Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1863: Walking in the truth of the last days
Fr. Sisson has been taught by Father Edward since he was a child. He has been a member of the Doomsday Truth Sect since he was just literate, although later in his life, the interpretation of the "Doomsday Truth" has been produced with the people around him. The difference, since it is not the doomsday truth of the Mar Jones family, nor the doomsday truth of the New Century Gospel to which Father Edward really belongs, it is quite different from the Nazi doomsday truth, but it is precisely because of the fact that those can be found from the teachings of Father Edward Things are completely different, so I have a deeper understanding of the Doomsday Truth Church, and at the same time, I have a far-reaching understanding of what the Doomsday Truth Church does and what it can do. ?
The Doomsday Doomsday Sect is very powerful, even if you put aside the New Century Gospel and the Nazis, just talk about the Doomsday Sectarians under the leadership of the Mar Jones family, it is already unreasonably powerful. This is unquestionable in Father Sisson’s mind. From his point of view, to describe this kind of power, it is probably: even if nog, the United Nations, the Gospel of the New Century and the Nazis are combined, they will at most tie the doomsday truth. Even in the situation where the apocalypse is tightening, the closer to the result of the ultimate destruction, the more powerful the Doomsday Sect in the broad sense and the Doomsday Sect in the narrow sense led by the Mar Jones family will appear. Their strength itself is the most direct and superficial manifestation of the "doomsday" situation.
On the other hand, Father Sisson also deeply realized that the power of the Doomsday Sect has nothing to do with what purpose they uphold. It is not the purpose of the Doomsday Sect that explains the end, but the existence of the "doom". Such a truth is the reason why the "Doomsday Truth Sect" is a form of expression. In the mysticism of the Central Duchy, there is a difference between "Dao" and "device" in the discussion of truth and essence. Metaphysical means "Dao" and metaphysical means "Essence". In the eyes of Father Sisson, the truth of the end is "Dao". ", and the doomsday truth is to show this kind of Tao, but it is a metaphysical "weapon."
However, precisely because this "device" directly embodies the existence of the "Tao", in a sense, the Doomsday Truth Sect cannot be annihilated, even if it can kill everyone in the Doomsday Truth Sect. , To burn all its ideas to ashes, at a certain moment, in social movements, in people's thinking, in the changes of all things, the soil of Doomsday Truth will regenerate. The Doomsday Truth itself is a philosophy, a methodology for looking at and changing the world, and the result of a tendency to think. As long as an intelligent life capable of thinking does not give up thinking, it will eventually come to mind the Doomsday Truth.
Father Sisson never denies that the truth of the end is an extremely negative way of thinking among the necessary conditions for the development of human society. However, this cannot be denied. It is indeed what people think of and believe by themselves. , The whole world is turning for the doomsday truth, this phenomenon and result are meaningful in themselves.
Therefore, Father Xi Sen came to the conclusion very early: As long as there is an end point for the malleability of the world, even if the world is cyclic, as long as there is a key turning point in the cycle that affects the whole, in order to facilitate The entire cycle, then, no matter the process is tens of trillions of years, or even longer, it will not affect the existence of Doomsday Truth. Its essence is that the “doom” cannot be stopped.
Yes, the doomsday cannot be stopped, it may be extended, but there has always been an end point that makes everything look like an unexpected one.
This is the power of Doomsday Truth. This is no longer the power of common sense, but a kind of inevitability in philosophical concepts. Although it seems to have gone through the era of the Big Three, transitioning to the era of the Mar Jones family, it seems to be driven by humans, but in the eyes of Father Xisen, it is the exhibition of its essence that drives the changes of people. It is not human. Promotes it to produce changes, but its changes actively attract the right people.
From this perspective, it is also ridiculous to look at the blows of other mysterious organizations on members of the Doomsday Shinrikyo sect. Because even if these people who resisted the Doomsday Sect of Truth really killed the Mal Jones family, killed the witch VV, and killed all the Nazis, they would not really hit the Doomsday Sect of Truth, and naturally there would be new people. Become the backbone of the doomsday truth cult. Even in terms of education and way of thinking, the doomsday truth is strongly rejected, but as long as people are still thinking and "the end of all things" still exists in observation and thinking, then the doomsday truth will definitely be in someone's mind It appears, even if this person is insignificant, but as long as there are more people in mind, there will always be someone to implement the doomsday truth.
Fr. Sisson can never see the failure of Doomsday Truth. Of course, as a believer in Doomsday Truth, he certainly doesn't think this is wrong. However, since he has his own understanding of the truth of the last days, he also wants to live in this world according to his own understanding. However, the Mar Jones family’s understanding and implementation of the Doomsday Truth has a kind of compulsion that prevents him from being able to stand in the world according to his own understanding of the Doomsday Truth-and this is the reason why he left the Doomsday Truth Sect. At the same time, This is why he turned his back on his godfather Father Edward.
Father Sisson never thought of establishing a new religion to explain and implement the truth of the end of the day that he understood, because he never thought from the beginning to make everyone believe in the existence of the truth of the end. I have never thought of making everyone obey their own understanding of the truth of the end. Only in terms of "doomsday truth", he didn't want to impose his own knowledge on other people's thinking. Because--
"Since the end is inevitable, no matter how loudly you speak at this time, it is meaningless." Father Sissen muttered to himself, looking at the terrible silhouette looming in the gray fog. They formed so quickly and in so many numbers that they almost covered the route he was going to walk. When they are fully formed, they can no longer continue to ignore them, and can only rely on their own strength to break out of the siege. Although the result of the impact of consciousness has always made thinking unsustainable, the obstacle that prevented one from thinking deeply did not produce any resistance when he recalled the memory directly related to the "doomsday truth".
Father Sisson felt that it was like a voice saying to himself: You can only think deeply about the truth of the end.
When Father Sisson recalled the days when he was taught in the Doomsday Truth Sect, when he recalled how his understanding of the Doomsday Truth had gradually deepened, he got out of the stalemate, and recalled the feelings and thoughts he had with and escaped the doomsday. The truth sect had established a black nest, and when he reached this point, he felt the magic pattern on his right wrist began to tingle. And this sting did not hinder his thinking and actions, as if being spurred by him, a powerful force agitated in the body, surpassing the demarcation point between **** and prosthesis, and also surpassing the material and spiritual The dividing line comes to an extremely deep place in the self.
At this time, Father Xi Sen did not have any sorrow, no pain, as if the great horror and despair were all stripped from his soul, so that he gave birth to a feeling of "self peaceful and strong" and felt that he was just Like "the infinite and far-reaching sea".
Father Xi Sen couldn't tell whether this was a fatal illusion, or whether he really became powerful in a strange situation. The wind whizzed around him, and the gray fog, which was still heavy and stagnant in the atmospheric flow, became as light as ordinary fog, and was suddenly rolled into a ball, and the faint outline of the demon seemed to be light and light. Dissipated in the violent scrolling.
Father Sisson couldn’t help thinking more about the past he pursued in the truth of the doomsday, as if he was reading a script written in his own life: precisely because the doomsday will come, before the final ending, All thoughts and non-thoughts, all words and deeds, and all moral codes will face an equal result. Therefore, what meaning they have before this result is ultimately meaningless. Before this final meaninglessness arrives, it is naturally absurd to distinguish between the high and low of various self-determined things, and to debate the high and low of meaning. However, this does not mean that before the final doomsday comes, these thoughts and behaviors, the self-righteous meaning divisions, are not without reason and need not exist-rather, these are trivial, full of deviations, and self-righteous. The thoughts and behaviors of conflict and coexistence, contradictions and unity are the green leaves that set off the truth of the doomsday. Because they divide all things and everything, they can make the results of the truth of the doomsday meaningful. It is also the manifestation of their movement. This led to the final result of the truth of the end.
"All thoughts and movements, all divisions of materiality and immateriality, are footnotes to the truth of the doomsday." Father Sisson told himself this way, as if to those who could not be formed in the first time. "Destroyed the prototype of the demon. And when his words fell, the rudiments of these demons were torn apart, mixed into a ball, and turned into a gray mist again, flowing farther in all directions under the wind.
Within 20 meters of Father Xi Sen's side, the concentration of gray mist gradually became thinner.
Father Xi Sen felt that his soul was falling, as if he was about to touch something. The fear, despair, and madness that had disappeared before were faintly haunting his own spirit. It’s like riding a boat, having just passed the storm and came to the calm sea, but he didn’t expect that on the other side of the calm sea, there is a storm that is more violent than the previous one—now, he feels When the fear, despair, and madness came to him, he didn’t know where the shore was. After passing through the storm, he would usher in a bigger storm. After passing through this bigger storm, he would usher in a bigger and bigger one. The storm, such a cycle, never ends.
Father Xi Sen only felt that his body, which had been prosthetized and strengthened, could not bear the weight, and was bent down. At the same time, there was such a question in his mind. He had thought about it in the past, and he has also thought about it now. It seems that the future will not give an answer: since everything seems meaningful, it will eventually reach a meaningless question. The final game, then, how can I find the meaning of my own existence in such a process and result?
Because I can’t answer this question, I didn’t create a religion, don’t proclaim the truths I know, and don’t do things that are more meaningful in the eyes of others, because these actions are not more meaningful than " It’s more meaningful to keep yourself alive while you’re quietly watching and make yourself stronger while you’re alive.
Perhaps in the eyes of others, Father Xi Sen is a person who "does great things", whether it is the black nest, nog, or the actions in the ruling bureau ruins, it seems to prove this. But Father Xi Sen knew very well that he just wanted to become the highest-level Mageweave messenger, and he had never even thought about what he would do after becoming the highest-level Mageweave messenger.
This is a very low and vulgar and short-sighted idea compared to the expectations and opinions of others~IndoMTL.com~, whether it is "sweeping the world" or "resisting the doomsday", it is more lofty and noble. However, Father Sissen just kept silent, not to cover up and deceive with silence, but just, without explaining and telling. He believes that this kind of silence can better reflect his own understanding of the truth of the end, as well as his own. The practice of the understood truth of the end.
"Everything has a beginning and an end. Death is the flower that adorns the tombstone. The epitaph is the meaning of life. Flesh and flesh are like plants and trees, and glory is like an epiphany. The grass will wither and the flowers will wither, but death is not the end. , As the truth lasts forever."
As soon as I said it, all the strange phenomena disappeared within 50 meters of Father Xi Sen's body. A feeling of "cleanness" that has never appeared in the ruins of the ruling bureau, filled with it, as if in him What is unique in his cognition, what is special in his feelings, and what is inconsistent in his eyes are all erased by mysterious power and no longer exists.
The long road has no end. Father Sisson can’t think about anything else. Only things related to the "doomsday truth" have filled his thinking. His thinking keeps deepening, and his memories keep sinking. Although the things in front of you come into view, the image is removed from the thinking, and it is decomposed in a perceptual posture. These things are no longer the immediate image, just like a brand new world, growing on the wreckage of the old world. Father Xi Sen had forgotten how long he had walked and how far he had traveled. When he knew very well, even when he was in a trance, he had never deviated from the course of his life, nor did he deviate from the course given by Sha. The end of the journey is very near, in any sense, it is the same. 8
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