Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1831: Newly infected Ande
Doctor Ender followed the example of those crazy patients, shuttled through the dark corners, traversed the flashing street lights, and the shadows under his feet swayed on the wall, like a monster with life, perhaps because of the atmosphere, it should be very familiar But the scene of's is filled with a sense of strangeness and horror that he has never had before, and he can't help but feel that he really has been working here all the time? Even the roads that have been taken during the day will make him feel that he has fallen into some kind of unnatural maze at this moment, like someone or something that is not human, and the arrangement has been cleverly changed, so that people Stuck in the confusion of turning round and round. 』⒉3 Of course, putting aside all these delusions, Dr. Ender is very clear in his heart that this is the path he has walked countless times. Although he is not striding along the road like during the day, it makes no difference if he walks along the corner. .
Dr. Ender’s route and direction are specified by other observers. The target must be inferred by real-time on the behavior characteristics of the patient, especially the Gaochuan replica. In order to ensure a certain degree of safety, the path to the target should also be in the line of sight of the observer, so that timely rescue can be carried out in case. . Dr. Ender knows that at this moment, there are still many people running with him, but who are the specific ones, but also kept a minimum of confidentiality for the sake of safety-just like Dr. Ender himself, in a At a fixed time, in a fixed task, the names of all the people involved in the action are not completely known, and no more than five people have specific exchanges, plus no more than eight people are speculated.
Except for these eight people, which of the others participated in this operation, Dr. Ender is totally unable to judge. Of course, this level of intelligence blockade will bring trouble to yourself. Whether it can cause trouble to all people with bad intentions, it cannot be 100% confirmed. However, even if it causes trouble to yourself, you must do this-a decision like this. As far as Dr. Ender is concerned, it also proves how much pressure these people are facing.
This kind of pressure does not speak out, but it turns into a feeling of suffocation that can be experienced personally, produces a natural feeling of fear, biases the thinking, and reaches some conclusions that are usually unthinkable. Leading out unusual behaviors and judgments. The more you think deeply and analyze the details, the more you feel scared. It is like an invisible lasso that has strangled your neck. When you are ignorant, you will It has begun to shrink, and when I feel it, it seems to be hard to recover.
Doctor Ender is consciously sober, but from a psychological analysis, he cannot be 100% sure that he is sober, what he is doing, and the direction of his thinking is 100% correct. Just as he was running on the road at this time, facing the fear of the intertwining of light and shadow, occasionally there would be such a moment that made him feel regretful, whether he was an idiot, and he had waited in the past. I don't even think about it or sniff at it.
Let’s not say whether the action is correct or not. Isn’t there any stupidity in such an action? He will also feel that he is doing something stupid, maybe the action is correct, but the way of action and the details of the action are very stupid and ridiculous, however, he will also put this self-deprecation behind in the next moment-only this point He thinks it is absolutely correct. Since it has already been done, then there is no way to go back, and there is no chance to go back.
From time to time, the pager sends vibrations and instructions. Sometimes, the timing of the transmission is not good. Dr. Ender hides in a dark corner, but the door not far away is slammed by something the patient uses. What's worse, I don’t know if it triggered certain inductions, not just more patients. As they gathered, a light that had already been extinguished on the nearby side suddenly began to flicker. Although the flickering stopped for a second or so, Dr. Ender felt that he had been exposed.
What are you afraid of? Are the patients who are crazy? Are those Gaochuan clones full of doubts? Or is it the secret hidden behind them? Or those lurkers who don't know if they are still observing? Perhaps more frightening, are all the development trends in this hospital, the implied conditions that feel bad but cannot be described in detail, right? Something terrible has happened, something terrible is happening, because it is impossible to determine what kind of terrible thing this is, but you can feel it happening, so the heartbeat is especially fierce.
Even if the mad patients make noisy noises and stay for a long time on this terrible and silent night, Dr. Ender still feels too quiet, and even his heartbeat is terribly loud. He hid in a room where the door was opened, but he didn't remember when the door was opened, and for what reason, did he forget to close the door or have other activities? Confusion came out abruptly after entering the door. He could leave after turning around, but because more figures flickered outside the door, he felt that the outside was more terrifying than the inside, so he retracted into the door.
There was no light in the hall, and the pager began to vibrate again, like a fright box, making his spirit unable to keep calm. The night tonight seems to be darker than before. The island is far away from the world and there is very little pollution. You can often see the beautiful starry sky. However, there are very few stars tonight. Rather, even if the clouds were blown away, it would not make people feel that it was a clear night.
Maybe it's a psychological factor? Dr. Ender felt that the starlight was diminishing-not less than usual, but a dynamic diminishing process.
However, the place inside the door near the window is unexpectedly brighter than outside the door. Perhaps placed in other wonderful illusions, it will produce a sense of solemn and tranquil beauty, but placed in such a frightening place At that moment, there was a stronger sense of disobedience. Why is it so bright? Dr. Ender could not answer this question.
He traveled all the way, seeing things along the way, feelings along the way, breeding too many whys, but unable to find a definite answer. From the perspective of self-psychological analysis, it is more like a horror effect of self-deception, making things that were once familiar suddenly become unfamiliar.
Doctor Ender shook his head. He didn't want to be trapped in a dead end. There should be more things to make his mind spin instead of thinking about those terrible things like hallucinations.
The light thrown into the window does not know where it comes from, and it leaves a large shadow on the opposite wall. It seems that all the people who pass through these windows will appear on that wall, with a huge , The elongated and twisted look, not like a human, but like a monster. As the voice moved closer and farther away, Dr. Ender became more and more nervous. In the dark, he has a feeling that he doesn’t seem to need a pager, too
Understanding where to go, a vague but existing direction is calling for myself, and the unspeakable anomaly makes that direction full of a sense of fatal crisis.
Occasionally at a glance, Dr. Ender felt that he had seen something. Although he could not determine the specific image of that thing, the name "Gaochuan" immediately appeared in Gao Chuan's heart. Is it a copy of Gaochuan? Ambush here? No, it is not correct to say ambush, it is more like he has been here all the time, and he rushed in. How long did he stare here? The numerous and complicated questions are like tumbling hot porridge, making Dr. Ender's thinking a little fuzzy for a while. He woke up in the next moment, and felt that something was wrong with him again.
I shouldn't be such an impetuous person, my current thinking is not conducive to making wise judgments. Dr. Ender is quite sure of this, and because of this, there is a feeling that "something seems to be invading my brain".
In short, everything is too weird-when we first started, it was not so weird.
Doctor Ender wanted to run away immediately, but he still forcibly suppressed his fear and moved quietly. Then, suddenly, he hit something, echoing in the silent room set off by the movement outside the door and the light and shadow inside the door. It was exceptionally clear, and it was like a heavy hammer hitting his head, making him messy. Suddenly, his thoughts went blank. He felt that his calf muscles were stiff, but his body ran involuntarily. He couldn't help but look back at the place where the suspected copy of Gaochuan was. There was nothing there. As a result, a stronger sense of fear came out.
Doctor Ender thought of the pager, and felt that this device that should guide him hadn’t moved for a long time, but when he touched it unconsciously, he could feel that it was vibrating violently—this kind of vibration originally. Even if you don't touch it, it can be conveyed from the waist. However, something prevents you from feeling it. The shock of touching it at this time gave Dr. Ander an illusion: it was shaking more severely than before, as if it were warning.
Doctor Ender told himself that this is frightening and full of weirdness. It is nothing more than his own illusion, but his nerves and muscles are constantly calling for it. It seems that even his heart has doubts about this conclusion. Such a psychological change made Dr. Ander feel ridiculous as well as surprise. Such a scientific researcher who doesn't believe in gods suddenly seems to have begun to believe in ghosts. However, no matter how he thinks, how he analyzes his own thoughts, how he tries to use psychology to guide his emotions, he cannot correct the trembling of the body and the direction of thinking—it is like a more instinctive, human body. Those things that have never been controlled suddenly burst out with a strong sense of existence.
It was a feeling that "there is something in the depths of the human self that does not belong to human beings and self, and it is just about to move."
Doctor Ender's face was red, he didn't think about where he went, he just felt that his body was getting hot, and he felt as confused as he was when he caught a cold and had a fever. He staggered under his feet and fell to the ground, but he instinctively climbed a few steps forward before panting in horror and looking back behind him.
There is nothing there.
There is no intention to attack his own patients, there is no copy of Gaochuan, no monsters, lights and shadows full of ominous signs, quietly, standing normally under the night sky. The only thing that can be connected with the previous horror experience is the gloom of the deep night sky and the starlight full of fading feeling.
Doctor Ender only felt that the strength of his whole body was vented with his rapid breathing, and he could not stand up for a long time. He subconsciously touched the pager around his waist, and the vibration stopped without knowing when.
After regaining his senses, he looked around, where is he? Thinking of this, his back suddenly loosened, and the wall that had been supporting his body seemed to disappear suddenly. He couldn't help falling backwards. The intense convulsions made him feel that his heart almost stopped beating, but he immediately realized that his place was not ordinary.
In ordinary places, there would not be such a hidden door disguised as a wall-I am not inside the building, but at the corner of a certain building. The clever structure allows this area to be only small enough for three people. Space has become a visual blind spot, which is difficult to be noticed. It was as if he was in a panic, and he got into this place without thinking. Dr. Ender could not fully accept this explanation. He remembered the previous sense of guidance, as if implying that he was at this time. I came here because I had accepted this guidance in fear and unconsciousness.
Doctor Ender got up, cast aside his happy doubts, and observed the open road in front of him. The pitch-black road is hidden in the darkness ten meters away~IndoMTL.com~ You can’t see farther with the naked eye, but in the dark that makes people think about it, it releases the temptation to go deep into the soul, which makes people tolerate. Keep exploring.
What will be inside? Staring at the darkness ahead made Dr. Ander feel that there was something staring at him in the darkness. There was nothing in front of him, and he didn't come to the wrong place.
Yes, although there are many things wrong in the process, the result should be as expected, I found the target entrance. This must be one of the entrances to the secret base of those lurking. The significance of the location of this secret door is simply obvious.
For the first time, Dr. Ender took out the prepared miniature flashlight from his pocket and pressed the switch. The clearly visible beam of light shot straight forward. However, the beam of light only moved forward about 20 meters, and it spread so much that it could only shine. See some outlines. What I saw in front of me was a very flat road with no weirdness. It was in the same style as the hospital building outside. It was like, in fact, I just walked into a seldom-used emergency escape passage in a normal building.
Doctor Ender took a few deep breaths, but he didn't feel that he was really just entering an ordinary building. He couldn't tell what was waiting for him in front of him, or whether the other party knew he was here. He can only keep walking until he sees something or finds himself. (To be continued.)