Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1884: dramatic
Fr Edward felt the fear that was constantly conveyed from the abyss of his heart, the horrible, unidentified and indescribable image, squirming in Father Edward’s self-fear, and sometimes he felt that he could see it—it was just a kind of In terms of feeling, he knew very well what he hadn't actually seen—the bottom layer hidden in the abyss whose depth could not be quantified, but it was not the bottommost thing. Sometimes he felt that he heard a sound. Similarly, this "sound" was just an adjective. In fact, he didn't hear any sound in his ears. It was just a kind of fluctuation playing in his mind, but he subconsciously understood that the thing was absolutely perfect. It is not some kind of "wave", it is not the kind of string-like vibration that can be imagined, and it is not a ripple or the like. The sound it played in his mind was both a natural sound and a man-made sound, but if you listen carefully, you will feel that it is not these sounds at all, unfamiliar and unable to resonate.
Father Edward thought, if he really resonates with him, and can understand the harmony and emotion in the rhythm like listening to human music, then that kind of himself is absolutely completely and "human" concept. Say goodbye. Of course, he does not feel that he belongs to a pure human being. Perhaps he still retains traces of human beings in his ideology. Even the philosophical thinking that is unethical in the eyes of ordinary people is also unusual and in disguise. Power continues to transform the physical function and structure of the body to produce physical qualities that surpass ordinary people. However, when he communicates with other people, including ordinary people, the other person will not realize that the person with whom he is communicating is a non-human. This in itself is enough to prove how heavy human traces still remain on his body. Even from a relaxed perspective, he would probably be regarded as a "human being who is sick from the body to the mind" instead of "non-non-human beings." Humanity".
Fr Edward has a very deep understanding of the positioning of self-existence. He does not think this is a good or bad question, but that this kind of self-recognition is itself a measure of other things. Of course, it is human beings who are more biased toward humans above this standard, but those who deviate from humans below this standard, such as the inexplicable monster attacking from the conscious level, are of course more thoroughly non-human.
In the world of human consciousness, many weird phenomena or weird lives that seem to have wisdom emerge in an endless stream, but in fact, most of them can be interpreted from a psychological perspective, and they can be classified as "humans" to some extent. Part of this huge and overall concept. It is generally believed that they are not independent lives, but merely a phenomenon deconstructed from the level of human consciousness structure and reorganized according to certain laws. The essence of these phenomena and things that seem to be life is closer to the concept of "phenomenon".
However, from this perspective, looking at this side from the depths of my heart, peeping at this side maliciously, full of aggression and eroding this side, but in the absence of any evidence and obvious clues Under the circumstances, Father Edward himself has a strong intuition that "it is not a conscious phenomenon", and, assuming that he has enough evidence to prove this intuition is wrong, he still feels that he will be more intuitionistic. And stubbornly think that it is a life that is completely different from human beings. Although it appears in human consciousness, it is a certain kind of life independent of the concept of "humanity".
may be a life phenomenon, maybe a life individual, or maybe a life consciousness, but even Father Edward himself, who is full of questioning spirit, inexplicably, intuitively and clearly, there is an absolutely unoverturnable, which makes people absolutely not To question the idea and believe that when other people feel what they are feeling now, they must have the same idea: it is definitely not a part of human beings, it is not evolved from human beings, and it is not something that belongs to human beings.
And the stronger and firmer this kind of thought, the more all the thinking that can be carried out will rotate for it, just like the stars in the universe are due to an accident, or follow a certain grand and inevitable According to the law, when they are gathered together, they form satellites, planets, stars, and giant stars with larger volume and mass. As its volume increases, its mass increases, and its density becomes tightly pressed, they The stronger the gravitational force released, the more it will pull the surrounding things-whether it is thrown away by itself, or the original distance relative to it, or it is flying from the farther side- —Forcibly let these things rotate around it.
That horrible thing, inhuman existence, indescribable monster, even if it is just an unimaginable, hidden at the bottom of the abyss, hidden in the horrible rhythm and imagery, hidden in the observer Father Edward’s own feelings The image of "will also have terrible gravity in this illusory, complex and magnificent world of consciousness. This kind of gravity makes the consciousness of all people who observe it unable to follow its original trajectory, just like a spaceship. Passing by an invisible black hole, when the people on the spacecraft realized that their trajectory had unexpectedly shifted, they gradually analyzed from other data. It turned out that there was a black hole beside them, and they had already landed. In the clutches of this black hole, he has fallen into an inescapable fate and will be swallowed by this black hole.
Father Edward fought with it, but he felt like he was driving a spaceship and was inadvertently involved in the gravitational circle of a black hole. No matter how struggling, detecting data, using clever technology to explode power, he is not enough to make himself From the black hole's gravitational circle-maybe the time swallowed by the black hole will be slowed down because of his thorough struggle, but without any external assistance, his own end is doomed.
This is really terrible.
Although Father Edward has a strong will, he has always felt that his own asceticism is enough to resist all imaginable horrors. However, when he is involved in this inescapable vortex, he can still feel his own sense of fear. It was different from any horror he had experienced in the past, and it was stronger, making him feel that this was a kind of ideological torture that even a saint would be exhausted. The levee cast by all these methods, such as penetrating oneself, analyzing oneself, starting from reason, returning to sensibility, etc., can be said to be strong and tenacious in the mysterious events experienced in the past, but it does not appear to be a big deal here.
Fr Edward can feel his weakness, and he has been weakened all the time. He couldn't directly look at the enemy, couldn't confirm the body of this enemy, couldn't get rid of the terrible shackles of his ideology, and couldn't rely on the power of nine or nine disguised forms to drag this terrifying enemy from the abyss of his heart, as if he was himself The power possessed has nothing to do with this terrifying thing, unable to produce a chemical reaction, and is in an extremely inert, or completely ineffective state. Father Edward can understand this state, because in the mysterious events experienced in the past, there is indeed a situation where one's own power has no ability to interfere with the hostile force, but the hostile force can actually interfere with its own power, just like in the mystics, The evil spirits created by terrible witchcraft can touch humans and kill people, but people cannot kill these evil spirits with their own bodies and ordinary weapons. They need a special weapon that can actually interfere with each other. , Environment and ability can really eliminate them, but even so, it cannot be said that they have been completely eliminated.
However, all special things are difficult to find. One can only prepare for the common things, but cannot prepare for a certain unique thing, especially before this unique thing Under circumstances that have never appeared before, if you want to find targeted weapons and powers, you can only pray that the things you see for the first time still follow the universal laws of nature. For example, there are targeted things nearby. "Keep balance", or you can only pray that things will develop in a narrative direction, for example, "At a critical moment, because of another seemingly coincidental story factor, the force of the targeted thing will come to oneself. "Besides", and then achieve a balance again from a macro perspective.
Fr Edward knows very well that his state in the situation has been out of balance, and what can rebalance himself with that horrible thing is no longer the power that can emerge in him, but is completely tied to external changes. . However, it is hard for him to imagine that he would have such luck, even if he has been fortunately alive than most mystery experts until now, as if there is a premonition that his luck has ended and the unfortunate has come to the door lingers in his heart.
Even so, when the man appeared, Father Edward was still at this moment, feeling that he was like a character full of stories, his own life, the lives of other people around him, and even the world. Destiny, under the constraints of a secret script, produces a dramatic change of course-this change is not beautiful, nor is it shocking. On the contrary, as a wonderful script, it is only inevitable. It must exist, without such drama, then the whole script will be bleak.
This kind of drama made him feel the constraints of a certain script, which proves that this world is a hell—a **** destined to be "hell", the so-called "doomsday" "It's just a short end and beginning in this long, doomed cycle of hell. This proves how correct his own "asceticism" is. When there is no power to break this hellish cycle, only by feeling the pain can you be freed from the pain. My own suffering, full of tragic wishes, incompatible with common sense, and moral philosophies, is just to let The truth that people can survive happily in hell.
Yes, people are in a hot airtight iron house with no doors and windows. The only option is to break the iron house and adapt to the iron house. The possibility of the former is that under normal circumstances it is impossible to get from the inside of the iron house. Born.
Fr Edward felt that the truth of the end that he was looking for was verified in such a sudden, unprepared, and desperate situation. What a miracle, but such a miracle is so. It's horrifying, and there is a stronger horror hidden behind this miracle, surging toward him.
Fr Edward could not feel any joy at all. He always believed that as long as he reached the end point preset in his mind, he would be full of emotions, but he was not moved at this moment. His heart was naturally shaking, full of incredible feelings, and there was a clear logical line in his mind, so that he could seem to understand what he was encountering and what was behind this encounter. Even so, there is absolutely no factor that can excite myself at all.
There is only fear, only fear, only fear, only the greater fear hidden behind the fear, the greater fear hidden behind the miracle, the greater hidden behind its own logic and philosophical thinking that is affected by gravity Fear.
What a fear, he felt that he was about to be crushed and defeated, but he still had such a bit of stubbornness and hope that he could barely support it.
Fr Edward struggled, got rid of the huge gravitational pull from the abyss, put part of his consciousness outside of himself, as if he was half-dreaming and half-awake, unable to tell whether he was in a nightmare or back. To reality. He turned around and stared at the man who was running towards him, and finally saw who he was.
The Unknown Son...
Fr Edward’s mind echoed this title. As for the man’s original name, original birth and origin, I have been fragmented. He knew the reason: When the witch VV turned this man into one of the three messengers, it also served as one of the three messengers. Let him become part of the ritual of the "child of no name", from the human collective subconscious level, in a way that others cannot understand, disintegrate others' awareness of him—not to erase the cognitive ability of others, but It is the consciousness that outlines its specific shape from the perspective of impression and thinking after the disintegration of others' perception of it.
People can still see him~IndoMTL.com~ know him and associate with him in a vague general attitude, but when they "think carefully", they will always realize that "I didn't want to know him in the past. I didn’t really know him, and I didn’t even know his name.” This is one of the origins of the term "son of no name".
And this unnamed son, seemingly incapable of any ability, and a man whose character and talents are just ordinary people, is the witch VV deliberately targeting "something unexpected, unpredictable, unimaginable, and unable to recognize when experiencing it." This extremely extreme special situation, the insurance set up: The Unknown Son can play a role that no one else can do under such extreme special conditions, and then assist the other people of the Three Messengers, or the Witch VV himself To solve the unexpected, unimaginable and unrecognizable trouble.
Fr Edward saw this man, what it means to be a "son of no name", and what role he can play, as if he was saying: Now is the time for him to appear on the stage.
Because, now the witch VV and the Three Messengers, and even the entire New Century Gospel, are facing an indescribable monster that is "unexpected, unimaginable, and hard to recognize"?
The disappearance of Witch VV and Sitenin Kayako was probably because, although such an insurance was prepared, it was "not too late" to use it.
Dramatic, just in this sudden coincidence, appeared before Father Edward.
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