Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1703: Slightly revealing ugliness

The Gray Mist Dome was suspended in the darkness, and a huge sense of presence came out from the depths of the darkness. ?? Hunting text???? No one can tell which direction it came from, and no one can tell its moving trajectory, and no one can say exactly which part of it "explored" it. Gao Chuan just feels that the huge existence that can be felt now is just a part of a larger existence—as for the ratio, it is equally impossible to say.

Such a behemoth naturally has suffocating pressure. Gao Chuan feels that the only thing left in the darkness is that the church where he and the members of the Whisperer are trembling, as if as long as the behemoth has a slightly larger movement, This church will disintegrate instantly like the previous church. At this time, Gao Chuan also realized a little bit that this behemoth in the dark may not belong to the New Century Gospel at all, but a third party who suddenly broke in from somewhere else.

The question is, what exactly is this darkness? It is so boundless, if it is matter, it is unbelievable, this is not the universe. Gao Chuan is very clear that in the doomsday illusion, people cannot deeply understand that things that are only considered to exist by common sense do exist, but they are not rigorous. For example, the "universe", this is only when you look up at the starry sky and participate in scientific research and observation, you can see the existence that you can understand. This also means that in the doomsday illusion, no one will fly out of the universe, and no one will measure the value of the universe that they can’t recognize, and even all the things that involve theories are only when people “know” it. exist.

In short, theoretically, in the doomsday illusion, the doomsday syndrome patient cannot understand, there is no relevant common sense, and there is no further understanding of things, which objectively does not exist.

The opposite contradiction lies in the fact that these things that shouldn't exist, but they do exist, are called mysterious.

Such contradictions also prove that in this world based on the personality of patients with doomsday syndrome, there are things that do not belong to human beings.

The infinite darkness in front of me is naturally impossible to recognize from the perspective of objective matter, and the behemoth in the dark is not a thing of human beings. Gao Chuan quickly got it from the inherent logic of the mysterious expert. Answer: When you dive into the nesting layer of this deep night, it is also a process of transition from the physical layer to the spiritual layer. Where you are, your own observations, although you are habitual to recognize from the perspective of materiality I know, but what I have observed is actually not a matter of matter, but a phenomenon that is biased towards the spiritual level.

So, am I actually in some kind of ideological world now? Gao Chuan thought so, and the hideous corner of that behemoth gave him further guesses: Maybe, he was in the human collective subconscious.

If the human collective subconscious is compared to the sea, then the deeper the dive, the more dangerous it is. Gao Chuan uses perception to describe this invisible and shapeless dark monster. Its sense of existence is so strong that it does not It may appear on the surface of human collective subconsciousness. The reason is simple. The closer it is to the surface, the greater its impact on the consciousness of all human beings. If it is on the surface, then the collective behavior of humans should show more and more obvious characteristics that it possesses.

"No, it's on the surface." A voice suddenly sounded from behind Gao Chuan.

Gao Chuan suddenly turned around, only to see the collar of the Gospel of the New Century. The mysterious Gothic girl was still dressed in a gothic dress, holding a scarlet parasol and sitting on the back of the last bench. superior. But not so much that the thin backrest supports her, it is better to say that she is floating there, gently next to the backrest, behind her, after the singing, it seems that she has lost her soul and turned into a puppet. The believers do not know when they have become pale all over—including their heads, clothes, and skin—the entire outline seems to be pinched with white ash, which is definitely not normal.

Gao Chuan didn't notice where the Gothic girls appeared, nor did he see when these followers turned into such a grayish appearance. He clearly used chain judgments to monitor the surrounding movement. It's like the frame that represents the "process" has completely disappeared.

The Gothic girl's gaze retracted from the darkness outside the door, and fell on Gao Chuan's face again. Gao Chuan only felt that the efficiency of the brain and hardware had dropped by several percentage points. It was because he saw the expression on the face of a goth girl-the first time he saw this expression, he was not sure from the beginning, this weird I don't know if it is still a human being, and if it still has a human expression.

The corners of the goth girl's mouth were slightly bent, and it could be said that it was a "smile" on other people, but Gao Chuan could not draw the conclusion that "she is smiling". In the final analysis, although this smile is not fake, it is extremely contradictory when placed on her body compared with her weird sense of existence.

Just from the outside, such a beautiful girl smiling, it should make people feel relaxed and happy. However, Gao Chuan did not feel this way at all. The reduction in the efficiency of the brain hardware is by no means just a description, and the reason for the reduction in efficiency is definitely not "affected by emotions." As an important part of protecting, observing and containing the information received by Gaochuan, the brain hardware will affect its work efficiency. Apart from the orders of a few people, there are only mysterious powers, and it must be extremely mysterious. High strength.

The Gothic girl just made a "smile" expression, and the mysteriousness of her own dissipated, she has already begun to interfere with the operation of the brain and hardware-this is the conclusion drawn by Gao Chuan rationally, and this is nothing good news. When I saw her last time, Gao Chuan didn't feel that her sense of existence and mystery had reached such a point.

However, this is the deepest night, if it is on her territory...has a convenient location, so has the mystery greatly strengthened? Gao Chuan had to think so.

"You did something that a collaborator shouldn't do." Although Gao Chuan knew it was useless, he still said so.

"What I have done is to cooperate better." The goth girl's eyes crossed the faces of Sakiya, Hakkei, Shirai and Morino one by one, and then said to Takakawa: "I just think, You should know what the real women look like. However, you seem to have known it a long time ago, and the real women are like this."

Gao Chuan naturally understands what the goth girl is talking about. As he had previously guessed, the performance of Sakiya and Hakkei at this time was not due to "the soul was taken away" or "the spirit was interfered", but just that their personality was showing Some pathologies peculiar to "psychiatric patients in hospital reality".

All patients with doomsday syndrome are not always active after a split personality, and their mental state is not always in a manic state.

Sakiya, Hakkei, and Marceau have their personalities completely shattered in the experiment. Although they did not become LcL, the body brain has been unable to reorganize the personality, and the shattered personality, its fragments are unimaginable The way fell in the doomsday illusion and grew up on its own-this is a more vivid statement. In actual theory, even Dr. Ender's team could not give a complete explanation.

Such as Shiro Mori and Morino, if they have become LcL, then they probably show the inactive personalities that they split off in the LcL state.

The Gothic girl’s statement sounds to Gaochuan as if she is saying: Only admitting that the "hospital reality" is the real reality, and only the state in that real reality is the most real state. Therefore, the appearance of Sakiya, Hakkei, Shirai and Morino at this time is their most real appearance, and they have been active in the doomsday fantasy realm, in fact, they are all false expressions.

It’s impossible for Gao Chuan to admit this, because it means that Sakiya, Hakjing, and Marceau in the hospital’s reality will never have the chance to return to normal again: if their personality in the doomsday illusion is False is something that should not be accepted by them in the reality of the hospital. Then, in the reality of the hospital, they can only be in a state of broken personality forever.

In this way, he and other Takakawa worked hard to find the spiritual integration device and personality preservation device in the doomsday fantasy, trying to integrate all the personality and spiritual information of Sakiya, the eight sceneries and Marceau that appeared in the doomsday fantasy, and said " What is the point of trying to instill back into their bodies in the hospital reality based on the theory of the "Human Completion Project"?

If Sakuya, Bajing, and Marceau in the hospital’s reality are able to give birth to new personalities, then it’s not a bad thing to give up the personality information in the doomsday illusion, but the problem is that in order for them to be able to After surviving, Gao Chuan actively cooperated with the researchers in the hospital to conduct experiments like drinking a dove to quench thirst under the condition of completely immature technology. In the end, their bodies did survive, but their personality was equivalent to "dead". In the reality of the hospital, they were abnormal and incomplete, just the ashes left after the firewood burned out.

Those kind of them are "real". They are all "false" with their own thoughts, emotions and personalities in the doomsday illusion. What a joke! The more angry Gao Chuan is, the more sad he is. These anger and sadness are not only directed at the Gothic girl in front of him, but at himself, including everyone he knows and don't know in this doomsday illusion.

"Are you always so sad? You are always angry, Gao Chuan." The goth girl said, "I actually can't understand why you look at everyone's eyes like this, in your eyes, Is there no difference between me and others?"

"Yes, there is no difference. You, me, and others, including the current Sakiya, Hakkei, Shirai and Morino, are all the same." Gao Chuan's voice became more and more calm.

"Do you mean that the current me is also false, the real me, the real you, the real other people, are all the same as these whisperers now?" the goth girl said. .

"I don't think there is any difference between false and true in terms of personality, spirit, and consciousness." Gao Chuan said: "There are only the first, the second, the third...the innumerable Difference."

"...It seems that you know a lot." The Gothic girl's expression did not change, as if she had said so much, did so much, just to make Gao Chuan say such a sentence In other words, "The last time I did anything by unscrupulous means is far away, but now it is impolite to have to do these offensive things again."

Speaking so, she waved the scarlet umbrella, and Saya, Hakkei, Shirai, and Morino beside Takakawa softened and fell to the ground one after another. In Gao Chuan's perception and the data presented on the retinal screen, the life activities of the four people remained normal. He had a foreboding that the ones he knew were about to return. Obviously, the Gothic girl in front of her was satisfied with what Gao Chuan said, so she interfered with the four in some way.

Gao Chuan can’t do this kind of thing. He originally only planned to bring the four back to the net ball, using Omi’s technology, the possibility of a personality preservation device, or a repeater that is essentially a mental integration device for treatment. He has reason to believe that there is no mental integration device and personality preservation device that can't do in the treatment of personality and mental problems. After all, it only exists in the doomsday illusion, and to a certain extent proves that the "virus" is also paying attention to things.

It is with the help of Omi~IndoMTL.com~Takakawa has used two personality preservation devices to process Sakiya and Hakkei. No matter how troublesome their current personality status is, go back to the personality saved by the personality preservation device. State is also something that can be done. The only tricky thing is that Shirai and Morino are unable to pre-process the two because of the lack of personality preservation devices. If there is any eventuality, there is a possibility that they will not be able to recover completely.

However, since the Gothic girl didn't take things seriously, but only regarded the whisperers as a bargaining chip, then the safety of the four would naturally have a minimum guarantee before she completely lost value in her heart. This is Gao Chuan's idea, and the facts have proved the correctness of this idea.

In the eyes of Gothic girls, Gao Chuan is special and precious, just like his value as a "special experimental body" in the reality of the hospital. Even if a fake Gao Chuan fell into her hands now, it couldn't hide the value of the original Gao Chuan.

"What you want to know, as long as I can answer, I will answer, there is no need to do this kind of thing." Gao Chuan said to the goth girl.

"No, I don't need to listen to what you want to say. I will only ask you to say some things in my own way, and then make judgments in my own way." The goth girl also said straightforwardly. (To be continued.)