Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1897: The last door
Father Xi Sen stood on top of the tallest building in this area. The appearance of this building resembles a tower. The two-thirds part from the base upwards is composed of irregular geometric surfaces. There are edges and corners formed by rigid lines everywhere. The two-thirds upwards, the more The more it goes up, the more it tends to be a smooth arc. At the top part, the volume of the building expands outward, like a mushroom head, and like a broken semicircle. Only in this part does a window-like regular opening appear, with quite a bit inside. A spacious space, but there is no object that can give an impression of "this is a room". The structure of this spacious space is by no means in contrast to the mushroom-shaped outer contour, with straight and curved lines intertwined. , Makes people dizzy. If a person with a sense of space and balance is not good enough to stand in it, there must be an illusion that the body is about to be suspended.
No one knows what role this bizarre tower-shaped building plays in this area. The first impression it gives people is a "landmark" because its appearance and height are very eye-catching, but, As far as the node data calculated by "Sha" is concerned, it is not the center in an absolute sense, and does not assume a meaning similar to "core". Father Xi Sen and others had a strong feeling when they saw the tower, but from the known data, it was not special, which made people feel a sense of contradiction. In the end, Father Xi Sen still chose this tower-like building as a gazebo or command center. Although Father Xi Sen’s reputation and status were enough to convince others to act according to his plan, from the perspective of mysterious events It is said that the mysterious experts who faced those terrifying enemies ahead of Father Sisson could not complete every detail of the arrangement, adapt to the situation they are facing, and try their best to make the situation develop in the direction of the planned plan according to their own ideas. , Is the mysterious expert's way of dealing with problems. Therefore, Father Xi Sen cannot actually act like commanding a chess piece, allowing others to move on a given chess board.
The expression "standing in a high place in control of the whole situation" is meaningless most of the time. Standing on the tallest building, Father Xi Sen spends more time looking than commanding. As the gray mist spreads and converges, disperses and condenses, the changes produced by uncontrollable accidents again and again have almost deprived him of the connection between him and other people.
Father Xi Sen is not worried about this kind of thing, because this is a common situation in mysterious events. All he can do is try his best to reconnect with each other. If he cannot obtain information from others, he can only obtain information through his own observations. Although sometimes successful, but most of the actions are failures, and such failures are common in the experience of dealing with mysterious events. He knew very well that he chose to stay behind and tried to grasp and influence the situation from a bird's-eye view. Then, when he couldn't do it due to various factors, he was isolated.
On this thicker chessboard, he is the only king left. The soldiers, carriages, and cannons are all lost in the thick gray fog, and life and death are unknown. The exposed king is so dangerous. Deep malice flows from the seemingly calm void, like an invisible hunter looking for the king’s own flaws, looking for an opportunity to swallow it. Father Xi Sen understands his situation too well. Rather, it is precisely because I knew in advance that I would fall into such a predicament, that is why I insisted on doing this. Because, from past experience, it is impossible to get the results you want without putting yourself in danger. Your position is both the safest and the most dangerous place.
Father Xi Sen is waiting for the enemy to pounce on him from the gloomy and dark place. He is sure that the other party will pounce on him, because his arrangement does not leave room for conspiracy and trickery for these things, only to really defeat the standing king Only the self in the position of the flag can do what they want to do. The lonely king is already the best opportunity they can grasp.
The gray mist is unwinding, and the power of the sacrificial ritual is hidden in the "wind" formed by the magic pattern superpower. Inadvertently, it has been covered in gray mist to buy a corner. In Father Xi Sen’s eyes, all movements driven by this "wind" and disturbed by the "wind" are data that outlines a certain range of a certain tense, and these data are continuously accumulated in the brain hardware and substituted into it. After the rough sacrificial ritual parameters are preset, an extremely complex three-dimensional figure is formed.
Fr. Sisson’s brain cannot understand this figure, but the information transmitted from the brain hardware is not presented in the dizzying and detailed way in his brain, but forms a Kind of comprehensive feeling. Relying entirely on this feeling, capture what you want to know in a rough form. This feeling has many subtle differences from the intuition that Father Sissen often relied on as a mystery expert in the past. When Father Sisson is awake, he can easily distinguish the original intuition of the mysterious expert from the reliance on brain hardware. The difference between the feelings conveyed, but he is not sure whether he can distinguish when he is not fresh enough. Although the two perceptions seem to be complementary and there is no conflict, but from his observations of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, the difference between the two perceptions must not be underestimated. This is under certain conditions. , When encountering certain levels of consciousness mystery, it is enough to make the person's mental breakdown.
Father Xi Sen needs more time to enrich his understanding of these two perceptions, to grasp the difference and accommodation between the two. He is very aware that he has not much time left in this battle. NS. The malice in the air is accumulating with the passage of time. The more depressed the feeling before the outbreak, then, once the outbreak begins, the more aggressive and destructive its first attack will be. It is definitely one of the most dangerous situations for oneself.
Observe, feel, understand, master, mobilize, and so on.
Father Xi Sen vaguely saw figures and inhuman silhouettes wandering in spacious or narrow spaces, galloping through streets, stairs, and buildings. They were fighting, fleeing, panting, and yelling. But all this is silent, and all the colors are cast a shadow by the gray fog, which looks deep and gloomy. The picture is so chaotic, gray and messy, like a silent film, only the fierce and vague movements seem to imply something.
He counted, and wanted to distinguish between his own people and enemies and confirm the number of survivors from these illusion-like, as if he had imagined it, in the picture in his mind based on sensibility, but he couldn’t do it. arrive. The outlines of inhumans may be very eye-catching and can be easily distinguished. However, not all things that are inhumans are inhuman outlines, and all the outlines of humans are not necessarily humans. It is almost impossible to distinguish the differences between the human figures in the chaotic details of the human figures, from the chaos of the human figures intertwined and fighting with each other.
They, or they are entangled together. What Father Xisen saw and reflected in his mind are already two different scenes, but there are many invisible threads stitching the two scenes together, both incompatible with each other, and as if one side is filling the other. The blank that one side did not present. A scene that only he could see, which was extremely abnormal and difficult to describe in detail, slowly opened like a picture scroll. He felt that his soul was about to fall into this abnormal picture scroll, and his mental exhaustion could not make him look away from the picture scroll.
He thinks this is an illusion, but in this illusion, he is quite sure that he sees a huge shadow from the other end, indifferent to time and space, passing through an uncountable distance, a very distant end. Spread. At this moment, his heart was beating unevenly like a twitch, making him feel that if he hadn't been prosthetized, he would have fainted and even died because of the arrhythmia.
A certain emotion is growing in his brain. He can't tell if it is fear or something else, but "fear" is probably the closest description. In this world of deep sensibility, what did I see? What do you feel? Father Xi Sen could no longer find any words that could describe it from his memory.
A word suddenly appeared in his mind: This is a corner of a huge stage, and he is just a human figure walking around in this corner of the stage, in a fateful, as if it can be changed, but the ending is nothing. In the unchanged script, he is performing his own role. However, the role himself cannot understand the ultimate meaning of himself on this huge stage. The meaning that I think I have is so pale, cramped and small in front of this ultimate meaning. I think I am driven by my self-knowledge, but maybe this self-knowledge is just part of the script?
A power capable of destroying self, destroying personality, seeing the world, and knowing oneself from the perspective of oneself, along with the flash of this sentence in Father Xi Sen’s mind, he insisted, but it was also like Riding a small boat in the stormy waves, with the violent ups and downs of the waves, it seems that the boat will be destroyed at any time.
Father Xi Sen didn’t look in the mirror and didn’t know that his face was pale. He was just about to be overwhelmed by the surging waves from the other side of his mind and spirit in his mind, his own feelings. Before, with a convulsive cry, he suddenly woke up. After that, the emotion that did not know whether it was "fear" or something else disappeared from his body like a low tide. Only he knew that it had not completely disappeared. It was in his body. It would appear at any time. In this mysterious world, at the end of spirit and thought, it stared at itself motionlessly for the time being.
I was attacked by it, no, that's not the case, it just gushes out gently, and the ego can hardly contain it. Father Sisson didn’t want to believe in his own judgment, because in this judgment, the “it”, the shadow, and that unconsciously appeared in his own consciousness. No, rather, it has always existed in his own consciousness and thinking. The "it" in, is so huge, terrifying, incomprehensible, difficult to resist, and such a huge and terrifying thing, of course, it shouldn't be something you can accommodate.
Father Xi Sen suddenly felt a sense of epiphany. He felt that he already knew what it was. It was exactly what the Doomsday Truth Sect said and expected, the monster that exists in the collective subconscious mind of mankind. Only in the overall concept of “all mankind” on a huge scale, can there be enough space to accommodate this monster. Previously, it only used an individual named “Father Xi Sen” as a channel to extend a tentacle. Even so, the self-consciousness of "Father Xi Sen" was almost destroyed.
Father Xi Sen knew very well that he did not subjectively want to contact this monster, or in other words, did not want to come from the depths of his own consciousness, from the obscure and inexplicable connection between self-consciousness and human collective subconsciousness, To dig out its existence, but when I start to think, I am immersed in the world of sensibility, and I start to subconsciously explore my spiritual world, I can't help but open a "door" for it.
It will come from behind the "door".
"Monster"
The monster is very close.
Father Xi Sen didn’t dare to think about it anymore, but at the same time he couldn’t be sure~IndoMTL.com~ When he refused to think about these things subjectively, and refused to dig out the truth from the conscious level, whether there was some kind of unconscious subconsciousness. The initiative of the level, when oneself inadvertently, continue to explore this hidden monster. The innate curiosity of human beings may lose its color and luster in subjective consciousness due to the tempering of life, as if it has disappeared. However, perhaps this curiosity and driving force have never evolved from the subject of “humanity”. Disappearing from individual human beings. People are paralyzed by the negative state of mind when they are observing themselves. They can’t see this curiosity and motivation. In fact, it has always existed and always existed, and it is full of mystery. In the apocalyptic world, it is like an uncontrolled key, which is always inserted in the door lock in the deepest part of everyone's heart, gently, quietly, turning.
People, inadvertently, without even realizing it, open the door that isolates the dangerous monster.
Father Xi Sen felt that he might be in the same situation. When he was consciously paying attention but was really unable to realize it, or when he was unwilling but was persecuted by a certain situation, he would The last door that isolates the terrifying monster and maintains oneself is opened without knowing it.
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