Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1665: New Genesis
What did goth girls see in the human collective subconscious? Gao Chuan is not sure, but he already understands one thing. She firmly believes that she is different, and this difference is what she believes is the hope for achieving her goal. Moreover, what the goth girl said always reminded Gao Chuan of his own situation, feeling that she was suggesting something. He realized that the other party might see more things than he thought, but when she observed When it comes to those phenomena, how deeply do you understand the essence behind the phenomena? Have you noticed the existence of the hospital reality, and can turn it back from the perspective of the hospital reality, and then observe the doomsday illusion?
Gao Chuan thought, if she could observe the world from two angles in an unimaginable way, then, in a sense, she would really be of the same kind as herself.
Gao Chuan has never seen a mysterious expert like a Gothic girl who can penetrate so deeply into different perspectives to observe the doomsday illusion. Moreover, assuming that her self-report is not false, how long has she existed? How long has it been observed? And in these observations and actions, continuous attempts and failures, what has been accumulated? These problems are scary.
Very few people can never fail once in their lives. Most people can do it again if they fail, but they are ultimately limited by their life span and cannot continue to accumulate life experience. The mysterious expert in the image of the goth girl in front of him, one of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, can already be regarded as the existence of humanoid monsters. For a long time, he must have failed countless times and have seen too many inexplicable and incomprehensible situations. In the mysterious world, the successes and failures she has seen and experienced definitely include Gao Chuan herself more than anyone else. Because of the constant death and birth of her personality, each time is equivalent to a new start. Therefore, those Old things are difficult to preserve. Even Gao Chuan himself, who exists as a special case, failed to integrate all the memories of Gao Chuan in the past, but merely had an "impression".
Only Super Gaochuan can integrate all the memories and experiences of Gaochuan.
However, the monster in front of me has already done this. Existing in a way that others cannot understand, constantly experiencing the doomsday and rebirth of the doomsday illusion, from time to time in reincarnation, in the deep subconsciousness of the human collective subconscious, watching the changes in this world, and digging into the essence of this world . The doomsday cannot destroy her, time cannot destroy her, failure cannot destroy her, under the appearance of such a 14-five-year-old girl, how long have those hidden things fermented? What has become? Perhaps, she has undergone a complete qualitative change inside.
She is powerful, and only by her narration, one can see one or two things. If you believe her story, then you must consider such a problem: even such a powerful thing she cannot accomplish, but urgently needs help, no matter what Gao Chuan thinks, he does not think it will be an easy and beautiful thing.
"So, what do you want to do?" Gao Chuan grabbed the driver's hand, ready to swoop at any time.
"I want you to take me to see, only you can see the world." The goth girl did not move too much. She had put the cup back on the coffee table, leaning on the back of the chair, and decided in the chain Under observation, her body is completely in a static state, not only without movement, but also as if even the cell activity is stopped. She is as stiff as she is dead, but the sound is still being emitted. This is Gao Chuan. The first time her anomaly was actually observed, before that, her detailed state was more like an ordinary person.
The driver's muscles are also very stiff. He can stand almost because of the stiff muscles, otherwise he would have fallen down a long time ago. Following the story of the Goth girl, he, who is called the "messenger", has an acumen that even Gao Chuan can't compare to the anomaly that occurs here. However, even if the fear on his face has not subsided, on the other hand, some burning emotions also thrive.
He has always been looking forward to seeing the witch, just as children believe in the existence of Santa Claus. Gao Chuan knew this very well. He held the driver firmly with his hands to prevent the man from suddenly falling into inexplicable emotions and making dangerous behaviors.
"It's a witch, really a witch." The driver whispered to Gao Chuan: "It's exactly the same story I've heard. She has great magical powers. Even if the end of the world is here, she can be safe and control people's hearts. You say How long did she live? She did say just now that she founded the Doomsday Sect? I didn't expect that she had already left, and the Doomsday Sect became the way it is now. Do you think she can't stand it? , So plan to help us?"
"Do you always think things so beautifully?" Gao Chuan gave him a surprised look.
The driver was a little embarrassed, and he defended: "If she is an enemy, we will only suffer more? Is it a friend or an enemy? This kind of thing is not what I want, so I will think about it a little bit. Better." After a pause, he asked: "Mr. Gaochuan, are you not afraid at all?"
"It's a bit scary." Gao Chuan admitted the fear in his heart, and the feeling of unwilling to regard it as a member of the doomsday sect, and put her in a hostile position, "but she also has Things you can't do by yourself."
For a long time, the extremely dangerous situations that Gao Chuan has encountered are often mysterious phenomena rather than specific individuals. Therefore, those individuals who really frightened Gao Chuan would be classified by him as the three most secretive giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo. They are already such individuals. According to his feelings, Gao Chuan placed her at the same height as the final weapon.
The two only heard the goth girl’s wandering sighing voice saying: "I can’t let other people see the world I see, but I hope you can let me see, what you can Seeing the world.” With that said, her voice turned into a whisper: “I had a dream. When I opened my eyes, there was a yellow sea in front of me, and I seemed to have become a drop of water in the sea. . I observe this sea from the angle of a drop of water. This yellow sea was formed by the collapse of giants, and we were born from the remains of giants that turned into sea water. I saw that you rise from this sea. The inside returned to the giant's appearance, and sank again, and turned into a different color from this yellow sea. What is there outside of this yellow sea, in the depths of the sea? I have been dreaming for so many years Now, I’m going to have a look."
With her whispering, Gao Chuan seemed to hear the sound of the gurgling liquid flowing, and felt a floating feeling in the water. He seemed to have become a part of the water, flowing through different places, and then Woke up suddenly at a certain moment. Before he knew it, his back was already dripping wet, and he couldn't tell whether it was his own sweat or he was really immersed in some other water.
But he can imagine what the prehistoric mythical story told by the goth girl implies. If "" is used instead of "yellow sea", "doomsday syndrome patient" is used instead of "giant", and "personality" is used instead of "a drop of water", then what the goth girl sees is not exactly "has changed" Can adult patients with doomsday syndrome observe the reality of the hospital?
Theoretically, the personality that exists in it cannot be directly observed, nor can it be observed through the hospital, just as human beings cannot directly observe how their self-consciousness is controlled by this body under normal circumstances. Carrying, in this world, operates as a part of the existing existence and interacts with other aspects.
Gao Chuan once heard such a sentence:
We are like being in an unimaginably huge eggshell. We are the yolk and the egg white, and even part of the eggshell. Together, we form this egg, but we don’t actually know if we are one Egg, what is the overall outline of this egg, where is it placed, and what is the outside of it.
Gao Chuan couldn't help thinking: In a system that is too rigorous to be added, when the existence of everything is inevitable and necessary, the state of everything in real time is also inevitable and necessary. In such a seemingly In a world where there is redundancy and mistakes can be made, when those redundancy and mistakes have inevitable and necessary meanings, what extent can human beings, as an extremely tiny individual, understand this system? It should be limited to the scope of "fulfilling one's own function".
Whether a person’s growth is an act of breaking free from shackles, or a macroscopically planned, inevitable, strict enough to allow no change, and has an extraordinary and necessary significance for the entire world system What about the behavior? In a life where people seem to have a chance of change, does he really have the possibility of change instead of just a number of chances?
Is it true that in such a complex and rigorous system as the world, a certain person must become "a certain kind of person"? Instead of shifting to the will of human beings?
Since the "virus" has penetrated into the doomsday syndrome patient and is the root cause of the doomsday illusion, then, as a member of the doomsday syndrome patient, a goth girl who is only "one of the personality", why can do that? Of observations? And is her observation an indispensable component in the operation of a rigorous and complex system for the doomsday fantasy and even for the "virus"?
If “virus” must be regarded as the most indispensable core part of “Doom What kind of special conditions can be observed in the "illusion" for the "virus"?
The more you think about it, the more absolute it is. It is simply impossible to deal with the "virus" because it has penetrated the existence of patients with doomsday syndrome, as if it has become a part of its existence, leaving it, doomsday syndrome Is the patient cured or completely collapsed, even unable to do it?
Gao Chuan couldn't help but feel an illusion that the Gothic girl in front of him seemed to exist to let himself know this. She can see things that others can't see, and those things pass through her thought system and draw a confused conclusion. But now, she easily threw this question over.
These questions are trying to shake their will to solve the "virus". These questions are turning those old-looking ideas into bad-looking, immature ideas. If these questions are resolved, new questions will surely arise. Maybe it will be repeated like this, and people will never find a "best and most suitable method and timing", and will always be in a "relatively wrong and bad situation that will be discovered at the last minute."
"I see, you want to go outside." Gao Chuan stared at the goth girl who seemed to have fallen asleep and said: "But I can tell you that the outside situation is not as good as you think, even if you have questions. You won’t get an answer outside, and you won’t be as strong as you feel now. There will be less things you can do than you can do here. You will taste true despair than this world The doomsday is coming, and the despair is more profound."
"I have existed for a long time, so long that I can use life and hope as a bargaining chip~IndoMTL.com~ to see scenes that I have never seen before." The goth girl's body remained motionless, only the voice was in the room. Reverberating in the middle, she was sitting in front of the two of them, but it made people feel that she had left, "I will help you, Gao Chuan, you can do what you want. Because when you come here, I already feel When it comes, everything you do, whether you voluntarily or not, will achieve my goal."
"Is this a witch prophecy?" Gao Chuan asked quietly.
"No, it is inevitable." With that, the voice gradually faded.
Gao Chuan and the driver waited for a long time, but did not see any movement of the Gothic **** the chair. She looked like she was dead, hanging her head down in the wide seat, as if listening to something, and It's like waiting for something. The driver stepped forward, as if he wanted to look at her up close, but was startled by the sound behind him. It was a very loud door opening.
The door on one side opened, but neither of them knew exactly where it led to. Immediately afterwards, there was another sound of footsteps. It was a series of footsteps. It was as if someone was walking by in a line. These people had already passed through the door and were listed beside them. However, the two could not see these people except Apart from the sound, there was nothing, only the voice could distinguish their position, and after the footsteps stopped, the room still maintained the sense of elegance and emptiness, as if there were only two living people. To be continued. ..