Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1554: Inner battlefield

Sitianyuan Jia coconut must stay, and it must conflict with Alienated Youjiang. Without her strength, there is almost no chance of winning for Youjiang to deal with the alienation at this time. Without her existence, Dr. Ruan Li's sacrifice would be in vain. It's not just that Nog and the 51st District put their bets on the current Sitianyuan Kayako, but I am the same as many others. Therefore, no matter what my subjective impression of her is, I must let this monster break free from the madness of chasing "Jiang" and send such a sober one to Alihua Youjiang.

No matter what kind of tricks the Doomsday Truth Sect has, I must clear it out. This is one of the reasons why I insist on walking with Sitianyuan Kayako. However, it is probably not just Doomsday Shinrikyo that is blocking it. Of course, the Nazis' combat effectiveness in this repeater world should not only be reflected in Alien Youjiang. If you continue to move forward, you may encounter the Nazi army. They may be like the cosmic fleet formed under the guise of Noah's Ark, guided by the Doomsday Shinrikyo, and they will suddenly emerge from a certain place in the background of the universe.

However, cleaning up these spoilers is my task. This task was not imposed on me by someone or an organization, but something I had to do to ensure the smooth implementation of my plan. Even if you face these things, it is impossible not to get hurt.

The helplessness that I have witnessed, the pain I have felt, the cruelty I have faced, and the abandonment and sacrifices are all the reasons why I have to persevere.

"Go ahead, Sitianyuan Kayako, the power you want is not far away. No one can stop you." I said so.

"You don't need to say that." Sitianyuan Jiayu paused, and then said, "Although I am very grateful to you for helping me before, we did not act together because we are friends. I don't know. What do you want to do, but if I think your behavior will cause trouble, don’t blame me for being polite."

"You need me. Don't you? If something like that happens again." I could feel the stubborn sense of hostility she was trying to express, but as she said, we are standing right now The reason on the same front is not because we are friends. on the other hand. What we have to do, whether in the past, present, or in the future, is deeply contradictory. The life and death opposition exists from beginning to end. We are together just because. The moment of parting ways has not yet arrived.

"Even if you are not there, the little bugs of the Doomsday Truth sect will help me. If you regard yourself as the savior, then the only thing that will be saved is the group of ordinary people who don't know the so-called." After recovering from the distorted posture, the emotion of human nature seemed to be a little bit more, and her tone brought obvious sarcasm, which has never happened since she became the current Sitianin Kayako. . What has changed, for her. This change seemed to be natural, so much so that she didn't seem to realize it strongly. However, as a bystander, I am very sensitive to this change.

I don't intend to speak out, but silently observe, think, and imagine the root cause of her change. In this change, the interference of "Jiang" definitely exists, and the other biggest source of interference. Perhaps Heishui itself comes from more than six billion people? Saya form itself? The possible surviving Father Edward? And... Doctor Ruan Li?

"Well, if those ordinary people can survive, it will also make me feel that it is valuable to be here." Without any cover, I directly admitted this. Although my peers. This caused Sitianin Kayako to have an accident in the process of pursuing the "River", but if I were not here and the space fleet came under the same circumstances, even if Sitianin Kayako let them go, they would Become a sacrifice after arriving at the Eye of the Moon. It is an indisputable fact that the crazy Shitianin Kayako destroyed this cosmic fleet. However, because of this, at least some people have survived and returned to the earth.

I did save this part of people within the limited conditions and time. At this point, I don't intend to question myself.

"It's a hypocritical mercy." Sitianin Kayako said so. But in my ears, such words reflect how intense her inner changes are, and will use "hypocrisy" and "compassion." This kind of vocabulary at least proves that she has considered the meaning of this behavior from the perspective of "human" subjectively or objectively, in an active or passive manner. This is something she didn't have when she first became a monster. For monsters, human thinking and emotions are meaningless, and they will not be affected by human sensibility and philosophy.

What is the driving force that really drives the monster to produce action? I still don't understand. People will act for themselves for their own thoughts, for their own existence, and for their own interests and sorrows. However, this kind of action is a human-oriented action. In this way, if the monster will act for the same reason, then it can be regarded as a person with "human nature" when observing things, it is difficult to jump out of the framework of human nature to think about inhuman things, even if The "inhumanity" in common sense is also based on the observation and understanding of human nature. Even this foundation is not entirely based on the objective perspective of "all mankind", but belongs to the subjective view of "individuals" or "most people". The angle is actually not out of the framework of human nature.

So, what is it like to have nothing to do with human nature?

For me, the monster in the true sense is undoubtedly "inhuman", but only in its nature. This nature is definitely not within the scope of human nature, it is something that human nature cannot interpret. When Sitianyuan Kayako first combined Heishui and Saye, its performance was very close to the meaning of this pure monster, but after these subsequent events, its growth seemed to deviate from this "pure monster."

I think this change is very interesting. Can it be considered that no matter what caused the change, it means that the change is beneficial to the source of the change? In short, no matter how the shape of a person changes, it is a very important thing for people to maintain their humanity as a person instead of completely becoming another monster. So, the question is again, why is this kind of thing important? Standing in the framework of human thinking. Of course it is understandable to maintain humanity, but is it true that "maintaining humanity" rises to the source of "important things" because it also maintains humanity? If this source is inhumane. So, what does human nature mean to him?

This is really a tormenting question. But it makes me feel very important. No, maybe this issue is not as important as I thought, but. I really want an answer. This answer may not be correct, but at least it should be satisfactory.

I was immersed in my thinking, and I don't remember what Sitianin Kayako said later, and how I answered it. When I came back to my senses, the remaining half of the voyage finally reached the end. During this period, there was no more obstruction. I stood on the shoulders of Kayako in Sitianyuan and looked at the alienated Youjiang directly in front of me. The Eye of the Moon, which replaced the moon and existed in its place, had a deep layer on the surface. The cracks are like the cracks in the eyes when you close your eyes. It's just like the moon. I imagined that if it really landed on its surface, it would feel like the existence of the eye gap, it would be a deep rift valley. Only by observing it as a whole from a distance, will it feel that it is an "eyeball".

In terms of the situation in front of me, there is a huge difference between the Moon Eye at this time and when I first saw it on the peninsula. It is not only in volume, but also superficial, which makes people feel, because the changes in the internal quality are too large and strong. It brought about a change in appearance. In any case, in such a cosmic background, in the form of such a natural satellite sphere, the eye of the moon is presented in front of him. It is indeed more oppressive than the first one I saw on the peninsula.

Just the difference in size makes people feel that it may be easier to deal with when you see it on the peninsula. But now, how do you start? Even the Shitenin Gaya Coconut which is as huge as a mountain. Once you get closer to this Moon Eye, it will become insufficient.

The body of Alien Youjiang is suspended on the Moon's Eye. Although the difference in size is huge, the sense of existence is stronger than that of the Moon's Eye. She spread her hands flat, like a cross, her sleeping face seemed to be waiting for the verdict. However, from the moment she felt her existence, people couldn't help but wonder what kind of ruling could make her "dead" in the true sense. Although there are no more obvious mysterious phenomena, when I look at her, the mental shock is endlessly stirring in my mind. It makes me see hallucinations and produce weak distracting thoughts. It is not a voice speaking. My own weakness, but a natural sense of my own insignificance.

Although he wears a breathing mask, because he is in the mystery of Sitianin Kayako, while being protected, the pressure around him is also very heavy, but none of this can be compared to the final weapon place far ahead. The feeling of suffocation brought on the same level. In the previous battle, the case of the coconut tree in Sitianyuan was destroyed, and the exposed inner substance was also difficult to resist. However, it was precisely because of the strange and terrifying inner substance that faced the strange and terrifying inner substance directly, so there was a comparison, and In the comparison, I deeply feel the gap between Sitianyuan Gaya Coconut and Alihua Youjiang.

"How is it? Did you play well?" I asked. Sitianyuan Kayako had already stopped moving forward, and she remained silent for as long as she stopped, and this silence also made people feel uneasy.

"It's no way to just look at it like this." I said again.

Sitianyuan Gaya Coconut is still silent, and the depression feels more intense. I don’t know if she felt the fear, and if she felt the fear, whether it was similar to the fear in the pursuit of "Jiang", but I think she can feel the similarity between the two. feel.

"I finally figured it out. Gao Chuan." Sitianin Kayako finally said, "You have the final weapon in your body. No, maybe, you are a semi-finished final weapon, or rather, yes. The fake closest to the final weapon. Do you really know what happened to yourself? Have you ever doubted your identity? What is your relationship with Gao Chuan in London? Are you part of him? Or is he part of him? The product of the combination of parts of the final weapon?"

Her remarks are very close to my understanding of myself. Since "Jiang" has the identity of "Final Weapon 999" in this world, I am regarded as "Jiang" in my body. In order to transplant part of the "final weapon", there is nothing wrong with it.

Are they part of "Gaochuan" and "Jiang"? Nice idea.

"What you should think about right now is not about me, but about the monster in front." Sitianin Kayako's guess was gently set aside by me, "No matter what I am, I think I can't beat myself. This monster in front of me. If you want me to help, how about giving me a little confidence?"

"Do you want to know my battle strategy?" Sitianin Kayako turned her head and stared at me.

"If you can." I am not going to deny it.

"It's very simple." Without any hesitation, Sitianin Gaya Coconut said to me, "It's eaten by it."

"The battlefield is not this universe~IndoMTL.com~The enemy is not what you see. You feel it too, don't you? If the battle is launched in the present way, there is almost no hope of victory." She said: "So, we have to turn its consciousness and body into a battlefield within its body."

"Walking in consciousness?" I couldn't help but think about it. However, it is just ordinary consciousness walking, but it also has great defects in the alienation of Youjiang. First of all, after the opponent eats the moon god, the ability to walk in consciousness is absolutely It is powerful. Secondly, she must break through her consciousness. In terms of her half-hearted walking ability, she couldn't do it at all.

"It is not a walking of consciousness in the ordinary sense." Sitianin Kayako replied: "I want to merge with her and become its personality."

"Personality? That's a monster..." I thought this answer was a little unexpected.

"Yes, the other party is a monster, probably without personality, so let's go to be the personality of the monster." Sitianin Kayako said: "Then kill the monster's character. Because it is the personality and the character of the monster. There is no need to consider what external power it has. We only need to face its inner strength. In the best case, what we have to face as a personality is only half of the inner strength, because, that At that time, I have also become an inner part of it." (To be continued.)