Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1540: Imaginary Battlefield II

My mind is swelling endlessly. This swelling is not controlled by myself at all, but as if there is a certain kind of huge force, kneading and stretching it like plasticine, and shaping it into various forms. Kind of form. My thoughts are endlessly dispersing. This dispersal makes me feel terrified. It makes me seem to see endless mysteries, as if these mysteries constitute the essence of the world, and these mysteries are surrounded by more mysteries. , Is related, in addition to the reality that is limited to the world, it is also describing all sorts of incredible things. Those things are so weird and terrifying, and a person's blooming life will become small and meaningless if they are placed in it.

So, huge negative emotions breed in my mind. I can feel how despair and madness come from nothing, like a seed, sowed in the fertile soil that it seems that it will never be found The answer, and the mystery that has no end in number, is that nutrients grow rapidly under the water of an endlessly diffusing mind. Its root system penetrated every piece of my flesh and blood, and its branches and leaves spread in the nerves and blood vessels, replacing every bit of "I" myself.

I feel that I am deformed in hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. What's more terrifying is that this deformation cannot make me feel that it is just an illusion. Therefore, I realized that I must reverse this trend. At least, I must mobilize my thinking as much as possible. Perhaps the expanding thinking trend cannot be changed, but if I work harder, I can make the worst. Yes, the worst result that I can't even imagine is coming one point late.

So, I began to imagine the battle between Saya's inner Kayako, Father Edward and Novsky. I can't observe this battle subjectively, but perhaps the mysterious power that causes my thinking to swell can make me really "see" something that is the overlap between imagination and reality. In common sense, there is always a considerable difference between what is imagined and actual existence, but I am in the imagination at this moment. In an intuitive way, let yourself believe that there is no difference between what you imagined and the actual situation. Only by believing in this way can I not give up such behavior.

I know. My imagination at this moment, the amount and depth of my imagination, is not to observe the battle between Sitianyuan Kayako, Father Edward, and Novsky, but to save myself by simpler things.

This is the only flame still swaying in the huge storm of madness and despair.

I began to describe the scene. The scene is presented in my mind in a visually intuitive but obscure way, as if I was having a weird dream. Then, everything in this dream loses its form in an unpredictable transformation and becomes a metaphysical meaning that can only be used for feeling. These meanings are described by symbolic words, and these words seem to be fragmented, but each word carries a deep meaning. The combination and connection between random words and words brings new and deeper meanings. Those vocabularies that were already known began to expand their concepts. And new vocabulary is also being born, given a lot of temporary new, in order to more profoundly describe the concept of this battle.

The known concepts and the unintelligible concepts converge into a huge torrent, rushing through my mind. The pressure it brought, on the contrary, made me to some extent free from that desperate and crazy feeling. I feel that I have gained more time, at least before this imaginary battle is over, give me feedback. More practical. Before the result of the fact that can be directly observed, oneself will not be turned into a crazy and desperate monster that even self-destroyed by the endless dispersal and swelling and deteriorating thinking.

I can describe the situation of Sitianyuan Kayako, Father Edward and Novsky from a god-like perspective in this imaginary battlefield. It's as if they are the characters in my novels.

Sitianyuan Kayako knows very well that he has only one opponent.

Although she is just such a person, she is the most incredible and immeasurable existence among the mystery experts she has seen. The power of ninety-nine and ninety-nine in disguise is unimaginable in a special environment. However, they played a role in reason. These effects grew chain by chain, continuously letting the black water disappear, allowing Saya to grow, and changing the entire environment of war in the direction that was most beneficial to Father Edward himself.

There is a lot of gray mist on the peninsula but there are no demons. It is precisely because Father Edward's nine-nine-nine disguise has reached a situation where he completely controls the creation of demons within an inherent field, which he calls "the impossibility of no form."

In the true sense, it was Novsky, who was called the "son of destiny", who prevented Father Edward, but who has never demonstrated his due role. Novsky is the holder of the power of the repeater, or it is a mobile terminal that releases the power of the repeater. After excluding this, Novsky is actually very ordinary, does not hold mystery, and there is no mystery. The qualities an expert should possess. He is like a weird person who has been transformed into a occult in one breath, but even if it is just a weird person, he has the power of a weird person. Perhaps premeditated, or destined, the light man form he is best at makes him "closest" to Father Edward in a certain sense, but it is just the "opposite" to him. And his other best strength, "dimensionality reduction", also happens to pull all the inconceivables produced by ninety-nine disguise to the same level as himself.

Novsky made this battle relatively "equal". Father Edward, who should have been able to rise up one after another, and finally reached a place beyond the reach of the Sitianyuan Kayako, is still in a certain sense in a situation where he can be attacked and must also be attacked at an equal level. If you want to describe it more simply, what Novsky did is "pull the enemy to a level as stupid as himself, and then rely on rich experience and the combined force of the two to defeat him."

The process is so complicated, even in my imagination, there is no concrete scene. Countless words are like codes flowing in the brain, and new descriptions are formed every minute and every second. All I can remember is a stream in a huge torrent, or just a few drops in a stream. There seems to be some different water droplets. The plan for the 51st area was successful. As he called "son of destiny", Novsky became the key to deciding victory or defeat at a certain moment in this battlefield, and the key to victory or defeat was. In a certain sense. It is regarded as the key to the ownership of the entire Las Vegas repeater, and it has even become a lever to have the opportunity to leverage the victory and defeat of the world war that is happening in the doomsday fantasy.

Novsky is like an incredible neutralizer, which neutralizes the difference between oil and water, making Father Edward unable to stand at a height similar to a "creator." To fiddle with the internal mechanisms of Heishui and Saya, it also allows Sitianyuan Kayako to stand from the perspective of the weak and obtain a real opportunity to harm the strong. To put it more vividly, Sitianyuan Kayako and Father Edward Under normal circumstances, the gap between will be at some stage. It became the gap between "man" and "god". However, it was the power of Novsky that made Father Edward, who is equivalent to the "god" degenerate to the level of "man", to accept the "man". challenge.

Yes, the power displayed by Novsky at this time is no longer "dimensionality reduction", but more accurately expressed is "degradation." In the past battles, Novsky also showed this degree of strength. It will surely make more people dumbfounded, but, probably for the 51st District, it is not necessary to use this power in characters other than the goal of "Fr Edward", and it will even affect the whole Combat strategy.

Novsky seems to have been born for this moment, whether it is his person, his power, and the mystery of this power. They all exist for Father Edward. In my imagination, I "see" how he turned into a beam of light, entwining Father Edward's body, and none of the nine hundred and ninety-nine forms could get rid of the entanglement of this light in the first place. They can't get rid of their own degradation. This time downgrading, time seems meaningless, it seems to be a moment, and it seems to be very long, there is only one confirmation point, and that is enough for Sitianyuan Jia coconut to complete a Jedi counterattack.

So. Sitianyuan Kayako fought back, not using the power of black water, nor was it fighting for the control of black water, but just her own, the simplest and most essential mystery, that was what she had experienced through various mysterious events in the past. The accumulated things, when gathered together, evolve into a concept that I can’t understand. In my imagination, the text describing this concept is brand new, never seen before, as if it was created temporarily, very individual and targeted. Sex, and these words constitute vocabulary and sentences, of course it is impossible to fully understand the meaning.

It's almost like: The first time I face the language of the doomsday truth sect wizard. Every mystery expert knows that the language and characters used by the doomsday truth sect wizards are completely different from the existing and the language of social civilization that has existed in history, and it is a brand new thing. This one-of-a-kind, different from the various temporary new ones in the past, to a great extent, represents the mystery of the wizards.

Sitianyuan Kayako is also doing something like this, but she is not a creation, but just all the mysteries accumulated in the past. Under her will, against the enemy of Father Edward, she naturally evolved into a brand new one. Yes, even if there is only a moment of things that are not within the scope of the other party's understanding, Father Edward can't understand, can't resist, can't resist the effect that has been produced.

Precisely because what Father Edward had to face was not one power against himself, but two powers, so his failure came. Whether it is Sitianyuan Kayako or Novsky, there are more mysterious experts and hostility from mysterious organizations behind it, creating this miraculous moment together. Father Edward was turned into ashes in this kind of targeted arrangement and hostility aimed at him alone, just like when countless gray mist demons were killed.

And at the moment when this terrible enemy disappeared, Novsky also completely disintegrated as a beam of light. His disappearance was like burning out his existence in this world, and only after burning out did he have the power to degrade and restrain Father Edward at that moment.

At the moment of Father Edward’s death, Heishui, who had completely lost her bondage, and Saye completely merged. Then, Sitianin Kaya coconut also lost its form and became a part of this final product, or rather, the only one, leading The sexually conscious part. The imaginary words continue to emerge, describing the existence of Sitianyuan Gaya Coconut, which is the subjective consciousness and surface consciousness of the final monster formed by the fusion of this black water and Saya, and may not completely control this monster in the true sense. But just like human beings, most of the time, it is subjective and the superficial consciousness guides the body's actions, while the subconscious part controls the details of the internal activities of the body.

In this sense, there is no ambiguity in thinking that Sitianin Kayako is the monster~IndoMTL.com~ I suddenly woke up from the trance, the imaginary battlefield disappeared like a bubble, it seemed endlessly scattered Expansive thinking also collapsed in an indescribable length of time. I feel dizzy, but I can clearly feel that crazy, desperate, and terrifying thing, as the tide recedes, back into the unfathomable darkness of the deep sea. The hallucinating tentacles and sounds outside of human intelligence are also unconsciously lurking on the outside of the mind again. I can no longer imagine and perceive them more.

The sky and the earth are back to normal again. No, they have always been abnormal, but at least they have not become chaotic in their concepts. They are in a dreamlike state, with a strong sense of materiality and reality. The abstract Saya has also changed to a more tangible image that can be directly observed. The biggest difference from the previous image is that her face has become the face of Shitenin Kayako. This is full of humanity and conforms to The face of human aesthetics made Saya at this time more like a giant, a huge fairy with six wings, and a huge Sitianyuan Gaya.

The image of Sitianin Kayako and her previous image as "Maria in Red" are different from Asian races compared to Europeans and Americans, but now she is presented in this huge form, perfectly integrated Because of the characteristics of the two, it became a mixed-race look. To be continued.

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