Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1796: Magic Girl Madoka Magica
Inside the London repeater, the jagged and undulating walls are like layers of scales clinging to each other, spreading to the end of the line of sight, whether you are looking up from a high place or looking up from below, you can see these The wall, the top of the wall is the passage, showing a variety of appearances such as roads, stairs, pipes and bridges, all of which are accessible in human common sense. These passages accompany the wall to spread in all directions, to high and low places. , A person has to walk these roads, and he can’t do it all his life, even if he just walks in one direction, he won’t see the end until the end of his life.
These walls and passages are like an endless maze. Without a navigation system that matches the relevant authority, just by instinct and visual observation, you will be completely lost in these all-round passages after traveling a certain distance.
Magic Girl Madoka thought she would never get used to such an alternative scenery, but when she was able to calm down and think about what to do in the future, she found that she had already integrated into the life in the repeater. Here, there is a lack of many things that a normal society must have. Madoka feels that she is not very smart, because she has never been able to figure out what is missing, but she can feel that between the two worlds, it is just like a difference. World-like differences.
Is it lucky or unfortunate to be able to enter the repeater? Is it lucky or unlucky to become a magical girl? Being involved in World War III was not as a civilian, but as a soldier on standby. Is it luck or misfortune? A few months ago, such problems did not exist in the heart of this high school girl-but recently she couldn't help but think of these naturally, and then struggled with it.
As the original magical girl, now the theoretical leader of the Magical Girl Crusade, Madoka doesn't care too much about her identity and status. If she uses other people's descriptions, she is too self-knowledge. In many cases, she is used to seeing everything happening around her from the perspective of that high school girl. If you can survive only from yourself, your relatives, friends, and family members you care about can have a safer situation than other ordinary people in this normal war, that should be thankful. Magical girl Madoka was indeed happy for it, but when she watched more people die, she was accompanied by deep pain and sorrow.
The "mystery" has been revealed in this world. As a user of mysterious powers, the magical girl is supported by a strange creature who calls himself "Kuppy", and even according to "Kuppy" himself, Whether it belongs to the category of "biology" remains to be considered. But there is no doubt that Chobe used his mysterious power to make many people become magical girls, and eventually formed a magical girl crusader, and is hosted under the banner of a larger mysterious organization "Cyberball." In a sense, it is the veritable core of the magical girls and the source of the mysterious power possessed by the magical girls.
The appearance of Chobe originated from the Valpus Night in London. From this perspective, it has a deep connection with the repeater, but it is not the creation of the repeater, because it is repeating Existing before the completion of the device.
Cyberball used the night of Valpus to build a repeater, which is currently an extremely important organization that shelters people all over the world during the war. Their abilities may be questioned, their mystery is also incomprehensible, and their behavior is full of secret organization style, but it is undeniable that they rescued many people who were hit by war and tried their best to resist those inhuman aggressions. In the eyes of people who are currently suffering from war, all the results made are just and necessary, and they are the vanguard of maintaining correct order.
Following Chobe’s suggestion, take shelter under the cyber ball and take part in actions that are just, correct, and necessary for most people. The magical girls, including Madoka, have no doubts and hesitations. The problem is that although this war is less than a year old, it feels like a century has been spent in the war, and it makes people extremely tired. The threat posed by the terrifying enemy has caused the Magical Girl Crusade to be reduced several times. Therefore, for many magical girls to continue participating in this war like a warrior, it is too heavy for many magical girls. After all, before becoming magical girls, most magical girls were ordinary ordinary people: two-thirds of them were elementary school girls, junior high school girls, and high school girls. The other third were college girls, housewives, professional women, and even There are also some men who don’t know what to say. Almost all of them are in ordinary daily life, participating in ordinary social activities, and they have nothing to do with war.
The outbreak of the Third World War was so sudden. Under the lure of mysterious forces, in the dark clouds of war, these ordinary people chose to fight, only to realize in the battle that this war is the same as before. When you are full of spirits, whim, or full of revenge, the war you want to participate in is completely different.
Their enemies are not humans. Even if they have a human form, they are completely distorted inside. All want to defeat these enemies, educate them, let them taste the pain of failure, or want to save them. It doesn't work, and it's fundamentally unsuitable.
The only way to keep yourself safe, make the world peaceful, and save innocent people is to kill them, kill those monsters, whether humanoid or non-humanoid, but there are so many of them and their abilities are so outstanding. In the battle, people can only feel despair and madness more and more deeply, wondering if they and others can really defeat them, and when will the day of victory come?
The party that they believe is correct and righteous is retreating. Even if the magical girls are betting their lives, they still seem insignificant in the frenzy of the enemy. So, even if all of what I have paid is correct, what effect does it have? Madoka knows very well that such doubts are spreading in the Magical Girl Crusade, and she is also confused by it.
Madaku does not regret becoming a magical girl, nor does she feel that she is doing a wrong thing, she just feels that she is not smart enough, except for fighting and fighting, she can't find any other solution to the problem. At the same time, she feels that this kind of battle may be a last resort, but it is definitely not a good way to solve the problem. After the battle, she often feels happy that she has saved a few people, and at the same time, she never reversed the situation. In the middle, she felt something suffocating and anxious, she couldn’t describe what it was, but there was such an intangible thing approaching herself and others, and it was so unknown, so powerful, that it made herself Unable to describe, but full of powerlessness.
Midoka tries to describe her feelings to the people around her, hoping that those seemingly smart people can give an exact answer, so that she can clearly know that the creepy, invisible, but invisible What is the thing that China and North Korea are approaching, and what kind of enemy is it? However, the people around him couldn't give this answer, and they couldn't even feel what Madoka felt.
Madoka’s closest friend, the other two who first became the magical girl with her at first. Senpai and Xiaomei also felt incredible about her problem. They were willing to believe Madoka, and Madoka was very grateful for it. , But this kind of trust is not enough to get her out of the confusion in thinking, and the instinctive feeling of uncertainty, and the fear that emerges in her heart when facing the uncertainty that only she feels.
Madoka feels that if this goes on, everyone, including herself, will die. She didn't want to die, but before that, she didn't even want the comrades, friends and relatives who got along day and night to die. If possible, she is willing to use her own death to avoid the death of these people. However, no **** responded to her request. While fighting, she felt a deep sense of helplessness, just like watching the car she and her companions were driving towards the cliff, but she couldn't make any sound to warn. Everyone, can't do anything that can change this result. Only when others care about and mention it, you can show a vigorous smile.
Madoka did not collapse because of this, because she treated herself kindly and loved others deeply, but every time she thought about it, she could only be deeply troubled by herself.
She likes to stand on the wall, follow the invisible path, walk through the stairs and stone-paved roads, avoid the black holes and pipes, when she walks, she can see more Above, when the same densely spreading walls and passages, there will be a kind of "there must be a right path among so many roads" to dispel the haze in her heart, making her feel that the reason why she feels at a loss is just because Without "navigation", it is impossible to choose the right one from these densely packed roads, and even obsessed with the wall itself and neglected the passage above the wall.
Recently, Madoka ran into a big man, the top commander of cyberball, "fired". In surprise and anxiety, Madoka tried to describe what she felt to him, but the escape did not give her a definite answer. Instead, she did not think so much. It was enough for adults like them to worry about this kind of thing. ——From those words, even the dull Madoka can feel that the other party still treats these magical girls as "children who do not understand the world", even if they and others have participated in so many life and death scenes. fighting.
Maidu doesn't feel that she has been humiliated, because she is very keenly aware that there is a huge gap between the standards by which she sees herself and others, and the standards by which she and others treat themselves. The standards of the two are different, and the angle of view of the problem is different. Even if Mischief gives an answer, I am afraid it is not the answer Madoka is trying to know-that is Mischi is correct, not Madoka's correct.
So Madoka still can only get lost, until now.
"Hmm...? Are you still worried about that kind of thing?" The voice suddenly came from under her feet, and Madoka was startled. When she recovered, she felt a little thing jump on her shoulder. superior. She didn't panic, because that was Chobe, who made her the peculiar life of a magical girl.
Kewpie is something like a cat and a rabbit. It seems to be immortal, but besides turning people into a magical girl, there is no other ability to see. Compared with the enemy, compared with the magical girl, compared with some ordinary people, it looks very weak. However, its heart is hard, right? Madoka sometimes thinks that way. She didn't even know what Chobe was thinking behind the silence and smile, but in most conversations, it was indifferent to the miserable world and the people.
Even if she doesn’t want to, Madoka still has to agree with some smart people among the magical girls: Chobe is a monster, and there is no substantial difference from the monsters killed by her and others. It is only temporary. From a standpoint, it is biased towards cyberball-not even to say ~IndoMTL.com~ it is biased towards magical girls.
No one knows what the magical girl produced by its mysterious power is. Everyone that Madoka knows is very wary of this kind of Chubby. Madoka wants to believe in Chobe, but she doesn't know how to express this trust. She can only stroke Chobe's furry, weak and seemingly fragile body like a pet.
Kewpie is free, but more often, he always stays with Madoka and talks with Madoka, but he never answers any of Madoka's doubts directly.
"Chubby, is there really no way to change the world back to its original state?" Madoka has asked this question countless times, and every time Khobby will look at him, Madoka gradually doesn't expect it. It will answer positively this time. Kewpie is incredible, but in this world, along with the expansion of mystery, there are even more incredible things, such as the repeater he is at at this time. Everyone says this is the most incredible thing in the world. .
However, even a repeater has no way to halt the war in front of him and put everyone back on the track of normal life. The world outside the repeater is miserable, and people are living in greater wars than in the past. The Nazis, who were only recognized in the history class in the past, appeared in this world in such a real posture, and the tragedy brought to people was more tragic than described in the textbook. Death and painful death are far from being able to describe the fear they bring to normal people.
Compared with those who suffer outside the repeater, Madoka feels that she has the power of a magical girl and relies on the power of the organization to settle her family and friends. She must help those people. No matter how troubled she is, she must find The way to get the world back on track, even if oneself will face the crisis of life and death in battle. (To be continued.)