Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1725: self-format and restart


Yi Ti Gao Chuan never thought that he would encounter "Jiang" in such a sudden situation. Obviously, although everything you see in front of you is like a dream, a special existence like "Jiang", even if it only appears in a dream, has a different meaning and is more likely to be fatal. He still remembered that before he had this dream, he was on the road, during which there was no thought or need to rest at all. Therefore, in his opinion, this dream is a kind of mandatory consciousness invasion, a sudden attack on himself.

However, no matter what the ending is, he has one thing to ask clearly, which is very important: "Are you here to kill me? Gao Chuan."

"No, this is just a dream, just a dream." The young Gao Chuan was still smiling. The posture he stood there made people feel that he could neither move up nor down. This made Gao Chuan the body again. I realized once: the young Gao Chuan is a dead Gao Chuan. His resurrection was originally weird and incomprehensible. All the anomalies about him can be pushed to "Jiang".

"Why did you have this dream?" Yi Body Gao Chuan asked.

"I have asked the same question. Why did I dream of unexpected dreams when I thought I shouldn't dream without preparation?" Young Gaochuan said, "I The answer I got was: I have to ask myself. Now, I will tell you this answer. So, Gao Chuan, why did you have this dream?"

Gao Chuan is silent. It is not impossible to interpret this dream, but there are too many factors that make it difficult for people to sort out their clues. At this time, the reason becomes unimportant again. The important thing is what you plan to do.

"Is the you standing in front of my eyes the real you?" Gao Chuan asked, "Do you want to talk to me in this way? Or does Jiang want to talk to me in this way?"

"Don't be silly, this is your dream." Young Gaochuan said, "The "Jiang" you see when you look at me, of course, is what you think. As for me? I have always existed in "Gaochuan". 'In, so, has always been in you."

"So, you are not a teenager Gao Chuan, but only part of the information he kept in my personality, combined with other information to form this dream?" Gao Chuan thought of it. In many cases, he can actually I feel what the young boy Gao Chuan is doing and what he is doing. Although it is very vague, it is obvious that there will always be something. The young boy Gao Chuan seems to have revived into a new individual through the connection between himself and the other party. , But in fact it has never existed in the true sense, never.

Yes, the answer lies in my heart. Gao suddenly realized that this time it was likely that something happened to the young Gao Chuan’s side, which in turn caused resonance in the Gao Chuan personality that involved some of the remaining personality information fragments of the young Gao Chuan, plus his subconscious attitude towards the young Gao Chuan and " Jiang" cares, these indispensable conditions are brought together to form such a dream. All the pieces of information that make up this dream are like a complete bowl shattered, and then some of the fragments and other impurities are broken. The fragments were mixed together and roughly glued into a cup.

This cup is not a bowl, nor is it as strong as a bowl. Its components, shapes and contents are different, but part of it comes from the original bowl. This is also the relationship between this dream and the real boy Gao Chuan, and the real "Jiang".

Even so, because "Jiang" is involved, this dream is also magical, and you can still feel the goodwill and malice that constitute this dream. This dream is mysterious and suggestive. It does not refer to the real thing, but its impact is not completely illusory.

Then he suddenly realized that he really wanted to see the young boy Gao Chuan again. Especially after getting Sanxian Island, after carrying the expectations of so many people, after becoming a recognized "hero", when becoming a "hero" but at a critical demarcation line, it is especially If you want to meet other Gao Chuan here, you can communicate face-to-face, Gao Chuan who has the same dream and goal, and the other himself is only the young Gao Chuan.

Gao Chuan understands that in his subconscious, how much he wants to see another himself, and there are so many things he wants to tell him.

So, he is having this dream. He waited for this dream for a long, long time. No matter how sudden or passive the dream seemed at first, it was inevitable, and it was not passive in nature.

At this time, what I most want to say to the boy Gao Chuan is:

"Gao Chuan became a hero, and people recognized that Gao Chuan was a hero." When Yi Ti Gao Chuan said so, he felt that his mood was not excited, of course not calm, but the sour and melancholy taste could not be expressed at all. . Such a dry and simple sentence is only because I can't find any more beautiful vocabulary to describe such emotions.

As if he told all Gao Chuan in the past, he said to the young Gao Chuan again: "Gao Chuan wants to be a hero, so do I, so do you, and now, we did it, we got the world’s Most people agree."

"Then what?" Young Gao Chuan asked calmly, just as the body Gao Chuan asked himself.

"Then? Then I'm very happy." Gao Chuan did not hide or lie at all. "Although he is very happy, he feels full of regrets."

"Gao Chuan..." Young Gao Chuan said to him: "Becoming a hero to some people, being a hero to most people, being a hero to everyone, and being a hero of what you think is very different. You know This is why I regret it."

Yes, if it is to become a hero to some people, Gao Chuan in the past has already done it; if it is to become a hero in the eyes of most people, Gao Chuan now has done it in the eyes of most people; but, to become a hero to everyone And to be the wonderful hero you dream of? What a daunting journey.

"You know, you can't do it." The young Gao Chuan stared at the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, his tone changed slightly, "You know you can't do it, the emotion you have is not regret, but sadness. You actually don't want to Death, you still want to do more things, you yearn to be able to accomplish all the things by yourself. However, you have already decided, not which Gaochuan you want to be, but a part of Gaochuan. You are sad, but you It has been decided."

His body Gao Chuan was silent for a long time, and gradually covered his face with his palm. After a while, he released his hand and looked directly at the young Gao Chuan, saying: "Yes, I have already decided. If this is My destiny, if this is my arranged destiny, if this can save more people, then I am willing to accept it, no, I decided to accept it. Because the heroic Gaochuan will do this Of."

Young Gao Chuan smiled and said, “Yes, the hero of Gao Chuan’s dream would do this. Embrace the death of his own personality, but that is not the end. Gao Chuan’s self will eventually be sublimated, under the name Gao Chuan. Continuation in the middle. All Gaochuan personality will become part of the meaning represented by the name Gaochuan."

"I will go to you, no matter where you are, no matter what is behind you, I will go to you... There is only one Gaochuan, and there must be only one, because Gaochuan is never alone. And you , Your appearance may not be wrong, perhaps it is inevitable, but it should not be. This error must be corrected, otherwise, in the final battle, Gao Chuan has no chance of winning." Although Yoshitaka Takakawa said so in the past, But this time, the conclusion is obtained after countless thoughts. The conclusion has not changed, but the process and meaning are different.

"I know." Young Gaochuan said.

"I will die too." Gao Chuan, the prosthetic body, looked at the young Gao Chuan impartially, and told him: I will die too.

"I know."

We will all die, and a new Gaochuan will be born on our ashes to end all these tragedies.

A kind of enlightened power drove the hands and feet of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, making him walk up the spiral staircase, but when the young Gao Chuan also started to walk down, he gradually couldn't tell whether he was going up or down. Young Gaochuan is going down. He could not look away from the invisible horror behind the young Gao Chuan. He obviously couldn't see it, but in his own fear, he clearly felt its creeping, as if there was no time and space. Slowly approached in the chaos of the point, the speed of its approach was not the speed at which he and the young Gaochuan approached each other, or in other words, in the chaos of infinite darkness, there was no speed at all, but in the body of Gaochuan’s It felt that it approached faster than the young Gao Chuan approached, and it was impossible to tell whether it passed the young Gao Chuan first or was pounced by it first.

The unspeakable fear made Gao Chuan feel that when he approached the young Gao Chuan on this spiral staircase, he was approaching this indescribable thing, and as long as he stopped, the young Gao Chuan also stopped. It It will never be able to cross the chaos of infinite darkness. However, the only remaining reason was telling him that this was just an illusion, and it would not stop, just as he and the boy Gao Chuan would not stop either.

The heart-piercing fear made the prosthetic Gao Chuan completely lose the sense of limbs. He felt that he had become a ghost, but even so, he just accelerated his pace. He wants to get close to the young Gao Chuan, and he wants to be one with him. This kind of urgency is just the opposite of the past. All the reasons that he resisted in the past and didn't let his brain format his personality are now gone. He knew that his thinking was completely different from his past self, how much he wanted to wait in the past, and how much he wanted to move forward now.

Three steps apart, he saw the smile of the boy Gao Chuan and the hand extended by the boy Gao Chuan. He couldn't help but smile.

Two steps apart, young Gao Chuan stretched out his hand, and he also stretched out his hand.

A step apart, two Gao Chuan’s hands touched each other. Below the spiral staircase, under the body of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, the steps were collapsing layer by layer, as if an invisible force broke the glass, fragments. Like rain, it fell into the infinite and deep place below. It was not until this time that Yi Body Gao Chuan knew that there was no bottom under this spiral staircase, because that was the dark bottomless abyss in the dream. When this abyss appeared, the scary thing behind the young Gaochuan suddenly disappeared, and the scary monster at the bottom of the abyss, who did not know how far away, released a sense of existence that made the heart convulsions. It was also creeping. In the chaos of time and space, it is impossible to observe directly, but instinct is describing it creeping.

The hands touched by the body Gao Chuan and the young Gao Chuan passed through each other, as if they were just souls. They stepped on the same ladder, and their bodies overlapped. Gao Chuan felt that his whole body was burning, just like the last time he completely burned himself to fight a terrible enemy. The burning feeling made him feel that even if he became ashes, he could not get rid of this strong force. Impulse and searing. There are countless things that are hard to tell. With this burning feeling, they enter his body, his brain, and his soul, making him instinctively look up.

The spiral staircase that originally went up to infinity, finally has an end. At the end is the starry sky spreading in all directions. A blood moon quietly broke through the clouds, and Gao Chuan felt that there was a kind of infinity. The guidance, calling him to the moon.

Go to the moon, go to the moon, go to the moon!

The young Gao Chuan has disappeared, but Gao Chuan feels that he is in him. He tried to sprint upwards, but the spiral staircase below collapsed faster ~ IndoMTL.com ~ reached his feet in a blink of an eye. Gao Chuan only felt that there was an empty foot, and he was falling down with countless fragments, but even if he fell into the dark abyss, he still stared at the night sky, stared at the blood moon, stared at the existence on the moon.

Young Gaochuan is there, calling for himself.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan has been falling, and in a sudden moment, he opened his eyes, and everything he saw in front of him turned into information, which was processed by the brain hardware in an instant. I fell down a second ago. What I saw in my dream didn't even pass for a second. He got up, only feeling that all the confusion and hesitation he had once swept away, and he was no longer shaken by the conflict between his own position and the positions of others. At this time, only one idea lingered in his mind to go to the moon.

Other people's choices are no longer important. What's important is that you have to go to the moon anyway.

Time has come.

Everything is ready.

The east wind has risen.

A warning box pops up on the retina screen of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, and the formatted value that has been shrinking at the corner of the field of view is increasing every second. (To be continued.)


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