Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1586: Dream
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Gao Chuan began to dream again. Before he opened his eyes, he had stood up, to be precise, it was a feeling of standing up with the feet against a certain solid surface, so when he opened his eyes, he saw his body. That seemingly flesh and blood is actually a non-organic prosthetic body, and it can also be thought of as a human-shaped body of some kind of information and intelligence lying on an endless plane. This plane is not grassland, land, hills, or ocean, but a large square without color, because there is no color, not even white, so the outlines of these things he saw were just a feeling.
Is there air here? I don't know, but Gao Chuan feels that there is a lot of information flowing in from the eyeballs, from the nose and ears, pouring in with the mouth open, and also permeating into every pore. The calm prosthetic body is breathing, and these invisible information flows like nutrients in the blood vessels and nerves and enters the brain hardware. It is obviously a prosthetic body, but there are nerves and blood vessels, not other substitutes. The creation of **** really makes people feel a bit subtle.
Gao Chuan can feel the information flowing into the prosthetic body, but cannot feel the changes in the prosthetic body. Probably because he is a group of ghosts right now, he thinks so-the ghost of Gao Chuan, in this dream he thinks, stepped out of the body of the prosthetic body without restraint, looking at the endless plane, looking up there is no sky , There are no more three-dimensional things in all directions. On this barren and desolate plane, he deeply feels the emotion of "only oneself".
He doesn't feel how eager he is to find a second person, as if he vaguely knows that although he is the only one at the moment, he will never be the only one here forever. he. Or she, or it, in short, is the second person besides himself, and maybe there is a third person. The fourth one will definitely appear at a certain moment.
Time doesn't make sense here, but the other party will definitely show up. Even if this is just a dream, this dream will not be meaningless. All dreams are received by oneself, whether it is conscious or not, whether it is superficial or subconscious, all the information received is combined in fragments, according to a certain rule or not at all. Get up-no, it should still be regular, because dreams may seem ridiculous, weird, and weird. But in a certain segment, it is unobstructed, even if it is like a junk story made up of many plots randomly, but the plot used to put together is still narrative-so the dream made by these pieces of information is inevitable. It has the meaning of where the information fragments come from.
In this kind of theory, in this sense, any dream may be a "reaction to something that did exist", but it is just too fragmented, or beyond one's own perception, and feels it There is no reason. But in fact. Since this information is established and accepted by myself and spliced into a dream, then. Logically speaking, something that this information reflects before it becomes fragments is also inevitable and objective.
Information itself is a manifestation of existence.
As far as people's perception is concerned, it is not insoluble, but I want to find out this answer. But it has exceeded the abilities of most people. Humans can use learning to grow in time, but, on the other hand, humans lack the most time to grow up. Even if there are no illnesses and accidents, the life span of human beings is not about a hundred years. There is a lot of inherited knowledge that cannot even be fully accepted by every future generation and can be carried forward on this basis. When illnesses and accidents come suddenly, the urgency of time is even more suffocating.
Gao Chuan really believes: as long as there is enough time to learn, human beings will be able to understand a lot of things. Perhaps the mystery today is no longer a mystery. Of course, there are more mysteries hidden in the knowledge of mankind. Expanding and correspondingly multiplying the unknown.
However, "enough time to learn" is the ideal assumption.
Gao Chuan believes that everything he has experienced is the madness and despair of "when the mystery of horror comes, but there is not enough time to understand".
Maybe Xie Se and Dorothy can use their unique way of existence to catch up to this terrifying and mysterious distance a little bit, so you can say: your own plan can save the crisis. However, whether they are overconfident, or pretending to be confident, or they can really do it, Gao Chuan can neither prove nor understand. He has no excuse for his ignorance and stupidity, nor does he need to argue, because this is nothing. A shameful thing, but just a "normal", "normal" and "normal" reality.
Any ordinary person can grow, but it takes time.
There is no time.
So, you can’t put your hope on "growth", but you can only gamble on what miracles those things you can't understand will bring you. It is vague, terrifying, and desperate, yet full of miracles of temptation.
Gao Chuan is very clear. Although he doesn't say it, he is actually very clear. Accepting the help of Seishi and Dorothy to execute their plan is no different from a gamble, and no different from praying for a miracle. There is no difference in what I want to do that I should have died long ago.
Is the miracle in Dorothy and the color body? Or is it on something like "Jiang" that doesn't know if it exists? Or is it on the self who made the choice?
These three issues are the core of the differences between the current self and the other self. But in the final analysis, this is not a completely antagonistic disagreement, because the goal is the same, and the one who makes the choice is still himself. It is "Gaochuan" and not something else.
Different choices made with the identities of two Gaochuan seem to be opposites, but the choice at the moment is not certain. When Gao Chuan is bound to become one, the real choice will come. It is not a decision other people can help to make, but it is entirely up to the ultimate Gao Chuan, the super Gao Chuan who is theoretically like Superman, and he must make it himself. s Choice. Only the choice at that time is the final choice.
Yes, Gao Chuan will eventually become one, whether he is himself or another himself, there is no doubt about it. He also has no resistance, and has the determination to never allow others to interfere. The reason why he has not yet become one is just that. Before the final choice arrives, think, observe, and experience-self and the other self are separate, seemingly independent. Even in the eyes of Xie Se and Dorothy, the other one is a fake and inferior product, a trap of "virus", but that is only their opinion. Gao Chuan is a prosthetic body, a temporary creation, an incapable of free movement and a substitute for Dorothy, but this does not mean that Gao Chuan is a puppet without self-awareness.
Behind the silence, Gao Chuan's thinking has been surging.
However. No matter how you think, observe, and experience, time is always passing. The days of separation are short, and becoming one is the essential key. This critical moment is coming. Even if there is no obvious sign, Gao Chuan can feel that the critical time is coming, and the other one must have the same feeling-this is himself and the other. Own. They have been waiting, looking forward, nervous, and silent. To meet an endgame.
Yes, it's just an endgame. Gao Chuan doesn't know how many endgames he has experienced, but every self-righteous endgame will later prove that it is just a phased end. Countless Gaochuan, countless doomsday illusions. Go ahead and succeed in succession. But this time, there was no difference from the past, and the feeling of the end appeared again. He both hopes that this is the final end, there will be no to_be_continue, and he is afraid that this is the final end, even if it is a tragedy, he cannot start over again.
He can believe that this time will definitely not be a tragedy, but there is no absolute guarantee that this is not a tragedy. He expects this to be a comedy, even if it is ridiculous, humorous and black, but as long as it is a comedy, there must be someone or something with a surprise side, maybe not the protagonist, maybe not himself-on the contrary, Gao Chuan hopes. If this is really a black humorous drama, then I am the clown ridiculed by black absurd humor.
Yes, my goodness, the invisible and incomprehensible existence that weaves the script and fate, if it exists, then let yourself be a clown once, let your loved ones, and more Everyone laughed and laughed, and it would be very good to bear all the twisted, joking, cruel, desperate, and crazy factors on their backs.
Let everyone laugh at me, despise my stupidity and ignorance, watch my funny thoughts and behaviors, and give all your applause and flowers to others.
Gao Chuan thinks in a daze on this endless plane with no time, because there is nothing he can do or need him to do except thinking.
This is empty, nothing else, no emotions and thoughts other than self, dry dreams that are neither rational nor sensual.
Only here, he can freely think, think, guess, and affirm. All activities are in the heart, just as the soul has separated from the body. The body is not dead, just lying motionless, while the soul can wander around.
Here, he doesn't need to worry about Xie Se and Dorothy, and he doesn't need to worry about things other than himself. This focus on himself allows him to understand more about what he wants, what he is, and how he lives. At this time, he was extremely sober and extremely sensitive, and with a very sharp sensibility, he had an instinctive understanding of who the next person would be here.
It's him, it's me, it's another self, it's Gao Chuan.
Will come here, of course it is Gao Chuan. Rather, this plane is always connected to oneself and another self, and is always a proof of existence.
Gao Chuan thought, since I'm here, he should be on the opposite side—seemingly far away, on the opposite side, but still on the same plane.
He looked at the distant horizon according to his feelings, and then, he really saw the hazy figure, just like himself, floating like a ghost. When he saw him on the other side, he also looked over. The two eye contact, there was no spark or resistance, as if they came from the same source, and blended together.
After eye contact, there is no need for more time and process, and the two humanoid silhouettes like souls are drawn closer. At this time, they were less than ten meters away from each other on this plane. Although it was still far away, there was no connection, but it was enough for them to see each other clearly.
The young Gao Chuan's face is full of stubbornness.
Gao Chuan, a prosthetic body, has a mature face full of persistence.
Stubbornness and persistence are similar, but not the same, but the two are so similar. They are one, and of course they have the same consciousness and determination.
"Meeting again, Gao Chuan." said the young Gao Chuan.
"Yes, I didn't expect it to be so fast," said Gao Chuan, who is in the body.
"Don't you want to say something to me?" Young Gao Chuan asked: "For example, what am I? What do I want to do? Persuade me to turn around, fix the situation, correct the evil and return to the right."
"There is no shore, no cell, and there is no such thing as good or evil." Gao Chuan said: "Here is the heart, it is in your and mine, it is in Gao Chuan's heart-what you think is actually what I think Yes, what you do is actually what I want to do, the other way around, isn’t it?"
"Ah, is that the case? I haven't thought about it. But since you said that, that's probably the case." The young boy Gao Chuan smiled, "Because, I have also thought about it, according to the color and Doral Silk's plan goes on, they are smarter than me."
"So, I am the person with this idea." Yiti Gaochuan said, "Initially, this kind of division would not occur. There are two Gaochuan at the same time, implementing different ideas, which has never been seen in the past. ."
"So Seishi and Dorothy thought I was a conspiracy of the virus." Young Gao Chuan shook his head, "To be honest, I don't know if it is. For me, it is not easy to make affirmation or Objection to the question."
"It doesn't matter whether it is or not, Gao Chuan can't resist. Gao Chuan is just a patient. How can he control the disease's development?" Gao Chuan also laughed, "but it doesn't matter, you are me, I am you, This has not changed, nor does it need to be changed. Just as a person has only one choice for a problem, no matter how many ideas he has, and there may be many back-up plans, but there is only one that actually gives priority to implementation. You and I are two different ideas~IndoMTL.com~ However, only one idea will be finally implemented."
"The decision which one will be executed is not Xie Se and Dorothy, nor a virus, not Jiang, but ‘I’, Gao Chuan himself." The boy Gao Chuan took over the words of Yi Tai Gao Chuan.
"The time for unity has come." Yiti Gaochuan said: "All observation and thinking will come to an end. Are you sure? Gaochuan."
"I'm totally unsure, Gao Chuan." Young Gao Chuan said, "But when things are coming, you must do what you want to do."
As he said that, his figure gradually faded, and when he reappeared, he had reached the side of the horizon and returned to his body.
Only one voice is left echoing on this endless plane: "Go to the moon."
Go to the moon--
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