Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1902: Weirdness

The problem is serious, but Father Edward could not stop the demon in disguise. He felt that he was approaching a tipping point where he could not regain his human form. However, the monster did not relax for a moment, and was drawing closer and closer in a wonderful way. The absolute distance of oneself. Of course, at this time, even if it uses the gray mist demon's unique, more sensitive perception than human beings to detect the monster that has been embodied, it will not be able to get any specific information.

Amorphous gray matter does not have "eyes", but it can feel that it is approaching. This approach is not a conceptual approach from a distance in the sense of common sense, but even Father Edward could not guess the specific situation. Such a feeling.

Amorphous gray matter has an indescribable affinity for gray fog. Even if Father Edward hadn't thought about it, he was already driven by the instinct of the gray fog demon to spread his "tentacles" without specific shapes to all of them. A corner flooded with fog. This tentacled extension does not have a specific range limit, but it has a process. Because of the process, it also takes time. Although for any mystery expert, the speed of this extension is amazing, but in In Father Edward's own opinion, it was not fast.

He re-recognized the existence of self from a fragment of time, and once again completed the comparison with the standard self-value. In this process, he realized that his sense of time was becoming weak, and then, The sense of space is also becoming completely different from that of humans. It is difficult for him to describe this kind of change. Human beings have a fixed height, and in most cases, they can only observe space at this height on a plane. However, amorphous gray matter is different, with such a shape. There is no specific concept of length, width and height. The alienation of the sense of space and time is so obvious that Father Edward even doubts whether the present self can wake up in the next fragmented time.

The huge changes in the material structure that constitute oneself are causing Father Edward to fall into some kind of wonderful observation. From a human perspective, one can understand how he hears sounds, how he sees pictures, and how to smell smells. Even these sounds, pictures and smells are a fairly clear concept and scope. On the other hand, the definition of "sound", "picture" and "smell" from a human perspective is only limited to the range of human perception. The information that exceeds this range but is of the same nature is fed back to the brain through instruments. The cognition of this information is generally not regarded as sound, picture or smell, but there is another more rational term to cover it.

Also, since humans cannot hear all sounds, cannot observe things from a comprehensive perspective, and cannot smell every taste, then there must be some other sounds, pictures and smells that humans cannot understand. The way to present it is beyond human common sense.

Amorphous demons in disguise are from a perspective that humans have not been able to recognize, in a direction that they have not observed, and from a perspective that is completely different from that of humans, to feel and process the same existence of things. Without the nervous system, the external information received seems to be different from that of human beings. Father Edward also has no way of knowing how this information is processed and fed back.

In the beginning, Father Edward could still know from his own impressions and memories, he also couldn’t know how his own memory was preserved in this amorphous state. Find out and observe things that are currently observed. , The reference object for comparing the feeling experienced. For example: the same inorganic metal, when people observe and understand it, it looks like this, but when an amorphous demon observes and understands it, it looks like a different one. The completely different appearances in understanding are equally real. The difference between them lies in the different angles. Therefore, the appearance of this inorganic metal that you already know when you are a human will treat this inorganic metal from the perspective of an amorphous demon in disguise. Metal emerges when it is observed and understood.

So, Father Edward knew that this thing recognized in the form of an amorphous demon in disguise is the same thing recognized in a human situation.

Some people may think that being able to observe the same thing from two angles at the same time will have a deeper understanding of the nature of the thing. In common sense, Father Edward also agrees with this view. However, when these two angles When there is no obvious continuity of cognition, that is, when it is impossible to directly transition from one cognitive instinct to another cognition directly and smoothly, the resulting cognitive conflict will cause strong thinking activities It seems that it has become contradictory and illogical. It is difficult to imagine the connection between the two cognitions. Although you know that you are facing the same thing, you can’t really understand that they are the same thing. .

The obstacle of thinking activity will further spread to the observation and understanding of oneself, which will cause the fragmentation of self-cognition, confusion of consciousness, and alienation of personality. Father Edward went through this process very deeply, bit by bit. He felt that the so-called "self" was disappearing, or the meaning of the word "self" was becoming blurred.

The world is changing. In the eyes of others, this change is organized, full of logic, and must be orderly. Although the world is changing all the time, when the inevitability of this change is recognized, this The constantly changing world is also a kind of stagnation for mankind, which leads to a perception that "the world has not changed, it has always been like this". However, the changes in the world that humans can perceive are also one-sided. Observing this change from another angle, you will see a completely different landscape.

Even when the perspective changes from the inherent and limited perspective of human beings to the same inherent and limited perspective of non-humans, it will also allow the observer to see another strange change in the world's landscape.

The world that Father Edward saw is changing in this way.

In the perception of the amorphous demons in disguise, the appearance of the ruling bureau ruins is completely different from what you see in a human state. The things that exist in this world are also completely different from the definition and classification of foreign objects by humans. In the same way, it can even be said that with the existing concepts of mankind, it is impossible to define and divide what we see today.

It's not chaos, not everything is confused, it's just that it can't be defined.

In the eyes of Father Edward today, there is no architecture in this world, no difference between organic and inorganic, no ground and high altitude, and even no concept of forward and backward, the alienation and disappearance of the sense of time and space , Also because it is impossible to put the observed things in the concepts of "time" and "space". Everything is not a linear manifestation under normal human observation, but it is not discontinuous.

Because all the concepts in human cognition cannot be applied to the things observed at this time, Father Edward can't explain what he saw at all. Amorphous demons naturally adapt to this perspective in disguise, and can instinctively and quickly act accordingly. Perhaps in the observations of others, the amorphous gray matter is fused into the gray mist and spread to a great extent, but for the devil in disguise, its own volume has not changed, and there is no such thing as "melting in". Yu, he has not performed any "actions" in the human concept.

The alienation of perception has become more serious and thorough than the alienation of perception produced by the Trojan and Saya virus infected persons collected by Father Edward in the past. However, the alienation is still deepening, so that he can clearly feel what he has The amorphous demon that has become a disguised form is actively transforming towards a higher number, and the ultimate goal is of course the theoretical "one of all things".

Father Edward should have been afraid of these situations that he couldn't control and understand, but at this time, he couldn't even understand the concept of "fear".

However, in this huge difference that has become irrelevant to the world that humans can observe, there is still one thing that seems to have not changed much, whether from a human perspective or from an amorphous demon. Observed from an angle, it is always the same thing. And this observable unchanging thing, perhaps in a sense, connects Father Edward's cognition when he was born as a human and his cognition when he was an amorphous demon in disguise, so that he would not completely lose his original self.

Fr Edward can no longer understand the concept of "fear", but this seems to have not changed. Whether it is viewed from a human perspective or from the perspective of a gray mist demon, it is all the same thing, but he always lets him choose Keep the distance.

It was a female body that was once male, but after that thing entered, it completely changed. When Father Edward observed this body from the perspective of an amorphous demon in disguise, he realized that it was not only It is just as simple as changing from a male to a female physiologically. It is not a simple change at the human genetic level. It starts from the basic material structure and becomes another thing that does not have a genetic concept. It is changed from a male human to a human being. Something else, even from the perspective of human and inhuman, has a complete female human form.

This female figure is full of deceptive blindfolds, and it is also evidence that it is completely different from other things. When everything on the outside changes with Father Edward’s perspective, there is such a thing that does not seem to change at all. Things, I have to say, this unchanging thing is the most abnormal.

Even for the Grey Mist Demon, it is full of dangerous anomalies. To the extent that it is understandable, the disguise of amorphous demons is much different from human beings, and the gray mist demon and the immutable thing are equally different. Therefore, Father Edward can still understand what kind of concept the term "monster" is describing, and what kind of feelings is being expressed when addressing the other person in this way.

The movement of the amorphous demon in disguise seen by others is not part of the concept of "movement" from the perspective of the amorphous demon in disguise. Since I am not "moving", then there is no escape and escape The enemy, the monster did not "chase", and the concept of "chase" has no special meaning between two non-human beings.

If someone can see Father Edward’s demon in disguise, but can’t see the female monster, it cannot be said that the female monster is far away from Father Edward, and Father Edward under the demon disguise can be seen. It It’s just by my side, always there. In a world where there is no direction and the concept of distance has become sparse, it almost overlaps itself with only a fragile barrier separating itself from it, but this barrier is yet another It seems to be punctured at any time.

I and it are parallel. This concept of parallelism is not divided by the concept of distance. Father Edward cannot describe it clearly, but he can feel that this parallel is tilting, when two parallel lines When there is an angle, there will inevitably be a stagger, and at that time, if you still can't find the killer, you will die in the opponent's hands.

What is the killer? Father Edward himself doesn’t know, but if there is something that can kill the monster that is sealed in the body of the nameless child and can theoretically be killed, then he will definitely not be his current level, but it may be. A clear answer can only be obtained when "all things are one" is completed. On the other hand, if even the one who is unified cannot kill this monster that can be killed in theory, then Father Edward doesn't know who else can kill her in this world.

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Fr Edward doesn’t want to end like that. He must choose between “lucky” and “letting everything else”: luckily, expecting that he can adapt to the amorphous form of demons until he becomes one of all things. , And before that, he will not be killed. Or, completely abandon the cognition of being born as a human being, and completely turn oneself into a gray mist demon in the true sense.

Amorphous gray matter condenses, dissipates, and transfers in the fog, but in Father Edward's eyes at this time, his activities are performed in situ, not moving, but strengthening the female body that overlaps him The invisible, fragile and thin diaphragm between the monster and himself felt extremely fragile.

However, he did it consciously, or in other words, he realized that he was doing it, and the consciousness itself was no longer coherent.

　　

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