Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1526: Archive
Zuo Chuan also came up and stayed by our side. I wiped away the tears with the cloth on Sakuya’s shoulders, and looked at her. She smiled as if she was from the heart, but she was not only happy. I could feel the anxiety, tension, anxiety, and anxiety in these eyes. Fear, feeling the negative emotions that any human being has. She has always been with Sakuya and Bajing. She is one of the survivors of the black water ravages. She also has personal experience of the huge disaster in the world outside the peninsula. But even so, she can still smile. I think it’s great. I let go of Sakuya and Hakkei and walked up to hug her tightly. I didn’t know what comforting words to say, and I couldn’t tell the feeling of relief in my heart when I confirmed their safety. The language used to express thoughts and emotions is so pale in front of the real deep thoughts and feelings, and so false and exaggerated in front of the emotions in my heart, I can only smile silently and give her this hug.
After a while, I couldn't say the word "thank you" either. I just felt that the scene where these two words were placed at the moment became an insult. So, I said: "It's great that everyone is still alive..." This sentence sounds so plain to me, but I only think that this sentence is the closest to my own thoughts among all the words. One sentence.
Number of survivors of Whispers: Four.
No, maybe it should be five people.
"Jiang Chuan appeared." I said to Zuo Chuan. However, I am not sure what is going on in Jiang Chuan now, but no matter what she has become, I admit that she is one of the whispers. This is a very emotional decision, but I don’t think there is anything abrupt or wrong. The place.
Sakuya and Bajing don't know much about Jiangchuan, because Jiangchuan's "death message" is even in the early stage of the whisperer's establishment, and they don't have time to learn about Jiangchuan just like they know Zuochuan. Perhaps, the time is too short to accumulate emotions and relationships, and Sakiya and Hakkei cannot be too impressed with Jiangchuan. However, Zuochuan is different. I believe that Zuo Chuan cares about Jiang Chuan and what they mean to each other. It is different from others.
Jiangchuan’s disappearance and return are not that nobody cares, nor is it that nobody cares. Jiangchuan is not alone, never has been.
Zuo Chuan's body stiffened a bit, and I hugged her. This short and slight stiffness is so clear. Even if I don't look into her eyes, I seem to be able to feel the emotion in her heart. Zuo Chuan in turn hugged me tightly. She did not shed tears or speak, but the embrace was so powerful. She didn't ask me more about Jiangchuan, she just said in a self-talking voice: "It's good to be alive, it's good to be alive..."
Yes, just stay alive. It is enough to survive, and many people die in pain. Perhaps for many people, relieving suffering with death is the best result. But I believe that there will also be people who hope that even if the world is so painful, desperate and crazy, the people they care about can live strong until they overcome something and get liberated with a sense of victory. Death is a short end, and maybe a longer beginning, but even if the pain disappears. The will and happiness that we had in the past will disappear with the same. This is death, everyone will die, everything has an end. However, the meaning possessed before death must be more important than the absolute meaning of death itself while still alive.
The Doomsday Truth promotes the concept of death and end. It seems that that is the ultimate meaning and destination of all things, and it is the most important and core end. It is the summary of all liberation, a part of the natural cycle, the fundamental turning point that a new life must go through, the easiest and simplest of all the means of achieving tranquility, and of all the ways of metabolism. Maybe they have their own reasons, maybe many people will recognize it, and I can't refute this idea, saying that it is absolutely wrong. However, even if such a concept is correct, it must not be the only correct one.
It is precisely because some people think that such an idea is wrong, at least not the only right one, that's why some people resist it. Those who resist the doomsday truth also have their own beliefs and philosophies, resulting in all kinds of differences.
Me too.
I don’t endorse the truth of the end. Even if it seems to make sense. Even at some point, I must use some of the ideas to confuse others, to comfort others, and to pretend to be a missionary of this idea. I will never endorse the truth of the end.
Only in my heart, even if I say to myself countless times that everyone will die and must be psychologically prepared, it cannot stop the joy that gushes out of my heart when I see everyone alive. For me Everyone is alive, even if the world is so painful, crazy and desperate, even if the next moment will die, but at this moment and this second, it can be confirmed that everyone is still alive and has the will to continue to live, as if to get It's like salvation, just like the battle and pain that I have endured all the time, all have meaning at this moment.
The people I love, the people I care about, these people's living and continuing to live, from the perspective I can observe, to get a more peaceful and free life, is the biggest motivation for me to fight. Even if they cannot reverse their fate, even if these people cannot overcome the fate of death, there is absolutely no falsehood in this mood.
"We will win. I will protect you." I said to Sagawa, Sakiya, and Hakkei, "Even if this world will be destroyed, I will protect you."
I can’t be everyone’s hero, but at least, I want to be their hero!
I saw John Bull coming over. People I know will definitely come over. They bring the whisperer to the peninsula as a last resort, but also with more proactive thoughts. They knew that the existence of Sagawa, Sakuya, and Hakjing made it impossible for me to refuse to talk. Their previous efforts to protect Saukawa, Sakuya, and Hakjing must also be rewarded. I am the one who can give back.
Only at this time, I am very grateful, thank you for being a fourth-level magicweave messenger, and thank you for all the factors that make yourself a fourth-level magicweave messenger.
Because I am a Level 4 Mageweave Messenger, there are more people who need me, so I can be expected by others at a critical time.
Although there is only John Bull alone, her coming is already enough to represent the team's ideas. Perhaps, for others. It is still difficult to have a face-to-face conversation with me. I can understand that they are not robots, but they also have their own thoughts and emotions. Compared with them, John Bull and I have worked together longer and are more suitable for communication.
"Others still can't put it down." John Bull smiled, but didn't apologize much, and I don't think she has anything to apologize. As far as I am concerned, the trouble I added to them and the deaths and injuries I caused cannot really be said to be "good faith." Yes, I was once a member of the team, but I hurt them deeply. I never asked them to forgive me.
Talking and cooperating are only tactical and strategic communication, not the expression of understanding and goodwill. I am very clear. The cooperation between John Bull and me has always been criticized, but we still have the same enemy now, they need my strength, and I also need their strength. I have deeper feelings for me than they do for me, but they will definitely not know or understand. but it does not matter. That's fine. If they feel that it is a better choice to treat me as an enemy of Ruoqilili, then so be it.
"Thank you for taking care of them." I glanced at the three whisperers who stood by as a group. There was a clear separation between them and the others.
"Well. It's just a part of the transaction." John Bull said: "Cyberball is reputable."
"Then. Can you tell me about the current situation and the next plan?" I got to the point.
"Of course, that's why." John Bull took out a small box from his arms and threw it into my hand, "plus another bargaining chip."
I opened the box, and inside it was a chip the size of a nail. The familiar texture, touch and shape immediately made me understand what this is-a personality preservation device! I just feel that my breathing seems to have stopped for a moment.
"This is the result of our cyberball research. You can save the information of Sakiya and the eight sceneries, so that they can leave this repeater world." John Newton paused before continuing: "Las Vegas Relay The device is about to die, but our network ball is willing to accept them, and we also have a repeater, don’t we?"
John Bull's words have been very straightforward. The underlying meaning in this remark is also very obvious, and it really gave me a good option-for the cyberball, for the cyberball alone, there is no way that it can occupy a higher ground of justice than this proposal. They probably think that this is the best way to deal with the fourth-level magicweave messenger in my special situation. In fact, I can't refuse it at all. I understand that the personality preservation device is definitely not the latest research result of cyberball, as John Bull said, but my understanding of its peculiarities is better than that of cyberball.
Although the effectiveness of the personality preservation device has not been fully confirmed, in the doomsday world of repeaters, there is no better protection for the power of Sakiya and Hakkei—they and The others here are different, they are ordinary girls without any mysterious power. In the fierce battle, under the mysterious impact that may cause the entire Las Vegas repeater to collapse, defeat the enemy while protecting two ordinary girls, the difficulty is simply incalculable.
However, with a personality preservation device, there is a greater possibility. Even if the Las Vegas repeater really crashes, the repeater world will be completely perished. If only Sakiya and Hachijing, they have a better chance of surviving than others. They can move from this world to other worlds, even if it is not a doomsday illusion, they may have to be placed in the Dunlun repeater of the network ball, but the result is better than in this Las Vegas repeater better.
The personality preservation device is "hope", a protective shield that is stronger than the power of a mere four-level magicweave messenger.
I cannot refuse. There is no reason or possibility of rejection.
"I understand." I made a simple promise, "Can you use it right away?"
"Of course, we are fully prepared." John Bull answered without hesitation, "There are related equipment on board."
"Marceau is on the boat?" I asked. However, I already have the answer in my mind. Personality preservation devices are not so easy to obtain and cannot be easily used. I need to store the Sakiya and Eight Views of the Las Vegas repeater and send them to the London repeater. , It will inevitably need to mobilize the power of the London repeater. As far as I know, the repeater Marceau is the only candidate among the other power-related holders of the repeater in Las Vegas today. Cyberball can locate the Marceau of the Las Vegas repeater, and use it as a breakthrough to allow the power of the London repeater to penetrate. A lot of behind-the-scenes work is bound to be achieved-this is the power of the entire organization of the cyberball reflect.
On the other hand, the existence of Marceau is also one of the reasons why I let Sakiya and Hakkei be taken care of by the cyberball players. If it is the repeater Marceau, then I can rest assured that Sakuya and Hachijing, no matter where they go, they are not "being under the fence."
"Yes, Marceau is responsible for the entire conversion process. We are the only one who has this ability on our side." John Bull did not hide the slightest, "If you are not at ease, you can accompany it yourself."
"No~IndoMTL.com~ no more." I smiled, but John Bull's eyes flashed a little bit of astonishment and confusion. It seemed that I didn't understand why I was so indulgent. Maybe in her heart, Sakuya and Bajing is more like a "hostage" than a "friend of a temporary partner". However, I have no objection to her treating her like this. She had never been to the "Hospital Reality", and she didn't understand what Sakiya and Hachijing meant to Marceau and Dorothy. Maybe in this doomsday illusion, Marceau did not have too much intersection with Sakiya and Bajing, but the feelings of the family will be conveyed through the subconscious. I am so convinced. Besides, isn't Dorothy still there? Dorothy is only targeting me, the "deteriorated Takakawa", not the ordinary people's Sakuya and Hachijing.
Marceau and Dorothy are both in cyberspace and both have a special status in the organization. Their identity, heart, and strength are enough to shelter Sakiya and Bajing until the moment the world is destroyed.
I think there is nothing wrong with it. In other words, I think it's a matter of Sakiya and Hakjing, so it's good enough that they can be placed in this way. Sakuya and Hakkei are unfortunate, but they are not the most unfortunate compared to other doomsday patients. Even in this repeater world, they are just ordinary people, they are luckier than more mysterious experts. (To be continued.)
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