as if seeing the human shadows shuttle and seeing so many weird phenomena.

This deserted peninsula is full of more incredible, terrifying and dangerous than the peninsula under the natural ecology.

The feeling of being a battlefield out of the hut was conveyed more and more strongly in the scene of thunder flashing.

Dr. Ruan Li left the hut, is she already on the battlefield? She has to face the Sitianyuan Jiacoco and Heishui, which is the temporary data hedge space of the deserted peninsula under this observation. Or, she is still in At a level that I can’t observe, fighting in a way that I can’t directly experience

In any case, I have confirmed that Dr. Ruan Li has brought her medicine on the scene. Whether or not her actions can be observed, her actions will inevitably have a huge impact on the situation on the peninsula. I have never doubted whether Dr. Ruan Li’s medicine would work. Whether her plan can be successful.

Now, right in front of my eyes, the door of the hut has quietly appeared without knowing it.

I did not deliberately mobilize the power of consciousness to walk. But believe that he is already in a state of conscious walking.

The last time, Alihua Youjiang made a consciousness walk on me. I was passive. The time I have experienced in this cabin can be long from the point of view of ideology. It can also be extremely short-lived. The distance from where I was when I was in a coma can be far away, it can be extremely close, or even overlap.

When you treat the seemingly material world as the world of consciousness, many incredible things will happen, but after the filaments, you will be aware that there are inevitable, complex and profound truths in it, just like all kinds of incredible things. It is bound to happen.

Then, if I walk out the door, what I see is Alienated Youjiang, and I have just walked out of the consciousness of Alienated Youjiang. Actually, I have been staying on the battlefield for a long time. For other people, such as the rivets, the jointers, and Novsky, it's not surprising that it's just a flash of finger.

I close the diary again. Put it back on the coffee table. The quark staying on the shoulder suddenly flapped its wings and flew, I ignored it, walked straight to the door, and put my hand on the doorknob

Slightly push. He pushed the door open.

The light pounced from the front like a wave. It was not at all the darkness that I looked out of the windows of the house before, nor could I hear any thunder or rain.

The wave of light, so dazzling, silent but cold, brings death-like horror.

I think. The fear in my heart is swelling, as if it has reached a moment of life and death, as if that fear is about to turn into a concrete outline.

Light completely swallowed everything around him. Then, I saw a hand stretched out from the light, and that hand was about to press on my forehead. The next moment, I was swept by a black and gray, and in a blink of an eye I was out of the touch range of that hand, and then the light disappeared. The scene of the deserted peninsula once again spread in the field of vision, and myself, standing in a place more than 20 meters away from the Alienated Youjiang River.

"Coming out" I couldn't help but mumble to myself. Although I was prepared, there was still some shock.

"Did off" This is an exclamation from other places, it is Novsky and the others. I feel that in their eyes, I was in an observable precarious situation during the time I was in the hut. However, what kind of situation it is, I only have a hazy feeling, but no clear memory.

When my gaze fell on Alien Youjiang, her expression was also slightly moved. This was the first time I saw this kind of emotion called "accident", which appeared on her cold and crazy face. superior.

Alien Youjiang is not a silent fighter machine. In the past impression, before she swallowed the Moon God, all her actions carried clear purpose and pseudo-human strength. After all, even if it is a monster, she is also a humanoid monster, and the "human female shape" is naturally meaningful.

It's just that, it's probably the previous situation, all in her expectation, so there is no expression.

The first voice she made since the battle was such a surprised voice: "Hey, Gaochuan, how did you do it"

I take it for granted that she knows my name and calls me by my name. After all, I am also the only fourth-level magicweave messenger in this repeater world. I am not famous, but I am definitely not an anonymous pawn.

"How to do it" I don't quite understand.

"It just disappeared with a swish, and appeared again with a boom, and then, the strength became stronger." Alien Youjiang cracked a weird and dangerous smile, his left eyeball rumbling, but his eyes locked tightly on me "Walking with consciousness is very strange. Walking with consciousness seems to be no longer in this world, so it can't be observed." She licked her lips and made a drooling sound, "It's not as famous as meeting, I always think We’ve seen it many times, but it’s actually very familiar. In that case, the taste should be familiar. Let me think about it. I should eat it as soon as possible. My eyes tell me that if I continue to let it go, there will be some dissatisfaction. What about the situation."

Speaking like this, Alihua Youjiang touched his left eye just like me in the past.

"Yes, yes. Although it feels very close, it is really different from the guy named Carmen. In you, I can smell him." Alien Youjiang walked straight towards me, using A greed for meat-eating stared at me, "What is the relationship between you and that guy? If you eat it, you can figure it out."

Really, forgive me. As soon as I woke up, I heard that a crazy monster was going to eat itself, and it was such a familiar face, I didn’t find it interesting at all~IndoMTL.com~ this time The battle is very hard and painful. If a person of normal spirit comes up, it will probably collapse all at once. Those terrifying auras emanating from Alienated Youjiang are getting heavier and heavier, but I don't know why, but my heart is reversed from the previous depression, and I can pick and choose from this intense fear to comment on the monsters in front of me.

Is it because I know that Dr. Ruan Li is also acting?

The story in the diary, the doctor Ruan Li in the story, and the doctor Ruan Li in this repeater world, the Sakuya and the others who live in records and memories, and the Sakuya and the others who live in the present, seem to have Invisible and inexplicable silk threads will penetrate each other one by one, forming a huge net. When I thought that I was also a knot in the net, I suddenly felt that the loneliness I had always had gradually faded.

Although the female monster in front of me called Alien Youjiang without authorization will not be weakened by the change of my mentality, and my ability will not be enhanced by the improvement of mentality, but if I have already played before 100% of my own ability, then, I think my current self can reach 120%.

The gap lies in consciousness walking. To be continued.

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