Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1837: LCL reverse engineering

Doctor Ender crawled out of the container again, his wet body shivering, he noticed that his clothes were still on him, did he look like this the last time he came out of the container? He doesn't remember, he just thinks it seems to be so, but isn't this feeling very weird? He couldn't help but have a very strong sense of sight, as if he was wondering where he was, or what his identity was, and whether everything he saw at this time was real? Dr. Ender still remembers the last time he had a conversation with Dorothy after waking up from the container, and his uncontrollable, almost frantic thinking. Even now, it makes him feel incredible, but the most What makes him incredible is that when he looks back now, he still can't distinguish where the illusion was at that time and where is the real thing that happened. Apex novels update fastest

Doctor Ender is holding his head, his clammy body cannot calm the blood in his body that seems to be boiling. The strong impulse is not sexually physiological, but like a kilowatt of electric current in the brain. Rushing. He had been breathing, panting, looking for the monster Dorothy.

As he expected, the half-female contoured monster, which is a mixture of metal, equipment parts, pipelines, flesh and blood, various inexplicable organic and inorganic materials, hangs on himself. End of sight. The light on the ceiling makes this spacious secret room resemble a Broadway stage. The eye-catching beams of light hit him, the container next to him, and the opposite Dorothy, as if to awaken a group of "audiences" that Dr. Ender could not observe. "These three beings are the most core actors in the drama being staged at this time.

Dr. Ender was fascinated by the strong light. He couldn't see the light-emitting equipment. He only felt that the light source was at a very high place, as if it had penetrated the high ceiling, which could not be described in words. Cast from farther away. Apex novel is the fastest update, the light is so strong that he subconsciously obscures it with the palm of his hand. The monster named Dorothy looked like a sculpture in his eyes, but also full of God-like sacredness. Half of the female silhouette was illuminated by the light, and the other half was sunk in the dark mud. It was the dark half that made him feel terrified, as if there was a certain form of squirming in the human-like body there, as if from the active flesh and blood, one eye was opened.

When the specific appearance of those eyes appeared in Dr. Ender’s mind, he suddenly felt that somewhere above the ceiling, somewhere more open, where the light source was, it seemed that there was a huge eye looking down. . The secret room he was in was like a matchbox. This unnamed overlooker with a huge body was peering into the miniature puppets in the matchbox.

He and the monster in front of him are the dolls in his eyes.

Doctor Ender is very sure that he didn't actually see these things. All the terrible things are just illusions in his mind, like people who have brought themselves into horror stories. After stopping reading, Walking on a dark and secluded road with only one person will also produce all kinds of things that make you feel terrible: perhaps it is an idea, or an illusion, or a sound that only you can hear, those mixed thoughts, Coming from the darkness that heralds the unknown, even if reason knows, there is nothing in the darkness.

Darkness is not terrible. In other words, the terrible thing is not darkness itself, but an infinite extension from the concept of “darkness”, the helpless, undefinable, and uneradicable unknown.

Dr. Ender has been able to see firsthand more than ever what kind of pain and horror a patient with doomsday syndrome is suffering. The physiological abnormality is no longer the biggest source. Their consciousness is always in a state that cannot be measured. In a state of instability, the fear that arises from the heart cannot be solved by taking medicine. The fastest update of Apex novels is already the torture that has nothing to do with the physiological factors of a living being, but the torture that a smart life with thinking ability must bear, the unknown beyond its own thinking ability.

For most people who wish to become scientists, or who have already become scientists, curiosity about the "unknown" is inevitable. Deep down in their hearts, they also have a kind of pride, thinking that the pursuit of truth is curiosity Their satisfaction will defeat the fear that the unknown brings to them. The biological understanding of the origin and spread of "fear" also makes people feel that this is a physical existence that can be stopped by cutting off a certain gland or certain nerves. Then, in physics, it can also be considered that "fear" is just the embodiment of a certain form of fluctuation in the material structure of "person". Dr. Ender once thought so, but at this moment, he finally realized how arrogant and superficial these cognitions are.

Even after just a "treatment", it is impossible to fundamentally isolate this horror derived from "thinking" because the fear from the unknown is not "feeling that I can defeat it." , Or at a moment in the distant future, having the ability to understand it" can resist, because its nature is "an unknown that will destroy itself in the present, but it is completely incomprehensible."

The incomprehensible, indescribable, "something" that gazes at yourself from the unknown in the dark depths, is oppressing yourself from the "time", leaving you nowhere to hide and no time to grow And space. Whenever you think more, it will get closer, and the more thoughtful you are, the more you will get out of loopholes you haven’t noticed. No matter how you think, you can’t stop it from getting closer to you, and you can’t It is completely isolated. Apex novels update fastest

The barrier formed by my own perfect logic and knowledge, I think I am a perfect sphere, but in fact, it is a network, made up of countless fragments, but there are gaps that cannot be compensated, and I have not noticed it. So, the unknown fear came in from the mesh, from the gap, before I noticed it, or when I noticed it but was too late to react, it suddenly got in, got into my mind, got into my own. Thinking, drilling into one's own emotions, into one's own logic, into the place where one considers "smart life" the most proud.

For a moment, Dr. Ende was already sweating profusely when he recovered. He didn't know how long he had been absent, and getting out of the container didn't make him feel better, but it seemed that his mental and physical mentality could be maintained.

"Doroth! Dorothy!" he yelled to the half-female monster.

"Your condition is very bad. Dr. Ender." Dorothy’s familiar, viscous liquid and muddy whisper-like voice sounded in Dr. Ender’s ears, "Recently, patients with doomsday syndrome There are signs of recurrence in all of his illnesses, and statistics also show that the frequency of attacks is higher than in the past."

"Dr. Ruan Li's medicine is useless anymore?" Dr. Ande asked. He didn't know what his emotions were like. I can't talk about being agitated, but I definitely can't be called calm. A strong sense of urgency and fear is like an invisible hand, clutching his heart.

"The general direction left by Dr. Ruan Li allowed us to develop a variety of specific drugs, but in terms of actual effects, clinical verification was impossible." Dorothy said: "Because each drug can only be used on patients. Use it once, and as long as it takes effect on one of the patients, it will lose its effect on the other patients. The fastest update of Apex novels. A huge resistance network exists among patients and patients, just like me and you, now The connection is closer than you think."

"You know what I came here, I want to cooperate, but what else can I do now?" Dr. Ender finally said what he resisted and wanted to say clearly, and his heart It was like a huge and heavy stone suspended with a filament, and fell to the ground like relief, "I hope other people can get your help. Although, I don’t think you can really do anything, but it’s true. Because we are all sitting in the same mudboat, putting aside the dispute and working together is the last possible way out. No one will pay for our failure. This is the case on my side and the same on your side. The outside world It doesn’t really matter what it becomes. We don’t even care about ourselves, do we?"

"No, we can do more." Dorothy said: "We need you to continue to complete the final stage of the human replenishment plan, Dr. Ender. We have locked the position of Gaochuan personality and State, the preparations for the new body have also been completed."

"The copy of Gaochuan?" Dr. Ande suddenly realized that the copy of Gaochuan may not be perfect, nor can it replace the meaning of Gaochuan, but their appearance means that these lurkers are preparing for the retrograde change of lcl . And these tasks also exist in Dr. Ender’s Human Completion Plan, and it is an inevitable step in the final stage. From the very beginning, Dr. Ender allowed the Gao Chuan replica project to proceed, precisely for further development. Promote the progress of the human replenishment plan.

His "Human Completion Project" simply means to repeatedly execute the "script" through the conscious environment of the doomsday illusion, and use the "script" to shape the personality in a targeted manner, just like writing a life experience for a character The story starts from his birth, from the details of his life such as eating and sleeping, from what people and things he encountered, from his choices and endings in these encounters, to adjust his thoughts and temperament, it is true that in each one In the level that needs to be selected, he may not make a satisfactory way of processing and thinking, but as long as he repeats it countless times, he can always get a satisfactory result by modifying the details of the factors that affect his personality. the result of.

Subdivide the inevitable selection and growth of this character's life into countless segments, and stitch together every satisfactory short-term result, which can naturally constitute a satisfactory long-term result from beginning to end. Then, through the process of reverse engineering, put the most satisfactory result into a biologically unstable body. In this process, the satisfying personality and spirit will promote the unstable state towards stability. The state of change, and this stable state must also fit this satisfying personality and mental state.

In the end, the "Human Completion Project" will theoretically produce a person who tends to "perfect and complete state that can be recognized" from physical to psychological.

This idea was first produced because Dr. Ender witnessed the process of a doomsday syndrome patient turning into a stable liquid substance called "lcl", and there is no perfect theoretical system. In the eyes of other scientific researchers, perhaps It's just a kind of fantasizing. However, while unable to break the "virus" for a long time, Dr. Ender had the idea to put this plan into practice. The existence of lcl, a large number of patients with doomsday syndrome, special doomsday illusions, and all of these researches made Dr. Ander realize that the influence of personality and spirit on the physical body is greater than he expected, and more than that predicted by science in the past. , But also come strongly. The two are like a spiral of entanglement and unity. In material science, people naturally assume that the material body is the basis of the non-material psychology. Therefore, it is the journey and the shortcut to influence the non-material psychology from the material body. However, since physiology and psychology are intertwined spirals, and the impact of non-material psychology on the physical body is more than expected, patients with doomsday syndrome and the lclization process are the best observation samples, why not try the other way around?

Doctor Ender realized that there is no more suitable place than this isolated island hospital, and there is no more suitable time than the onset of doomsday syndrome.

So, he really tried it, but never stopped.

Doctor Ender stared at the monster named Dorothy. The lurker apparently got the first-hand information about his "Human Completion Project" and has been following his research ~IndoMTL.com~ and at the same time. This plan launched its own research. It is no longer appropriate to say "full of indignation at the theft of my plan" now. Rather, if the other party does not pay attention to this plan, does not have a strong idea about this plan, oneself will not be able to stand here and get help.

Doctor Ender had to think from another angle: Now that these lurkers affirmed that the humans completed the plan, and actually put it into action, they completed part of the later tasks of the plan. Such behavior is naturally a kind of recognition of oneself.

To gain mutual recognition is an indispensable and important part of cooperation.

So, it's better not to pursue too deeply here.

"Do you mean to reset Gao Chuan’s personality into the brain of the Gao Chuan copy?" Dr. Ander confirmed that this method is actually not ideal, but its success rate and efficiency are higher than the other The ideal way is higher.

"No, the Gaochuan copy is just to accumulate data and experience." Dorothy said: "We have to complete the reverse lcl project. Re-transforming the existing lcl into a prototype for everyone is an impossible task. However, it should be possible to target Gao Chuan alone. He is special." (To be continued...)