Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1882: Awareness offensive and defensive wars
Fr Edward has been waiting for quite a long time at the entrance facility of the huge elevator group. During this time, he killed a large number of security guards who had come off the ground. The level of attitude exerts influence on Father Xi Sen, who is far away in other areas of the ruling bureau site, and uses the ambiguous and deep connection between each other, which is commonly called causality in mysticism, and is actually a connection generated from the conscious level of interpersonal communication. A certain degree of monitoring is carried out on the changes of the ruling bureau ruins.
Since the New Century Gospel appeared in front of the world, it seems that there has not been much movement in the eyes of others. The most noteworthy thing is the invasion of the 51st District, but it is now an old thing, but in fact, it is a witch vv The power of the three messengers, starting from the conscious level, disturbed the world far more than others thought. Through the relationship between people, through the conscious relationship between people and people, no matter how far away things happen, as long as there are people and not everyone in a range can isolate this kind of interpersonal relationship The resulting mutual influence on the level of consciousness cannot completely isolate the observation and influence of the gospel of the new century.
In theory, to truly isolate the observation and influence of the gospel of the new century must be done thoroughly from the human collective subconscious level. Father Edward, who has a clear understanding of this, is not even sure, even if he has a repeater, whether those people who use the repeater to protect themselves have really completely ensured that they have not been interfered and influenced by the witch vv. Although he has done a lot of work under the witch vv, and his close contact with the witch vv has also allowed Father Edward to assess the ability level of the other party to a certain extent, it is necessary to say that he really understands what the mystery of the witch vv is, and The upper limit of what her mysterious power can do, Father Edward himself did not dare to pack a vote.
Even if he possesses such a powerful and mysterious power as ninety-nine disguise, Father Edward cannot believe that he can defeat the witch vv in a frontal battle. And it is such a terrifying character, who should have enough depth of the back hand, which is by no means easy to deal with in the imagination, and the guy who has proved his strength and genuineness with the actual record of the repeater, unexpectedly lost contact. .
Before the contact was lost, there were no superfluous signs, and no information spread. The three messengers and the witch vv have an unusual connection, and any fluctuations in consciousness on the level of either side can forcibly use this connection to communicate to the other in a resonant way. Normally, this connection is maintained in an attitude that makes people careless, but as long as there is a need from one party, this connection can be deliberately raised to a level that is caring.
In terms of crisis warning and information transmission, it is difficult to be more convenient and quicker than this kind of contact. Before this, there has never been a situation in which this connection is really cut off. However, now this happens. Father Edward is in an intelligence dilemma that he has not encountered for many years, and he feels like the witch Vv and the three messengers’ Sitianin Kayako suddenly disappeared here. General in the world.
Just a moment, it made him seem to have returned to a completely isolated past. Of course, to Father Edward, this sense of isolation is just an illusion. No matter which angle he analyzes, he will not let him. He really thinks he has lost everything.
However, the possibility conveyed from this change turned into an indescribable horror, giving him a feeling of being trapped in a cage. This kind of invisible net is shrouding him, and the horror that he can't escape the fate of death is the emotion that makes him most concerned.
When did I have such a huge fear in the past? No, rather, it seems that I have never had this level of fear. This fearful emotion is distinct, born from the bottom of my heart, but in-depth exploration, it is easy for people to fall into a bottomless conscious world full of hallucinations. From the perspective of Father Edward's self-feeling, it was like describing his own heart from the term "a condensed hard crystal" to the term "a bottomless abyss."
One is clear, hard and translucent; the other is full of ambiguity, darkness, and unknown.
If it weren't for the force in disguised form to resist the gravitational pull from this inner abyss, I'm afraid I would have been insane for a long time, and I would have seen all kinds of hallucinations.
The observation of the heart gave Father Edward a comprehension. Although there is no real evidence, the unidentified end of the witch vv and Sitianin Kayako has allowed the murderer to follow this connection. . No, if the other party is strong enough, you may have observed yourself from the other side that cannot be described.
Although I am not sure what I am facing, the other person has been able to influence me. Thinking of this, Father Edward suddenly realized that this seemingly logical progression in thinking is the best proof that the other party is approaching him. It's hard to say whether it's because of the thinking that guided the other person, or the proximity of the other person that guided one's thinking, probably both. Starting from "awareness of each other", the ties between each other gradually deepened, and they couldn't even be cut off in disguise.
For most mystery experts, this kind of contact and confrontation is quite ambiguous, indirect, and unspeakable, but if it is a conscious walker, or has been exposed to the mystery such as conscious walking , You can understand that this is a fairly direct confrontation, and it is also a process of offensive and defensive before a decisive blow. When one side is fully presented in front of the other and can be observed clearly, it is the moment that decides the victory or defeat. In between, the battle that took place in this instant was not short-lived, but for others who could not get involved in this battle from the conscious level, it was the real instant victory.
When you realize the presence of the enemy, realize that the enemy is affecting you, and realize that there is such a way to connect the enemy and ourselves, it proves that the battle has begun. Without this kind of awareness, you will naturally fall into the underdog in this battle, and you will become a mystery expert who is not used to fighting at the conscious level. Maybe when I die, I don’t know how I died. This is also the majority of mystery experts. All are full of fear for those who walk in consciousness. Although Father Edward was not a conscious walker, with the help of the power of ninety-nine disguise, he did not do much on the conscious level, and he could also understand what kind of state he was facing.
The battle came as soon as I said. I didn’t know the cause and effect, and I didn’t observe any more tangible phenomena, but only the ambiguous feeling of "feeling" and "aware", Father Edward has already used the ability to influence himself The power of the mental spirit has carried out multiple defenses against oneself imaginable. From his own point of view, the abyss in his heart is being closed by chains, and he is trying to close the invisible cracks and return to the original feeling. When he observed himself in the past, he felt that he was There is such an impression imprinted in my mind as to how I am inside; the analysis of why I am in such a way also leaves a deep mark in my memory; although it is often said that people’s hearts are changeable, the unawareness of self is human beings. The most difficult to make up for the shortcomings, but not only the changes in people’s minds, there are also places that are difficult to change. Based on those difficult to change, common or individual characteristics, they will "who you are and what kind of person you are". Cognition, and the setting of "how do you feel when you are normal" creates a template that represents self-cognition. It is the most commonly used defense method of ideology for conscious walkers: once they are affected from the level of consciousness, they will be shifted. At that time, you can use this template to correct yourself.
However, when you are not aware that you are in a conscious battle, the conscious walker will not always use this defense method, because from another perspective, human consciousness occurs with time. The offset is actually a very natural thing. Always use a template to restrain and correct yourself, but it is a non-benign self-restraint.
This defense method is arrogant, rigid, and effective. In the ideological battles that Father Edward passed through, when he used this defense method, there was no existence that could forcefully break the defense line.
Even so, at this time, he used this defensive method with the utmost vigilance, but found that he was still in fear. It is completely different from the horror experienced in the past. It is so unfamiliar, or it is difficult to describe it with words such as "horror" and "fear". In the known perceptual words, there is no one that can be completely correct The vocabulary to describe this feeling, and "terror" and "fear" are just the terms closest to this susceptibility.
My heart is like pottery. In a situation where I can't feel the heat, it's obviously melting, and the process of melting and collapsing is exactly the process of forming the abyss. Feeling this process, Father Edward felt that if this goes on, his heart may completely become such a huge abyss. The description of this image is undoubtedly not the description that he should have in his heart, but the description of it. This description is forcibly changed by the enemy that is still not directly observable.
I can feel that my consciousness is being forcibly shaped into another form by a certain horrible existence. This feeling is originally a link of fear. Fear is driving the transformation, and the transformation continues to produce more fear. Father Edward's face is pale, and he has never felt the powerlessness of ninety-nine disguise as he does now.
There are many kinds of demons in the nine-nine-nine-nine disguise, which can produce different phenomena from the ideological level, and use different methods. In the past, when facing the enemy, there was even a feeling that "I don't need so much". But at this moment, one can clearly feel the lack of it from the fact that he is losing ground at various levels.
Fr. Edward has not tried to use the power of conscious walking to spread his activities to the level of human collective subconsciousness. However, the danger of human collective subconsciousness and the choice of research direction within a limited time Distribution, so that he has always tasted. Being able to use the power of demons in disguise to walk consciously, or even enter the human collective subconscious, does not mean that he can do better in this respect than the mysterious expert who naturally has the ability to walk consciously. The ratio of energy and gain makes him more biased. To make greater progress, develop in a disguised and more adaptive direction. He is aware of the shortcomings in his abilities caused by his choice and becomes the messenger of the witch vv. From this perspective, he is also trying to make up for the shortcomings.
If a person has infinite time and an infinite future, then comprehensive development is an undoubted choice. However, within limited time and limited choices, let yourself do what you are better at and use others The power to make up for their own shortcomings, but it is also the right choice.
The witch vv and the three messengers make up for each other’s powers. It’s not that Father Edward never thought that there would be a lack of one party, which would expose his flaws. However, if you think about it carefully, in the limited time and choice, if There is such a last resort, it can only be said to be a helpless thing.
The helplessness that he had imagined was happening to him in a real situation. Father Edward didn’t know how to face it, or he realized that no matter what kind of emotion he had Nothing helps, what I am facing is such a desperate and crazy crisis.
Fr Edward is still able to act, but his little moves are a little anxious. Deep in my heart, on the level of consciousness, the offensive and defensive warfare displayed in such a perceptual and ambiguous way, no one knows except himself~IndoMTL.com~ can't clearly explain it to others in words. At this moment, there is no one who can help him by his side. The isolation and helplessness of oneself is obvious, but to the mystery expert, these emotions and encounters are not so special. In the mysterious events faced by the mystery experts, there are always so few things that make people helpless, crazy and desperate. Looking back on the past, I was able to get rid of the desperate situation at the time, like a miracle, and I couldn't find a way to replicate it.
Fr Edward is naturally very aware of how he is changing, and he has never given up to prevent the situation from continuing to change in a direction that is not good for him. Even so, the sense of fear will only become stronger, and every failure of attempt will deepen this fear until it is truly successful. This means that before he is completely mad and desperate in the erosion of fear, he must succeed at least once.
The criterion of success is not to stop the feeling that "my heart is turning into an abyss", but to restrict my fear. If fear is inevitable, then under this premise, you must decide how much you can produce The fear of this kind of fear must not be an unstoppable swelling posture, otherwise, oneself will definitely die ugly. (To be continued...)
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