Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2062: Quiet deviation
Those things are not crawling, nor are they creeping. They merge with the anomalous phenomena that have eroded this underground hall, like the tentacles split from a huge whole. I don’t know what to call them. , There is no way to describe what they look like, or even "one by one" to describe their number. At first glance, there are still a few humanoid silhouettes. It seems that when counting, you can feel that they are about the same as the number of ritual performers before. However, once you have such a concept, when you look at it, you will find that they are not at all. I thought it was so.
This kind of vague contradiction exists in the past experience, and it is not completely unseen. However, only from the degree of vagueness and contradiction, what we see now has passed the weirdness seen in the past. . The face of the elementary life is like a mask, without any expression. In contrast, the wizards of the Doomsday Truth sect have very obvious emotions. I stand behind them, at the place closest to the entrance and exit of the underground hall. I can’t see the expressions of these guys who don’t know or are not humans. However, I have a keen sense of emotions and sensibility, and I am quite sure. , In this space that has completely fallen into a weird shape, all intelligent beings with emotions are particularly strong in the two emotions of surprise and fear.
No, maybe even those things that I thought were insensible, non-intelligent, were terrified of everything in front of me, and the inexplicable existence implied behind all these abnormalities. Even if it's just a small piece of stone, even time and space, even the hardest structure material, it's still trembling.
Although fear has become the strongest element in the underground hall at this moment, not all the lives that can be moved are taken away by this fear. Even so, it cannot be said that both the elemental life and the doomsday truth cult wizards can ignore this fear. Even if there is a kind of intuition telling me, perhaps also telling them, the weird and vague things that I see in front of me are only through the individual changes that once looked like humans. The most dangerous things are still on the far side. If the deviation ritual is not completed, it is absolutely impossible to come to this world. But at least one-third of the body's life was eaten away by the abnormality in front of him, stiffening the body like a sculpture. And those wizards who have always represented the impetus of the doomsday, and half of the elite wizards are in a state of madness. Although they did not scream, they did not restrain themselves. Their posture and actions only made me feel, Even the consciousness of screaming was taken away.
Just seeing something like that will make you crazy, lose your mind, get caught in a labyrinth of thinking and even be burned out of your mind, and the structure of your own existence will also be eroded and changed-I used to face those When there is invisible fear, I have imagined this concept, but when I really face it, it turns out that it is actually a scene I imagined. It is impossible to describe the impact on the soul with only those pale words.
I can be sure that the reason why I can judge and think so calmly, on the contrary, proves my special and "Jiang" existence. Those who are aware of the complete collapse of the material level and non-human are normal. And my thinking, imagining, and describing myself as normal now is probably just one aspect of madness.
What exists in front of you is not something that should appear in this world at all. It is suddenly out of place. Just as the Torchlight hopes, its existence will cause deviations from everything, but I am afraid that the Torchlight itself will also It is impossible to understand what kind of horror the deviation it brings and how it will be presented.
Even from the perspective of hospital reality, this doomsday illusion should have been "the world of personality consciousness for patients with doomsday syndrome", there shouldn't be such a thing at all. The existence of "virus" has always been reflected, and the development of the doomsday also has a certain logic. The monsters in the human collective subconscious and the mystery throughout the doomsday illusion can also allow people to at least imagine the basis of its existence. However, only these things brought about by the deviant rituals had no reason to appear and exist before this. Whether from rationality or sensibility, logic or imagination, their existence is abrupt and out of place, as if a foot from outside, beyond everyone's expectations.
If the world that I perceive, whether it is hospital reality or apocalyptic illusion, there are variables in the infinite unknown, then the variables brought by the deviant rituals have become the largest I can recognize Value, and then went up beyond my cognition. It is not only the biggest variable, but also the most malicious one. I don't feel any meaningful change in this variable that is beneficial to one party. I have this idea: the result of the deviant ritual is not the result of the evolution of the "virus" at all, but will have a severe impact on the "virus", and for patients with doomsday syndrome, it is basically another. An embodiment of a "virus".
When I think about it this way, I can feel that the entire doomsday illusion is trembling with the indescribable behemoth behind the weirdness in front of me, and the whole world is desperate to get rid of the abnormality in front of me, completely Intervention and elimination of deviation rituals-of course, perhaps this is just my illusion, I also observe these indescribable weirdness, my mind must have been confused.
The wizards who had been fighting against the deviance rituals before have distorted their bodies. The combined impact of the elementary life eliminated the mysterious experts and visible ritual performers, including my old friends, but failed to completely solve the deviant ritual. It can even be said that it did not touch the root of the deviant ritual at all, but rather like it. It added fuel to the ceremony and promoted the progress of the entire ceremony. However, the ritual of deviation has not yet been completed, and this judgment does not need to be proven, only the feeling is enough.
I have always felt that it is an incredible thing that my "old friends" and so many mysterious experts can survive the impact of the collision of two repeaters. There are many dark scenes, only the light of the torch is not capable of saving them, and they themselves can't see any reason to protect themselves, although they have guessed whether it will be a private tacit understanding of the cyberball, but, with the file and others After the fight, I was affirmed again that they exist here, guarding or promoting the deviant ritual, it is definitely not just a known mysterious organization pushing behind it, and it is definitely not the result of their choice completely according to their own will-because, No one party can independently promote such a situation.
The people of the torchlight, these mysterious experts, and old friends, avoided the heavy ears and eyes of others, appeared in this corner, and promoted the deviant ritual, because they existed and acted Behind it, there is a mystery that can match the sum of the known forces in this world.
The mystery is so powerful, profound, and obscure that before the deviation ritual is completed, certain deviations have been formed in corners that no one knows, and no one knows that these deviations are strong enough To the existence of deviation. And I am sure that the deviation exists at this time, not because the deviation has just begun, but because the deviation has reached the level that even a weak thing like me can feel it.
As for what kind of reference is used for this "deviation", what kind of content it is, and what form its beginning and process are, but I can't understand it at this time. My feeling is only telling me that "deviations" have already occurred, and it is even impossible to be sure what is the difference between these so-called "deviations" and the concept of "deviations" in people's common sense.
The term "deviation" has formed a new vague and very one-sided concept after describing the anomaly in front of us and expanding it to the world.
For people, it's just called "bias". Just like a passage in Eastern Occultism:
——Mixed with things, born congenitally. Lonely and lonely, independent without change, Zhou Xing without death, can be the mother of heaven and earth. I don't know its name. The word strong is Tao, and the name strong is big. Great means passing away, passing away means far away, far away means reversal, so the way is great.
Only this description of "Tao" is similar to the "deviation" I feel, but it is not the same.
I don’t know how to deal with this kind of thing, and I’m not sure if I had the power to destroy all ritual performers and mystery experts, and I really did that, would it produce a different result from the current one. However, from In the sense, I don’t think I can really stop the deviant ritual by killing everyone, just like in the past, I have never been able to completely stop the doomsday truth cult sacrifice ritual after killing all the enemies. conduct. Although there are many differences between the torchlight deviation ritual and the sacrificial ritual of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, in terms of the ritual, it is definitely not something that can be prevented by destroying the consciousness and material of the characters involved in the ritual on the surface. Their connection with rituals is deeper than the level that humans can observe and recognize, and has gone far beyond materiality and logic.
The limitations of being a human being, in that deep connection, there is an irreparable distance, and we must get rid of the so-called "thinking", and the more known the form of existence, can we truly interfere with that connection. As far as the current situation is concerned, the thing that can overcome the anomaly in front of us is definitely not the elementary life, the doomsday truth cult wizard and me, but the equally indescribable thing that drives the doomsday process behind us.
"Jiang" may have the ability to change the current situation, but I am not sure whether it has the ability to completely eliminate these foreign objects, or even to trace the indescribable things behind it, and whether it will follow its needs and wishes Do that. Although I have no doubt about my love for "Jiang", and I do not deny that in the eyes of others, my love is so crazy and distorted, but such "love" is not enough for me to understand "Jiang". Not enough for me to figure out its behavior.
In this way, the vitality of the "virus" looming behind the Doomsday Sect is very important. Although the current situation is much more serious than I thought, it does not show the essence of my plan. My original idea was to replace the torchlight's deviation ceremony with the sacrificial ritual of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church. At this time, there is still a certain feasibility. It can even be said that I can't imagine a more feasible way on top of this.
In my opinion, the confrontation between the sacrifice ritual and the deviant ritual is equivalent to the confrontation between the "virus" and the indescribable foreign object. And it is not only which one is more "great" that determines its outcome, but also that the Doomsday Fantasy is the basic disk of the "virus". The "virus" fighting against each other here is equivalent to fighting in one's own lair. Possessing geographical advantages-please forgive me for my ignorance and limited vision. I can only look at this battle from the perspective of this human perception. In fact, is this the "battle" as I imagined it? Evidence, and, it is very possible that on a level that I cannot observe, all the changes surrounding the anomaly at this moment have been completed, and what we are facing is just an aftermath.
Some people may feel confused about this view, but in this place where even the sense of time and space has been chaotic and full of unimaginable, indescribable, and indescribable things, there are What is impossible to produce? Even in the mysticism of human imagination, there are descriptions of chaotic causality.
Apparently, the movement and support of the sacrificial ritual relies entirely on the official wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, and there is not much movement from the elite level to the winged knight level wizards. At this moment, all the formal wizards who supported the sacrifice ceremony have undergone an abnormal change, and it makes people feel that they are no longer able to sustain it~IndoMTL.com~ It seems that the next moment will be abnormally corroded by the deviation ceremony, leading to the other side. .
These wizards are no longer human-shaped, and their fuzzy and sticky appearance seems to be distorted into a thick tentacle, but they have been stuck on a certain edge-just looking at it with the naked eye, you can’t see this boundary, but, To feel their changes and pain with feelings can produce a kind of contagious empathy, as if experiencing their pain personally, so that you can feel the boundary from this very painful pain that people can bear, and Realizing that they are still hovering on the edge, as if torn apart by two forces that do not belong to them.
This pain is not physical, nor spiritual, but in the essence that is deeper than the oneness of the two, it is out of the realm of human language. Moreover, this deep pain is also what I think. So far, no one party can start a visible action. Whether it is me, the body life or the surviving wizard, I have been restrained by the pain of this tug-of-war. When we feel this pain, we are inevitably drawn into it, entangled with the pain, we are entangled with ourselves, and even if we know this, we cannot immediately return by our own will, because in the essence of this pain In front of us, the so-called "self-will" is so frivolous and false.
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