Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2027: Impact
? I walked around and looked around, there were corpses everywhere-hanging on the wall, lying on the ground, sandwiched in the cracks, some of the corpses were intact, some were torn apart, and some could only find a few remnants of internal organs, some Only a scorched black figure remains-how many corpses are there? There is no way to count them, I only know that what I can see is not all, the corpses in the mountains and plains may have spread to the end of the horizon. It is impossible to describe the landforms you see right now. Although I have looked at it very carefully, there are questions about the direction of the terrain and what kind of buildings are there. Are there forests and streams? Is it a modern style? All the information that can make an intuitive impression is hazy. It is only possible to know that there are "earth" and "sky" here, and everything else can not be specifically imagined by the fire.
The fire is very clear. I am surrounded by hallucinations. I feel like I am having a lucid dream. Even if I know that I am dreaming, I can't just wake up like this, and I can't make this dream as real as reality. However, even such hallucinations or dreams are also dangerous. As a mystery expert, he no longer knows how many times he has experienced such dangerous hallucinations or dreams. Especially when you understand what “walking in consciousness” is all about, even if you can’t actively use the mystery of “walking in consciousness”, once you fall into the state of consciousness and be targeted by a certain malicious The distorting forces attributed to "non-material" in common sense of ordinary people, such as thoughts, dreams, and hallucinations, will directly cross the boundary between common sense and extraordinary sense, and directly affect the materialized body, causing terrible harm.
No, even if it can't affect the more prominent physical body, it will only cause distortions to a person's consciousness and self-personality, which is already unbearable harm for many people.
Furthermore, he is not illiterate. Although he did not reach the level of a doctorate degree in an internationally renowned university, he did not give up on the discussion of modern scientific theories while specializing in occult studies. , The definition of "material" and "non-material", the boundary between "thought" and "material", and the psychological concepts such as "spiritual and personality" have a profound influence on the category of "biology". Anatomy. Including but not limited to anthropology, sociology, mentality, physiology, psychology, etc., all disciplines involving the formation and development of the concept of "person" have been studied to a certain degree.
Especially after getting in touch with the mysterious powers, becoming a mysterious expert and knowing how to use the mysterious powers to strengthen oneself, after joining the network ball and obtaining sufficient human and material resources, while dealing with the commander’s affairs, he has been working Utilize these own and the advantages of the forces to strengthen one's own mind, body, and knowledge. While under tremendous pressure, I am also using this pressure to force myself to advance into unknown fields, trying to look at the so-called "human" and "nature", "self" and "foreign objects" from a different perspective. For ordinary people, it is too general to have a clear and detailed cognition.
If ordinary people are used as the standard, the mischief is already an out-and-out genius. If the genius among ordinary people is used as the standard, the amount of knowledge and perspective on the issue must exceed this standard by several times.
Any quality of disobedience is much stronger than normal people, but even he must admit that he still has a lot of blind spots about the world he can observe-the more he tries to go Cognition, the more he expands his knowledge, the more profound and vast the unknowns that make him feel confused and fearful. Some things, concepts, situations, and contradictions will often appear to impact the concepts and ideas he has worked so hard to construct. belief.
He doesn’t remember when, under what circumstances, or from whom he heard such a sentence: If the world is closed and the unknown is limited, then the omniscient and omnipotent God must exist, and only Mankind, who has existed and developed for thousands of years, has realized that matter, including the concept of “humanity” itself, are nothing but dolls of this god. Then, mankind’s pursuit of the unknown and the desire to control the truth of the world have always It's just a kind of vain. If the world is not closed and the unknown is infinite, then "power" is a meaningless concept, just a narrow illusion of relativity. The pursuit of the unknown will eventually be futile, and the mystery of mankind itself is also in vain. It will eventually be impossible to crack, the concept of "world" will be shattered, and "truth" will not exist.
Whether it is "limited" or "infinite", whether it is "closed" or "open", for human beings, it is a pile of malicious accumulation of sewers. Human beings regard "the self-cognition and the exploration of foreign objects" as wisdom, but such wisdom can only make human beings in a kind of contradictory pain, always chasing the phantom that cannot be caught up, time and time again, From life to death, from death to life, endless. Such wisdom is not the key to the gate of heaven, but the key to the gate of hell.
These statements are ridiculed by most ordinary people, as manifestations of laziness and ignorance, and also inhuman thoughts. However, if you want to face the mystery, you have to face the question: What is a person? What is wisdom? What is thought? What is matter? What am I? What is he? How does the landscape reflected at the end of these cognitions look like to itself? And the cognition of these concepts is really the underlying building of all cognition? Can it be decomposed? Can you continue to dive?
As long as you carefully feel the narrowness, hypothesis, and the meaning of the definitions in the various definitions of modern science; carefully understand that the theories are proved or proved in the process of "verification" and "falsification" in science. The process of falsehood and the meaning of the theory; to seriously think about the logic behind philosophy and mysticism; you will feel a kind of contradiction, disillusionment and meaninglessness.
Only not to think deeply about these meanings, but to use them as known tools by default, instead of exploring the reasons and context of these tools, and not actively creating these tools, and not contacting the most important of these tools. At the bottom level, do not pursue the things embodied in the definition from a too deep level of thinking and philosophy, so as to avoid these things that make people feel painful, desperate, crazy and helpless in nature, and happily , Ignorantly, of course survive.
People know more about firefighting than ordinary people, think more deeply, and experience this situation more deeply. People often say that a person’s imagination is infinite and his thoughts are endless, but this is actually Wrong—As a human being, imagination and thought itself are extremely limited, and this limitation comes from many factors. Therefore, in the world of consciousness, the limitations of thought and imagination will also be expressed in a certain way. For a mysterious expert who can act soberly in the ideological world, this is the source of danger, because, no matter what, he claims that he can imagine everything in his ideology and crush everything with imagination and thought, but in fact, oneself It's just dancing in a barbed cage in shackles.
Walking to look at the corpses everywhere, seeing the blood flowing from the remains of each corpse converging into small streams, listening to the sounds of these **** streams, and feeling all the ambiguous scenery around you. Knowing that this is an illusion, and at the same time as a dream, I also feel a kind of mental fatigue. Because he no longer knew how many illusions and dreams he had experienced when he pursued the Doomsday Truth Repeater in the collective subconscious of mankind.
He can wake up every time, but he will fall back into these hallucinations and dreams at any time. Before entering these hallucinations and dreams, he could not predict what was in it, but after entering, he was also unable to determine what he should do to break free from it. However, it turns out that he can always break free—just like It's the same now, he can do nothing, just watch this endless illusion or dream filled with corpses, probably don't know at which moment, he will "wake up suddenly".
However, this process from entering to waking up does not consume nothing. Even if you don't do anything, you can feel the accumulated pressure, consumption and fear in the process of repetition that seems endless and uncountable. Such hallucinations and dreams are not always without enemies, but as the saying goes, the biggest enemy is yourself. Zhaohuo understands the meaning of the phrase "when you start thinking, you are fighting yourself" better than most mystery experts.
Zhuohuo stares at the unreal things in front of him, wanting not to think, but this "thinking" itself has already begun to consume something. He only knows the state of complete emptiness in theory, but even the so-called meditation cannot lead him into the theoretical realm of "non-imagining, non-imagining", as if those existed in occultism. An idea is simply an idea that cannot be achieved-it is a kind of terror embodied in the movement itself for "thinking", and a concept that was born for the purpose of fighting against the fear that the thinking itself breeds. A corresponding idea was born when the concept of "thought" was stopped.
Of course, if "most ordinary people" are still alive, they will definitely refute this perception and try to explain everything from a more positive direction.
However, "most ordinary people" are dead. The corpse mountain and blood sea in front of him is undoubtedly a manifestation of this fact. This point, the escape is also very clear.
Zhuhuo also knows that his thoughts at this moment are so negative, and he is still falling in a very inactive and degenerate direction that will only make him feel more painful, but all of this is beyond control . He himself is a shackled bird imprisoned in a cage full of spikes, flapping his wings and being cut with blood dripping, but trying to use this pain to strengthen his own strength and hone his will— —This is a very contradictory and ridiculous thing, isn't it? He asked himself this, but there was no answer.
There are no enemies, the corpse just exists there, and the blood just flows and makes sounds as a matter of course, and there is nothing else that can be clearly recognized. The fire escape is just watching everything, he has an extremely clear feeling that he will wake up, and "wakes up suddenly".
Then his consciousness just woke up suddenly.
While the endless corpse mountain and sea of blood disappeared, it was changing almost every moment, just like an illusion, and the dangerous collective subconscious landscape of humans everywhere, immediately squeezed into his eyes. He can already tell very clearly whether all of what he sees ~ IndoMTL.com ~ is an illusion dream or the human collective subconscious, even if they are, in a sense, the existence of such a consistent essence. However, the parts he can observe and recognize, and the scenery that he feeds back to him, are still different in detail.
Here, things are never the way they appear when they are in a physical state, nor can they be explained by the existing knowledge of mankind. All processes often happen beyond imagination. If you want to identify them, you can only get away with it. Can rely on my intuition and the mystery inherent in the repeater itself. He tracked the whereabouts of the Doomsday Truth cult repeaters for the first time. In his observations, even the Doomsday Truth cult repeaters were not like "machines" and "something objects" in human common sense. Described, it is like a shadow of uncertainty, which seems to exist and does not exist.
It's impossible to see it with the naked eye, but feeling can catch up-and actually relying on the feeling, you don't feel like you have chased them.
However, when I woke up suddenly this time and wanted to catch up as always, the fire felt an unusual situation is taking place-although the human collective subconscious mind is undergoing incredible changes every moment, this An incredible change is more than any in the past, making him feel heart palpitations.
An unspeakable fear, like an awl, plunged into his heart suddenly.
"This is...what?" Firefight tried to observe. He felt that he had seen something different, but when he could finally observe it, he found that it was a dark red ball of light. The distance and location of the ball of light could not be judged, but the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo sect turned abruptly in his senses and drove fast toward the place where the ball of light was, as if it were the treasure they had been searching for for a long time.