Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1529: True fantasy

What does he want to dig out of me? I'm not sure, but just this faintly thorny way of speaking can't make my heart shake in any way. .??`

"Go tell John Bull and the others about this." I just said this to him, and then turned and walked towards Zuochuan. The rivet did not catch up, but I could feel him staring behind his back.

Zuo Chuan had already found Jiang Chuan when I was in a trance. I don't know how long I have been in a trance. It is only a moment to me, but from Zuo Jiang's position and the description of the rivet, it seems to be a long enough time to make people suspicious. Zuo Chuan and Jiang Chuan’s conversation seemed very pleasant. Jiang Chuan’s sudden disappearance and appearance did not seem to affect the friendship between the two. In fact, I didn’t want to disturb the two of them, nor did I want to ask Jiang Chuan in detail about what happened. Return to this battlefield with what kind of thought and purpose. Maybe I am afraid, once I know more about my mood, I can't keep my attitude towards them at this moment. From this perspective, I actually don't trust my feelings for them. Even if you make up your mind, no matter what you give birth, your idea of ​​defending them will not change. However, this kind of determined approach is to doubt that your own ideas will be shaken.

So I stopped halfway through. Waiting on the side until the two of them also noticed my presence, and beckoned me over there.

However, at this moment, I was in a trance again. The people in front of me seemed to be lost in a trance, and the place where I was was no longer the sand on the shore, but on a cliff along the shore. I seemed to smell the scent of flowers. I followed the smell and saw white flowers all over the floor behind me—I recognized them all at once. They were all white Claudia. White Claudia's sea of ​​flowers spread to the foot of the slope.

Where is this? Very familiar, but no specific impression.

It still seems to be the coastal area of ​​the peninsula, but it is not like where I was before.

Am I dreaming? I think this dream is a bit familiar. I've been here before, maybe it was the last time I was in a trance.

"Are you awake? Achuan." A familiar voice came from behind me. I confirmed before that, a second ago, there was only one person in this place. I stepped back and turned to look. Sure enough, it was Dr. Ruan Li standing there. She was carrying a portable refrigerated medical case and wearing a white coat, which was the most profound appearance in my memory.

What is this...

I haven't figured out the answer yet, I heard Dr. Ruan Li say: "Do you think you are dreaming?"

I am silent. ?.??`c?o?m

She said again: "It seems that Paradise is also losing its effect. Sorry... A Chuan. I still haven't been able to make a lasting effect medicine. Your condition is too weird. It has been changing all the time. Any medicine will be affected. Adapted in a short time and then disintegrated."

She's so familiar. I remembered that when in the hospital reality, Dr. Ruan Li also said similar things. None of the special medicines developed by the hospital for me can cure my condition fundamentally. Maybe it will be effective in a short period of time, but. Once the medicine is taken, the condition will mutate again, and new specific medicines must be researched for the new condition.

I still have to be silent. In this repeater world, the situation that Dr. Ruan Li encountered was no different from the reality in the hospital.

I'm still not sure, whether I am in a dream, or...coming to the observation point of Dr. Ruan Li in this repeater world. Dr. Ruan Li observes the various malignant changes in this repeater world from a perspective different from that of a mysterious expert. In her eyes, we are just a group of mental patients, and there is no real mysterious event. Even what we think of as the battle is probably another ridiculous and crazy appearance in her observations.

I think I am standing on the beach on the shore, but. Even the perception of this geographical location is different from the scenery that Dr. Ruan Li can see from his observation angle?

For Dr. Ruan Li, I was "just a little awake", but to me, this moment is more like a strange dream.

I can’t confirm. Which one is true. However, this situation is not the first time I have been born to myself. Now, I would say to myself: What I can see, what she sees, is all true, but it is only a side of the truth.

Doctor Ruan Li looked at me who was silent, smiled for some reason, and said to me, "It's really reassuring, A Chuan. If you think this is just a dream, why don't you speak? In your dream, you can do anything and say anything without worrying about being punished, right?"

"Because I don't think this is just a dream.?.`" I said what I was saying.

Dr. Ruan Li was surprised at my answer. This expression was written on her face, as if she had never thought I would say that.

"I have a lot of things that I don’t understand, but one thing I am quite sure of is that you, mother, and Dr. Ruan Li are absolutely not false." I said, "When I saw you, The emotion in my heart is definitely not false."

Dr. Ruan Li’s surprised expression abated a bit, as if he had figured out something, and seemed to be comforted. The exaggerated expression melted and became peaceful, just like her usual in my memory, not one A smart and knowledgeable doctor is not a determined and eccentric researcher, but an ordinary family member.

"I'm glad you can say that, A Chuan." Dr. Ruan Li said: "I have always been worried about what will happen to you if I leave, but when you hear that, I feel relieved Now. Maybe in your world, reality and illusion are all messed up, but for you, there are still distinct things, and there are truths that can't be concealed by any illusion, right? Achuan."

"Yes, it was like this from the beginning, Mom." I said, "Maybe in your eyes, I'm just a mental patient, but I still know what the reality of people and their bonds is like. Maybe. My eyes cannot distinguish between illusion and reality. I will be confused by my own imagination and logic will become chaotic. However, what kind of emotions, which figures exist in my heart, and what expectations I have, have never been deceived." I pointed to my heart and said to her: "The observation of myself in my heart has not stopped since I can think."

"That's it. Very good. Very good, A Chuan, I have always treated you as a child, but unconsciously. You are no longer just a child." Dr. Ruan Li sighed, "This , I can let go and do what I should do."

"Are you leaving?" I asked, "Where are you going? What do you do? Use the medicine in your hand to defeat Claudia the white and save the world? Didn't you say that the paradise can deal with black water? Didn’t you say that. All the illusions in this world have become the erosion of White Claudia? White Claudia... is right behind us, isn’t it?"

"Yes, I'm going to save the world." With that said, Dr. Ruan Li suddenly laughed like a child. At this time, she was more like a mental patient than I was, but she didn't half take you. Feeling crazy.

"It seems that you are still not fully awake. Achuan, look behind you. Where is the white Claudia?" She said to me.

I looked back and found that the sea of ​​white Claudia flowers that had spread to the foot of the **** had disappeared at this time.

"Don't worry, A Chuan..." Doctor Ruan Li's voice became very gentle. She didn't know when to hug me in her arms. I feel the power of this hug and the touch of the body, so real and true, "You will survive, at least, I can make you survive. Maybe, the world in our eyes is not the same. But we do Being in the same world. The observable things like differences will not change what we are in contact with. They are the same thing; what we think in our heart is the same thing; what we feel is the same emotion. No matter what. Can you see me and what I see, please believe that I have always been with you."

With that said, Dr. Ruan Li blinked next. He was already standing on the edge of the cliff. I had a premonition. I ran towards her. I stretched out my hand to catch her, but she didn't hesitate anymore, it was like letting go of all the burdens and leaping to the other side of the world-she just got off the cliff. Jumped out and fell from before my eyes. All my mysterious powers, which can be looted by Fanga, seem to have never existed in me. I can only run with my own feet. My body is heavy and weak. Even the beating of my heart seems to be tied to lead. Piece.

When I ran to the edge of the cliff and looked down, there were no figures left there. Only the black wave was beating against the reef, and the splashing water foam could not even be penetrated by the sun.

"Doctor Ruan Li!" I yelled.

Doctor Ruan Li! Although I have always had a hunch, when I was in this scene, I deeply felt a huge emotional impact. I couldn't even tell what kind of emotion I was. It was not absolutely negative, but it was also It won't be positive, just like many sauces that have been tried and not tasted are mixed together. The ups and downs are turned into mixed memories. It makes me unable to make any other sounds besides calling her name. I understand, I understand that Dr. Ruan Li’s actions do not mean death, but such a scene naturally prevents me from taking it as a good thing. This scene of my present life is not unexpected. In the past, there were various details and clues that allowed me to imagine this scene, but when it really appeared before my eyes, I could not tell whether this moment was a dream or reality. .

Should I be powerless? What language should I use to express? What kind of emotion should I be? Should I be in pain? Or should it be with relief and a smile? I was involved in a huge vortex of emotions, and this vortex was so familiar. Dr. Ruan Li was not the first to leave in this way. In the past apocalyptic illusion, and even the reality of the hospital, those memories of sudden separation flooded into my mind. I was swallowed by these memories and emotions. They poured into my mouth and nose, squeezed into my trachea, pressed my lungs and heart, made me cough, and made me out of breath.

I was struggling in this emotional vortex. When the turbulent waves hit, I was held in the water, and I continued to struggle, using my hands and feet together, and floated to the surface before suffocating.

When I pierced the surface of the water and took in the first breath of air, I woke up in shock.

There is still a Heihe River in front of me, and I am standing on the beach on the shore. The mysterious experts who originally gathered here are once again sparse, and the ships carrying reinforcements are sailing in the other direction. It seems that the black water that is glued into a piece of water rises and falls one after another, pushing the hull of the ship between the ups and downs, as if there is a will to help the ship leave. I know that the repeater Marceau, Sakuya and Hakkei are on that boat. Zuo Chuan and Jiang Chuan are not far away, as if they don’t know anything about what happened to me. I think, in this dreamlike trance, there must be abnormal movements. However, their eyes are Being calm is like saying that in their eyes, all my abnormalities are "normal".

Besides, no one’s eyes are on me, they are all doing their own things—yes, the things that only I can see that are born on me are just me. That’s all. They look at what they can observe and deal with what they are facing, and am I not?

No one is aware of Dr. Ruan Li's affairs~ IndoMTL.com~ This is a dream that belongs to me alone, or, for the time being, it is a reality that belongs to me alone.

I took a deep breath and slapped my cheek with my palms. The pain made me sober.

What Dr. Ruan Li is going to do, I can neither stop nor provide help. This is reality, and on the basis of this reality, it is what I should do further.

After another while, more mysterious experts have left. They seem to have assigned their own tasks, and they only need everyone to complete their own work. And my job, my mission, my enemy... Where is Father Edward?

Alienated Youjiang hangs high in the sky, silent like a dream. Saya broke through the darkness and entrenched himself in the interior of the peninsula. When the ship disappeared from my field of vision, the surging Heihe River did not stop, but became more violent and violent. It roars, rolls, and makes a gurgling sound. This is definitely not the sound of a wave, but the droplets that are brought up when the waves are raised are actually pulled by invisible forces in a way that violates mechanics, and retreats along the trajectory of the splashes. Back to Heihe. (To be continued.)

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