Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1825: New diary
Whether it is observing the Nazi lunar fleet and mayfly ruins from the inside of Sanxian Island, or observing this weird city in a suspected "sacred place" that cannot be located through additional structural bodies, he has a sense of incomprehension. Unknown feeling. Gao Chuan himself didn’t know if this feeling was good or bad. It’s like eating a strange pudding. Although the taste is different from the usual, it can still be swallowed because it’s the first time I ate it. Not to mention like or dislike. I always feel that something is happening, and what is happening is far from what is happening right now, but from a wider and deeper place, it is like the crust changes in the depths of a 10,000-meter trench, and people Only changes in ocean currents on the sea surface can be observed.
Perhaps because I am observing two closely related changes from two angles-the ongoing war in the universe and the battle that is about to take place in this weird city are undoubtedly parallel and interrelated events. , But the space and time span between the two is too far, and the factors that affect its changes are far beyond the amount that one can observe, so that's why you have this kind of unclear feeling.
Gao Chuan is very clear that this feeling often means that his intelligence acquisition has begun to lag behind the development of the situation, and a huge and terrible unpredictable progress is rolling forward in a direction that he has not expected. The taste of the doomsday also became more intense in this vague intuition.
Gao Chuan's self-observation data enabled him to understand at the first time that his mental and emotional state is undergoing violent negative fluctuations. Although the body is transformed into a prosthetic body, it greatly reduces the influence of psychological and emotional on the physical state, action mode and ability quality, but this does not mean that there is no effect at all.
Even if it was confirmed that the priority target of the Nazi Moon Fleet was not to hit the earth, and watching the huge losses suffered by the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult after being induced, it would not make him feel happy at all. Whenever he recalled the thoughts that had appeared in his mind before, he could realize that his self-awareness was slipping to a boundary on the verge of self-collapse.
The repeater in the 51st District was forced to squeeze into the "Holy Land". The two were like inflated balloons, making Gao Chuan feel that they would explode at any time. Compared with this feeling, the appearance that has become more and more magnificent because of the size and growth, can not bring him any sense of peace of mind. All the changes are accelerating, and Gao Chuan has always felt that the direction of the battle is rather "rampant" rather than describing it as "escalation".
If the Cosmos Joint Experimental Fleet ascends to space in an urgent form is normal development and it is excusable, then the current development is unpredictable at that time—the mysterious forces that cannot be imagined, The clear battlefield becomes obscured, the enemy with a clear position becomes ambiguous, the impossible in logic becomes possible, and it seems to be the development of logic, so that unreasonable things seem to have some truth, let all Events are moving in unpredictable directions.
The collaborator behind the body of life became a Nazi, the 51st district repeater came to the Holy Land, and he fought on two fronts at the same time. "Why did it become like this?" Gao Chuan has always had this question in his heart, and the answer to this question also has a vague outline emerging deep in his heart.
In less than three seconds, the Universe Joint Experimental Fleet, under the control of Sanxian Island, launched more than a dozen attacks on the Nazi Lunar Fleet passing the Earth’s low-Earth orbit, trying to slow its approach to the ruins of the mayfly. Time may also force it to change the current course. Normally, changing the enemy’s route is to delay time and bury traps, but for Gao Chuan at this time, the reason for doing so is more simple-just to ensure that the enemy’s route of movement does not become a certain kind. This is how the mysterious power is made. Gao Chuan's quick sweep in the Holy Land is enough to prove that even if he doesn't "draw lines" with his hands, his own movement trajectory can become a line similar to a magic circle.
Including speed, rhythm and route, etc., the conceptual factors used to describe actions will become manifestations that are sufficient to trigger mysterious powers due to a certain unknown in the world.
Perhaps a normal attack will not be able to break through the Nazi Lunar Fleet’s defenses, but at least they must not be allowed to make obvious and regular movements. This is the decision Gao Chuan could make after feeling the ignorance hidden behind the rampant war.
On the other side, one-third of the repeaters in the 51st District have already squeezed into the space of the Holy Land. In Gao Chuan’s eyes, use the shape of this one-third to think of the entire repeater. It can be described as "a hedgehog that rolls up" or "a sea urchin suspended in water." The densely packed needles, close to a circular shell, hover in the air, giving it a feeling of lightness. Its weight is not directly proportional to its volume-of course Gao Chuan knows that this is just an illusion.
No matter whether it is Gaochuan or Gothic girl, after the repeater in Area 51 broke into the Holy Land, there was nothing more to do. Everything evolves like a continuous eruption of a volcano. It is powerful and long lasting, and the impact is endless, and then Gao Chuan is blocked in front of the Goth girl. Although the Goth girl may not need Gao Chuan as a shield in terms of ability, Gao Chuan is still there. I didn't intend to expose the appearance of such a little girl to such a terrible shock.
He doesn't feel that this kind of performance of judging people by appearance is a mistake. Isn't he able to perform this kind of perceptual behavior is the proof that he still retains the humanity of the person from the point of view of consciousness? Things that are not human will not be interested in the appearance of a Gothic girl, nor will it cause sensibility between people, and will not be driven by this sensibility to act.
"Will the Las Vegas repeater really come?" Gao Chuan stared at the appearance of the repeater in District 51, and couldn't help confirming to the goth girl again. Whether it is to him, to whisperers, cyberballs, nogs and the United Nations, or even to the enemy, the Las Vegas repeater and its controller, the young-looking Gao Chuan, are all objects that cannot be ignored.
Las Vegas repeaters will give priority to hunting fifty-one repeaters in the melee. This is a very critical link in the series of traps laid by goth girls. The internal conditions of the Joint Universe Experimental Fleet have proved that the impact of the fact that the "51st District Repeater Enters the Holy Land of Doomsday Shinrikyo" is not enough to affect the people of the Joint Universe Experimental Fleet from the level of human collective subconsciousness. Make enough impact.
Although the situation is changing like a kaleidoscope, or because of the many changes, Gao Chuan thinks that he must be aware of the reasons why he had to take risks in the collective subconsciousness of human beings and gothic girls. Since at the beginning, I came here with the intention of cutting off the changes in the consciousness of everyone in the Joint Experimental Fleet of the Universe, so I had to do it. Conversely, if the space joint experimental fleet cannot restore the best state of personnel consciousness, then even with Sanxian Island as the core and full management, this space joint fleet will not be able to exert its best combat effectiveness. In the doomsday illusion, there are too many mysteries that can bring the self-discipline of things into a level-line effect, but Gao Chuan still believes that human consciousness is the fundamental.
As long as the Las Vegas repeater is involved in the battlefield of the Holy Land, it is definitely not a fantasy that more repeaters will participate, and the confrontation between the repeater and the repeater will cause humanity The shock of the collective subconscious is enough to clear the abnormal consciousness of the people in the joint experimental fleet of the universe. Although the Goth girl’s proposal is recognized to a certain extent, Gao Chuan still cannot find the heart that is still uneasy. What is the reason? Consider. I must be aware of something, but it seems that there is some kind of power that has obscured my own thoughts, and the thoughts that are ready to come out are blocked in the brain.
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"...When half of the body of the repeater in the 51st area entered the Holy Land, far deep in the ruins of the mayfly in the universe, Father Xi Sen and the mysterious experts of the Black Nest were also facing an important decision. The two aborigines of the ruling bureau named "Sha" and "畀" have found a way to repair the safety network system in the site, and successfully achieved the network structure in three areas, including the 33rd district where they live. Unity.
The fifty construction machines included in these three areas have also recovered from the chaotic state and become normal automatic machines capable of orderly construction according to the zoning rules. This has brought considerable benefits to the construction and reorganization of the three areas. enhancement.
Father Xi Sen once provided assistance to "Sha" in the early safety network restart experiment in the 33rd area. When he set foot in this area again, those difficult dead soldiers had become loyal. guard. And the small girl "Kou" not only became the leader of the newly established 33rd district security guard, but also constructed 80% of the body with the help of the complete structure "Sha". Body Hua, the form she transformed has a reference similarity to Gao Chuan, because the body Gao Chuan was also a hero in helping the 33rd district to restart the safety network.
The seeds that were planted at the beginning, after not knowing how long, sprouts that people cannot ignore. And the arrival of Father Xi Sen and Black Nest also brought the three ruling bureau areas under the leadership of "Sha" and "Yu", and the counterattack climax of the elementary life. In order to restart the safety network in the new area, and finally innovate the safety network of the entire Domination Bureau, so that the Domination Bureau can return to its correct operating state, and it is inevitable to fight the monsters in the Domination Bureau.
However, whether Xi Sen and Black Nest, or the newly established Security Planning Bureau of "Sha" and "Teng", have not yet clearly realized that they have less time than they think. urgent. After completing the technical exchange of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and continuing to reach technical cooperation with the Nazis, the elementary life has found a way to reproduce the elementary life on a large scale, and to effectively complete the reproduction plan, they need not only a certain basic population of the initial population. , It also needs more confidential equipment of the ruling bureau, as well as transforming an environment most suitable for the reproduction and continuation of body life, all of which have various contradictions with the plans of the security planning bureau and the black nest. While the Security Planning Bureau and the Black Nest united to try to restart and repair a larger security network, from the lower and higher levels of the ruling bureau area, the elementary life also began to forcibly destroy the security network. "
——Excerpt from "Diary-Spiral End Scroll". Recorder: Gao Chuan.
I put down the pen and re-reviewed some of the content I just wrote. Since the first time I met the mystery, I will always try to record my adventures, just like writing a diary, writing content that I don’t know whether it’s true or not, and my thoughts and thoughts, which are sometimes messy and sometimes excited, Sometimes the painful heart is recorded. I don’t know when, recording has become an instinctive behavior. Whenever I read what I have written, I can always feel from the messy plot, from the intermittent words between the lines, that a kind of always exists in my heart. Deep down, that hysterical, unreally hot, and dreamy emotions that make the self intoxicated.
I have to admit that whenever I start to write and read my own writing, I always forget the situation I face, my position, and even exclude any thoughts about myself. I must also admit that even though I am so passionate about writing and I also love what I write, I am not an excellent author, nor do I always have enough time and vocabulary to write myself Everything I saw and felt was vividly written out in an orderly manner.
I must finally admit ~IndoMTL.com~ What I have recorded in this diary, in the eyes of others, I am afraid that it is just the babble of a mental patient. The mental patient writes his own fantasies into a diary-like story, and then presents it in the eyes of the reader. Although I long for one day when this record of mine can be published as an adventure—I should give it a nice name, such as "Doomsday Syndrome"—but I am not sure whether I can. Live to that time.
What I have experienced is a terrible life course that is not true or false. I once died, and then I felt alive again, but am I dead or alive? Among the horrors I have experienced, this uncertainty about self-existence is undoubtedly one of the most terrifying experiences-what I fear is not uncertainty itself, nor self-denial itself, but Behind these feelings and cognitions is the deep unknown. What is it that makes me think like this? Make me have to have such an idea? When I look back, all the choices I have seen are full of unalterable inevitability?
Perhaps, when this huge, terrifying vortex descended from nothingness, swallowed me, and changed me, I fell in love with it, and this was the beginning of everything.
My name is Gao Chuan, and I wrote this sentence in the Las Vegas repeater: I don’t want this to be my last diary. (To be continued.)