Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1999: Ander’s battle

All the weird phenomena that occur in the hospital will be related to "people", maybe physical, maybe just a roughly similar outline, maybe sound, calling out if there is nothing, maybe it is human nature People can't help but contradict their thinking and sensibility, but there is no doubt that all those who experience these weird phenomena believe that their source comes from themselves. It is generally believed that this is a kind of change that manifests a person’s consciousness or subconscious as a visible phenomenon, and is the effect of the disease caused by the "virus" in everyone's body. This is not just an "illusion". Because the "illusion" cannot kill people directly, but the physical pathology of the human body can.

Doctor Ender saw this faint shadow flowing into the secret room like water, and human facial features emerged from the shadow, but it was not as chaotic as originally thought, and not as calm as originally thought. He has also been "infected" to catch up. He has this kind of consciousness in his heart. When others are infected by the "virus" one by one, the remaining people will end up like this sooner or later-if not, then, this People must be as special as the "antidote".

Researchers have always expected that in large-scale infections, there will be a small number of uninfected people. When all humans can't find a way, we can only hope that the mystery and depth of nature will enable humans to produce antibodies. However, in this hospital, at such a desperate time now, no one will feel that they can become that special person with antibodies.

Doctor Ender has never found evidence that he was infected, but he had been mentally prepared for a long time, and now seeing this grotesque shadow pressing up, he can’t tell what it feels like in his heart—certainly not Fortunately, however, when the result that he thought was bound to come has not appeared for a long time, he feels heavy pressure every day.

So, even if this weird shadow makes him feel the fact that he is infected, it still gives him an alternative sense of relief.

Dr. Ander believes that his condition is still very mild. The hospital has counted the incidence of all patients and sorted out some general similarities. At the beginning, patients will always suffer from symptoms similar to colds, and at the same time, there will be varying degrees of thinking jumps. A person who is quite silent and depressed will also become neurotic at the beginning of the onset, while the originally neurotic person will instead. Will become silent. All in all, depending on the individual's mental state, there will always be signs that are different from the usual symptoms of oneself.

Doctor Ender hasn't felt this sign yet. Maybe the signs have already happened, but I just haven’t noticed it, but it doesn’t matter. Once infected with Doomsday Syndrome, in the present without serum, the “virus” cannot be observed and its characteristics cannot be captured in the present, whether it is noticed or not. It is unavoidable that the condition will deteriorate rapidly in the following time, and the biological structure will eventually collapse.

If the shadow in front of you is full of aggressiveness and does possess offensive power, then you will probably be killed, but if you step back ten thousand steps, even if the shadow is just an illusion, the one who produced the illusion cannot Avoid the result of collapse from mental to physical structure. It is too difficult to obtain effective results before the disease is too serious to continue research.

In any case, Dr. Ender feels that his future is gloomy. That being the case, why should you be afraid of the shadow in front of you? He stared at this thing, wondering what it was in a kind of contradictory thoughts and emotions.

Shadows continue to show all kinds of facial features, mouth, ears, eyes, nose...none of them are repeated, and they never form a complete outline of human facial features, sometimes three or four ears, sometimes mouth and eyes. There is, but the nose is missing. Sometimes the nose runs down, but the eyes appear behind the ears. The fluid shadow is not a "face shape", not even a reminiscent outline.

After it got into the secret room, it stayed by the door. The organ that constantly appeared and disappeared in the shadow gradually gave Dr. Ander, who had been paying attention to it, a sense of confusion, as if in the process of gazing, even My five senses have been affected and misplaced. However, when he touched it subconsciously and inspected it with a mirror-like external object with the corner of his eye, he actually didn't see any signs of dislocation of his facial features. For hundreds of years, he could no longer take his sight from this shadow.

This weird shadow has a terrible presence and attractiveness.

Doctor Ender asked the question "Who are you?" in the way of treating people. However, the shadow did not make a sound. Dr. Ender also couldn't judge whether it was natural inability to speak or was silent in behavior. All in all, the shadow was silent, without any further action, just staying at the only door of the secret room that communicated with the outside world, making Dr. Ander unable to escape by seizing the way, and unable to figure out what it wanted to do.

Doctor Ender began to feel a little trance in his head. He knew that this was not normal. His head had been turning very fast all the time, and his thoughts had always been clear. Trance is also a very common symptom of patients with doomsday syndrome. He didn’t know what this trance was about in the past, and he didn’t know what happened to the patient’s mind when he was in a trance. Now he knows that this trance is. Suddenly, after waking up suddenly, there is no way to know what I was thinking when I was in a trance. I can only feel from the sense that it is not really not thinking about anything, and it is not completely blank.

When he realized, he had backed away, pulling away from the shadow. He began to feel the body heat, as if he had a cold, a little groggy.

——It's getting serious...too soon.

Doctor Ender really thinks so.

However, from being silent to trance, and then suddenly waking up, Dr. Ender has a strong consciousness: he can no longer focus on this grotesque shadow, he has more things to do , Even if this shadow is a real monster, he can't judge when and under what circumstances he will be killed by it. As a result, instead, his own research is more urgent.

After Dr. Ender's thoughts surfaced, he had a stronger and stronger impulse. This impulse made him break free of the inexplicable attraction of this weird shadow, return to the console again, and continue his report and research.

The shadow is just watching quietly.

When Dr. Ender withdrew from the mountain of data again, he was surprised to find that the shadow had disappeared.

"Is it really just an illusion?" He couldn't help but think so.

Of course, Dr. Ender can't get the answer, but he is not attached to the answer either. More important than the answer is the research. He packed the data he selected and entered it on the disk, and then walked out of the secret room with a heavy heart as always. However, when his eyes fell on the aisle outside the door, he was once again shocked by the grotesque sight.

The long corridors are full of organic flesh and blood that are different from inorganic materials. These are like hyperplastic substances that cling to the ceiling, walls, and ground, instead of being temporarily smeared.

Doctor Ender knew that his condition had deepened again. However, he had already made up his mind that as long as he could think, he would not stop there because of this fear. He has thought of new methods that can be tried. So far, all copies of Gaochuan have been transformed from other doomsday patients who have nothing to do with "Gaochuan". Then, if I use "Gaochuan", there is a closer relationship. Where's the patient? He thought of the three girls who were the first to receive special medicine treatment but still lost their personality: Sakuya, Hakkei, and Marceau.

Although when the initial research agreement was signed with "Gao Chuan", "Gao Chuan" used the status of voluntary experiment subjects in exchange for the hospital's serious consideration of these girls as patients waiting for treatment, rather than a commitment from the experiment subjects. So far, the hospital has indeed abided by this agreement. Even the birth of super-color is more of a special direction of the disease. There are very few traces of artificial transformation, but the condition of the hospital has become so bad now. Even the whole world may not have much time, and Dr. Ender doesn't think it is necessary to stick to this agreement.

In other words, all the methods he can think of now can only be done by violating the agreement. If doing so can make the research further, he thinks it is necessary and worthwhile to do so.

Dr. Ender doesn’t know how long he can stay awake, how long he can live, maybe he’s violated the agreement and failed to get the desired result, maybe he got the result, but he can’t wait for the moment when the result is applied, but, It doesn't matter, he is not attached to whether he can be saved. He is eager to verify his new ideas and find the light to end this desperate predicament.

Doctor Ender touched the flesh that grew on the wall and tore off a piece of flesh and blood. The flesh and blood around him twisted like pain. He could vaguely hear the wailing hallucinations, but his heart changed. It becomes more cold and hard, he can clearly feel this change in himself, the pity that he once had for the patient, the irritation at his own fruitlessness, the fear and despair of the hallucinations and the current situation, are all changing qualitatively. To become something else-that is an inexplicable emotion, a strong impulse, a driving force stronger than ever.

Under the support of this qualitative change in the depths of his heart, he suddenly felt that he no longer had curiosity and fear about these weird phenomena, but not because he lost his curiosity and fear, but because he knew There will be a greater fear, and in contrast to that greater fear, all curiosity and fear nowadays are pale and not worth mentioning.

He returned to the normal passage and entered the elevator that was still in motion. The whole way was empty, as if people were all dead, but he could still hear people’s voices, very detailed, as if It came from a very distant place, as if someone was peeping at him in secret, and even, I could feel that those people were full of fear while peeping.

The whispers full of fear made the emotional and sensual quality in his heart change more quickly, as if he would collapse if he didn't do this.

Doctor Ender looked around, but couldn't find these people at all. Then, once again in a trance, he realized that he had left the elevator and was walking on the road leading to the patient's dormitory. This once very lively road, filled with researchers, other staff and patients, has also become depressed. The plants have withered and the cement and stone slabs have also grown **** flesh, emitting a strange smell, and the shadows in the corners are like There is always something hiding there peeping at myself.

The weird scenes that I can see are becoming a certain pattern. They seem to be fixed in this way and won't change into other appearances.

Then Dr. Ender came to the building where Sakiya, Hakkei, and Marceau were housed. The impression of this dormitory building is also different from the past. The general outline is still there, but the exterior texture of the cement building has been integrated with the surrounding scenery, and it is covered with a layer of creeping flesh and blood, making the whole building look more like something. Kind of organ.

——It’s almost time, it’s almost time.

The voice in Dr. Ender's heart repeated, he paused and walked in without hesitation.

Close to the end of the corridor on a certain floor, the unlocked door is open, and the structure of the room can be seen from the outside, because there is only a square space inside. There are only simple furnishings, tables and chairs are placed in the most eye-catching place~IndoMTL.com~ The three sluggish girls play with the cards in their hands as always. Dr. Ender stood outside the door. For several seconds, he watched the scene. Although he felt that he had no hesitation in his heart, his feet were still at the door as if imprisoned by some kind of power. Step into this room.

Doctor Ender doesn’t know what is stopping him, but he knows that this kind of stasis cannot last too long. He will definitely enter it and do what he wants to do—— He hopes to see results sooner, whether it is failure or success. The urgency in his heart grew stronger, and he knew he didn't have much time. If you fail, you must start again. If you succeed, you must speed up the next step. There is no time to continue thinking about human nature.

However, he stood at the door for longer than he thought. Dr. Ender only felt that his inner impulse was about to turn into a scorching flame, burning himself up. He felt that his nerves, muscles, and bones were melting in this high temperature. However, he would break away from time to time. There was a sudden awake feeling, and he realized that he was still himself. The feeling of "melting" was nothing but one. It's just an illusion.

Dr. Ender realized that his symptoms are so similar to those of patients with doomsday syndrome collected and sorted out, but in terms of the speed of disease, it seems to be faster than most patients with doomsday syndrome.

"Who are you? What are you going to do?" Suddenly the questioning voice sounded from the side, and Dr. Ende was taken aback. He suddenly turned his head and saw only one body hidden in the chemical protective suit. The man pointed at himself with a police gun. Dr. Ender did not answer. He saw his own look through the helmet mirror covering the man's head: that face was almost not a human face anymore.