Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2056: The battle in the depths of consciousness
This time, Billy in the doomsday illusion is very different from the one I knew in the past, both in character and ability, and I think it must be the same with the file. Since Billy's bullet can be shot into his consciousness, it is natural to imagine that the file can also gain some mysterious power in his own conscious world. As a half-hearted conscious walker, I am also very aware of the dangers that exist in consciousness. It is not a danger that people think, but there are many things that the person involved cannot imagine or understand. The limit of man is manifested in the fact that man cannot dig out all his own secrets through subjective consciousness, let alone the secret that was born with the collective concept of "human" as the subject. Even people who are really good at walking consciously cannot guarantee their own safety during every conscious walking.
I haven't recovered from the doomsday illusion for a long time, but I have heard and seen the abilities of real conscious walkers, and I also understand the mysterious events they have to face. Ordinary mystery experts mostly experience extremely dangerous mysteries in the material world, while conscious walkers experience the secrets and horrors hidden in consciousness more often in the conscious world, even if the conscious walkers show far The ability of supernormal people to control their self-consciousness is still not enough to completely control their entire consciousness. When they walk in the consciousness continuously deep into their subconsciousness, the more they will be brought out by those uncontrollable conditions to bring out their own powerlessness.
Conscious walkers will instinctively pursue the secrets in the depths of consciousness, and continue to explore the mystery of the abyss of consciousness based on their own personality consciousness. However, most consciousness walkers cannot truly reach the bottom of this abyss of consciousness. In this process, they will be killed by many weirdness in consciousness that even they can’t cope with, and even can’t be identified at all. These weirdness come from the unexplained parts of the self-individual consciousness. It still comes from a deeper level, only theoretically possible associations and confusions of other consciousness. The deeper the world of ideology, the more weird it will make people feel. However, as far as my personal understanding is, once it is really due to certain factors, through one level after another, and finally down to the so-called "individual" The lowest level of consciousness" has the opportunity to penetrate into the so-called "human collective subconscious."
Of course, the "human collective subconsciousness" recognized by the conscious walkers in the doomsday illusion is actually just the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome from the perspective of hospital reality. Even so, because there is something like LCL in the hospital reality, and the personality of the collapsed doomsday syndrome patient can be preserved and multiplied in the LCL, therefore, the "individual consciousness" that constitutes the doomsday illusion is actually higher than that of the doomsday syndrome patient in the hospital reality. There are more individuals, and the extra part can only be considered to have reproduced in LCL at present.
However, whether it is observed from the perspective of the doomsday illusion or from the perspective of the hospital reality, this "human collective subconscious" is somewhat reasonable, which can make people believe that it is really the most individual subconscious. Collection and source. It's just that, no matter from which angle we observe humans themselves, the limitations of humans cannot allow individuals to recognize such a complex and expansive existence. Therefore, whether in the doomsday illusion or in the hospital reality, the consciousness itself is mysterious, and the subconscious is even more mysterious. The most mysterious nature is the collective human subconscious.
Walkers who have broken through the deepest part of individual consciousness and reached the collective subconscious of human beings can interfere with people's consciousness through the channel of "collective subconscious". This kind of bottom-up interference from the source is almost impossible to be detected and resisted by most people. Theoretically, the number of human beings who intervene through the collective subconscious mind can reach the level of "all mankind." This kind of situational interference, even if it only interferes with a specified target, is something that only a clever conscious walker can do. Because of this, the repeater that can interfere with the human collective subconscious on a large scale is regarded as a treasure, and it is a condensed embodiment of the great power of the human collective subconscious.
A powerful conscious walker with a repeater is the most ideal state, and to achieve the most ideal result, it is not only possible for the conscious walker to stay in the repeater.
I don’t know how the conscious walker can achieve the ideal combination with the repeater, but obviously the doomsday truth teaches must have its own method, and this method is hidden in the heavenly plan. In addition, I firmly believe that the party who also mastered this method is not the network ball, but Dorothy and the other girls. And I myself have neither such a method nor can I rely on myself to understand such a method, and even I am not a qualified consciousness walker. I don’t know more about the ideological world than ordinary conscious walkers, let alone those powerful figures who truly rely on their own abilities to reach the human collective subconscious.
However, although I am only a half-hearted conscious walker, and even the ability to consciously walk is not my own, the power of "Jiang" really allows me to reach the so-called through a certain way and a certain channel. The collective subconscious of human beings observes and recognizes that place from a perspective that is different from that of other conscious walkers, thereby mobilizing the power of consciousness. The reason why I can avoid being weird by those conscious minds that are enough to kill most conscious walkers in this process is also because of the power of "Jiang".
In other words, although my own abilities are insufficient, as long as "Jiang" is still active, no, it should be said that as long as the "Jiang" I have observed and recognized is still active, I can Has super adaptability in most unusual, mysterious and dangerous environments. Whether these environments are conscious or material, or somewhere in between.
"Jiang" only takes shape in the doomsday illusion, and only then can it reflect its own existence in such a relatively clear way, and reflect the mystery far beyond most of the mystery. And now I can say without hesitation, "Jiang" is one of my trump cards. Perhaps for other people with stronger self-esteem, such remarks are unacceptable, but for me, this is a fact, and it is something I desperately need, and it is also a condition that the plan must have for success.
If "Jiang" is weak, fragile, and even in the mystery, and does not show overwhelming power to most other mysteries, then my plan can be said to be 100% unsuccessful. However, since "Jiang" has been in my past and present, showing all sorts of incredible anomalies and powers, these alone are enough to convince me of my plan, which has a more successful rate than the plans of Dorothy and Shise.
Perhaps it is irrational and even unreasonable for Dorothy and Shise to pin their hopes on "Jiang", "something" that is almost the same as "virus", but for me Speaking of it, it is normal again, and there is no choice. Not only because I love "Jiang" deeply, nor because I am confused by its terrible weirdness, but also because, when there is not enough time, the only ones who can deal with monsters are monsters.
While I acted again and again, I also evaluated the possibility of "Jiang" again and again, trying to find a pattern to make it stronger. Although the weirdness of "Jiang" is beyond imagination, I can't see through its limits, and I don't think I can really sum up its laws, but if my actions will bring "Jiang" to the growth If it is good and is needed by it, then I only need to follow its guidelines and do everything I can do. Even if there will be some selfishness, thinking and inquiry in this process, but it is only the details.
From the past, to the present, from the battlefield of the material state to the battlefield of the ideology, whether as an orthodox mystery expert or a consciousness walker who seems extremely close to the doomsday truth cult believer, I have Never stop for the limitations that I recognize, and the horrors and weirdness that I can't understand-only this is the difference between myself and my old friend, the file, in my eyes.
Perhaps the file's self-awareness of its own limits and the awareness of facing the weird and mysterious have the same steel strength as me, but only self-recognition and awareness cannot support actions and results. The file can only be from the will and will not stop the pace of progress, but I am in a more real fact, with the factor of continuous progress.
The file is never afraid to shrink, but her pace will eventually stop because of lack of strength. I just walked forward in silence, maybe not as dazzling as her, but I have the foundation to go further than her. This is not boasting, but the understanding accumulated through constant self-knowledge. I don't know if this is correct, but I know very well that I must firmly believe that this is correct in order to continue. On the other hand, the only obstacles that make me stop are my unconvinced self-doubts, shaky thoughts, and certain external factors that are also closely related to "Jiang".
The powerful and determined file will manage her conscious world like an iron bucket. This is what I can imagine, but she is not a conscious walker, even if it is a conscious walker, she will continue to move downwards. In the depth of consciousness, I felt that the original iron barrel-like intensity gradually became fragile and full of holes.
Entering the ideological world of others is dangerous, and entering the ideological world of warriors like the file is even more dangerous. However, I actively use her consciousness as the battlefield, although it is to avoid the effect of static superpower, but it is natural There are also tactics and strategies in it. If you are completely limited by the half-bucket of water in your consciousness walking ability, and you can only fight in the surface consciousness of the file's own personality, then I think I can't win 100%. However, even if I am only half a bucket of water, I am guided by the power of the "Jiang", able to bypass most of the obstacles and dangers that other conscious walkers must face, and reach the deep level of the conscious world.
So, even in the ideological world of the file, the battlefield is still my decision.
Tianshi is not with me, Renhe is not at all, but I did get a good card for "geographical advantage". Even in the depths of the consciousness that he can't understand, there will be all kinds of incredible abnormalities, but it is enough to smooth out the geographical advantage that the file would have originally occupied.
I walked into the darkness, and I didn't even know how I walked in. When I first gained the ability to walk in consciousness, the experience of using this power was clearer than it is now, enough to describe the feeling at that time with some descriptions, but the process that can be described in words is no more than the current process that seems to be without process. Walking with the same consciousness is more efficient, and not necessarily more effective. Only in terms of the depth of conscious walking, the conscious walking in the past is incomparable with the current conscious walking.
I actually don’t care about the characteristics of my consciousness walking, because it is the power of "Jiang" after all. Whether these characteristics are highlighted or not has nothing to do with me, but depends on "Jiang". On the contrary, being able to go deeper into consciousness, such a simple and clear result is what I think is the core and power of consciousness walking.
In this darkness, the file is right in front of me~IndoMTL.com~ She is naked, but in a daze, it is difficult to determine her position and state, I just feel that no attack can be done here. It takes effect in a dark world that seems to have nothing. When I felt this, I instantly understood that this is an extremely powerful defense, and I really cannot cause harm to her in front of this defense. On the contrary, if my thinking is still in the material world On the contrary, it will become a target for inertial movement.
For a strong man like a file, an inertially moving target is no different from a fixed target.
Fortunately, I am not walking consciously with my own power.
Before the file attacked, I was in a state where I felt nothing but suddenly I began to fall to the bottom of the darkness. The shape of the file disappeared in a blink of an eye, but it appeared in front of the eyes again in the next blink of an eye. As a result, I continued to sink, and the files continued to disappear and appear. This frequency gradually slowed down as I continued to sink. She seemed unsustainable, I thought so, when she appeared again, stopped sinking and galloped towards where she was.
The performance of fast-grabbing superpower in this conscious world is not so obvious in the material state. Although it is still extremely fast, it cannot reach the speed of the material world to almost stop the movement of all things, and the file In my own consciousness, the reaction is very fast, even if my speed can be faster than the change of consciousness in the material world, I can still find a reference in the conscious world, but in the conscious world The factors that determine the relative speed here are obviously more complex and changeable than in the material world, and the nature of the reference and relativity has become extremely weird.
The deeper you are in your consciousness, the smaller the advantage of quick sweeps will be. In contrast, the effect of the static super power of the file will also be attenuated.