Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1912: The Fear of the Night of Valpus

The things that Sha feels, even if she is far away from human beings, she still has a sense of synesthesia. This sense of synesthesia eliminates the need for her to re-adapt to her body and her new life form. Let her feel that everything she has now is as if she was born.

So, she doesn't need to see with her eyes, she doesn't need to smell with her nose, and her skin doesn't have tactile nerves, but she gets a similar experience through other perceptions. No, to be precise, not only does it have a sensory experience that is similar to the past and does not need to be re-adapted, but it also expands the scope of application of this sensory experience. The only flaw is that sometimes I can't tell whether what I perceive is an illusion or the truth. Of course, this kind of flaw is no different from when I was a human being.

Expanding the scope of sensory experience does not solve all problems. Being able to perceive and experience things that have never been perceived and experienced in the past cannot reveal all the mysteries. On the contrary, those things that are beyond their own sensory experience seem to have become too. more and more. And I feel more deeply about that kind of transcendence.

Sa felt that she was immersed in ice water, bitingly "cold", and she could only describe this feeling as cold, but she could not find a more suitable word as if it was her own fear.

The reason for this fear is, of course, that what can be felt through an extraordinary way of experience can only be referred to by "it". It is not a human being, an individual, or a group, and there is no Brings any sense of reality to Sha, but makes her feel that "it" is real. There is no evidence to prove that it exists, but all feelings are saying that it exists. It seems to be intangible, but sometimes people feel that it should have a fixed form, and sometimes, instead of using the term "existence" to describe it, it is better to say that this "it" is just an illusion.

When it appeared in Sha’s receptive experience, there was an idea that suddenly appeared in Sha’s thinking like a ghost: its own existence is a kind of truth, even if it is not recognized as the truth, it will naturally I feel that it embodies part of the truth. It's everywhere, but it's not really in one place, so it's unpredictable.

However, it may be possible to pack it or a part of it through some kind of incredible container and present it, just as if water is formless, but when water is poured into a balloon, it will appear as a result The spherical outline, if you let it freeze, it becomes a hockey puck.

When such a thought emerged in Sha’s heart, she couldn’t help but feel numb because she thought of what Father Sisson once said to her about those outsiders who helped the ultimate goal of the body’s life. It is necessary to summon a certain kind of monster that is elusive, nameless, and unknown since when it has existed in the depths of people’s collective subconscious. The end of the preface.

Because that monster is like water, like air, it is a thing without body and sense of reality, so it must be given entity. It makes sense to let it gain substance, whether it is for observation or research, resistance or obedience. Conversely, in a certain sense, when an intangible thing can be made to obtain a substance, the intangible becomes tangible, so that it can be understood and touched more truly. The doomsday truth of the doomsday truth is like It’s no different if you put them on the table. It should be said that those of the Doomsday Truth cult think so. In the eyes of Father Xi Sen, it is also a kind of ignorant and narrow delusion and prejudice.

Of course, when Father Sisson described it like this, Shah only felt that he, who is also a Doomsday Cultist, had some religious differences with other believers, so he slandered the other party, but now she Everything that I felt seemed to prove that Father Xi Sen had no aim.

In short, Shah has already known from her metamorphosis and her own feelings that the indescribable thing she feels is probably the "monster in the collective human subconsciousness" that the Doomsday Truth teaches. What a terrible action the Doomsday Truth Church is carrying out, and what they are trying to summon is just as terrible. Even if it hasn't happened now, it is already conceivable how terrible the result will be when that indefinite monster has actually obtained the entity and appeared in this world. No, I couldn't fully imagine it, I just felt that it was absolutely impossible to let that kind of thing happen.

Body life and Doomsday Shinrikyo are both enemies. What's more frightening is that the basic life that has become a huge disaster for the aborigines has also been used by Doomsday Shinrikyo. Even if the elementary life is annihilated, it is not the end of everything. I am afraid it is just a switch to the deeper depths of hell, and oneself has no choice.

Sa began to feel that it was the root of all disasters. There is no reason for this accusation, because it has never actually appeared in front of people, including herself, including the insiders including Father Xi Sen who told her these things, including those who have never confronted directly. Doomsday truth sect. When everyone tries to prove that this monster that exists in the collective subconscious mind of mankind is the source of some kind of disaster, the embodiment of the end, and a key turning point or end point in this series of events that affects everyone, people even connect it. Whether it really exists, no concrete proof has been found. It’s like, what everyone thinks, feels, and everything about “it” is just a certain delusion of people themselves, a paranoid thought that binds people on a wrong track, and at the same time it is a certain kind of paranoia. The neurotic hysterical mood wants to find a cathartic substitute.

Does it really exist? Sha couldn't help thinking. And her heart answered: Maybe it’s not a question of whether it really exists, but people desire it to exist here, under a kind of pathological arrogant and wanton self-destructive tendency, for oneself and similar to oneself. Others of the people have constructed such an erratic illusion. Then, this illusion spreads in the deep and malicious subconsciousness of people through the commonality between human beings.

Maybe, maybe... it really has always existed in people's collective subconscious, but it's not something completely unrelated to humans. Just as people have created their own notions of gods, this "monster in the collective subconscious mind of mankind" was created in this way, carrying the intellectual sins and malice of the people who created it.

However, thinking of this, Sha immediately suppressed her own thoughts, because such an explanation does not fully support her feelings about "it". Isn't the biggest flaw in your current form? Sha doesn't think that she is still a human being, so this "monster in the collective subconscious of humanity" should not have such an attraction to herself. Something went wrong in it, or I was actually a "human", even if I became what I am now, it is still in a broad concept of humanity; or it is not just in the collective subconscious mind of human beings. exist.

The definition of "monster in the collective subconscious mind of mankind" has a huge limitation, which makes it impossible for people to truly understand the scope of it. Even so, when Sha feels its existence, even if she is completely confused in theory, she cannot ignore its existence.

Sa doesn't know how to deal with such a monster. People like herself don't even know what it is, do they? Fortunately, maybe you don't need to fight it right away. As long as it destroys the plan of Doomsday Truth before it reveals its true form, then it may not appear. Even if it does exist, as long as it only exists in the human collective subconscious, then there is no need to find a way to deal with it. Sha knows that his own thoughts are actually naive, and the human collective subconscious itself cannot be simply regarded as Its "cage", everything that can make a huge impact from the conscious level, its influence will eventually spread to the material level.

The harsh flute sound, the hallucinations of various symbols that were constantly disillusioning in my mind, gradually disappeared as Sha desperately broke free from this experience like a dying hallucination. The "it" she felt was like a bubble, and quickly left her feelings.

Only a kind of enlightenment remains to remind Sha that "it" has not left, and it does not matter to leave. "It" is always here, hidden behind every thought and feeling, always staring at it. Everything in the world is ruthless and cold. It may not be malicious, but its existence itself is already the greatest maliciousness.

Sha's body structure is rapidly merging with this vast underground pipeline group as a whole during the expansion and transformation of construction machinery. Many of the aborigines and important resources stay in her "body". She can't move, but she is sure that the enemy will find the door by herself.

At this time, Sha has been able to perceive and recognize the existence of Father Edward at this time. Of course, at this time, the basis for representing such a human being as "Father Edward" has been completely adjusted, and it has become an outright alien. Those abnormal flesh-and-blood organizations are not active, well-meaning, and sensible things, and what happened to Father Edward, who is closely related to these things, no one can know.

The mechanical limbs began to fill Sha’s body with more things, the most important of which were the two types of full-body covering power armor. Part of Sha’s thinking was immersed in that "it", to self, to others, to In the thinking of the world, the rest of the world traced the trails of Fr. Shi and Father Xi Sen in a way that ordinary people couldn’t. The area, even if the contact is interrupted at this time, as long as the scope is determined, there will be a chance to find it.

The dead soldiers released by Shah swept like an avalanche across the boundaries between the realm of physical life and the territory controlled by Shah. Through the sensory sharing devices of these dead soldiers, Shah could even operate a dead soldier as herself. Compensation for inability to move freely. Because of the huge momentum of the dead soldiers, those hiding and hiding things quickly attacked these dead soldiers.

More enemies have emerged, just like the previous small-scale enemies are just an illusion. In Sha’s perception, there are at least hundreds of physical beings and nearly a thousand doomsday truth cult wizards trying It is also natural to annihilate the sudden tide of dead soldiers. There are so many dead soldiers who are extremely difficult even in the eyes of mystery experts. Take the upper hand in battle, let alone hurt the enemy.

Besides, even if Shah has observed so many elementary lives and the wizards of Doomsday Shinrikyo from a broad perspective, she never felt that these numbers accounted for a large proportion of the total enemy. Rather, judging from the information provided by Father Xi Sen, the disadvantages facing oneself are comprehensive. Not only from the average to the individual's combat ability, but also includes absolute disadvantages in terms of numbers.

Father Xi Sen once promised that he could bring several times more people than the natives, but he broke his promise. Sha knows exactly what happened. The super weapon unique to outsiders called "repeaters" collided, and instantly sank 99% of the people in the world where these outsiders were. There are probably billions and billions of people who just lose consciousness or become lunatics. They are completely unusable. In addition, most of the people with extremely high combat abilities other than ordinary people do not. Can be spared from this disaster.

So, although the enemy was held back by the excellent strategy and temporarily made up for the disadvantage in terms of combat power, the gap was not really filled. This situation is the same in the ruling bureau area. Shah has counted that the number of people who can fight on one's side is dozens of times less than the number of enemies.

Before the help of outsiders, the number of the elementary life~IndoMTL.com~ There are probably thousands of them, and the number of wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is said to be 20,000. This is a long-term maintenance. The figure is not the final figure. In Father Xi Sen's investigation, this number is a relatively constant standard that outsiders can pay attention to, and no one knows how much the total number of wizards is beyond the scope of attention.

Dead soldiers can be manufactured continuously, and it seems possible to exceed the number of enemies. However, the enemy is not a fool, and it is not without similar technology. The production line of the dead soldiers can be destroyed, invaded, and adjusted. The advantage that one has temporarily possessed can become their advantage at any time under the extraordinary technical ability of the element life.

So...In this special form today, Sha feels that she has a very important advantage: she will be able to transfer those production lines to the body, or rely on the existing templates to rebuild a new production line in the body. This small, vast area, and constantly becoming vast, gradually eroded the body of the ruling bureau area. It is the largest base and the strongest barrier. (To be continued...)

　　

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