Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1979: Ashes and Remaining Fire II

The horizon stretched out of sight. Gao Chuan got up from the ground, and there were no more enemies to attack him, because he was the only one left in the ruins. Where did the Fujiang who seemed to have walked out of a nightmare gone? Nobody knows. Gao Chuan couldn't feel the existence of Father Xi Sen. Before contacting the final weapon 999, Father Xi Sen's state was already very unstable. Including Father Edward, the legacy left by the messengers of the New Century Gospel makes this contact possible, but it will take away some things-whether Father Sisson is dead or not, Gao Chuan cannot be sure, but , Even if Father Xi Sen is alive, he will never be easier than death.

Finally, Weapon 999 disappeared, "Jiang" disappeared, Father Xi Sen disappeared, and all the weirdness caused by their existence is also gone. On this barren land, only row upon row of deformities are left. The structure building proves that a great change has taken place here. The shapes of these deformed structures are like bones, but they have sharp edges and corners, with large and small cavities all over them, just like a huge hornet's nest.

The tallest buildings—if this is considered a building—need Gao Chuan to look up to see the top, but the existence of these buildings did not make the term "ruins" unrealistic, because even tall buildings Buildings are nothing but wrecks left after a tragic war. They were originally unformed bodies, and the abnormal appearance after breakage became insignificant.

If you walk in the ruins according to your usual habits, getting lost is the only end. All observations involving directions here are producing a violent distortion, including but not limited to magnetic fields and visual senses. Even if Gao Chuan stood here as a "prosthetic body" again, he would not be able to identify and scan the entire ruins in detail through his always efficient observation ability. The data he used to judge the direction has been stained with warning red on the retina screen, which means that all judgments made based on these data will produce unexpected errors.

How much is wrong, because there is no reference object, so it is impossible to tell it concretely. But obviously, these data can no longer be relied on, and even if the body is such a sophisticated, powerful and mysterious body, it is not enough to find a correct route for Gao Chuan through its own functions-Gao Chuan is thinking, himself What should I do next?

He wanted to continue to track Fu Jiang’s whereabouts. From this "Jiang" who claimed to be "Fuji Jiang", Gao Chuan smelled a surging smell, as if it might happen in her next activities. Some decisive results. Gao Chuan didn't know what the result was, but since he felt that such a result would greatly affect the overall situation at the moment, even if he could not stop the other party, he must know the specific situation as soon as possible.

Furthermore, Gao Chuan felt that Fu Jiang would definitely go to the young Gao Chuan.

At the same time, Gao Chuan is also very clear, although in Dorothy's endless plans, he began to hope that the progress of her side and the young Gao Chuan's meeting will be delayed slightly to allow them to take a deeper level of alert. However, judging from the results, the progress of this matter is not a situation where you can delay if you want to delay, and accelerate if you want to speed up.

Because of the appearance of Fu Jiang, Yi Tai Gao Chuan felt that it was imminent to meet with the young Gao Chuan-the free time he had before was completely disrupted by the existence of "Fu Jiang". Even so, I would also like to thank luck. I was able to escape from that weird mental hospital building. It was not entirely the result of hard work. He consciously tried his best. The previous battle was definitely not solvable by violence alone, and such a weak flesh and blood body was simply not enough to support the violence that broke the situation.

In the current situation, what will happen once Tomoe and boy Takakawa converge? Gao Chuan can't imagine, but one thing can be judged. When the two converge, if you want to use your brain hardware to reconcile the two personalities of him and me, you will definitely be blocked by Fu Jiang. As long as Fu Jiang returns to the boy Gao Chuan, the possibility of any arrangement made for the boy Gao Chuan will fail.

Gao Chuan was unable to contact Omi and others, so he had to figure out a way to leave the ruins.

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In the eyes of Huohuo, the conceptual location of "human collective subconsciousness" is becoming more in line with one's own imagination. It is not that its nature has changed, but only when it is observed, it has become more vivid. . In the past, the description of "human collective subconsciousness" always used "the ocean" to describe it. Now, fire escapes have seen "bubbles", "ripples", and "sparkling lights". All movement manifestations tend to be fluidized. In the steaming bubbles, the doomsday truth cult repeater, which occasionally shows a corner, is moving forward fast.

The fire escape cannot describe its appearance in detail, but it is precisely because the "human collective subconsciousness" has become the "sea", the Doomsday Truth teaches repeater snorkeling in this "sea" draws ripples, creating a fluid quality The transmitted movement and the things that are closely attached to its outline and quickly thrown down by it also constitute a rather huge outline. The London repeater naturally receives and analyzes this information, and feeds a more concrete result into the mind of the fire.

As Huohuo became accustomed to such changes, he suddenly thought that the repeater of the Doomsday Truth cult has really determined the "target"? It is sailing quickly now, is it really moving towards the goal, rather than roundabout in a huge range? It is impossible to figure out the other party’s heading in this vaguely boundless human collective subconscious, because to determine the heading, you must first have multiple fixed coordinates. However, the coordinates laid down in the human collective subconscious, It will be lost in a very short time due to changes in consciousness.

For fire escape, only "visual inspection" is the best way to catch the opponent's feet-all the data that is fed back, all the feelings that start from the state of consciousness, and all the means relying on conscious phenomena are insufficient. In order to determine the boundary between “self” and “outside of oneself” in this intense and deep collective subconsciousness of human beings, instead of “seeing” such a rough and vague result, it is possible to confirm the state of the target within a rough scope.

If the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church is not seen by Mihuo, then Mihuo feels that he cannot confirm its existence and location in other ways. Generally speaking, when you observe the repeater of the Doomsday Sect, you should launch an attack first, because, theoretically, the longer the repeater of the Doomsday Sect, the longer it will affect the entire human collective subconscious. The more the influence is, and no matter what Doomsday Truth wants to do in the future, their repeaters are undoubtedly an indispensable part.

The problem, however, is that Shiozuo realized that when he visually caught the repeater of the Doomsday Sect, did the Doomsday Sect of the Truth also visually detect the repeater on his side? Now the repeater of the Doomsday Truth sect is moving in a weird but still within the capture range. It has neither got rid of its own observations, nor has it been clearly captured. Such an ambiguous situation is full of conspiracy. The fire has to imagine: Is the other party tempting himself to wait for someone?

There are too many examples of Doomsday Shinrikyo’s self-dedication in order to complete the sacrifice ceremony. If we say, this time they finally regard the entire repeater, and even the "sacred places" that may exist in the repeater, as sacrifices. The product is not so surprising. Isn’t this method of self-inflicted self-inflicted eight hundred and one thousand enemies that these doomsday truth sect **** are best at?

In this way, is it the right way to directly attack the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and destroy it? The closer we get to the critical juncture, the firm idea that the fire has always been, can't help but waver. He felt that he shouldn't be shaken, but he couldn't stop the thoughts and muddy emotions in his mind more and more.

Even so, he knew very well that he couldn't look back. There are some subtle disturbances in the cyberball. He can assign these disturbance factors to certain detailed people or things like others, but he has given up doing so. It is precisely because of the position of the supreme commander of the network ball that he has a deeper feeling than others: all the things that happen to and around him that make everything that should be beautiful and united become strange and terrifying. How complicated and inevitable it is, it is not only due to the general environment factors summarized from human cognition and perspective, but there are too many factors that exceed human cognition and perspective to work together. .

No one can stop all this from happening, because no one can see every factor that promotes changes, and no one can really touch something that he doesn't even know what it is.

In his opinion, in today's situation, all conceivable strategies have actually come to an end, and there is no better way. It is futile to continue talking about strategies and no longer produce any practical results. The only thing that oneself and others can do is action.

So, the fire escape abandoned the responsibility of the decision-making level, constrained oneself in a small box, and through the transmission of this box, turned oneself into the "spiritual inner" of the London repeater.

Before he did this, he had been warned by Omi and Dorothy. This is a method that is still in the experimental stage, although in theory, the "self-awareness of being a person" can be raised to " The self-awareness of the repeater", so that people and the repeater are more closely integrated. The difference between "human individuals" and "repeaters" is too great. It is just a matter of volume to compare. A repeater is tens of millions of times that of a human individual, even though all conceivable technologies are exhausted. Means to prevent the user’s personality from being watered down in this sublimation process, but, conversely, these technical means also restrict the user’s self-awareness and prevent it from returning to a normal state.

There are many more specific situations. To sum it up in one sentence, the mishap is very certain, and I can no longer return to his original body and become the "person" called the misuse. Now, the entire London repeater is your own body, and it's like when you are a person, you can't directly penetrate your body to see the operation of your internal organs, and you can't help but rely on the senses to detect too subtle changes. , The fire can no longer see the inside of the repeater, and can't appreciate the weird and precise operation of the repeater. He is just a macroscopic will, guiding a general direction and pushing the movement of the entire repeater-just like a person can raise his hand, but cannot carefully manipulate all the muscles and nerves in the process of raising the hand. The same is true for precision interaction.

Even so, or because of this, the fire is more sensational than anyone else in regard to the repeater and its internal conditions. It's like the human body feels pain after a cut. Different pains are directed to different conditions. When a fever occurs, the body will become hot, dizzy and so on. Each feeling corresponds to a "bad" situation taking place, the fire has been felt, and the "bad" situation is accumulating in the London repeater.

Regardless of whether you are worried that directly attacking the repeater of Doomsday Shinrikyo is a trap, you will eventually have to do that. Otherwise, the London repeater will be in a stalemate, first of all, it will collapse because of its own deterioration. Before he merged with the London repeater, Mizuho didn't notice such a situation, but when he merged, he couldn't feed back the situation to others. Now other people staying in the repeater are like "bacteria in the body" to the fire, they can't feel it at all, and they can't distinguish it.

He knew that the "inside" was changing, and this change was likely to be affecting him, so that he had this hesitant situation-he clearly felt his own change, and such a change was in his It seems that it is full of malice.

But, what can I do?

If the "repeater" has become a "body~IndoMTL.com~" then, as the subjective "fire-fighting" self, is being caught by the "malignant instinct" of this "body", just like a human Laziness and mediocrity have never been just a problem of consciousness, psychology and spirit, but also stems from the physical function of the body.

The volume of the repeater is so huge, and the "malicious instinct" that grows from it has the same hugeness, and the fire feels that he is being swallowed up-before that, he is still staring at the truth of the doomsday The teacher's repeater was looking for a certain signal, a signal that was enough to make him "launch an attack" as a strong will.

He is ready, he has been ready long ago, I don't know how many times he has been ready.

Each time of enlightenment, it will disappear like a bubble before actual behavior occurs.

Zhuohuo don't know how long the driving force of self-consciousness and self-proclaimed firm will can last in such repetition.

Maybe I don't know when, I will be like burnt wood, only a piece of dead ashes.

When I think of myself like that, I can't help but shudder.