Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1946: Critical Transformation
Contacting "Jiang" is a very dangerous behavior, especially when "Jiang" appears alone, it is difficult to imagine what changes will happen in the process. Yitai Gaochuan had the worst plans for this. He had a strong hunch that it would be difficult to get close to "Jiang" alone. Something will definitely happen on the way, which will cause great obstacles to this contact. He didn’t think that Dorothy and others would not have thought of what he thought of. It also means that Dorothy values this contact. On the balance of their hearts, the importance of “Jiang” may still be “young Gaochuan”. "Above. Even the Super Gaochuan Project decided to postpone the progress.
Since Dorothy and the others have decided, Yitai Gaochuan has no more hesitation. Previously, he would make suggestions only for personal considerations, and when he must act, just as he has always been, he is undoubtedly the substitute for Dorothy and others. When it is necessary to make a choice between a personal idea and a decision made by everyone, Yiti Gaochuan has always strictly implemented the latter's decision without mixing his own ideas into it. He is very clear that he does not need to deeply understand these resolutions, and the behavior he is trying to understand will also be affected by his mental state, which may backfire.
Even if he possesses the mysterious technical power of brain hardware, which can far exceed most ordinary people in the efficiency of logical thinking, Gao Chuan has always felt that he is a stupid, or he believes that he must admit his stupidity in order to Get the chance to win in this war beyond common sense. Dorothy and others, who made plans and decisions, have far exceeded the imaginable level in terms of the total amount of knowledge and application ability-for the science of modern society, it is completely the quantum system and dimensional knowledge of theoretical conjecture. They have all been understood and applied, and even the legendary unified theory has entered the final stage of argumentation. Even so, they still cannot understand what kind of existence the "virus" is. As far as Gao Chuan knows, it seems to be correct. Because the existence of the "virus" cannot be explained, their unified theory cannot be finally completed.
Even so, excluding the incomprehensible mystery, and only comparing it with a somewhat cognitive science, Gao Chuan is only at the level of a high school student. Compared with Dorothy and the color, it is really good "madness".
Gao Chuan admits his own stupidity, and all "Gao Chuan" admits their own "stupidity" in the face of the incredible mystery and science beyond their own cognitive level. If the fool wants to succeed, he must not repeat the path of these smart people, because the basis of the two is not on the same level.
Tao Chuan, a self-confessed stupid body, decided to believe, and has always believed in the decisions of Dorothy and the sex, or "believe them" is that he is in this war beyond his own cognition and understanding. The most basic and final decision made.
With the assistance of Omi, the authority of Sanxiandao began to shift from the body of Gao Chuan. He had a personal feeling. To describe it, it was like pulling his soul out of a huge and strong body. generally. The connection between Yi body and Sanxian Island has reached an extremely deep point along with the progress of the space war. Omi does not intend to completely suspend Gao Chuan’s control over Sanxian Island, but even the transfer of limited authority still remains. Let the prostitution Gao Chuan feel a little dispirited.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan is no stranger to this state of malaise. Although the physical fatigue has been far away after the prosthetic body is transformed, the mental pressure can also not be achieved through the means of physical operation, so The mental fatigue suffered by the prosthetic body Gao Chuan can be said to have been accumulated since the prosthetic body has been accumulated to the present level. Now the pressure generated by the transfer of Sanxiandao's authority has accumulated further, giving him an illusion-as if he will reach the limit in the next second.
Of course, Yitai Gaochuan did not hesitate to assert that this was just an illusion, because the war has not yet ended, and all his pain and exhaustion can only be relieved by death, and he will never succumb to these pressures and let My spirit died under pressure. From this point of view, he is very aware of his own contradictions-psychological yearning for death and behavioral resistance to death. Moreover, he also has every reason to believe that this state is actually something that every "Gaochuan" must experience, because although the continuous death and rebirth of the "Gaochuan" personality is like metabolism, it can eliminate many negative things. But since we adhere to the self-awareness of "Gaochuan" and the responsibility of "Gaochuan", there is such a spiritual essence throughout, there will inevitably be some unsolvable elements, in self-awareness, sense of responsibility and similar spirit. Accumulate in the state. From this perspective, "Gao Chuan" is actually still a process of continuous accumulation. All the new personality that seems to start from a new beginning is actually growing, accumulating negative and positive things. It is precisely because of this, so "Super Gao Chuan" "It is possible to exist.
The "Gaochuan", which is exactly like white paper, did not exist from the beginning. In this way, the so-called "limit" must also be an illusion. Yitai Gaochuan understands subconsciously. Logically speaking, once he has really reached his "limit" under such a burden and falls down because of this, it means that there can be no stronger "Gaochuan", "Super Gaochuan" The "plan" is just as impossible to unfold like a vain.
So, anyway... the prosthetic body Gao Chuan opened his eyes hard, he knew he had never closed his eyes, but if there was no such "opening eyes" feeling, then he would really be Without knowing it, let's fall asleep forever. The concept of "waking up" is very important to "Gaochuan" no matter when. It is precisely because "unknowingly falling into a dream" and similar mental conditions often occur, "waking up" is even more important. Even if the so-called "waking up" is just falling into a new nightmare, or falling into a deeper nightmare, it doesn't matter. The "inability to wake up" as opposed to "waking up" is the real end of perception and behavior.
Yi Ti Gao Chuan can't help but think that there may be a "dream of being drunk and not waking up", and that must be one of the most terrifying nightmares he has to face.
Information has never stopped flowing in the prosthetic body. Even if the prosthetic Gao Chuan has such a feeling of "waking up", this information will not be instilled suddenly. In the process of the transfer of authority, the flow of this information is Huge but steady. For a moment, Gao Chuan felt that his soul was out of his body. The moment he "woke up", he had already returned to his body. Moreover, the "body" he had before was really like the illusion brought by a nightmare, as if he was completely It has not been connected to Sanxian Island, but is just an external user identity.
When he was awake, the prosthetic body Takakawa realized that he was being transferred and processed. Omi and Sa worked together and seemed to make new improvements to the prosthetic body-he was lying in a huge steampunk-like place full of mechanical feelings. The rough, but infinitely powerful quadrilateral partial body device, this device has both symmetrical and asymmetrical beauty, even if you are inside, you can observe from different angles from the translucent shell Feel the symmetry and asymmetry. This beauty and the rough and bulky feeling on the surface have a perfect coordination. Rather, this indescribable coordination and beauty, as well as the symmetry and asymmetry restricted by different angles, are the essence of this device's powerfulness.
Mysterious, circulates, releases, and is perceived by people in the form of the quadrilateral aspect. The prosthesis is imprisoned in it. Gao Chuan can only turn his head. When he gazes through the translucent housing of the device, he can see the colorful streamer, and then he has a feeling of "the device is moving", but he can't specifically judge what is outside of the device. What kind of situation and structure. He felt like he was confined in a long pipeline, heading towards his destination at a terrifying speed.
In the end, I couldn't confirm what the end point was like. Gao Chuan felt that when the device stopped, his body had been "upright" with the device. In the next second, the prosthesis was disassembled. This time, he could see what the remaining flesh and blood torso looked like after 60% of the prosthesis was removed. The appearance of a person fainting, Gao Chuan himself can hardly describe its ugliness, as well as the grotesque and cruelty that emerges from this ugliness, it is simply not what a "person" should be. Even with this appearance, these flesh and blood are still working, without any lag or exhaustion, which is simply unbelievable. Gao Chuan himself didn't feel what kind of power is maintaining the operation of this group of flesh and blood.
It is impossible to use words like "rot" or "fracture" to describe the condition of this flesh and blood body. It is incomplete and frightening. Gao Chuan has clearly witnessed its existence. As a matter of course, the prosthetic part of this body is distorting, decomposing, reshaping, changing form and nature in an invisible force field, and even the appearance and details are also changing. These delicate changes naturally made Gao Chuan feel that it is no longer his own thing, but another material or device that has nothing to do with his body. Before the physical rejection occurs, the mental rejection has already begun.
As far as Gao Chuan thinks, this is the most difficult part of the whole transformation process-how can these things be combined with the flesh and blood, and accepted by oneself as in the past, like an arm instructed Woolen cloth? On the other hand, since both Omi and Sha, who were in charge of the operation, did not allow themselves to complete the entire transformation in a coma, it means that they must see this scene soberly and feel this scene, which is very necessary for them. , Is also an indispensable part of transformation.
Because, although I don’t know the personality of "Sha", Omi himself will never do useless work.
The tetragonal partial aspect device undergoes a certain change along with the new structure of the synonymous body. It is like splitting from one cell into two. There is such a living organic sense of movement, seemingly hard structure and rough material. In this process, it exhibits unexpected elasticity and plasticity. Just in the abrupt trance of the prosthetic body, Gaochuan, the four sides of the Fang Fang turned into an egg-shaped shape at first glance, but after careful identification, you can find that the surface is not a smooth arc, but is composed of many irregular planes. These planes are so dense and small, but only from the "surface", there is no curvature, no bumps, and they are very flat, just like using a sharp knife to cut these planes continuously to achieve a macroscopic visual egg shape. .
It is not a spherical shape symbolizing "perfection", but an egg shape of "a process in the birth"-this meaning was understood when the prosthetic body Gao Chuan observed this shape, and there was no such thing as he knew The proper noun from the scientific definition of ”appeared in his mind to describe this device: the polarized tri-octahedron.
However, the number of faces of this device has far exceeded the number of faces implied by the term-this is very unusual, not just because of the process of knowing its name and understanding its meaning. The deviation of its understanding and substance is also very unusual, as if this difference itself has a deeper meaning.
The prosthetic body Gaochuan is like being bred, constructed, and incubated in this "polarized trioctahedron"~IndoMTL.com~The prosthetic body is once again shaped like a limb structure, just as if it is directly placed on a flesh and blood body. The invisible template is formed. At the same time, from the fingers, toes and head, a large number of sparks burst out like welding, and the harsh mechanical noise appeared directly in the head of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, instead of drilling in through the ears. In fact, he knew very well that after his brain was separated from the structure of the prosthesis, only one-third of the part remained. This bit of flesh and blood could not even complete the "brain", but his own thinking and perception were completely absent. Affected by this incompleteness.
The sound penetrated into Gao Chuan's mind without passing through the ears, and the spark did not seem to pass through the eyeballs, but directly into the brain. Immediately afterwards, the complete and intense sensory sensation spread quickly to his entire body like an explosion. Gao Chuan could not describe whether this was pain or something else, but the intensity of these feelings kept him in the limit of almost fainting. Even so, he still just wandered at this limit without really losing his consciousness.
He can think and imagine that all things done with his head can be done completely. However, this soberness makes those feelings on the verge of the limit appear stronger.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan felt that he was screaming, but the screaming seemed to be overwhelmed by the "noise" of the prosthetic body connection process.